hence, ugh. very ugh

yes i know! ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wat hapnd to me?

shit rite?!!!

nvm bout tht..

niiiiiiii.. ho wi wish m not me. the end i hate this

dads really serious bout getting a dato-shippp... ( yeah m act like not ok. coz idk.. byk benda.. ) i was like my ass of. imagine this..

- noor aiman binti dato muhammad rizal

- dato muhammad rizal / dato robin rizal tan

- datin siti hindon che wok / datin hindon

laugh my fcking ass out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aahahahahha.. its just so omg.

so i was luffin2 then his like yeah i know m talkin as if its a joke but m not kidding. yeah dia dok tgh invvestigate how much kena bayar la n all. hes willing. for mums sake. ahahahh.. wteveler. but this. i know its not gona come true. its not. haahah

n yeah.. greattttttttttttttt.. dads not goin to pg againnnnnnnnnnnnnn.. like againnnnnnnnnnnn on friday, this is so not working.

and any news bout k800i??? nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo....


ravenous, ravenous rhinos.

off..

a very accident prone woman

thts wat my dad says. so what? yeah my breast got hit by the car door. my bad. n wat do u expect? of course it hurts! so i was like ouch. but a low ouch. not ouch!!! it was just ouch. then dia dok bla3!!! bising xpasai. it hurts ok?

hmm. tired. yeah. m suppose to be doing kkg. but i was so hoping to have the folios in my hand. so its not in my hands, so i just dont feel keen in doing it. wat wil happen to me tomorrow? idk

nowadays, i alwiz get up like 4+ or 5+. mad huh? idk y. i alwiz do.

n yeah. stinging pain in my head. it does. god it does.


simple plan - shut up, perfect, jump, crazy, when im gone, addicted, thank u.
agak layan.. :)

i want to sleep. :)

yeah tired.

so gudnyte ppl.

:)


fuuhhh.. free2 i dpt 100 bucks from muhd rizal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yezaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!

;;).. thank u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah now thts sth tht cn lighten me up. hikhik. ma mums like lama ah x tgk 100 dollar note.
tu ahh.. me too.. last tym dpt tym raya n cny yg bernilai 200 bucks dlm satu peket was well in pg. pergh!

haih. dah2..


dear spotlited jerk, i was omg-ing wen u wer singing love story. its so omg! :D

ok. bed. im coming. n i miss u.

face mask, humiliation, dont imagine it !!

for once, today, aimans shutting up her mouth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes no charp3!!! grrrrrrr3!!!!!!!!!!! no her very the very annoying voice. but3!!!!!!!!!!! guess wat?!!!!!!!



itl only be for 20 mins.. y?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

yes.. aimans doing facial!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so its homemade. ahahahha.. n yeah m not going for a date with mr lim since abang doesnt wana go. n3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u know~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

tadi abg call la kan. i jz dialled his num then he called. then helooo.. then this so damn lil cute voice toooo.. was like hellllllllllllloooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then kakak...!!! hahahaha.. it was dear muadz. then abang dok pokpek pa.. then sudeny this voice! hello.. ni kenai ak sapa ni???!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was hafiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D.. then i was like hafiz!!!!!! ahahahha..
then back to abg saying hes not going then i boley lak p kata wey2. tdi hafiz kan. wey2 nk dgr lagi wey. nk dgr suara dia llgi wey. yeah. gila apa aku. hafiz msti fkr aiman dh gila. mmg ari ni aku gila. or we say m bec to normal!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
then yeah he said heloooooooooooo again then i was like hello2!!! ok2.. dah2.. hehe.. mcm tu ja. but hafiz. heheh

so tht damn mask consists of milk powder, honey n lime. i gz so if m not mistaken. lupa dah. hehe.. yeah i look like a monster rite now with the headband n al. hehe.. n2.. my mum was like pegang muka umi. omg! its like damn smooth. unlike mine its like oily then dry n hard n kasaq. yeah whilst putting the mask, shes like my god, kasaq nya. mcm pa g. m like eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... yeah i poke her. hehe.. ish i knw la kasaq. sssssssshhhhhhhhhhh sudah..

sobz...

n u knw. now tht damn mixture is dry. on my fa ce. n its like cekang or idk wat. adoi. yeah mmg la its suppose to be tht way. but2 i cant evn open my mouth. or make facial expressions!! u know me.. i cnt have a strait face unless m devastated. no devastated pun il b like. tah. ahahha

today. agak gila. pagi2 dok bla3. then mkn. then ouch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! f la man. on a very sat morning . or we shall call it saturday fever, ahahha.. thank god aft recess it was just on n of.. but dang saket! n its gone. n u know. my tummy. shit.. last week ok ja. today its like yeah m like pregnant man. i have to stop eating! n2 yeah exrcise. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!! ari ni boley cycle!!! yes3!

then blaja ja bi. tym bi pun i was like garrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahaha then went on for two periods of geo n two bms. no tcers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yezaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love life like tht. but yeah. not healthy. xblajaq pa. but xpala. yes. m back to normal me unlike b4 tis. i scream. i shout. i annoy. i evrythin! hehe.. the normal aiman rizal. :D yeah ths me. bare with it!

so dok men phone. dok ikt rambut cm budak tdika. serious. yeah its much more comfier rather than tying it jdi ke bwh since it hawt! lagi erm2 yeah men style2 rambut. ahahha.. then yeah wile i dok men ngn my mums phone, well nk headbang chihuahua tu kan. pooffff.. terpelanting jatuh. heheh.. nseb bek xpth. if ptg. r.i.p. aiman! hehe. bye2. then2 em2. dok ats riba tan. yeah men air. ngn botol air fitree. n yeah i bgi ayq tu kena smpai bju dia bsh. my bad. but had fun. then ngn zimmy2!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... :D em lagi2. tu ja. then merayau. usha sana sini. dok lama gila kat toilet smbl wat bsg. wel me n tan. but more to me. hehe.. :D lagi2 yeah me n malina. i have to lompat evryday to smpai d dingding tu. ok aim: ahahahhaha.. wey.. kejam. what down? aiman. a ahahahahha.. god. i cant luff. then damn mask. its like doi. i have to wash now. ok then erm2 yeah the aim is b4 i leave tis school. i kena smpai gk dinding tu. ehhe.. evryday kena try. :D

ok i miss this. im typing til the keyboard cm nk rosak. ahahha.. yeah mis sbeing high. :D

idk wat apen to me today. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

yeah2.. appreciate tis k. coz idk wen il b like tis again

yeah. waaaaaaaa.. yeah rasa terang dunia. ahahha.. feel very comfy man! fresh!!!!!!!!!!!! n lite. ahahha.. yeah la penat tau bwk chiks ni. ahahahhahah.. i so have to slim down!

ha ni....... tym2 aku sket perut ah. bru umah ni nk ada mskn yg pedas2. ada tomyam n smbl telur tadi. i tgk ja la. so i jz ate nasi, aym grg n yeah raw vegy. timun, sld, carrot. tu ja. no kuah man. sobz. but thank god nsi tu x dry. its nasi pudina. so its like not dry la. pheww.. tertelan jugak. ehhe.. :) god. yeah. tingin nk minum carrot juice. isi t? m mad. hahaha

ni2..... kan ada kan appl en aloe vera. ada gak mixture cranberry n blackurrant isit? tah la. try la. sedap. hehe.. :D

yeah i have to go more to fruit juices, raw vegy, fruits. n thts al. n yeah oats. like iko n cornflakes.
n cut down my sugar n choco. n its so imposib. ok fine ice cream is stil in me. and il finish of the choco in the fridge. n i wont touch it anymre. the only thing id touch is skittles n dentyne. yes wen i mkn skittles, its like a drug. i jadi xsedaq., ahahhaha.. just leave me in one corner with skittle either its the ori or sour il b fine. :D


to all of u yg nmpk me with tht kindy hair style. pls. i beg u! pls! dont imagine it! ok?!!!!
n ssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh if u nmpk.ok?!!!

haih. omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i like tht hair tho. ahahahah. i look i forgot d how many years younger malina ckp. ahahah.. i know. budak tadika. the end.

wey. .nk mkn ice cream!!!!!!!!! hahaha.., weeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

yeah.. nnti kna wat keja. aim not gona sleep. so most prbably by 11 tonite its bye2.. hehe :D

ok. conclusion

i miss being tis way. :) i hope id b like tis forever. i hate being sickkkkkkkk

yeah miss blogging tis way.

haix.

fifteen fathoms, counting

cn u just imagine. mj died. mg.

ok2.

yes. wen i have probs. il b disturbed n al. n al. so il startt loosing control n lisening to myself n start acting like my shoe size n not my age. yes i cant think straight n il start crapping like helllll n do wateva i wana do without thinking. but mostly i wont do anything. il just sit there quietly n mourn. il shhhhhhhhhh. yeah u can see me around not smiling, shhhing myself n my voice u cud hardly hear.

n yes. after one problem comes another problem. seriously. like tis morning. one prob almost solved, now is my parents. so aft that? wic one wil it be?

n yeah. eating. i kinda refuse. n if at all im hungry, i just dont feel like eating. mg.

i have to clear my mind. sit up straight. n think maturely. wth m i sayin. haahha..

i cant wait to get away. i cant wait for pmr to finish. then m no longer tied to school til next year. i cant wait to go to au. i wana get out.

i wana go

muka monyok ...

wel.. lets see.. yeah overall today m ok la. better than the other days in this week. but2. .lama2. its like.. slowly going down. nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.. it is..


so ok2. malinas gona get married with hafiz tho i love hafiz. ahahaha.. but xpa. il get married with fittree. so we'l b biras. then live under one roof. so we wil tke turns to cook. n2.. nti ada affairla. me wit hafiz. n she ngn pite. ahahaha..


n gzwat. we kacau hafiz. i miscld him 6 tyms. he caled me 3 ka 4 tyms at school. n he jz called me again twice. for gods fcking sake, m so not gona pick it up k.


spotlited jerk wants to use my clubcard to go to the gym.


dear spotlited jerk, ur body mmg lawa. :) ahahahha.. yeah. u do have it. yeah go n just shape it up. :) lift some weights up. n cut down ur sugar. wel actaully i have to cut. then i have to stop bringing sugar to schl. so then u wont have sugar too. our plan, if hes serious. i buy 5 sour skittles he'l buy 5 normal skittles. so we'l have 10 of em. on next thurs. if hes reallly seriosu n into it. gila.


sobz. phone xtau pa jdi. n m not gona go to pg tomorw. this is so not helping.


n i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeddddddddddddddddddddddddd songsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss


so m planning to wtch well some kind of movie later. therapy i gz. haix.


yeah il do my hmwrk get it settle. l8er..................................


yes i love british accent. ahahahahah


ish2.. ish2.. sedeyhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. i cant. i have to. wtf?!


haahhha



fyi, by doing this. adala this. kan this. its so not me. n its considered lucky. i mean. nvm. xkn phm nya.


hmmmm,, :( haih...



yeah wen was the last tym i had lucnh? >>> hehe..

wen was the last tym i went to pg

wen was the last tym i met da n zati? n all?

wen was the last tym i went to the beach?

wen was the lst tym i was being normal?

wen was the last tym i studied?

wen was the last time i stopped thinking at least for a goddamn fcking moment?

n many more. hehe..

wth is happening?

can u imgine. atirahs mum just toldma mum tht ari ni aiman blek lmbt. tdi dia xbalek 2gdr so dia stay. pa kes? aku msok keta dia kan tdi. mg...........

p.s i love you. ive yet to erad the book. hehe..

ok.. done.. ifeel like crying. so gudbye.

:)

bollocks

nama pena atau nama sekolah aziz!!!

ABI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok2.. it stands for aziz bin izhak if m not mistaken. ishak ka iz. but2 stil.. hehe..

yes.. i tink m gona go gaga over him. ahahaha.. n2.. s usual.. hes as mean as ever. hehe

ohh yeah.. i miss my k800i.. haix..................

mmg rasa bengong. tnpanya. ahahah.. serios ah. dhla phne ni xdk pa. buntu ah.

x amek gamba pun. haix.

ari sabtu da skola.............


ehem2..

oh yeah. i lost the damn letters. il rewrite it. twity the bday lter shit la wey. il compile. ul have it next yer. m very10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sory!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. dont ever give me stuf tht is so dmn precious wen m in tht cond ever again. coz itl b poof. gone. nyeah lost my comb aftr tht. n almost lost my ic n passport. chun ma.. wat else? i gz da g.. haix.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D i love my passport. n d pica. ahahaha.. xla lawa sgt. not perfect. but2 at list i look ok. hehe :)

ive yet to check how wil the weather b like there wen i go. au mmg xdk snow. pergh

n il b gone. yeah. thats wat i want. far away. wel thts kinda veryyyy far away. :)

n2.. this. duli yg maha mulia. dulia means dust. habuk. debu. so its debu yg mh mulia. haahahahhah

n2......................



ehemz...........


dear spotlited jerk,

not only ur a jerk whose under a spotlite. u glow in the dark. ahahahhah.. serious. we smpai ttn tym sama. n all the tym his car was bhind us., ahahahhaha.. bole daddy tnya ohh tht cinese or mly boy ah. m like cinese? r u ok daddy? so wen i tutup the pintu kan nmpk dia glow in the dark. hahahaha..

yeah.. tis..

wey aiman. lupala. dia nk mkn biskut iko. me.. y? la since u pun mkn.

hahahahahha..


WHAT A JOKE - british accent. ahahahaha


- aku xsukala. pasepa kan my parnts kan suka tidoq awai. they love to end the day so damn erly with ntg. wers the life man! p balek pg 4 exmple. i bet if ngn fitrees femly sure hang kt feringi la gurney la pdg kota la. sure xtdoq nya. depa smpai2 otel. boom.. tido. aku jdi mgsa. haix. so not fun n intrstin. aiyoooooooooooooo.haix. e!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aiyo. rosak mud. dh. nk tido. again! its so such a waste of tym.

n gz wat. wen i nmpk rush. i xrs pa. rs cm bnci nk bunuh dia ada la i gz. ish. so not gud.

hmph.

nites2 then. pergh.

conviction

We'll wait for this moment
When our lips collide
Almost stop the Earth
Your in my arms tonight

So I've come
To Complicate the dead
Are you with me?
I've written out all my vows again
We're almost home
To see the silence break
On New Years Eve
We're only 17
So if love exists
I will fall

And we'll wait for this moment
When our lips collide
Almost stop the Earth
Your in my arms tonight

Just one more kiss
To soothe the pain
That exists in a world of lies
Misery take my shame and life
Everything fills a violent death
A smile you gave
Visit me in hell tonight
And say..and if love exists
I will fall...

And we'll wait for this moment
When our lips collide
Almost stop the Earth
Your in my arms tonight

the call

aku mmg gelong. aku brmslh.

dlm bilik dok wt maths. punya rs cm nk mati kot.

mai2 ja on pc. sudeny aku dok hepy.

boley senyum. rasa aman gak ah.

gila ka?

ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............

haihhhhhhhh..

:(

seee.. mad.. haha..

:(

on the edge of a cliff

I am really okay, thanks, there's nothing to witness
I said as i look back from the edge of a cliff
The old man looking down, lend over the bridge
Stood with a grin as if a blessing had hit him

I slumped on the jut of the cliff
Just leave me alone, this is none of your business
I will said the old man but just one thing
And what he said was so lovely it stunned me

He said I lay right there once
On the edge of the rock
I was ready to jump
I was ever so lost
But this gentlemen stopped
And said something I never forgot

For billions of years
Since the outset of time
Every single one of your ancestors survived
Every single person on your mums and dad's side
Successfully looked after and passed onto you life
What are the chances of that like
It comes to me once in a while
And everywhere i tell folk
It gets the best smile

And then the old man walked away
And out of sight
Till the sound of him hiking
Turned to the sound of silence
I juss froze in a profound surprise
And from down on my pride
I found a smile to my eyes

And for many days again
I would be passing the same cliff
And on many occasions
I would chance on the same thing
Laying in the moss
In the same way I was
Would be another man
Looking like he needed a change of luck

So I'd say I lay right there once
On the edge of the rock
I was ready to jump
I was ever so lost
But this gentlemen stopped
And said something I never forgot

For billions of years
Since the outset of time
Every single one of your ancestors survived
Every single person on your mums and dad's side
Successfully looked after and passed onto you life
What are the chances of that like
It comes to me once in a while
And every where i tell folk
It gets the best smile

- this damn song is actually ugly. haaha.. mmt tu nya suara pun xdk pa pun. i like it maybe coz itz britz. haahhah.. aim : speak like a british chick. ahaahahha.. mepek. then p au.. nganga. mite as well blaja au nya english. at least boley la pick up diorang ckp. grrr..

thank u

thank u tan

thank u amalina

:D

thank u very much

xoxo

.. sisters forever .. :D

skies and stars

If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

No

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

Try to find out what makes you tick
As I lie down
Sore and sick
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

There's a fine line between love and hate
And I don't mind
Just let me say that I like that
I like that

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane

As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love
Die for anyone
What have I become

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other wayI still try to find my place
In the diary of Jane

- :) nice acoustic ..

escape the fate

i feel like tearing my head off

smashing it

Things That Rhyme With Orange

I'm so iconoclastic;
I'm clastic!
I only want you to think I'm fantastic.
I'll participate in what you believe,
If you give me the attention!

Yeah, yeah that's the only compensation
I want to be included in your conversation.
So am I "in" or am I "out"

What is there to think about! ?
What is that paint brush for?
Are you preparing to draw me?
No wait, please don't!
I am scared, Of what I'll see...
I'm not a perfect picture portrait,
But I am working on it!
I've been thinking about being cool,
I must have to admit!

Blame it on the corporate skyscrapers in the clouds,
But if wasn't for you,
We wouldn't have all these multiple crowds.
How am I suppose to choose, which one I belong to?

I think I'll perpetuate a pre-existing runway,
I guess it is all of the shit almost as cool as creating a fresh
New elaboration yourself.
It's a marker! it's a sign!
It's something we define!
It already exists, but you helped refine!
An emblem for all your aesthetic kin, To recognize you by!

Blame it on the corporate skyscrapers in the clouds,
But if wasn't for you,
We wouldn't have all these multiple crowds.
How am I suppose to choose, which one I belong to?

Obscenity is a crutch for traffic drives.
If you need to use the restroom just ask politely.
I like the way I do it, better then the way your not.
Lifting up the toilet seat was the way I was taught.

It has to be a unanimous determination.
Because one opinion would be a pointless appreciation.
Yeah, sure thanks for the invitation!

Don't want to be included in your conversation...
It's to late!
We've over thrown I took all your friends,
And your all alone.

Blame it on the corporate skyscrapers in the clouds,
But if wasn't for you,
We wouldn't have all these multiple crowds.
How am I suppose to choose, which one I belong to?

ssshhh! tryna keep myself sane

- if u have a gun, pls give it to me. coz i wana shoot ppl. :D and in the end il shoot myself.
- bow down -

so today. got up. mkn. nganga. ttn. b4 tht i ate two bowls of ice cream smarties n it was burried with cornflakes. my mum screamed n called my dad and said shes enjoying life. i really wish i m. :)

then yeah ttn. hikhik. :D. joseph sat bhind me. xpala. chat ckit. dia ngn xabes2 dok ada la. ahahah.. then both of us main sapa kelip mata dulu kalah. ahahha.. i mng 3 kali. he pun. so fair la. or was it i yg kalah. ahahah. but had fun. then dok pokpek2 i was wel kinda like out of control tdi tho wasnt high. sobz! so kaleh blkg men2 ngn joseph. joseph is really evil. he pooked me man! kat my pinggang. several times. aku cm nk mati tahan. doi. so men again then eye game. kaleh2 dpn aimaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnn !!! ccome n sit in front. abes. well i know i was kinda noisy too pun tdi. so i had to obey since the way mr lim ckp mcm xley tolerate ja. haiz. p la dok dpn. tepi ?!!! theva!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eheh.. tpi xla ckp jz hi2 bla2 since mr lim was in front of me wut. grrr.. i know mr lim. i love u too k jz like how i love aziz. :)

so smbg la ngn joseph, syb, jeeha, fitree, preyanka, sha, thatchu. joseph dok ganggu2. syb sikit2. jeeha dia shes havin the time of her life since cousin dia ada suma. :). n she dpt phone bru. good 4 her. fitree besa ah. ahahah. pre we jz ckp we lama din have a talk. i have to agree. sha dok jerit2 coz nk photostt kh. thatcu. she cut her hair!!!! so mcm tu la. today was loud. :)


i love fitrees famly !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so tadi masok2 keta uncle tnya jom nk bwk p kluar mkn. p la hbq kat mak suma. siap pinjm phone dia calling2 my mum. besala my fon dh arwah. pergh. so my mum was like huh??! ohh ok2. xpa2. tc. maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... its just uncle malik. aunty. hafiz. fitree. hidayah. muadz. wat cud posibly happen? ohh wt the heck neh. so p la mkn. hehe.. hafiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaahahhaha.. comeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... :D.. i suka sama dia. tho ari ni rmbut dia xspikey mcm biasa. tpi ttp waaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!! ahahhaha.. tdi. dont ask me how i ate, or my voice or how i sat. suma mcm my god. a girl. ahahahahha.. i dok sopan gila3!! then suara pun lmbut gila. suap mknn pun hahahaaha..serious ah. if u c me like tht, u jz so cnt bliv its act me. hahahaha.. so if u wna see a very out of the world sopan aiman, bring me out with ur family or see me with someones elses family or my dads dinner especially il b in a dress. ahahahha.. my god. yeapz. but i had fun. rasa aman ja idup. far away frm evrtn. yeah weneva im wit em. i rasa peace. far away. dont ask me y. but i like being far away. its hard to explain. :) m not making sense either in the first place. so mkn2. mmg tgk depa hapy femly. very nice. then blek. tpi apa ah depa. uncle n hafiz dok gelak2. then tgk me then back to fitree then me again. then gelak2. then i tgk fitree. uncle nmpk.. he boley dok gelak2 g. then ckp fitree xmau mkn g tu. dia malu kat aiman. ahahah.. mamat tu mmg mkn byk. he bntal nsi grg pa ka then mee grg g. then ixtau la pa g. aunty evn ckp aiman, depa mmg mkn byk. i was like ohh ok2. hehe. then tym nk blek. msok keta. i sat in the middle. my left was muadz rite was yes fitree. hafiz dkt blkg boley dok ehem2. then gelak2. hidayah pun cm tu. then even uncle kaleh tgk then gelak2. harammmmmmmmmmmm u guys. wart ler. aunty lak kaleh pstuh senyum. pergh! but shes not tht well tho yet. hmm. hafiz is mean. he even bisik2 pa tah kat hidayah. i jz heard aiman n fitree... hafiz! i dont like ur adek. i like u ok?!! hahahahahahha.. well wateva. mmg it was like. aihhhhhhh...

so balek2. nmpk my mum on the bike!!! hahahahahah.. my dad dh p cycle one round dah. i was like no i really3!!! have to cycle. cycling is a therapy. :) for many things. :) so yeah the need of cycling was out of mind. so i went cycling. with ravenous2 rhinos in my ears.stillllllllll.... wteva.

i tink im dieting. ahahahhaha.. cut down carbs n sugar. like hell lot is a must. n exercise. its a therapy. :). m determined. :)

conclusion. how i wish im in the car with fitrees family heading to alor setar rite now. well they are. just i kena dihntr balek. i rmbd ari tu uncle ajk p mana tah antar linda balek or wat. he ajk me. bek gila dia. trsnth gak ah. i love em. :) n i shall rmb em. :) hmm..

alicia uses pergh tu!!! my god.

so thank u uncle malik n aunty i forgot ur name. hehe. wish i can go out again with u guys more often. :)

portion of your heart ..

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?

Do you believe in outerspace?
And im learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?

Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And im learning you

And if you dont mind
Can you tell me

All your hopes and fears and
Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I’d love for you to take me to a deeper conversation

Only you can make me
I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

if you dont mind
Can you tell me

All your hopes and fears and
Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I’d love for you to take me to a deeper conversation

dont think so much

haix.. wat le.. i wont get new phone!!! ish2.. but xpala. i still syg it. tho. pergh.

so on sund. itl go to hospital. sobz. then i g2 use ma mums old samsung wic mmg xley wat pa

n idk how to use it. pergh. i xtau!!!!!! eeeeeeeee.. its juz so weird. its flip. n decorated. dia pakai bju. ahahah.. cm clamp shell isit we call? very simple. ntg in it. ada cam. xpala. hahahah

n il only get it back in a few days time. pergh!!!!

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

so i was fiddling with three phones. ahahha..

n guess wat m doin rite now???

lisening to hindi songs!!! n dling em!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahahhaha.. aku dah gone!!!!!!!!!!!!

harammmmmmmmmmmmm... tau dak.. the phone xnk bc my memory stick.

puki hang.

tdi xnk charge. pastuh ok.

skang ni lak.

ang dengki pa...

ok now its fine. :)

n skang panaih gak. ahahahha.. geram ah. asalkn stgh manusia x berakal. pergh !!
so if la anytin happens.. ppl. i need u guys to calm me down. mmg aku akn maki dua minah ni elok2. serious. suma haram akn kuar dri mulut aku. tlg ah jgn cri pasal. aku dh cukup mslh. jgn tlg bek ati sgt p tlg tmbh. aku xingin. sebut nama ang pun aku mcm nk bagi ang tau dak. ko sebok sgt apasal? aku takot btui kalo ang wat kecoh. bukan pa. stni aku ah..


i know. be prepared to see evil aiman. eheh..

n gues wat. since yest. pgi2 buta.. no2.. ari selasa dah. i dok dgq ravenous2 rhinos. like the whole tymmmmmmm.. xdk dah lagu len. pergh.. wt hapened. god. n m stil wit it. pergh..

ok2. mlm nih nk try study.. weeeeeeeeeeeee...

n im really cycling.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D.. tdi i kinda cycled jauh gak. n blek agak lmbt. till my dad turun dgn bertuala saja dok aimannnnn.. oh hur panting.. y r u panting. slow2.. slow down. pace urself k. slow2.. aku pun dok ahhh.. ahhh.. pening gak ahh.. ahahahah.. dok panting. then ma heartbeat. perrgh.. wat to do.

so mond, tues, thurs, fri. ari cycle.. weeeeeeeeeee :D

byk org ckp. xtakot ka cycle sorang2?? even jumratiah asked me tht n even ask fitree teman. ahahahha.. nk wat cna. smpai mati aku tunggu fitree xmai. kena la cycle sorang2. n nowadays i xkisah.. p ja la cycle jauh2. mcm tadi. tu balek lmbt. hikhik. i rmbd ari tu blek like almost 730 coz dok syok ngt men swing ngn fitree. ahahahha.. kna mrh gak ah. yeah i know it was late. hehe. wont do tht again. :).

seether - gasoline !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuhhh :D

n yeah. free sugars at school nnti. m givin my skittles, dentyne, choki2, i tink tu ja to evryone. sharing is caring. aahahahha..


- wei *********** asal hang dengan aiman ni ..

wey.. kalo minah tu ada dpn aku skang. aku tumbuk pa muka dia. aku dhla xpena dok frenship2 ngn ang. pa tah g kena mgna ngn idup aku. ang sebok pa?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ish2. tension2. pray to god. ntg wil hapen. amin.

dariel irfan zaki

dear dariel irfan zaki,

ur so cute, so fair, so chubby, so everything !!! :D

but too bad..

ur only 45 days years old. so i cant be ur gf.. ahahahahha..

ok.. fineeeeeeeeee.. i admit it. actually i do love babies n kids. but good babies n kids la. not the type whose damn annoying or like oh my god or watsoever. get wat i mean? i mean babies theyre so cute. so oh my god!! eheh :D. yeah. i like em.. ok?!!! dont say i hate kids or babies. i actually do. jz minus the annoying, aiyo type. yeah. saya suka sama mereka. ahahahha.. bliv it or not? aimans saying this. and another shocking thing !!!




i know.. im my mums only child. sapa nk bgi cucu kat dia suma. wtf. y m i sayin this in the first place. im only 15!! ok the thing is. wats wrong actually if i get married n have kids. neh? - close ur mouth if ur ternganga k.. - it seems fun. after listening to wat my mum said bout yati n her husband. theyre a very3!!! sweet cpl. to bad xdpt jumpa her husband. n this. kesian yati n dariel. y?.. the dad kena p balek france. 2mro!! n itl be many moons til he get back here again. doi.. thank god i did grew up with daddy around. tho not tht alwiz. but i do rmb him playing with me in the bedroom wile i was still small. that image. him smiling. me playing with tht small horsey on the chair. i stil have it.. ahahha.. n him feeding horses with carrots n teaching me how to feed em n pat em n all. n i think i shall have those images till i die. :)


so.. two points here.

1. aiman changed her mind. she'll get married. ahahahahah.. n il try not to say i wont get married again. il try ok?

2. aiman actually loves babies n kids.

- can u believe it?? just a trip to yatis place. n this happened to me?!! gawd..


so its fun looking at her with dariel n all. n i realized sth. the joy tht a newborn baby brings.
is wow.

- see im changin. aiihhhh...

id like to elaborate more. but aihhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. hahahahha... it seems so not me. ahahahh

my mum asked me tadi. aiman, tau dak jadi apa kat udang tu kalau dh masak. i said udang yang sudah dimasak. pa bengong aku. its the udang wud actually get smaller.

i love sleeping actually. or being outsie the hse. like cycling. i did cycle yest. :). i sleep alot actually. last nite 11+ til 10+. then tadi 4+ til 5+. n bgn2 mkn icecream. pergh.. the thing is. i have to stop sleeping. how? idk!!! coz ok if i sleep ptg, gone 2hours of posible work or study. then mlm mmg depends. sometyms i dont have the mood, its goodbye. haih. n yeah the best medicine if u feel like so fucking shit is sleep. it really works for me. yeah. this week. hasnt been kind to me. ahhahaha.. almost evry other day i feel like shit. then bebai. i hate going angry n mad. i tend to yell at anyone. n tht is really baddd.

tadi first time in my life, i went to tesco with baju kurung. ahahaha.. xpa2. wat style. ahahaha.

so wats so sweet bout yati n the dude. the dude still calls her honey n thos stuff.. woow man. my mum ckp if laki aku pangge honey.. hmm.. xtaula dunia kiamat pa. ahahahaa.. serious. i hv to agree. kahkahkah. then the way he ckp to yati pun mmg sweet. n this thing. my mum saw la. her husband hantar yati g keja. b4 going, they kissed each other ciks. so sweeeit.. then wen yati was out of the car, walking to the office. he still keeps looking at her. my god. him.. thats y i really wana meet him. ahahah.. but too bad. pergh.

ya i actually wanted to take a pic with dariel. ahahha.. well yati did offered me the baby. n i was like nooooooooooo.. its scary. i mean its so small. so cute. i dont dare. ahahah.. so i just looked at him. n touch2 a bit.

so theres no phone call from my bro to cycle. i miss him. hmph.. ohh well. m gona play with kitties, wait for my dad to come home. then perhaps cycle. :)

btw dont call me. the earphone rosak. like damn hell shit. fuck la wey!! tym2 rosak tu la byk org call. pa nih!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so dont call me. i wont pick up. coz i cant hear u ma. so anytin msg me.

k800i!!!!

i hate u

il replace u

soon

if u have probs ever again

yeah. wen ppl call. i xley dgr. on speaker pun xboley. apa ni!!!!!

mcm ngn puki!!

grrr

home alone2..

so type3.. then m gona b in my room. tryna do some work.

now. dont ask me y. all of a sudden. i just really wish that things would go by fast n that pmr would end. sooon.

n yeap. after that. i can get out of malaysia. tho for only five days tho. im going to au again. :)

land in brisbane n idk what will happen. hahah.. coz i didnt check the schedule. but i know i would go to gold coast. :). il go around some 20+ of october.

yes. im getting out. m getting out. that is wat i want the most. hmm..

but maybe this trip would be without my mom. yeah. a trip well a kinda far trip with daddy only. i hope it wouldnt be a nightmare. ahahah.. pray to god.

adoi. i have to get out. badly. tu la. daddy p pg. xnk ikut.

inilah akibatnya.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhh ...

semut

ant - an insect that lives in complex well-organized colonies and is noted for its ability to carry objects heavier than itself. Male ants have wings, as do fertile females queens after mating

betapa bencinya aku pada semut.

haih.

i hate em

1. last nite, they attacked me, my books n my study table!!! my study table!!! my place!! f u!!!
n there wasnt any sweets or even food or juice or watsoever. wat do u want from me?!!!

2. they attacked my fucking lunch!!! nasik tu i mean.. semut.. everywer round the plate! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why do u guys have to exist??

ok.. enuff bout ants. i hate ants !!!! im oficially declaring it !!!!

the end..


so.. yeap.. i havent been blogging. i mean writing bout wat hapend n yaddy3..

ok so mai2 ja skola.. yeah.. malaih!!!!!!!!!!! ahahha.. jln cm slow gila babi!!! with gha la. even she cm i mean both la nk si. ahahahah.. mmg malaih, blur, slow. pergh!! xsuka!

then xpala. dh ngn mud malaih. teruk ah tu.. sudeny dgq la ada cita ni. bangang ah. 1st ting in the morning. just got hit.. i mean at this age, i think we al know wat stuff or things to tell other ppl or not rite? i mean whther its appropriate to tell other ppl or not. dont tell me at the age of 15, u dont know wic one u can tell to others n wic u shud just shut ur fuckin mouth n keep tht fucking thing al by ur fucking self. dont u even know tht?!! i mean, we r together. n i already said dont tell anyone. n u know things tht we were discussing or sharing shud be kept only with us. among us. n not to tell others. especially wen that others mulut dia mcm cnn!!! n especially dia tu xdk kena mgna ngn kitorang pun. apa nihh ??!!! ah wat the fuck. yeah from bad to worse. its not gona help. perfgh!!! so skang, nak story pun.. il fikir ah.. xnk story dh la. il kureng ckp. mmg arini i was a bit distancing myself. haih..

- btw ni xdk kena mgna with u guys. its someone else.

i igt g. gha. few days ago.. her hand kan kena blade. well sikit ja. so khoo dok bising sgt2 soh p jumpa soon. bes ah. dia bukak safety aid kit tu. n i jdi dr.aiman.. hehe :D.. i treated gha. ahahahaha.. yeah. cleaned her wound, put iodine til my hand bcame yellow too. ahahha.. then put plaster.. :).. then otw to the toilet we wer talking bout later if we have cucu suma nnti gha akn cita to her cucu that i pernah rawat her.. ahahahah.. then sudeny she ckp. wey.. kita jgn gaduh tau.. yeah i freaked out wen she said tht. its scary.

god willing. all the friendship n relationship tht i have rite now. il treasure it, n keep it n make it long lasting, better till we get old.. il love u guys. il b there 4 u guys. :)

i know it aint easy. but il try. :).

i know..

its true.

ive changed. tweety said it. j said it.

- u dont have to study like for 3-4 hours. just one hour. but pay fcking damn hell full att!!! mum bek gak arini. she ckp now u can chitchat til later on. but later tonite, u study k. shes sayin act ur
not serious. ur havin distractions, u dont nid to study al the tym or like 3-4 hours. one hour pun cukup just u have to stop smsing n chitchating for an hour n full att on studying. :)..

- n ma mums suppose to be sleeping now. but shes pokpeking bout wat she mkn tadi. dok sedap3!! n xtau la pa g.. yeah i no wen m on the phone. il lupa dunia. ahahah.. sory ma i ganggu u tido. i now. u dgr evrtn i was chating wit tweety. .hehe.. wateva. i know id ont tell u anytin at all.. well like tis..

1. u know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tadi masa mt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i tlg dia bisect a line perpendicularly.. then cari the point of rotation!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahhahaha.. then smlm bluetooth ngn dia gamba.. then ckp pasai kucing ckit!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeee :D then em2.. ada la sikit2 today.. then but sobz. twwety xdak, deena xdk.. xbes mkn skittles sorang2.. :(.. dia pun p dok dpn jauh nun di sana.. ahahahahhah.. so xla bgi dia skittles tu.. hmm.. next week2!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

- i set my friends on fire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gila!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n yeah.. they got lagu low. gila pa?!!! they got the beats in it. but diorang screamo2.. pergh... madddddddddddddd... idk wthr il get addictd to it or not. oh god. no. they even have crank tht soulja boy. god!

its peanut butter jelly time !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2. i just cant story la tht much to her. hmm..


so tonite. yeapz. home alone again. dads goin to pg. i can actaully follow him. but idk. hmph.. mums gone for some dinner. headbang!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

n now me listening to extra mad n loud songs. i mean the volume high, its just.. xdak effect. :).. :D.......... weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

i guess wat i said is really true. if im mad or pissed or simply feel like bashing. marah la or ada xkena.. il do work. ahahah.. like bukak buku ltihn n wat keja. n i work beter tht way. so make me angry n i shal do my work. hehe.. :)



should i?

shit. i hate tis. no one wil und. no one knows in the first place. nvm.

u cant spell slaughter without laughter

WHAT THE FUCK?
Are we playing?
Periodic reverberations of our gaseous medium!
Yes, i like sequences and repetitions...
But where the hell did you come from?
Auditory communication incorporated by...
These danfangled contraptions.
But I hope we aren't talking about your pointless bitching...

If I had a rocket launcher!
NO WAIT! BREATHE STILL! CALM DOWN! THIS IS NOT WHAT THIS IS ABOUT!

Is it capable of being copied.
To another individuals memory?
will they tell it to others?
Is this noise suppose to be a secret?
A secret!?
I want the meaning you asshole!
real evolutionary, evidentiary backup..

Float the thesis.
Provide antitheses.
Reach syntheses.

Will they sing it to others?
CREATE! COGNIZE! AND RECOGNIZE!

- i dont und a damn ting.. ahahaha.. but2.. tis song!!!! mg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D its madddddddddd... weeeeeeeeeeee :D screamos..

outer space

soo.. i so need a long walk later.. with songs in my ears. hmm..

so ok tym nak p airport, i mean leaving ahmas hse. im like haix.. m going. im gona miss ger. not to mention i got money frm her. free2.. she menang lottery was it. so she dpt la. n she believes tht she won because i brought her luck. me? hahahaha.. yeah she relly blieves in it. coz b4 this trip i mean my last trip pun she mng wen i was there. so i brought her luck. god the only thing i know is i always bring bad tings. :) she just bgi the money, n i was like uhh?!!

then most probably if evrtns fine, dec p lagi. n maybe tweety can come along. :D

the filght was ok la. bumpy. i mean violent. ahahha.. no la. it was ok. so since dlm keta, airport, keta balek sp.. i was in a bad mooddd.. like mmg.. teruk.. teruk sgt2.. haaish.. i hate tht.

sund school. ntg apen. except me screamin around in the class like madd. n2. tht spotlited jerk. eheh.. i mean we talked! i mean mmg ah sikit2 ja tpi we talked! hahahaha.. then today ada la sikit2. but yest lagi byk. weird. ish2. amalina!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D i know its either the plasma tv or home theatre rite? mati ah aku.. n spotlighted jerk is craving for chocos or sweets. ahahha..

ari ni.. tidoq. ahahha.. kinda sleepy. haih.. its so such a waste of tym.

ok.

m out.

foiled

I'm just a normal girl :P
That sank when I fell overboard
My ship would leave the country
But I'd rather swim ashore
Without a life that's sadly stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could learn to swim
Like 'fourteen miles away'

You're floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I'm cold as cold as cold can be
be

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down

Where is the coastguard
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
The jets, I'm sunk, I'm left behind
I'm treading for my life believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing)

Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
With envy for the solid ground
I'm reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending
I thought of just your face
Relaxed, and floated into space

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down

Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow (yeah)
Just to prove I knew how (yeah)
It's midnight's late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
So thought no end my need to fall

Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all

- im not sure whether ive posted this b4, but i gz i found the rite song tht i need rite now.. yeah this couple of days, ive been searching for the rite song.. i mean suma lagu len xkena. at least this kinda works.. :)

- :) hmm..

wearin daddys pants

serios shit m wearing my dads pants!!!!!!!!!! ahahahhaa.. lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mmg ah besaq tpi okja. so dia ckp ahh ok big backside cover d, m like hmm... serios ah wey.. bodo gila.. yeah m desperate. coz my pants yest dah guna p jogging so u dont aspect me to wear it to sleep. then i ony have my seluar yg bkn mcm seluar left. xkn la aku na p tido ngn ooi cm tu. pkai la daddy nya pants. ahahahahhaa..

niiiiiiiiiiiiiii.. mmamt tu!!!!!!!!!!!! dia xdk underwear!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahahhaha.. tau dak, tdi dia p masjid xpakai underwaear!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahahahahhahahahahahahha.. aku mati tergelak tau daktdi. i mean dhla i dont feel tht wel, than dia dok wat lawk bodo gila. my god. mula2 i ingt dia dok ckp pasai long pantsw. then dia blek diadok ckp g. dia kata ok nnti we have to go to giant n go buy underpantsw. yeah i tolng dia pilih suma. n jenama edwin. ahahahahhahah.. aku tolong dia pilih. mg.. hahahahahha.. bodo ahh.. pstuh mmg serious. dia ckp xcaya ah? i was like yeah. dia ckp ok nevm il show it to u. i was like omg. i amek selimut tutup my face. ahahahhahah. xla dia tunjuk situ. but nmpk ah dia xpakail aaahahahahahahahhaha.. pastuh tym nk p kuar bilikah dia ckp kna jln slow2. mmg ah kaki dia cm ada blister. than dia ckp yeah sumore down there goyang. bodo.. aku gelak cm gila tahap cipan!

so m at oois now.. hehe.. my dad yest ckp oh dont forget to bring ur false teeth. pungkoq ang. its called retainers!

ni satu g bodo. tadi beli la this kaya balls. ok ah not bad. kaya ja. then minah yg juai tu. ckp uncle lawa ah janggut uncle. suma puteh. aku pa g. ahahahahahhah

n yeah shopping is a therapy for happiness. this goes to ma mum. so my dads plan. wel actaully our plan is wen shes depressed or mood out or besa la the long face, we give her money send her to a mall n ask her to shop. balek2 ok dah la. ahahahha. serious. tdi dia kuar this kedai mukaaa senyum dia my god. ahahhahaha

yeah the durian fight thigy. yg my parents pena gado pasai durian tu. haih. kesian gak dgq my dads side. i mean kan ma mum xley mkn, so my dad sacrifice berapa taun xmkn, coz mkn mmg kena bwk blek, if bwk blek, she akn mkn so he xmkn punya lama. then dt day she pulak bwk blek n mkn then x bgi mamat tu mkn. spa la xsaket ati. mcm tu la. n i pun mulut. ahahhhaha.. wel i was tryin to give her ways to dispose it. bukan pa. pergh.. aku gak kena. .

one question thts running thru ma mind. did i assault ooi?? ahahahahahah.. kan smlm n oso tonite nk tdo ngn dia. hopefuly i wont slap her face or kick her or hurt her or anything. worrid gila. ish2. pergh.. behave aiman behave wile u sleep. ahahahah..

imagine twisted intestine. pergh.

m not tht ok today. throat smcm. body pun pelik skit. pala pun gelong gak. sket kdg2. so yeah i mus sleep erly tonite. mcm la aku nk tdo. pergh. doi esok na balek dh. sobz. actaully waering my dads pants. its comfy. ahahahah. i like. much more comfier than mine. ahahahah. since its kinda lik ehuge. my god. i cant bliv m wearing his pants. gila..

i got a silicone case for my dear k8ooi.. yeah i know. mcm la kat utara xdk. li kat jb gak. doi2..

- u eat like a horse n u jog n walk like a stallion.. :D eheh i like!

haih i really hope i can come again.. :) i feel cm so.. tah.. aman. ahahaha.. away frm evrtn. just away. thts wat i like :)

but yeah life isnt like my hawaii pants. ahahahha.. flowers n paradise n beach n coconut tree n palm tree. .nope. its so not. so i have to get back to the real world. n face life. :) hmmmphh..

elok ah.. sekola nk bukak. aku xwat pa2 pun. babi. yeah aim.. all my aims, x pena jadi!!!!! fuck la wey. ok la. xpa. m jz gona say it n waste my time. its 10 til well 11sth if posib 12 evrynyt na study. or ganti ptg like tht. then 6+ go for a walk. i know it shal be alone. i dont think theyre gona say yea. sobz. then yeah so esok check out awai . i mean 10+ i gz. then p ahmas hse. n whole day wil b spent there. :) so yeah do work, study, n play with dogy!!! hes gettin kinda friendly.. :D weeeeeeeeee...

m gona to wonderland.. :)

nite2 everyone..

tonite have a blast. coz esok tu kna tdq awai pasai next day ibrahim akn dibuka. weeeeeeee.. bes gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

twinky2. didi. tulip. tweety bird. bulldog! ahhahahaha piteeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. dhla tdi dia kna jerit ngn abg dia ka ayh paasai dok on the fon. aahhahah.. kesian2..

ok la.. nite2 ppl. xoxo.. huggies n kissies. miss u guys.. xoxo.. :)

aiyo.. smpai sp 11plus.. then.. tidooq. i can do it!!! :D hmm..

byk bnda, tpi malaih

aiyo.. ok2. so last nite.. i have this ting that i can offer wich is companion services or babysitting.. ahahaha. i teman umis fren, aunty ooi. so slept at her place last nite. n went out for dinner with her too. so she hugged me n al. so she ckp i really like to hold ppl. then i ws like y? she ckp dk i just like doing it. especially my nieces. yeah shes not married. muahaha.. bahagia ja nmpk. so i pun peluk la dia jugak. ahhaha..



then mlm dok pokpek2 xhenti gak ah ngn dia. then p tidoq. i really hope i didnt kick her whilst sleeping. hehe.. i erally hope ididnt



then rasa cm xckp tido kot. m feeling weird. adoi. i took strepsils d. yeah throat mmg dok pelik. coz lack of water siap dok telan pepper byk2 ngn rambutan g.

so2.. tdi g danga bay. its like dead. forget it. but main point me n my dad was to walk. so we did. sweat byk gila. then tadi ptg pun walk g. :D so m gona try to walk in sp..

so yeah m wearing loong pants n sweater.. ohh god.. plese2!! dont make me fall sick againnnn.. then body panas2. then sejuk2.. adoi..

m lisening to love story. m all alone here. i got to pack d!!!!!!! shit la. il b so emo esok tym na balek. i ony get to come here again maybe on dec. haih. pergh. then to make tings worse, schools the next day..

great..

then tadi tidoq. so i bgn then my dad ckp r u sick?

m sleeping with aunty ooi again

aku malaih la nk blog. nk kena pack. n tlking to my sweetheart. then lter oois. evrtn ok. nnti la blek pg blog. malaih. bye2.. xoxo

hapy2 joy2

this mrning on2 lappy.. xdk internet. my god.. then thank god now ada.. weeeeeeeeeeee. :D

so wat diid i do today.. emm pagi2 p umah ahma.. then dogy!! hahaha.. he smkin ok la.. smkin friendly.. dia tu. gila. ahahha.. kena tmpq sikit ja lari cm ngn pa.. hes stil kinda playful. cara dia lari ambush suma.. sayang dia.. :D

then em p tebrau city.. ish.. bes gila siyot. i mean the place la. but my visit was shit.. coz p ngn robin rizal susah la nk mintak benda.. eheheh.. then just bought some stuff for him n raudha n mums books.. tu ja.. sobz........... :(( hmphh.. !!

then makannnnnnnnnnn!!! kedai tu mcm warung ja. dhla tdi panaih.. mg.. xpala.. asalkan sdp suda.. ahahah.. so the nasi lemak mmg chun.. yest mkn. ari ni pun mkn g. hehe.. so mkn la half nasi lemak. then mkn bihun sup.. the sup ah mmg chun.. mg.. dpt2 ja. cam i mmg dh dpat nsi lemak xckp pa dah.. ahaha.. then dad dpt mee supdia dia pun dok bantai.. then aft m donengn nsi lmk tu p la sapu bihun sup. my goddddddddddd.. like both of us mkn ja. xckp satu patah lgsg. mmg dua2 xtau nk ckp pa. mkn ja. ngn dia nya cili padi n kicap dia chunnnnnnn.. yooooo.. mmg xtau nk kata.. aahahah.. dua2 sengap mknja.. time blah nk p keta bru dok fuhhhh.. ahahahah.. serious. i was like dhla agk pedas, then pns.. sket pala dah.. then gasping for air. .hahah

skang pun agk sket pala ahh..

ok2.. che ches dvd.. he smad! kinda i gz

aku xtau berapa ribu ka juta cd dia ada.. so i took quarantine, transporter, 007, xmen, the day the earth stood stil, fast n furious, the spirit. so i hope bes ahh.. quarantine mepek.. ahahaha.. its scry la.. tpi i dok gelak2 coz depa mcm gila lari mcm ngn pa.. mepek ahh.. saw brjuta kali lgi chun. yeah aiman dh lama xtgk muvis. sobz.. ada dl pun xtgk. sobz.. hmmph..

tdi p umah ahma wat bek. p study.. ahahahah.. n smbel dok mnjguk dogy n mkn rmbutan. ok la.. nganga ja. haih.. esok lgi ahh.. kna dok lm sna.. so either tgk muvi, wic nnti my dads gona kill me or study lerrrrrrrr..

1st ting ahma said wen she saw me was she touched my hair n ckp niiiii kena potong.. adehhhh.. ahma!!!!!!! its not ht long.. well evntho i tink it kinda is. tpi.. tpi2.. hmm

mlm ni xtau nk mkn pa.. ahahah. keja mkn3!!! ni tdi blek otel. dok telan fruits la then kuih la bun la. i just cant sit quietly. i mean my mouth chewing my hand putting sth edible in my mouth. i know thts bad. i so have to stop.. ahhhhh

ahma n che che gila.. gues wat time doirang nya dinner????




2PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no joke man. dulu dinner diorang actually at 4.. then turun2 p 2-3pm lak.. dulu pun kol 4 kitorang nk gila caya. ni 2. wey serious btui. i saw it with my own eyes. n diorang ni my god. mkn plain gila. suma steam brocoli steeam ikan steam sayur steam. dhla meat xmkn. adoi.. pa nk jadi.. aiyooooo.. tu la pasai. i sud stay wit em cukup ah few days. xsmpai sminggu pun xpa. ikut ja lifestyle diorang for a few days, balek2 jdi ranting kayu pa. ahahahaahha.. serious.. theyre scary. mg

aku boley jadi gila kot mcm org dlm quarantine tu. ahahahha.. pastuh p mkn org. ahahahha

k ahh.. m still tinkin wat to do next. yeap m alone in the otel.tu aman blogging. hehe.. wen i blog i just need to b alone. witout musci pun xpa. just alone.. hmm.. ok la.. m off.. if posib i may blog again tonite. doi esok da jumaat. then sabtu.then mlm blek dah. :((((((((((( haih. hmph!

pastuh lgi chun. skolaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

hmm

bye2 ppl..

ta-ta

alohaaaa johor bahru !!!! weeeeeeeeeee.... :D

yeah.. sampai2 ja senai airport.. i tink its jus tlike how it was the last time i went.. wic i xigt.. ahhhaha.. then jumpa che che.. then masok keta dia still smells the same.. ahhaha.. yeah aimans very fond of smelling stuff.. n remembering em.. ahahahha.. ish. mmg agak byk gak ahh nk tulis.. ahahahah.. aiman kadang2 ada byk utk ditulis. or adakah ia selalu??? hahahaha..



then cm sampai2 umah ahma doggy!!!! hes so big d.. telinga dia msih sama, on eup one down. ahahaha.. tapi body dia steady.. hes big now.. perangai pun x cm dulu.. dulu friendly jolly gila2. im lazy to put commas n grammar n suma tu.. n spelling.. so blugh.. i jz wana wirte.. ehehhe.. thank god parents cool m using lappy. thank u!!! so hope u guys cn und wat im typing.. ehehhe.. btw m lisenin to oh bulan.. hahaha i mean dan sebenrnya.. n lisenin to my mum practising for her presentation.. idk wat shes sayin. ahhahaha.. suma dok relationship betwin the contesxt text social hostorical n comic factors space integrating. dah2!! haahahha. .aku xtau.. lotion pun ada.. ahahahah.. idk!!! so doggy kureng dah.. hes kinda scared of ppl.. wawt la dogy. wwrs ur balls?!?! ahahah.. tym na balek bru la nk mai dkt senyum2.. teruk btull.. then smpai2! makan!!!!!!!!! the nasi lemak. ish2.. sedapppppp... then soto.. ngn bihun sup.. the sup la.. my god.. xtau nk kata.. ahahahha.. aku telan ja.. then wen i nmpk ahma.. doi.. my face..i was smiling like hell.. yeah the ony ahma i have n tht i can grow up n rmb her later on. i mean mak tok.. i cudnt rmb anytin.. pergh.. then mkn.. then dok sebok2 p luar nk men ngn doggy.. n suma org dok aiman dont, dont, stay in... adoi. dogy wont lick me. cnt i just pat him. im so gona do tht.. ehhehe.. haih dogy. i like u. .heeheh..



then2 em2.. ahh mai blek hotel.. then em2.. nganga. aahhaha. .tried wifi suma.. thank god ada internet. kalo x aku nganga. ahahah.. mmg dok ada pun nganga ja.. ahahha. ni.. me n my mum. ahahhhaa.. dok gelak la dok gila2. serious dk wat apen.. aahahhaha.. ckit2 dok gelak.. then dad ckp he mmg ckp cm ni. gileerrr kee both of u??? aku dok gelak3!! gileerr ke??? my god daddy.. aft tht pun dok giler2.. ahhahhaha.. daddy2!!!



yay!!!!!!!!!!!! took pixies last nite n tdi well tdi tu he ngn mum ja dok 2gdr2..idk y mmat tu sat dok ckp ohh this pose huge tetek.. ohh then tis one shrunken tetek.. aku cm ahahahahhaha.. gila pa??? ahahahha. but mum wsnt sittng on his lap tho.. ahahahahahha.. well nnti ahh pixies.. so smpai airport. yeah lama gila x travell. rinduuuuuu.. sobz.. then smpai airport rasa cm waaaaaa.. ahahahha.. mcd!!!!!!!!!! aahahha i know.. i was hinting man.. nk! ahhahaha..then check in.. nganga g. then mai la airaisa tuuu.. then dok lam plane.. niiiiiiiiiiiiiii.. so i sat alone at isle sit la.. tepi me two more seats x occupied. then ish2.. dpn me.. my god. naseb bek x wild.. kalo ya aku dh jerit pa.. 4 kids!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aiyooooooo.. thank god yg buas tu satu ja n he dok in front of ma dad. phew.. kalo dok dpn aku, ang tunggu ahh.. dh la he nmpk my sponegboby nya keychain.. dia dok hbq kat abg dia.. dia ngn abg dia dok usha cm nk amek.. ahhahhahaah.. dlm ati aku ckp.. dont u dare touching it!!! ahahaha.. aku tau la dia lawa.. sapa bagi?? hahhahaha.. dahla dia tiap2 kali aku kaleh dok telan sugus xhenti2.. ish2...



then emm.. yeah i jdi budak bek lam aircradt.. x on mp4, x on lappy.. nganga ja. .well take off ja i was yawning.. ahahhaahah.. n my ears.. ish.. i hate it.. i know the air pressure yaddy2.. anoying.. n it took 1 hour 5 mins. sat ja.. so mngtok mula2 wat la bek slept only at my sit.. then lama2 tgk two sits beside me empty. iw as like foget it!! hu cares!!! ahahha.. soooooooooooooo.. i occupied the whole row n tido!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just kaleh ja tolak my bag.. booom1!!!!! tido!!!! hahahahha.. hopefuly sat nite cm tu gak.. lgi sng dpt tido.. adoi.. next day schooll.. wtevaerr... ish! then tidoq sat ja.. nk smpai dah.. so cm tu la my journey.. i tau.. m 15.. but baring ja at the three seats.. ahahhahaha.. pa g.. wat cm katel ahh.. hikhik.. :D



umah seniri katakann. ahahahha...


che che aka my uncle.. heee.. gilaaaaaa.. mmg dri dulu g he kumpul cd.. thn tdi smpai2 ja i trus p amek album tu usha muvis dia.. ahahaha.. gilaaaaaa beb.. suma bru.. so i took 7 of em. ahahha.. nnti il list it down. m wtchin quarantine now.. ind dark. pergh. n great. batt low.. chrgin it there.. n parents dh tdo dah.. m not sleepy at al.. so blog then nnti lyn quarantine if bes n msg2.. :D weeeeee

then yeah dok kt hotel nganga.. then malina called,, weeeeeeeeeee :D xla mati kebosnn.. then 3g ngn tan!!!! weeeeeeeeeee:D .. then dok mepek ngn pitee.. dia tu la. i told him to go to my hse get my bike n mai cycle to johor.. n my dad ajk dia mai nek bus tonite n smpai esok pgi n he;l pick him up, ahahahha.. then of to larkin dk wat.. yg byk bju kurung or we say aka the plce my mum suka bli bju.. so i jz went there nga2.. dgr lagu.. nganga.. well bli la bju krg satu. eehhe.. ok la. then emm yeah met tis kakak.. i like her.. i mean she knows lots bout fashion colours n all. then she cm unds me.. ehhe.. she ckp she xpena p negeri org. nah pun klntn tganu n it was badddddd.. yeah diorng mmg usha ahh.. ahahhaha.. so i told la bout me n pg n kedah suma.. she cm ohh she phm ahh.. then she ckp ni akak tgk adek pakai cmni mmg bkn org kedah.. ye kak.. my dad x abes2 ngn gilerr dia,, ahahaha..

so pastuh makannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.. mkn mee rebus special.. pergh udg dia.. fuhhhhhhhhh.. telan ahh kan.. ahahaha.. then this kacang pool.. its roti.. roti dia lmbut ah n sdp. n d kcg pool. mula2 i tot its sth swit cm bubur kcg mkn ngn roti. act its mcm dlm tu ada potong2 bwg n cili n telur grg yg xgrg tu.. aahahah. n lime.. its like cm sardin pa tah.. but kcg.. dk la hw to xplain. but sdaappppppppppppp.. hehe.. then ice kcg special.. weeeeeeeeeeeee :D ngn two scoops ice cream ats tu. then hlf way thru my seluar.. god kena buka my belt.. but i read dia ckp nnti ur intestine tangleka pa pun xtau la. ali know ur not suppose todo tht tym mkn even afy mkn.. so idin.. i wat bodo makannnnnnnnn g.. ahhahahah aiman2.. then abes mkn cm xle breathe. ate tooo much.. ahahahahha..

guys.. aiman is tking care of herself k.. ntg wil apen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! adoiiiiiii

esok lak dk la nk wat pa.. so arini nya plan nk jog hampeh.. pergh.. ahahahah.. esok ah tgk. then m surely gona spend time wit dogy. idk y i suka dia sgt pdhl dia xcomey pun. doi. al i know maybe lepak sikit n mostof the tym at ahmas plce. teman la dia.. :) hmm. :)

aiyoo in feeling cm nk tulis byk gil abut agk blnk dah. pergh. wt else. em tu ja.. kot.. hehe.. til then..

hugs n kisses everyone. m so far away, tpi dkt d hati. ahahahahha aku mepek dah!!!

xoxo,, :D

il cita bout ahma n che che later. diorang madddddddd.. aahahaha.

rindu poney.. hmm..

'Tho we gotta say goodbye for the summer

Darling I promise you this

I'll send you all my love

Every day in a letter

Sealed with a kiss



Guess it's gonna be a cold lonely summer

But I'll fill the emptiness

I'll send you all my dreams

Every day in a letter

Sealed with a kiss



I'll see you in the sunlight

I'll hear your voice everywhere

I'll run to tenderly hold you

But darling you won't be there



I don't wanna say goodbye for the summer

Knowing the love we'll miss

Oh let us make a pledge to meet in September

And seal it with a kiss



Guess it's gonna be a cold lonely summer

But I'll fill the emptiness

I'll send you all my love every day in a letter

Sealed with a kiss

Sealed with a kiss

Sealed with a kiss



- im hmming to this song n singing it.. my parents sure fikir ive lost my mind dah.. ahahaha.. i tink mmg.. tadi gelong sgt.. i refuse to wear my baggy pants, jeans malaih nk cari.. haix besala idup ngn satu jeans ja.. sobz.. then i just went out with my hawaii pants ngn tee.. ahahahha.. gila pa tah.. ive neva done that b4, but its a normal ting actually going out with it.. so my life now consist of it.. weeeeeeeeeee... :D n m gona get more of those pants.. ahahahhaha..



then kesian kat kucing tadi.. ahahahahha.. no its .. muahahahahahahhaha


ahhh.. m gona weigh maself n cek my waist length.. hehe.. :D then balek frm jb trip cek again.. oh god..


tdi mum ckp aiman ur muka lebaq.. then she asked daddy.. he lak wat muka cm blowfish.. pungkoq diaaaaaaaaaa....

ok2.. so my weight is 42 kg.. weyyyyyyyy.. nek dua kg.. sobz.. then waist 27cm.. phew.. ok2.. lets maintain it that way.. pls god..

ok so tdi kan i was high. skang pun anythin cn mke me go weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee like daymmmmmmmmmmmm.. ahahahahha.. so kucing. wey depa pun dok high. mitch dok jerit sana sini.. muffin n whitey dok roll mcm org gila.. ahahahha.. so wat did i do to em..ok.. hug em.. hug n suffocate em til they cnt meow.. hahahah. if at all the meow mcm erkkk.. haahahha.. btui. then dukung2 bring em up n down for joy ride, lambung them.. ahahahah.. then em picit2 depa.. picit badan kaki tgn.. ahahahha.. then emm cubit2 ahh.. :D.. sesi mendera kucing.. ahahahahha.. nnti ahh il post pixies of em.. weeeeeeeeee..

rafael skema.. hahahahahha... dia tuu. jahatttttttttttt.. cp lagi baek..

that song.. sealed with a kiss.. mum ckp tahun 70-an.. n m into it.. ahahahaha. she ckp zmn dia skola g... my god.. aiman2..

wey.. weezer.. island in the sun.. relaxin.. hehe

aiyoo.. maybe i wont b blogging d.. yes..its like a drug.. special brand of heroine.. ahahhaha.. ye le tu...

ok2.. m kinda stable now.. weeeeeeeeeeee... aiyoo.. esok.. ish2.. pergh...

vertical horizon!!!! :) echo, evertn u want, im stil here,

velvet revolver!!!!!!!!! try blasting it damnnnnnnn loudddddd... !!!!!!!!!!! come on, come in!!

- aku pelik pasepa la aku dgq x bes sgt.. rupa2 nya.. aku lupa nk put on the vol till max. hehhe -

ok...

food..

spagety, laksa, nasi lemak, tosai, capati, burger ramlee, burger mcd, zinger, kgc, mcd, pizza,mee grg, popia basah, karipap, cakessssssss, ice cream, sweets, cocos, chewing gums, gummy stuff, nasi kerabu, nasi minyak, beriyani, rasam, masak lemak jntg pisang, msk lemak pa2 pun xpa, ikan keli grg, air asam, rendang daging, daging masak kicap, kambing pun lyn, crabs, udang msk smbl or tauhu ka.. msk smbl la. ice kcg. cendol. kuih tlm kot nama dia yg bwk pulut ats ijau?? ehh?? idk.. i mkn ja.. ehehhe.. fish n cips.. cips or fries.. dulu2 time kecik sllu travel, dulu mmg susah nk mkn n xreti na mkn pun. serious. i have a serious prob eating.. ahahahha.. now?? pa pun masuk.. ahahahha.. then dulu travel mkn fries ja. roti pun xmakan.. adoi. skang mkn la satu buku. bru kenyang kot. then em indian candies?? ehh.. wats the correct word.. see my mind cnt even work properly coz of food. adoi.. em lagi vadai? i tink thts how it spelled. lagi kari2 tu suma mkn. hehe.. salad masih mkn.. but it can only last me for less than 2 hours. ka xrasa pa ka.. ahahah.. cereals!! bubur mkn gak. seaweed. rocky pocky.. aahahhaha.. ppl sllu ckp dulu till i was 5 kot.. kena p kluar rumah duk kat padang n suap baru aiman makn.. tu pun kdg2 x makan.. siap ada org india ni masak special evryday bgi aiman makan.. ahahhaha. tpi i igt.. sedap gila dia msak.. ahahahha.. tomyam, wey aku mkn suma la.. ahahahha.. sayur bole la mkn ja.. yeah.. m telling u tis.. i mean ma mum told me so m sayin it her.. ni malina ja tau.. ahahahha.. my mum fed me with way toooooooooooooo much carrot til i jadi oren.. ahahahahhaha.. serious.. bwk p dr.. then dia ckp coz ur giving too many carrots.. hahahah.. serious. my kaki tpk kaki orange. ahahahahha... then fruits telan ja suma frm rambutan, manggis, apples, jambu, orange ok ah tgk mud, tdi gelong telan, kiwi, strawberry, bananna tgk mud, mangga, nangka, ish byk ahh.. heheh.. fruit salad, coleslaw, whipped potato, hash browns, wedges, byk org sllu feed me la. dari kecik.. ahahahaha.. smpai skang.. p ja ah aiman mai mkn ni, mkn tu, jgn segan, mak cik tau aiman nk tmbh lagi tu, tmbh la kalo x rugi. wey mati ahh aku cm na x kembang?? cita mai.. i know.. jogging.. xtau pasepa but tadi my dad was like x p cycle ka3??? byk kali tnya.. so i was like ok!! p la cycle. hikhik.. ok ahh.. gelong. ahhahha.. donut telan, lolypop sukaaaaaaaaa, baskin robins, secret recipe, haagen dazs, hmm lagi suma mee kuah, mee kari, mee udg, me pa g mkn.. hehe.. bihun mkn. conclusion.. i just mkn.. no favs.. heheh.. :)

i dont do cheese, tpi if gila mkn saja cheese.. dont eva put cheese in my spageti. il put it aside. caffeine stuff.. coffee, nescafe bye2.. but tea yeah.. but it depends. if i gelong masuk ja. lagi em em2.. emmmmmmmmm... durian stay away. tu gelong ka x mmg xkn sentuh.

n u know tis cartoon ren n stimpy n rockos modern life.. i love em. ahahhaha.. n blues clues.. ahahah.. totaly spies. spongebob mmg. jimmy neutron.. dexters lab. courage the cowardly dog if xsilap. simpsons. cat dog! the beavers ka dk pa.. rugratz! i lvoe the song.. ahahah.. movie half past dead i like.. ehehe.. em lagi em2.. powerpuff gals, yeah i know.. ahahaha.. hmm htf mesti!! hahah.. tu ja kot.. byk g.. tpi xigt. lama gila dah..

tadi i was trying to peel the udang.. adoi.. i gave up. so gave it to daddy soh buat.. then mum ckp oh x reti ahh. xpa.. nti suroh bf buat.. hahahahaha.. ma sihat x??

drinks. more to fruits la. tropical smoothie. fruits la pa2 ja minum. ice lemon tea. peach tea, bandung. bandung wit cincau. em minum suma la. nyok ikut mood. but aunty sllu bgi, telan ja. hehe.. see i so cant have favourites.. i jz makan or minum ja. nowadays pun mcm wateva mum x abes il mkn. hahahha.. bagoih.. jb nnti aku xtau laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... my god..

i dont know how to catch. i tink suma org tau. my dad bling botoi kecik ni. bapa puluh kli dia bling i cudnt catch it.. ahahaha.. he wat muka cm my god aiman benda tu pun xley. ahahaha.. then dia ckp nii x boley, kena sllu prctise.. huhu..

school is jz so daymmmmmnn near.. idk wat to say. of coz m not epy for gods sake.

so yeah jogging.. kena p.. i tink wey pa ni.. ari tu b4 cuti punya la pulun ckp na timetble la jogging la. mepek.. ok2.. nti p jb mmg jog, then balek il try la. p let out d cats, so i have to go down bit early, then bwk mp3, blah... weeeeeeeee.. kalau depa bgi.. dak cycle.. :) n i dont have my own joging shoes. pergh.. mine passed away last year.. aahahah.. so i amek ma mum punya since she pena pakai skali ja. so its mineeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!! im not gona care wat shes gona say.. :P yezza!

wey.. kena study.. then tunggu til raudha call then p amek dia. then mepek2 ngn dia then tido.. if at all i m. ahahaha.. if x... tido dlm keta then plane.. well beta i m gona get some drugs esok.. so yeah.. :).. sng ahh nk tido.. i rmbd last year kot or last trip frm jb from flite.. nk mai sp balek. i amek that pill.. mmg gila.. i amek terlebey kot.. like less than 30 mins, mata xley bukak, dok tersengguk2 dlm keta.. mmg gila ahh.. so esok mmg confirm jdi cm tu ka pengsan terus pa.. ahahahha..

dah2.. ok so m off to get apple juice, find stuff to pack still.. ahahaha.. then some work.. kot.. ka nganga ja. tgk ahh..

xoxo.. :)

hipeeeeeeeee

aiyoo.. packing2.. i hate packing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! especially wen dads pushing me.. ish2...

tomorrow.. 930 am sharp !!!!!!!!!!!!

m off to the other side of malaysia.. well x.. its like hujung smnnjung msia ... m going!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ish.. sedeynya.. i dont tiink il b burning ma parents money off.. pergghh.. y?? mum nk p kursus.. so m left with daddy the whole time.. wel ahma n che che n dogy.. but2.. ehem2.. walaupun i syg my dads money.. but it means kan.. i can get stuff easily i guess... weeeeeeeeeeee... without arguing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...... ahahahhaha. so aim.. baju, short pants.. bag!! lagi apa2 ja..!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii... my mums like shes talking soooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhh.. bout ohh nti kena bwk ni.. tuu.. cap nnti protect ur face.. ah beg rollers tu??? ala shoes.. suma la dia sebot.. pa x.. ahh bra n undies blum lagi.. blum lagi.. even thinking of nk bwk towel x.. suma adaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... hahahahahahhahahahah..... m like ya ma3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then she ckp see im thinking too much thats y we r called mums.. i waas like haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... then shes like eh u must be thankful m still considered ok.. ahahhahah..

plan p jb??????????? makan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! serious man.. if u say my ciks r huge rite now.. wait on sund wen i come to school.. look at it??? but no touching.. its precious!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahahahhaha... so dok jb wat pa??? i know makannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...
then men ngn dogy gedik2 ngn dia amek gamba bebyk.. adoi.. my dad ckp we r not buying anytin coz aritu p pg dh bli dah.. sobzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aiyoo.. nemine la.. jamu mata berangan sudah.. tpiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii... nakkkkkkkkkkkkkk :((
nemine la.. i know me n dad nk p jog.. then merayau around jb aimlessly.. sure my dad akn lalu dpn skola dia n ckp see thts my schooll.. yaddy2.. igt2.. ahahha... tu ja la.. jln2.. jln3!!! thts all.. n yea i brought books.. maybe i can study.. n hopefully i can get the lappy n go online n blog.. pls2!!! god have mercy.. hahahha..

niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.... tadi i mkn ice cream.. then u know my mum nya mulut besaq gila then she mkn byk gila.. abes my ice cream!!!!!! nseb bek x tension.. then i was luffin like hell coz of her face.. then i asked daddy did u see her face?? he sed no.. y??? like ecstasy?? like having sex? like eeating ice cream??? aku pa g.. ahahahahahhahahaha.. then ma mum was like eh! u dont corrupt ma daughters brain!!!!!! ahahhahahahah.. then dad ckp la btui wat m saying. i read in the papers.. its in it.. dok ckp sex apa do this do that.. so its for everyone to read.. so m telling her.. later il show u.. ahahahahahahahah... daddyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....

i told my mum yg tht nite i p turun p mkn cereal.. yg pagi2 buta tuuuuuuuu... then she looked at me n she wat muka x caya.. ahahahhah...

niiiiiiiiiiiiii... aku dok gila.. mmg.. m wearin this horse show wite cap yg il b wearin at jb nnti if na p jogging.. rite now.. then em m luffing everywer.. i mean here n there.. dok gelak2.. sikit2 gelak.. i mean even my mums mkin me luffin coz she x abes2 dok yaddy3... ahahahhaha.. adoi2.. help2..

o m g... ii haveeeeeeeee to stop.. m highhhhhhhhhhhhhh... hahahahahahah

fuhh.. sket pala.. lack of oxygen.. toooooo higggggggghhhhhhhhhh.. hikhik..

niiiiiiiiii... i really love aziz.. ahhahahah.. n2.. ada ahh.. hikhik.. :D weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

dont ask me y.. but i really feel like na p jogging.. ish2.. gila pa.??? hahahaha....

i think i willllllll............ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... aiman gila.. if u call her n talk to her rite now.. dont be surprise ur ear akan panas wen u letak the phone or worse.. pekak pa??? hahahahhah

how i wish i can be like thisssssssssss the whole tym... niiiiiiiiiii.. i rmbd.. ari tu.. i went well this kitchen at ptc at committee room.. then kitchen la kan.. byk benda ada.. my crazy idea was to open the fridge n drink.. ahahahah.. i know mmg ada nya situ.. gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

my hairs really browniyishy.. then ada minah ni ckp y nk pinkkkkkk?? she really knwos me... ahahahha

ish2.. j's on the phone... hes talking so sweet... adoi.. i mean the story bout his dreamla... sweet gila.. aku dah gila dah
hahahahahha

sealed with a kiss.. i like azmans version with his voice.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

so wen m high.. il say shake ur fckin assss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then cyg ckp.. xlarat.. haha.. u shake ba.. later tercabut kluar ur ass goyang kuat sgt..

hahahahahahahahhahahahahha

aku dh la high.. ang p ckp cm tu.. ahahahahahhahahha

niiiiiiiiiii.. twity lak ckp... sbb aku rsa ur butt lgi mantap dri mine

wat is wrong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is this buts day????? if it is...

use it?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahahahha.. ok2. m already late for the cats..

bye2.. huge xoxo!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeee.. m so pey i cn give out huge xoxos..

n its sealed with a kissed... :P muahahha..

- eah shes really high.. y?? no reason man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -

menggedik di library awam.. ahhaha..

pixies will come lter on.. like laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr on.. too lazy to upload it.. nnti rajen ahh..

i ws hanging round the kitchen.. yeap dont ask me berapa karipap n that dk wat i telan.. xrasa pa2 pun.. even now. so i wasa like ok ma..... then she mcm uhh? y wer r u goin? m like naah u it this n this n this.. i cant stay in the kitchen anymore.. or il b eatin nonstop.. then she ckp n yeah ul put on weight.. so yeap. i got away from the kitchen.. ahahaha.. i mean.. idk la.. wen i feel tis way.. just feed me with any food u have.. il b opening my mouth n chewing it.. xkisah..

piteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... i really wana go cycling with u... can we go cycling?? or daddyyyyyyyyyyy wil u let me go??

so i did some work.. hehe.. okahh.. at least i did.. :)

i need to do sth..

:D

now i know.. its really hard. like wen i bebai. i wat perangai.. wen rasa ish la kan.. rasa len rasa bad.. mmg.. haih.. aku boley jerit ja.. like yeap.. loose control.. n id kill u if u keep talking to me.. n wudnt leave me alone.. but i knoe.. patience. aiman sabaq.. its ok.. n id feel like screamin to tht person n also cry.. n oso laugh coz manusia tu x reti diam.. mind u.. its my mum.. she just cannnnnnnnntttttttttttttttttt stopppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp.... shes talking a lot.. adoi.. ya allah.. sabar2.. stop talking.. pls..

corey taylor .. n the rest of em too..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uPEWkZ54Fx4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Jy6VOIpSFc&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ebm4HQ95GHk&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NrO83v6X8lI&feature=related


anytym, anywer, any condition.. just gime slipknot.. n i can just headbang !!!

:D

n they so dont suck live.. imean nickelback.. chad.. u really my god man.. ahahahha.. but slipknot.. nevverrr...


m off to lib.. thank u daddy coz ur willing to send me eventho it interupts ur sleeping time.. thank u.. :) .. n mum coz ur willing to pick me up.. fuhhh...

my mum alwiz ckp dont be naughty.. evrytymmmmmmmm b4 i go to school.. then b4 leavin for work tdi.. she ckp dont be naughty ahh, p study na dkt lib.. bukan berpacaran..

ahahahahha..

heart

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7HgHwGdKq5s&feature=related

budak ni.............. gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

dahla bela besaq... kalo kecik i can stil except.. well kecik aku nk la bela.. tu besaq smpai mcm tu.. xpa.. i rather give up all my cats n evrtn.. dhla dia ckp dia mndi dgn dia.. how the fuck?
tidoq g.. oh my god.. and he rides on it.. its not a horse or a porney to be ride on.. my god.. geli aku tgk..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QF8T_B-9Rj0&feature=related

dont ask me y.. its ony 1239 pm.. n m already wtchin disgusting stuf.. oh yes.. bloody valentine.. il dl it now!!!!!!!!!!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... this morning.. well it was the latest ive ever stayed.. 545 am.. initial plan was to stay awake til aft lunch tym.. tapi dh simpan lappy then nk wat keja pun xjln. pa g. tutuup lampu.. dok atas katil.. less than one min, i was saying bye2 world..

pagi.. blur.. hahaha.. agak ahh.. dok high2 gak.. perghh..

so got up at 10+.. then trus bgn adam called.. then nganga.. nganga g..

smpai skang.. agak ah..

robin rizal.. balek2 ja umah.. mula ahh.. nk menengking la.. dk pokpek2 la.. suma xkena.. aku xtau la.. he balek ja i tlg angkat beg.. then blah nek atas p mandii.. sket ati dok ngn dia.. ahahahha.. biaq kat dia ah..

aiyoo.. disturbed... y.... the night.. lagu dia.. aiyoo.. xlyan.. well i say it now.. later id b dieing for it.. but2.. aiyoooooooo... but the guitar is nice la. i tink.. kinda nice.. david draiman is still :D
tpi dlm video tu dia wat cm dramatik.. ewwwwwww... but stilll.. david.. weeeeeeeeee :D
dan donegan.. bestest man... :) sometyms i think dan is way beter than david.. adoi...
stil wateva.. i love both of em.. heart u david draiman n dan donegan.. :)

:D jesus of suburbia..

wey fuck la wey. now saket ati.. can smbd send me to the lib?!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F@!#

ish... abeh..

dah2..

the end

cereals..

m bored

suffering from left shoulfer pain.. ahahaha.. yeap n it burnssss.. n hurts..

hmm.. 50,50 chances i may get to go to au.. rite aft pmr.. 15th oct.. dads definitely going.. ma mum cant coz she has classess.. so if evrtns fine n goes well n ma dad can figure out some stf.. i may get to go.. pray to god i can.. i so wana get out.. !!!!

i wana sleep.. but i already slept too much.. so i gz i shall do some work..

n leave this lappy.. tho..

shoulder pain.. burning.. help!!! fire extinguisher.. ahahahah

offf.. :)

aiyoo.. i dont get it.. y ahh.. some ppl kan.. mula ahh aku bebai ckit.. adoi...

n m kinda hungry.. but i shall not eat. :).. maybe.. i mean theres cornflakes n milk in the fridge.. ohh god.. this is so not good.. :((

ohh god.. m seriously gona eat.. release tension.. ahhahahah.. shittttttttttttttttttttttttttt

n my bro said he misses me.. n he gave me a hug.. :).. n a kiss.. ahaahaha.. haih.. yeah i miss him too.. maybe esok or lusa cycling.. haih.. hopefully i can make it.. hmm..

a horsey to rmb.. haahah..

- all of a sudden, ma mum ckp ahh gambar tu jgn dok p anta kat org.. theyll surely kil me if they know i have a blog.. pergh...

this was taken on my dads 65th bday.. adoii.. not young d.. i love himm :) ahh there hes smiling.. ahaaaha.. il send tis to u malina.. :)



1st task.. pakai helmet.. bukkan senang.. ahahhahahha



2nd.. well getting on the horse la.. i boley nek.. hehe.. 3rd.. getting comfy on it..



4th.. getting comfy wen the horse moves.. wat i learn was dont lean to the front.. sit up strait n steady.. body straight.. n ur shoulders goes to the back a bit.. hikhik.. ok la.. then ul b more stable n dont fall..



5th.. dont get tensed.. chillax.. i only cud chillax wen my 2nd round was almost over.. tym tu baru sedar likela ur riding a damn horse.. relax.. so idid.. but too late.. kena blah dah.. so tu msti tym i was sayin this is scaryyy... ahahhhaha...

6th.. try to smile n act chill n pose altho ur not liking it. ahahahha.. yeah la the horse dok gerak2.. hahahaha...

7th.. now u can really chill as the horse stops moving.. say peace !!! hahahah..



8th.. another prob.. getting down from the horse.. dont ask me y the guard pulak mai masok campur.. ahahahh.. even wen i was riding i saw the guards suma dok mai dkt2 dok usha pa suma..m like guys m no longer the gms daughter.. if i fall, i fall as noor aiman n not as gms daughter.. ok??? so u guys wont get sacked if i fall from the horse.. :) .. so i managed to get down.. on my own ok.. without anyone carrying me down.. aahahhaha.. weeeeee...

then i was like two rounds.. so short.. so m gona ask daddy.. special request.. can i ride again??

this was on sund.. was playin in front of the flower. n i know!!!!!!!! my ciks.. theyre huge.. haih.. i have to really do sth!!! n my paha.. aiyoo.. m putting on weight. sobz.. :((

this was my mums idea.. she saw the clown pastuh pushing me to tke a pix with him.. so i did.. hahahaha.. ehh this guy.. get tht damn hat of n the paint n weird shirt suma.. hes not tht bad u know.. i nmpk b4 he pkai those stuff suma.. ahahhaha...

yeapz.. shes all in damnnnnnnn pinkkkkkkkkk againnnnnnnnnnn... so if i wer to be tht way, u know who to blame.. aku dok syok merepek kat sana wile org xdk g.. hehe

uhuh...

the end

more pixies wil come lter on..

porney2.. weeeee .. :D

m bec.. fuh... balek awai dowh... pergh.. nvm.. 124pm.. alive2.. :D

n yesssssss.. wireless is on.. so i can use the pc n lappy... weeeeeeeeee.. lappy now tho.. pc dk la wat apen...

pixies man!!! ahhaha..

ok.. so lets start from yest.. wat happened??

emm.. lets see.. nk p jammmmmmmm.. robin rizal dok tunggu kitorang.. hes very impatient.. i mean mmg dah jam then the place was a madddddddddd hse.. adoi.. so suma la kalot di apon dok kalot dok tension n dok terjerit2 dkt walkietalkie tu.. smpai2 ja kluar keta i cud hear his voice.. everywer!!! everywer man!! yeahla since evryones havin a walkietalkie so it was a nightmare. ahhahhaha

then yeah... makannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.. hikhik.. xnk cita ah wat i ate.. segan.. :)

then ohhh yeah after tht went to gurney.. yepz from two till four.. but x beli byk benda pun..yg lama was at charlies.. bought a new phone for ma mum.. its c905.. fuck man.. its chun.. n the cam is like 8.1 mp!!!!!! n the speaker layan.. pergh.. i was like maaaaaaaaaaaa.. cant u just get me a new phone!!!! aiyoo.. hopefully in the end she has to accept tht dlm phone tu theres too much stuff for her to handle so that she'l give me tht wan!!!!!!!! weeeee.. just like how it hapend with k800i.. i hope it hapens again!!! my dads also telling her if theres too much stuf,, give it to aiman.. ;;)... weeeeeeeeeeeeee... :D

but it wont happen.. xnmpk pun shes gona give me c905.. sobz.. :((

ohh yeah.. yesssssssss.. at last.. 2gb memory stick is in ma hands!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just said ma can i upgrade my memory... shes like yeah ok.. she dok blurr2 tau.. if i mintak 4gb pun n blow her money off she xkn perasaan nya.. but xpala.. 2gb ok dah.. i can store more songs!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeee...

thenn2.. emmm.. yeah.. this thing.. im into girly stuff.. hahhahaha.. noo i mean mcm i like em.. like layan ahh.. then colourful2.. yeap.. i got two bags.. two this idk small bag.. then one phone pouch.. but its like ada beads, with shells n all.. n colour swit2.. no more pure black with nightmare b4 christmas face or plain black..adoi.. wat apend??? so yeah im into bags, shoes, clothes.. accessories.. all those.. adoi.. yeah bought earings.. then sox.. xdk kena mgna girly pun.. but its yess.. at least.. main colour black.. so one black with wite stripes.. one with pink n wite lines.. one with this weird wite design.. n with wite loves.. i was like maa can i buy a bag??? ma can i go get sox?? ma can i ge tthat?? can i get this?? shes like ohh ok2.. jom ahh.. lets go..

then yeah mlm tu dinner kan.. xpi.. pergh.. nice2 food all gooooooooooooooooooonnneeeeeee.. mlm tu nganga ja at hotel looking outside the window.. pergh.. pathetic.. padahal momo was just around the corner! grrrrrrrrrrrrr.. this guy at charlies.. yeap i was dieing there n was wasting my time waiting for the phone wile my mum calls it resting.. ish.. i rest a lotttttttttttt at home.. coz thts the only thing i do.. stay at home!!! bukannya sllu dok mai dah.. pergh.. nganga je la at charlies.. so this guy he looked at me n asked.. study luar neagara??australia ka??? i was like uhh au?? he was like yeah australia.. m likenoooooooooooooooooooooo.. im ony 15!! ohhhh i thot u study sana n just came bec.. i was like wtf??? well hoow i wish it happens tho.. doi.. aku pena dok sana 2minggu ja pon.. then ma mum lak boley dok kata balek.. then i was like do i really look so australianese??? ahahahhaha.. i know its way wrong.. il cek it up.. then she ckp yeah u do.. ur dressing.. like wat u wore tdi pun.. m like i dress normal ja.. org len tuuuu??? lgi hebat xkena pun.. pa kes?? then she ckp ahh eeven now u dont look like ur from malaysia.. m like huh?? yeah ppl will think n say pulak ur from us with wat ur wearing now.. so i tgk.. ohhh.. kelmarin lepas balek gurney.. i mean my dad was like bad mood.. then me too la.. i wat perangai sikit.. ahahahha.. mula2.. nakla pakai tshirt.. rasa tension sgt pakai ja singlet ngn jeans.. dok bek g tu.. then lama2 rasa cm wtf!!! so p la pakai this seluar yg xmcm seluar.. so yeah budak us.. ahahahha... singlet n extra short pants.. thats me thoo...

so since the big jam n mad hse at ptc.. me n my mum decided to go to ptc as early as 6am!!! ahahha.. noit was just a joke since ma dad dok bsg2 yaddy2.. so went there 9+.. ada dah org que.. perghh.. i tot iwas one of the first. .ahahha.. yeah porney2.. but xnek porney actually.. it was a big horse.... weeeeee.. so bought two tickets wic is two rounds!!!! ahahhaha. but serious x cukup.. like cepat gila then abes patot bli 10!!!! so line up ahh ngn budak kecik2.. ahahhahhaha.. the line as looooonnnngg.. i almost changed my mind n said i dont want it.. since its so loong.. but yeah my dad cudnt stick around cz he was bz.. its ok.. :).. hmm.. the pixies.. haiya.. mum kena amek.. if daddy ada sure perfect.. but ok la the pics.. beter thn the first one nk mampoih.. hahaah.. so i think i ws so tensed time nek kuda tu coz dok rasa cm pelik2 shaky2 since its so big kan.. till the guy tanya ni 1st time ka nek?? m like dakkk dari kecik dok nek, mungkin coz dh lama xnek kot.. last time naek ws i think em 11.. or b4 tht pun.. my mum said i nek since i was 2.. yes every sund from the age of two.. pergh.. xblaja nek seniri tho.. ada org xbgi.. sobz.. yeah i enjoy riding em.. cam bes gila.. if learn lagi bes.. adoi2..

pixies il post in a new entry.. ahahahahha..xbyk tho.. sobz.. perghhhhhhhhhhhh...

then tdi beli lagi tshirt.. comeyyyyyyyy.. got horsy2 depan tu.. hahahhaha

n yeah la gadoh lagi pasai the size of the shirt..perghhhhhhhhhhhh... but i got the size tht i want! peace !!! :P thank god la or il b screaming.. ahahah.. well i did la ckp y must u but big la yaddy2.. n scream2 gak.. pergh..

n this badges.. horsy.. pure horsy.. not cute.. but kinda nice..

so yeah.. mums not well again.. m used to it.. n also m already used to being let down, hopes n dreams crushed n went down the drain, suma tu la.. yeah ntg can go perfecttttttttt in my life even just for a day.. like nk have fun pun mstiiiiiiiiiiiii sth apen..even at school.. my life is like tht.. hadoi.. so p la hung out at the committee room.. mann the tv is dont ask me how many inch.. besqqqqqqq.. syok2.. ahhahaahh...

then pastuh pa g.. balek sp ahh.. grrr... niiiiii.. this driver.. o m g.. name : rosli, age : dk.. but young but msti dah kwen dah.. ahahahha.. cehhhhhhhh.. if la i dok pg g, sure he yg akn pick me up from school n ttn n all.. adoi.. i can go madd.. hes like omg.. i mean hensem ahh dia.. tpi apa ahh xreti senyum.. ish2.. but mmg.. wow.. ngn height dia body dia i was like adoi.. ahahhaha.. thank god dia xbwk keta.. uncle ah beng bwk.. hes kinda like my uncle ahh.. grew up with him being around suma.. if la he bwk the car.. il die.. ahahahahha.. staring at him.. adoi..

so yeapz.. thats the end of ptcs horse show 2009..

- i tau.. next yer il b 16, but i dont think itl stop me from getting on a poney again.. ahahahhahaahha-

didnt have much fun tho. cmna la nk have fun.. my mums like haiyoo.. next tym xyah ikut ka bawk dia p mana2.. no hot place. no too crowded.. no ntg.. just dok kat umah.. thats so such a great life.. adoiii.. dhla m not tht type of person.. god.. my life is just gona past on just like that.. sth that i kinda see is that. going out n all, ul learn things n all.. u see things. u learn. u experience. u und. n u can think.. haih.. fuck la.. wt the hell ..

i onyly have today, mond, tues then wed m off to jb till sat ntie.. then trus skola.. f la.. then in jb i might just end up at ahmas place n study n nganga there.. but wth.. che che has tons of dvds. sth i can do.. n doggie!!! m so gona play with u n tke pixies.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

haih...

dahla.. i hate..

the end..

xoxo..

- ini satu penderaan -

hmm.. lets see.. im blurr.. y?? coz esok pgi dont ask me wt tym ma mum nk gerakkan n wat keja suma n p pg.. she says we will go as early as posib..



nw its 1251 am.. yeap.. my crazy mind.. its ok if i tido 4jam pun.. m willing.. coz i know its easier for me to get high.. so its just gona b chunnnnnn.. weeeeeeeeeeee..



hmm wer to start.. ohh ok... hmm.. ok dinner p vmal.. tis guy... the laksa shack guy.. hes so smiley till i dare not look at him.. hahahha.. yeapz.. bliv it or not.. normally il order the food n all n pay n yaddy3.. tadi.. he was just too scary.. haahhaa..



blurr ah wey.. xtau nk tulis pa..



ohh yeah so m off to pg till sund.. god knows wen..



aku tension sama depa dua ni



amalina



adam



y do ppl alwiz dera me?????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



eeeeeeeeeeeee



geram2



do u both know tht both of u mcm roti tau... m the inti inside.. n m squashed like damn fckin hell.. telll me!!!!!!!!!!!!!1



fuck u amalina !!!



omg i so cant tke tis