And it feels, it feels like trading brains with an imbecile... for real

aiyooo. okeh. i feel like shit.

firstly, the smell of cigarette smoke is a hugeee turn of for me. like hell. i xle tahan langsung. i know apa guna bebai bau bnda tu pon, its just it, but i just cant take it laa. dh la memeningkan.

n thenn this, at school, i mean this thing ( note pls dont ask me tx ) its like idk. i feel torn in between ? no thats too bad n harsh n i shudnt say that but im just no im not confused, i truly understand, i truly understand the reasons and what not, but seriously ? i mean i just not to say i cant accept it, i accept, i understand, i just dont seem to be able to absorb it. i mean like hurhhh ???? gosh ! i mean, ok fine, some credit for me, i am trying to change, at a snail pace, tho i still do curse, still act like an uncivilized cat around, n i still do yell n scream. but ok niways, i know i can do it. just that thing. i just cant seem to absorb it.

n yeah, slowly, im shutting myself down bcuz im stressed out coz exams next week n i dont know a single thing ! so il just shut myself n keep quiet n do more revisions. sorryyyy... n yeah since im so tensed, il yell n get angry verghyyyy fast. haih !

everything is so wrongggg.. haha

* would you mind lending me some anti-depressant pill of yours ? im running out of mine * ~~~

bill rancic is fuckingly sweeetttt ! omgggg !!!!!

Both of my freaking, fluffy butts are hurting! Goshhhh! Haha

SAKET JIWA AKU HABAQ KAT ANG !

Just shut ur fucking mouth, Aiman.

So i just realised that i dont really dig deep inside my heart n see whats inside n be aware of whats happening in it. And to it. And that i dont share everything to even someone who i am very close with. And i tend to ignore my real feelings towards certain things. And i tend to forget them and refuse to recall more so talking about it. Esp to things that has changed, or i have lost and that i will never get it back. Certain parts of my life, i still havent moved on, i still dont seem to accept things and i wish i can have it back. I really wish i can. I really wish i can find u right now and go to u n hug u n tell u how much i miss u n tell u how was my life eversince u werent around anymore.

Electrical and Electronic Engineering, KDU Penang.

There are reasons why my father is doing all these for me. It is for my own future, for my own good. Planning where I should study, what I should take, where I should stay, who I should be with, who I should and could mix with. It is all for my own good. It is to ensure that I would be the person that I actually want eventho he is the one who is making the call. It is to ensure that I would be a successful young girl ( tho i am short haha ) and remain the same when they are not beside me anymore.

=') sory emo terlebeyh. i do feel like crying. haha.

he is doing this for me so that when he is not around anymore, I can at least feed myself, and live on my own, and to the level that he wants and I want too.

tho i am torn in between. some say i should think carefully and decide what i really want, what i really like, what i really want to be. in this, my dads deciding almost everything. things that i like are not here. i will have to get out of here to achieve my dream. its not about what i like or what i want to be, well some part of it is a must, but its more to surviving, facing the real world n earn money to feed, to clothe yourself. ur parents aint gona be there supporting u till u grow old. some say its time for u to study, go away, get out of the house n live on ur own. bcuz thats the way it is, u study, u go away. yes of course i do want to get away, but no, i cannot. n after listening to everything, i shouldnt. i think i am already selfish enuf to be here, like this for who i am right now. by going away after all my dads plan is just well mean ?

well, bottom line is,

THERE ARE REASONS WHY HE IS DOING ALL THESE FOR ME.

Kalau aku tau tadi, aku x balek umah pon xpa

MAXIS. BODOH.

Sekian, terima kasih.

You're like a rocket in my mind
That is waiting to define everything about me no one knew
And you stick like a poster on my wall
As if you don't want to move

To see you when I wake up, is a gift I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel the same, as I do, is a Three-fold utopian dream
You do something to me
That I can't explain
So would I be out of line, If I said
I miss you.
I see your picture, I smell your skin on, the empty pillow next to mine
You have only been gone ten days, but already I am wasting away
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon
But I need you to know, that I care
And I miss you

At 6.16am on a friday morning, i watched this horrifying, horrible, mortifying video. N thanks to it, i think im goin to have a headache. Haha

ERGHHHHHH !!!!!!

ARGHHHHHH!!!!!

TAK SUKAAAAAA!!!!

Bowling much?

Saya dengan sharonnn.


Saya dengan amalinaaaa



Saya dengan anis. Mind u she was already bending n i was
Tip toeing. Haha




Owkeyhhh. So i do enjoy bowling unlike last year. I dont really care whether its for lower or upper forms, for now, i seem to be enjoying every bit of it. After a whole week of school ( mind u its suppose to be like aft a whole week of studying n bursting my
Brain for SPM ) its nice to go out for bowling n lepak2. But ifeel i dont deserve all this coz i havent been doin anything bout spm. Gah!

~ change is goood. Im happy. ^_^ ! pls keep supporting me! Love u guys so much!

Everybody is watching you, everybody is watching me too.

i miss the moment that u pokpek at me.. niways ~

I can't sleep now, no, not like I used to
I can't breathe in and out like I need to
It's breaking ice.. now, to make any movement
What's your vice? you know that mine's the illusion
And all at once (as i'm trying)
I can help you out just to keep things right
I'll be what you need
(I kill myself to make everything perfect for ya)
Goodbye apathy, so long apathy

So don't sit still, don't you move away from here
So goodbye apathy (as i'm trying),
so long fancy free just to keep things right
Goodbye apathy,
kill myself to make everything perfect for ya)
I don't wanna be you

I don't walk right, not like I used to
There's a jump in my step as I rush to see you
I could be happy here as long as you're near to me
As long as you're close to me
Now that I'm alright (as i'm trying) I can help you
out ( just to keep things right)
I'll be what you need
(I kill myself to make everything perfect for ya)
Goodbye apathy, goodbye apathy

So don't you stop pushing me, I can take so much
So goodbye apathy (as i'm trying), so long fancy free
( just to keep things right)
Goodbye apathy, (kill myself to make everything
perfect for ya)
I don't wanna be... you...

Everybody is watching you, everybody is watching me
too ....

take someone or something for granted
to expect someone or something to be always available to serve in some way without thanks or recognition; to value someone or something too lightly.
I wish you didn't take me for granted. I guess that I take a lot of things for granted.

take somebody for granted
to not show that you are grateful to someone for helping you or that you are happy they are with you, often because they have helped you or been with you so often.
One of the problems with relationships is that after a while you begin to take each other for granted.

take something for granted
to expect something to be available all the time and forget that you are lucky to have it.
We take so many things for granted in this country - like having hot water whenever we need it.

I was shooting a scene in my new film, No Strings Attached, in which I say to Natalie Portman,

“If you miss me, you can’t text, you can’t email, you can’t post it on my Facebook wall. If you really miss me, you come and see me.”

I began to think of all of the billions of intimate exchanges sent daily via fingers and screens, bouncing between satellites and servers. With all this texting, emailing, and social networking, I started wondering, are we all becoming so in touch with one another that we are in danger of losing touch?

It used to be that boy met girl and they exchanged phone numbers. Anticipation built. They imagined the entire relationship before a call ever happened. The phone rang. Hearts pounded. “Hello?” Followed by a conversation that lasted two hours, but felt like two minutes and would be examined with friends for two weeks. If all went well, a date was arranged. That was then.

Now we exchange numbers, but text instead of call because it mitigates the risks of early failure and eliminates those deafening moments of silence. Now anticipation builds. Bdoop. “It was NICE meeting u.” Both sides overanalyze every word. We talk to a friend, an impromptu Cyrano: “He wrote nice in all caps. What does that mean? What do I write back?” Then we write a response and delete it 10 times before sending a message that will appear to care, but not too much. If all goes well, a date will be arranged.

Whether you like it or not, the digital age has produced a new format for modern romance, and natural selection may be favoring the quick-thumbed quip peddler over the confident, ice-breaking alpha male. Or maybe we are hiding behind the cloak of digital text and spell-check to present superior versions of ourselves while using these less intimate forms of communication to accelerate the courting process. So what’s it really good for?

There is some argument about who actually invented text messaging, but I think it’s safe to say it was a man. Multiple studies have shown that the average man uses about half as many words per day as women, thus text messaging. It eliminates hellos and goodbyes and cuts right to the chase. Now, if that’s not male behavior, I don’t know what is. It’s also great for passing notes. There is something fun about sharing secrets with your date while in the company of others. Think of texting as a modern whisper in your lover’s car.

Sending sweet nothings on Twitter or Facebook is also fun. In some ways, it’s no different than sending flowers to the office: you are declaring your love for everyone to see. Who doesn’t like to be publicly adored? Just remember that what you post is out there and there’s some stuff you can’t un-see. But the reality is that we communicate with every part of our being, and there are times when we must use it all. When someone needs us, he or she needs all of us. There’s no text that can replace a loving touch when someone we love is hurting.

We haven’t lost romance in the digital age, but we may be neglecting it. In doing so, antiquated art forms are taking on new importance. The power of a hand-written letter is greater than ever. It’s personal, deliberate, and means more than an email or text ever will. It has a unique scent. It requires deciphering. But, most importantly, it’s flawed. There are errors in handwriting, punctuation, grammar, and spelling that show our vulnerability. And vulnerability is the essence of romance. It’s the art of being uncalculated, the willingness to look foolish, the courage to say,

“This is me, and I’m interested in you enough to show you my flaws with the hope that you may embrace me for all that I am but, more importantly, all that I am not.”

— Ashton Kutcher

OH YESH YOU AREEEE !!!

Where we stop, nobody knows.

Does it happen all the time or we just need ourselves to be sane?

Why is everything a no ? Why cant i get a yes ?

Yea i feel like shit rite now. Gosh!!!

Does it even suit anyways? I mean, for all this while, n in the future. Erghhhh.

I wad hyped the whole day that school is tomorrow but now i dont even wish the word school exists. Adoi!!!!

Hurghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! >_

And I guess I should have not listened. In the first placeeee.

Please help me

I hope, I am doing the right thing. I really hope I am. And I wish that I will never regret by doing all these.

FLOWERY TOP ! HUWAAAAA ! ='( NAKKKKK !

You're like a rocket in my mind
That's waiting to define everything about me no one knew
And you stick like a poster on my wall
As if you dont wanna move

I got no money in my pocket
Nobody to rock with but you
But you know me I don't seem to roll
Somehow we managed to get through

People come and people go
And people gonna come some more
They pick a fight
But it's alright
At least I get to see you tonight
Tonight

I can't believe we almost got famous for nothing baby
You came the last minute of panic? to save me
I can't believe we almost got paid for nothing baby
Cause even if they go away
I got the feeling that you're gonna stay

It's like I'm picking up a miracle off the sidewalk
Like kitten in the box
Don't contemplate yourself, you say
Cause you're all you've got
I'm a sad? and pathetic
At the same time unlike you
Baby you've got no move
And you think I'm good at what I do

People come and people go
And people gonna come some more
They pick a fight
But it's alright
At least I have you home tonight
Tonight

I can't believe we almost got famous for nothing baby
You came the last minute of panic? to save me
I can't believe we almost got paid for nothing baby
Cause even if they go away
I got the feeling that you're gonna stay

You're like a rocket in my mind
Waiting to define everything about me
You're like a poster on my wall
Sticking, don't wanna fall
As if you dont wanna move

Did i say so much and too much in one go till i shut u uppp ? errrr.....

yeah, falling asleep for less than an hour and staining my pillow case with my saliva, i would say i am trying to get rid of my headache n i would like to sleep more and marry my bed.

I will forgive but I wont forget. And I hope you know, you have lost my respect.

be it ur part of my family, or a friend or anybody, if u do sth that would really affect me, i will remember u and that thing for a longgg time. aku xkan lupa. sorry, saya mmg suka simpan.

Love

chocolate stripes.

soooo, ok it is getting into my head and mind too much right now. hence, blogging. this is big actually. and it shudnt get into my head so much as this, ok, not will but must take a long time to do it. its not that easy. n its a serious thing. my feelings are all mixed up. i am excited and happy about this. like i wish i can do this right now, frankly. but i feel the huge lack of confidence and fear in me. its not just about a thing, its about everything. its about me. so u do see the amount of time i need to take and have.i am scared that halfway thru, il change my mind or sth makes me. and that is sth i really dont want at all. or im not adjustable i mean i cant adjust being that way. n i myself cant accept it. so im taking small baby steps. firstly, ive already voiced out. n im glad. n i cant believe i did that. yeah, at last i did say it out loud. next, ive listed down things that i can do, n i cannot do n things that i have to do sth about it. n its managable. i suppose. dang. i mean proof, ok not that ive overcome my anger issue, obviously it is not so simple and it takes a lot of time, but overtime i see ive improved. rather than getting angry evveryyyyyy dayyyy about every small matter, its only well once in a few days. when i get angry, i realize n remind myself that im getting angry. n then il question myself is it worth it ? whats the point of me getting angry ? i am still scared. but i keep saying to myself, go slow, take as much time as i want, wait till im really ready and serious and that im not goin to turn back. n yeah, im not going to loose anything by doin so, i am still me, the normal aiman rizal that u always know since day one, but perhaps with some adjustments n alterations for my own good. i definitely wont loose anything, but god willing i will gain more. afterall, this is what i should be doing since day one. so here it goes. baby steps. slowly. take my time. n relax. n everything will be just fine. ^_^ and i realllyyy hope i dont loose this. bcuz its really gona suck if i do. i need constant motivation, reminder, everything that is needed. i have to always remind myself, to control myself n yeah think positive.



Watch my mouth. Watch my finger.



ps. PLEASE DONT EVER MENTION ABOUT THIS. AT ALL. JUST WAIT AND SEE. AND NO HINTS OR NO ANYTHING. I BEG U THIS TIME. I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR ABOUT THIS TOPIC. AND IT IS FOR MY OWN GOOD. AND URS TOO. THANK U. ^_^

BB !!!!!! ^_^

Aku cair babe ! hahah !

Cat A : Did u just hear thattt ?

Cat B : I know righttttt....

hmmmmmm....

tak bek sangap2 nih. haha

aku mmg dok sangap byk benda. n suma involves duet. gahhh ! gilaaaa

niwaysss, macaroon chocolatee is the nicest. followed by caramel sth2 thingy. n vanilla i like too coz its not really strong. earl gray is a yuck ! n that orangey god knows what la.

n i cant wait to get the watch tho i xtau stg aku nk merapu paaaa.

bila nak study aku xtauuu....

* i hate u much more than anything else ^_^ *

When insanity strikes.

we must totally watch this coz i think mcm best smcm ja. haha

though i know im being such a constant pain in the arse. haha

Almost forgot.

HEY! IM A BITCH! YOU ARE A GAY, RIGHTTTT ??

Lets be some cheap prostitute n get all the ATTENTION we want.

Shall weeee?

Weee~

and for all i care, u can walk in front of me naked n i would vomit from the sight of u rather than getting turned on. At. All.

Here lies the psychopathic fucking ass hole named @!#% May you rot in hell.

- kamu ni kan, kalo xboleh cuba utk rosakkan hubungan orang lain just for once x boleh ka ? boleh x jangan jadi batu api ? is that what we call it anyways? haha

- kamu ni kan, saya tau saya pun take things for granted, x bersyukur, dan lain2 benda yg buruk, tapi at least saya sedar. saya sedar keburukan diri saya. saya sedar diri saya ni mcm mana, n saya sedar diri saya ni siapa. cuma saya terlalu bengong x mencuba utk membaiki diri saya. tapi pernahkah kamu sedar keburukan dan kekurangan kamu? even the slightest bit ? have u ?

- n tolong lah, belajar lah basic grammar ckit. BASIC. x susah mana pon sebenarnya. kamu boleh bazirkan masa membuat perkara yg xberfaedah langsung mind u, nak blajar grammar online pon susah sgt kaa ? is,are,no,or apa suma xbtui. leklok ckit a weyyyy ~ mcm saket akai btui aku baca.

God, help me cure this disease !

uncle tu cakap, bukan xdak duet, xcukup duettt. yeahh. betul. saya xcukup duet dah. ni baru tengah bulan n xdak dah duet. I AM NOT ALLOWED TO SPEND ANYMORE. EVEN FOR NEXT MONTH !ok only allowed to spend for topup lah. so mind u, sya akan kedekut smpai bulan april. haha !

coz i have to save for sth special. hehehe. xpalah. sanggup a. haha. tho i will whine ( a lot, mind u ) coz i dont get to buy lets say a short pants that i find it interesting or a flowery top that ive been wanting or googles striped long sleeves. n its pinkkkk !!!! shesh ! huhuuuuu ! gosh ! temptation u know ~ levis tuuuu tgk exam results cna. study aiman study. ^_^ i will have it one day !

so nmpknya, kalo sya nk bju baru dgn duet sniri, kena tunggu bulan april. n maximum baju perrr month is 3. three. tiga. munee ? san. tigaaaa ! ok la tuuuuuuuu ~

yeah. i am forced to make some rules for myself in order to avoid myself spending money like its toilet paper.

obviously, ITS NOT TOILET PAPER.

ps. i had fun today. well trieddddd to learn how to bowl. bole kata lima org gak a ajaq tapi bole la improve ckitttt. masalah pa aku xtau la kan. haha. n dpat lepak sorg2 isnt bad. i like it actually. today was good. everything is good. way better than yesterday obviously. back to normal. =)

btw, CHOCOLATE AND VANILLA. a match like no other. haha !

^_^

Cuba kau dengar
cuba kau cuba
diam bila ku cuba
tuk berbicara dengan kamu

Pernahkah kau ada
bila ku perlu
tuk meluahkan rasa hati

Dan bila kau bersuara
setia ku mendengar
agar tenang kau merasa

Siapa
sebenarnya aku padamu
mungkin sama dengan teman lain
yang bisa kau buat begitu
dan bila
tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
itulah aku…padamu

Cuba kau lihat
cuba kau cuba
renung ke mata aku
bila ku kaku melihatmu

Pernahkah kau ada
bila ku perlu
tuk menyatakan rasa sakit
dalam diri

Dan bila kau perlu
setia ku menunggu
agar senang kau merasa

Siapa
sebenarnya aku padamu
mungkin sama dengan teman lain
yang bisa kau buat begitu
dan bila
tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
itulah aku…padamu

Maafkan kerana aku tak pernah
terlintas tuk menulis pada mu
salahkan ku
tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
untuk kau mendengar..
untuk kau melihat ke mataku

Siapa
sebenarnya aku padamu
mungkin sama dengan teman lain
yang bisa kau buat begitu
dan bila
tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
itulah aku…padamu

Fuck just shut up

Fuck, i just liked and got comfortable to the topic of family, mariage n mencari kbhagian fucking bla bla bla for like fucking five minutes???

Now fuck, more reasons y im not gona say i do!

Shit.

And i thought a lot today.

There are so many things that i do not know still and i will have to learn. Like it or not. I have to say i have a mind of my own and that there are reasons why im not like you. But i will have to try. A lot. And i am willing to learn bcuz i want it.

And i understand that if i want it, i go for it. Dont just sit there n pretend nothings up or mind ur own business. Afterall, u are someone.

Well, u can ignore. U can mind your own business. U can choose not to learn and not to know more. U can choose to hate it too.

Just the question is, do u want it? Do u really want it? Are you willing to do it? Is it worth it ?

And if u can do it, why cant i do it? I am afterall a normal human being. And i know i can do it.

Its the matter of whether i am willing to let myself go. Or not.

But on the brighter side, i think i am ready. I want it.

N mind you, this will not bring me down. N this will not affect my spm.

Its all in my hands actually.

^_^

=\ =( >_< this cannot be happening. Thats why, getting too attached in the first place isnt healthy at all.

So pretty, so smart
Such a waste of a young heart!
What a pity, what a sham
What's the matter with you, man?

Don't you see it's wrong, can't you get it right?
Out of mind and outta sight
Call on all your girls, don't forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise!

I'm a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I'm spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I'll be true to you

I hear you're living out of state, running in a whole new scene
You know I haven't slept in weeks, you're the only thing I see

I'm a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I'm spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I'll be true to you

I'm a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I'm spun out so far
You stop I start
But I'll be true to you no matter what you do
Yeah I'll be true to you

Rule number one :

One
by
one.

Take a number please ~

Harus bagaimana lagi ?

shomelllllll !!!!

gagagaga i loikee

aku nak post lyrics peacock tapi mcm babi sgt. hahaha

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe-awe-awe"


Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe-awe-awe

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

Abercrombie - Fitch Couple

hihiii ^_^

And the rain will kill us all
If we throw ourselves against the wall
But no one else can see
The preservation of the martyr in me

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

And he loves touching his groin ~

And this is another best part. i laughed my ass of when i heard about this. hahahaha ! yeahhh, i used to remember we labeled him as a gay. well, as for now, i know he is not gay at all, but im still not sure of his sexual orientation back then. heheheheh ! hahahah. bisexual kottt. hahaha

i am so soryy but this is so funny. haha

Abang, tak larat lah abang.

HAHAHAHA ! bestest thing ive ever heard. haha. sooo, i guess this is the newest most hottest most interesting topic to talk about for now ?

So you dropped me
Held me by my feet and let me go
I fell between the seat, but nothing broke
I've yet to feel that brilliant afterglow
The one I knew of years ago
Now I'm twisted
Twisted from the waist and spun around
Promised only sky but given ground
Realized the makeup is for a clown
The clown I knew of months ago

I only wanted to be somebody
So fucking bad, I came unglued
I only wanted to be somebody
So here we are now, face to face
And I'm fucking you

So Pretty, So Smart
Such A Waste Of A Young Heart
Whatta Pitty Whatta Sham
What's The Matter With You Man?

Don't You See What's Wrong
Can't You Get It Right?
Outa Mind, And Outa Sight
Call On All Your Girls,
Don't Forget The Boys,
Put a Lid On All That Noise.

Im, A Satellite Heart
Lost In The Dark.
Im Spun Out So Far,
You Stop I Start,
But I'll Be True To You

I Hear Your Living Out Of State
Runnin In A Whole New Scene.
You Know I Haven't Slept In Weeks,
You're The Only Thing I See

Im, A Satellite Heart
Lost In The Dark.
Im Spun Out So Far,
You Stop I Start,
But I'll Be True To You

No Matter What You Do, Yeah I'll Be True To You.

And you, your sex is on fire.

Lay where you're laying, don't make a sound
I know they're watching, they're watching
All the commotion, the kiddie like play
Has people talking, talking

You, your sex is on fire

The dark of the alley, the breaking of day
The head while I'm driving, I'm driving
Soft lips are open, knuckles are pale
Feels like you're dying, you're dying

You, your sex is on fire
Consumed with what's to transpire

Hot as a fever, rattling bones
I could just taste it, taste it
If it's not forever, if it's just tonight
Oh, it's still the greatest, the greatest, the greatest

You, your sex is on fire
And you, your sex is on fire
Consumed with what's to transpire

Kamu.

Find a guy who calls u beautiful instead of hot,who calls u bck when u hang up on him,who will lie under the stars n listen to ur heartbeat,or will stay awake just to wtch u sleep...wait for the boy who kisses ur forehead,who wnts to show u off to the world when u are in sweats,who holds ur hnd in front of his frens,who thinks u're just as pretty without makeup on. one who is cnstantly reminding u of how much he cares n how lucky he is to hve YOU..the one who turns to his frens n says,thts her...

Bravo, u achieved it.

dear aiman rizals tummy, pls stop hurting. do her tummy some good n leave her tummy alone.

^_^

Summary

speedo is bodo. haha. ebay pls be nice to me.

my hair is already longgg. not super long yet aaa.

pizza is goooodddd.

spaghetti is gooooddd tooo. ^_^

cycling is gooood. tapi swimming is number one. but thanks to swimming, ive gotten sick n i got some stupid illness. gah !

i need to save money. but i do wish to spend em. like every week. haha

saya x study lagi. bila nak serious psai spm saya xtauu.

saya akan dapat levi's n swatch. someday. somehow. ^_^

i like u. n i still do. n no, i cannot get enough of u. how can i get enough of u ? will i ever get enough of u ?

n shit, both of u smell the sameee. adoihhh. yes it is disturbingg.

for now, school is fineeeeee.

i am actually so bored. haha

just in case i forget.

SWATCH LOVE COLLECTION ^_^

if by miracle, i may smell like this one day. hahah

SWATCH !

but the ones i saw at cs was nice. lupa tnya harga ja..