I'm calling your name up into the air
Not one of the others could ever compare!

I.PA.NE.MA. !!!!

kalau penat xpayah la buat. saya xsuroh pon kamu buat. saya sebenarnya xmao pon kamu buat. saya dah kata dah dari awal lagi. saya suro hantar kdai saya plak kena marah kata saya malas la apa la. come on la dah kamu penat nak jgak ka buat ? kalo nak buat shatap sudah. buat dgn senyap. kalo xikhlas, xpayah buat. saya pun xingin. ni marah2 org. saya dah kata dah xpayah buat, kamu jugak yg nak buat. abes tu yg bising2 dkat saya pahal. wtf is wrong with you. ya saya faham. kamu penat. kamu tension. abes tu ? kenapa nak menyusahkan hidup lagi ? xtau ka ? ya saya bebai dh la saya selsema. pastu kata nak jerit dkat saya lgi. jerit la jerit. saya tinggal kamu cmtu baru mau tau. hmph. >__<

aiii wannnn !pleasheeeee

amusement is worth watching. mcm gila ckt. haha

kings and queens

what i would dooooo ~~~

1. i would switch off the wifi n 3g in my phone.

2. i would give my phone to mum.

3. i would ask her to keep the laptop.

4. i would take pills to not make me sleep so much. ha ha

5. i would also not topup if i am out of credit if i am allowed to do so.

6. conclusion - i may not want to have a phone.


i am still allowed to say i wana die or i wish i can die or pls somebody kill me. but every time i say that i must say sth positive after that. like i can do it. thats why i must do it because i can do it. familiar huh ? hahha.

hadoiii..

ada org wat tumblrrrr ~

http://fuckyeahawesomefinds.tumblr.com/
http://fuckyeahhappy.tumblr.com/
http://fuckyeahrandomstupidity.tumblr.com/
http://factsaboutyou.tumblr.com/
http://icanseethebigballoon.tumblr.com/
http://fuckyeahlaughters.tumblr.com/

i hope you like it. i normally tgk dari sini ja. sooo hope its ok. ^_^

Somewhere only we know

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

i was like i can wear ! i can wearrrr ! haha. i was practically screaming all over the house. i went to my dad n he was like wth is wrong with uuu ? i was like i can wearrrrr ! n then i yeap i practically ran n jumped in front of ahma n was like i can wearrrrr ! n same goes to mum n she was like my god.

ok what ? u know the scarf yg atas tu keras tu whatsoever. so i just amek one of my mums one n i can wear ! haha. itu saja actually. i never knew i would fit in it. n i got my very first selendang yesterday. its brownish n light brownish. its like lines2. ada lgi satu black n red but so emo but lawa but neeeh. n ada gak warna pinkk its so comey but neeeh rilek2. yet to get a black selendang.

ps. ptotla mr robin suro i amek form six. isheeeeee.... hurmmmm...

Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in
Because its cold outside cold outside its cold outside
Share with me the secrets that you kept in
Because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside

And your slowly shaking finger tips
Show that your scared like me so
Let's pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don't care

Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible

I was born to tell you I love you
Isn't that a song already?
I get a B in originality
And it's true I can't go on without you
Your smile makes me see clear
If you could only see in the mirror what I see

And you're slowly shaking finger tips
Show that you're scared like me so
Let's pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don't care

Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible

Slow down girl -- you're not going anywhere
Just wait around and see
Maybe I am much more you never know what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone, I can be anything
Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone, anything, I promise I can be what you need

Tell me tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible

my mum was like OMG JIMMY CHOOO ! HAHAHA !

life in near future

aaaaaaaaaaaaa. showmeyyyy !

im sorry but this is so true ! haha ! $$$

venn diagram

i should show my parents this. haha

hihihihihi. sukaaa ! i lurveee tumblr !

YEAH BABYYY !

haha. yes people. KEEP CALM ~

Can i say i would like to pass. Urghhh.

I would rather talk about sex or push up bras or thongs rather than my results. It really just turns me off. Ha ha ~

All I want for christmas is you to be the first all over again.

u know whats so saddd.. somebody took all those away already, n its not him. its somebody else. haish.

i would like to dress my cats. haha

im making a list of stuff that i want to buy. haha !

It makes me feel sad when i hear ' for the last time '

And sooooo. I dont see whats so nice about vistana. Niways.

Im proud to say that i didnt buy anything. My mum offered me with almost everything n i said no. Hahah. Ok i only got pretzels la. Said no to famous amos n peperidge farm. Aku tau. Mcm gila but entah. Fkr its not healthy, fat, pimples,Money so i said naaa. Butttt i bought a book. Heee. N mango sale owkayyy n mums lke jom la. I can guarantee u if msok kdai tu mmg duet akn kluar nya. So irefuse to go into anyyyyy kdai bju or anytg. So mostly if u dont plan to spend, dont go. Ud just go dead bored. Like how i am. So hence the moodinessss. But i do know one trick. U can go to mph n stay there for hours n its fine.

Ok ido feel bad acting this way. Actualllyyy la kannnn. Since its like my last trip to pg dah for this year. I dont think il come here at all next year. Cheers for mee. Gah.

Adoi.

in a way, its good that i dont have a piano. coz il be spending most of my time with it. haha. so normally some stuffs that u want or really want, doesnt mean its good for uuuu ~

When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom, just like a wavin' flag

=)

Bitter heart. =)

impak maksima > maximum impact

i got a lolly at the wedding. clearly enough the kid was like heyy, this little girl looks interesting.... she deserves a lolly rather than the adult door gift. erghhh i was like oh shit laaaa. haha

i feel well rather yes plain happy. just happy n nice. u know, nice feelings. haha. tho i feel like throwing up coz of sugar overload n a bit sleepy. but xpa. rilek2. yawnsss. so i went to uncle brandons house. ok so i disliked him so much one time ago till i named a duck after him. hahah. whattt. he scared me with snakes owkayyy. n i was a kid so i tkot sgt. so ok i didnt eat that much kkk accept for laddoos aa ann. dh la kat umah ada ggg. weeee ! haha. so i was like totally listening to him. like totallly. i couldnt stop smiling n laughing. coz he could quote my dad. haha. like the ayat n words my dad guna. so i was like waaa.

if i could spend one day at ptc, id like to interview people there and ask em whether they miss their gm or not. haha. mmg xdak keja. n that would take hours coz depa akan bercerita byk mcm uncle tadi. tah. i just find it nice listening to stories about mr.robin. n get to see how other people see him. from a diff perspective. n i loikee. its just nice to hear dia cakap stuff mcm tu. so i was like entah. cudnt stop smiling. haha.

so daddy. i know, ur mean, hahahah but theres a reason y ur strict. y ur firm. ur actually teaching me in a way. and everything else. the way u are. making me more well prone to be an adult ? wth m i crapping anyways. haha. i know ur doing all this for my own good. theres always a reason to why ur doing all this. so eventho sometimes i feel like biting ur cheeks and pulling ur janggut off, i still love u. always do. =)

n i have to earn stuff from now onnn. so kena save duettt. rawrr. i wnt flip flops. n that bagg. haha

bury me now. even if i am still alive. =(

i wish i can just cry right now. or often. so then i can feel better. or better. i would like to have you beside me, n then i would just chillax with u n then suddenly i would just hug u tightly and start crying. haih

i have yet to touch snow

snow flakes ~~~~ ( note : i think i have some brain disorder... )

human touch is crucial. =(

blah blah blah

dukung kucing masok rumah pon jadi issue. sorg bising ckp mcm mna la kucing xmsok umah bla3 sorg g dok nnti kotor bju la apa la.

kalo mcm tu kan, bek xyah bela kucing lgsg. kan senang. pastu bila xdak kucing kata la pulak boring la apa la.

yang semak dkat luar tu bukan nak kata pa. bukan nak wat pa. =_=! xsuke btul !

haih. benda yg ptot bising xmo bising. adoi !

yea thats the thing. aku xle tahan dok dalam umah tiap hari. yes, every morning id get up n ask mum are we going anywhere ? coz i really hope we do. i just cant stay at home. and why i dont wna get up early ? stress tau ak bgn awai2. haha. nak wat pa xkena. coz theres like this to ladies who kinda like stares at me. bcuz they got nothing else to do obviously. every move i do, every single thing i do mesti nak comment. ape cerr ? its like yea of coz i cant walk naked around the house anymore like i used to. hahaha. just the thing is, aiyooooo..... shut it.

and how could my mum talk so calmly to that effing guy ? if i were her, obviously i would have yelled and scolded that freaking guy.i would rite now. id pick up the phone and call him back n say toot toot toot ! haha. i mean i call u, i have a prob and i need ur help, so come. not just come n give me stupid reasons. yea i can just scold anyone right now. sory to sound like my dad. ok situation >>> theres a sarang lebah or whatsoever kat umah. another reason y i said len kali bela la hutan lgi. org bomba tu ckp a p la jolok. kalo aku laki, maybe aku akan jolok la. n aku xkan bzir masa nak call ang kalo aku nak jolok. ni dgn no experience with nature n things, n yes maybe lebah tu kecik2 ja pon, no big deal pun, but i feel if like we were somewhere else rather than msia, if u call like those kind of ppl for help, they wont ask u stupid silly questions n give u stupid reasons n would jsut come right away. my god. seb bek aku x call, kalo call mmg aku maki gak.

ok. bwk bertenang. haha

After well no im still hearing this conversation i would just like to say.

Yesh. Cash is king. Life without money is difficult.

And maybeeee i use the word maybeeee well naaa.

i miss cow and chicken

i miss scooby doo



i miss flintstones


i miss thissss



saja nak selitkan. yoda. i wassss obsessed with revenge of the sith, episode III. hahah. psepaaa. anakin skywalker aaaaa.igt kat goldfish.


i miss popeye

i miss cat dog


i miss ahhh real monsters


i miss johnny bravo


i miss the wild thornberrys


i miss spongebob


i miss powerpuff girls


i miss dexters laboratory


i miss rockos modern life


i miss jimmy neutron


i miss ren and stimpy


i miss hey arnold


i miss rugrats

i dont know why i spent almost like half an hour or sth just to look thru cartoons. i could have done my bio or admths or sth ~ haha. niways. entah. i just feel happy tgk2 thru cartoons. rasa well simply at peace. happy n tenang ja. haha. igt zaman dlu. its like, u just sit there watch cartoons all day long without anyone scolding you or trying to take the remote away from you. and u dont even feel bored. and u enjoy every moment of it. kidsss ~ a great time actually. and to prove well anyone a point, i dooo watch cartoons. ^_^ tho xla igt sgt. haha