More cupcakes

Firstly. :D. Okay2. All in my mind was td bowlin n dinner ngn pite n uncle. N2 chattin with him. Oh boy rindunya. Ij miss the way he luffs n how slow he drives n il b like pokpek ckit a. It ws nice. I mean th. Felt nice. Sitin bsyd pite. Uncle bside pite. Then mkn2. :). Heee.

Bowling ah. Ij said idc dt i suck like hell coz mlna anis syb pite n faez ada. So wt. Dpa ada suda. Hpfly sharon mai soon. Bt yeah. Maybeeeelaaa nxt wik il put a tiny lil tad bit of effort tu observe n learn n expriment n try out. If lerrr...

Tday at school. Ok. I tlked to dharshu. Shes ok la. Jusy d other party is not. Bt knda is i gz fr nw. Tu nnti tu. Thnk god x skip agma mannnn. Wuhu. N m vry grateful tht ustaz did the soft way coz mannnn i love u ustaz. Hahha. Tho u freak me out al dtym n do pay xtra att to me at tyns. Grrr. Errr one ting is dt doesnt mean u call me stupid, i cant call u stupid too. N doesnt mean u cn get hurt n hv feelings n sensitivity receptors and i dont. I can show it too u know jz like wt u did. Ada minah ni la aku tau prngai dia cm tu tp ni bkn first tym. So td aku wt punkoq ckitttt ja la til aku tgk dia snri dok tension so aku jd nrml blek.

So yeah bowling was gud. Xle shopin nor buy some stuff. Icecreammmm jaaa. :).

N i like td tym mkn. :). Suka sgt2. N my dad besa a ckp i thot ur not cmg beck dah. Ehehh.

Exam man. Aku xtau la cna. Lter la tu fkr.

Kalo bole esk pagi nk jog tpppp mcm vry d vry imposib. Nx week la. Huhu.

N something thts really precious to u, once you lose it, n for a fact its very clear tht ul nver ever get it back. Tht really hurts. N i can see tht u can pretend ur ok. Wat xkisah. N act tht ting is not botherin u but truth is it does n it hurts u n ur jz lieing n hurtin urself. I saw it in her face. N it sux to go thru it.

N a guy loving a gal so much. So much tht he jx got to get away faw to distract himself from crying. He brought tis tingy dua hari dh. N he ws holdin it pretty much al the tym. Haisyooo. I was not thre to act hear wat was up bt its jz mannn...

N tis ting... ^ **** ** ****.

M hepy at least i tried. N i did hv the intention. :).

Ok m so sleepin. Heee.

Inner glow - too lazy to edit. This song is tah. Igz its nice.

I'm like a storm cloud eager when you go out
Calm again
I'll ask permission for the wrong to win
Drop the bomb and get your story out and get it on
In a haze the beginning of your days
Gonna fall down
Got to get back up but at your own pace
Got to fill your cup and find the way
Out of your own maze
Yeah boy what you said now

And hide the rule book throw it in the waste
Look strong
Like you belong cause you do belong
Whether right or wrong you belong

(Because) I'm on your side if you fail at least you tried
To keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alive
Yeah and pride don't keep it all inside
Don't keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alone
Write you own song

Whatever happened to our inner glow?
Whatever happened to the song the soul the me i used to know?
Whatever happened to my radio?
Whatever happened to my song?
It is my song

So here's a preview shove it under old-new
Or call it rock or pop or Bach or fuck
Goddamn where did we go wrong
Now there's a category for every song

Yeah we only want to sing when we want to
Yeah we only want a dream we can flaunt to
Yeah we only want to fly by the side making love to the rhythm be a Jekyll and a Hyde
Yeah we only want a field we can run through
Yeah we only want a beat we can drum to
Yeah we only want to fly by the side making love to the rhythm be a Jekyll and a Hyde

So stride if you fail at least you tried
To keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alive
And pride don't keep it all inside
Don't keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alone
Write your own song

Whatever happened to our inner glow?
Whatever happened to the song the soul the me i used to know?
Whatever happened to my radio?
Whatever happened to the song?

(Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong...)
(Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong...)
(Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong...)
(yeah well write your own song)

(Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong...)
(Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong...)
(Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong...)
(yeah we're writing our own song)

(Yeah we only want to sing when we want to)
(Yeah we only want a dream we can flaunt to)
(Yeah we only want to fly by the side making love to the rhythm be a jeckyl and a hyde)
Whatever happened to our inner glow
(Yeah we only want a beat we can drum to)
Whatever happened to the song the soul the me i used to know
Whatever happened to my radio
(Yeah we only want a dream we can flaunt to)
Whatever happened to the song
(Making love to the rhythm be a Jekyll and a Hyde)
Whatever happened to our inner glow
(Yeah we only want a field we can run through)
((Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong... Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong...))
Whatever happened to the song the soul the me i used to know
((Gonna wake up strong ya we're all gonna wake up strong... yeah we're writing our own song))
Whatever happened to my radio
(Yeah we only want a dream we can flaunt to)
Whatever happened to the song
(Making love to the rhythm be a Jekyll and a Hyde)

Jumper

So m act suppose to sleep now bt ive been itching to blog yet again.

Ok. So tmrw wil b my first bowling activity. Weeee...!!!! :D. Say tx to pite coz hes goin n tht uncle is fetching us back n mum sending us there. Thank god. Firsty my dad called n ckp u xp xpaka? M like wtf dh la. Haisyooo. Xbengang pun.

Then td. Aihhh. Idm getin scolded from dad if its my fault. Pdhl bnda ni xdk kna mgna ngn aku lgsgggg. Its d agent. Ok ting is umah at jb kna pch masuk lagi. Yg hang dok bsg2 mrh2 kt aku psepa. Bkn la aku yg p curik ka nor the agent in charge. P la pick up d bloody phne n fuckingly bsg dkt dia la. Haiyoo. Then thts why im in my room now with lites off. Mls nk lyn. Grrr

oh yea. Slsa is harinnasi special tu. Wed is ice cream day. I hd fun. :). Yest sian sha coz she nk mkn bt pt literally trik my arm n heret me p libr. Well not realy bt knda. So p sna smbg2 mkn kissesss. He dh burn. Ckit i gz. Dh lm gla we both x story2. I igt g i selamber ja bkak pintu bg dia msok umah. Biladia dok ats sofa bt aku igt mak aku x kisah ka. Thnk god dak. Soh dok g lyn dia. Hes nrmly to into gideon.

Emmm. Ahhh. Ueah i prefer not to mention names. Idk y. I smbg ngn diz mamat smpai kna mrh ngn cg. Haha. One ting id lke to say is i lkediz mamat. D way he tinks. How he alwz smile. Nver a tension face type. I jz lke it. Its si cool. N d wy he cares fr his frrns. His lke aku sedeyh ka pa xpa. Biaq aku sorg tnggung. Ni aku tgk kwn aku cmtu aku xle a. Coz ada anther mmt ni lak ada mslh. Xtaula mslh pa. Mayb one cz he tkes tings wt ppl say to seriously. One. Two i dh hbq dh dkt mmt ni siap2 bout d keburukan. Haha. So kena tlk2 with him n all. Bt hes doin ok.n so mostly how he tinks.
N one ting tht mkes me
say wow n hepy is he respect gals. Mayb dia tu kaki pompuan tp lah hes a nice guy. Frm
my pov. Tis al may be wrong. Bt seriously i respect him n d way he is. He stl tinks. Wic is vryy gud. N yeah he hs his own probs too. Probs at home. Now i knw y he doesnt lke being at home. He lkes to b alone n just sit n think n reflect. M i mkn sense? Haha.

Satu g. Ive yet to talk to dharshu. N thatchuuu. Dang. Rndu smadia sgt2. N ari slsa tu gak - i igt cx terkilan xmkn nsik tu. Haha- both of em were showerin me with fuddd. Stu idli. Satu g plants tosai. Omggg. Gah. Temptation. N mmg nwafays my appetite is lke gila la ckp.

Logarithms is ez i gz. I enjy my admt class. Bole menjerit3 lpskn tension. Frm bras to star wars. Haha. Star wts tu louie a. N hes in eko. N he ate my icecrwammmm! I ws hugin mlnna then ada la tinggai ckt g. He jz took it frm my hnd n jz sumbt dlm mulut dia n its gone. Btw hes half girl. Hahaahha. Dang. Starwars.

Niii. Weeee. My sis n bro blek fri nyt. Then nxtday nk tgk dua muvi. Wuhuuuu. At lst. Dpt kluar. Xmlkt kt umh. Boringggg. Evn i went out wit prents to chennai foe dinner i ws freaknly hepy. Idl stayin at home. Grrr.

Nk slurpeeee.

Plnts vs zombie mcm gla. Haha.

Hafiz iz also mad. Sej dia nya jwpn is ref. Map 6.67c. N phy too. Pa bnda th. M lke if i can strangle u til u suffocte dh lmmm dh aku wt.

N yeah. Probs in life. Evryone hs it. Evn if he or she looks ok n all. Ts jx on the surfce.

N then ada sorng ni lg. Aku rindu sma dia. Tp dia tu kn. Haiyoo.

N rugby match at schl. Tinginnn nk tgkkkk. Huhuuu

n me n naim r disgusting. Hahha. We cn tlk bout poopin. He told me bout toilt yg trok2 tyn camp. Smpai smggu pun smggu la xp pupu. Mg la. We jz talk bout well anytin at al.

Rofiza is well i lke her. Tho she freaks me out. She knda lke expcts u to gv d correct anser unlke mt ka u cn jz crap thre n she wont kill u. But rofiza shel stare at u as if shel eat u. Haha. No kid. N i lke nurul huda too. I do pay att durin mt. N m hepy fr dt. I lkw her too. Perhps d junior of pn khoo. Xla sepower pn khoo bt u cn see hwr effort. I lke. :).

Maen ujn aritu bessss! Hbeh kecut. Bsh lencun. Haha. Then nk mkn icrcream lak. Geez. Men ngn sha, anis, anusha, i tolak dharshu, hahaha n pitee. U knw diz mamat he sdny ckp jom lompt sna. Then i ws lkee haa. Then he let his arm out. N i ws lke woww omg. Hahah. Pstub pite mai interfere. Habehh. Hahaha. Well me n pite did jump on d puddle of wter kot then lri dok bwh pokok sat. Bla lg nk ujann. :).

Pa g a nk ckp. Haha. Oh. Errr. Lisen to what ppl say bt dont religiously blv in em

i love azizzzz! S usual. Uncle tu igt i got denggi xmai three weeks. Huhu. I jz love him. :). N i aded dia at fb dh. Weee.


Ok. I gz ive said wtevr i wna sayd. Evntho act of cz no bt wth rite.

Gudnyt.







maddd. No joke. Terok a. Lke td mkn roti. Then dua nugget. Ns spinggn. Then icecream g. Blek
mkn nsi spggn dgn byk g. Haiyo

FALL OUT BOY

319 pm.

its so hotttt.. hahaha..m with my bikini on my bed. well yeah. blogging.. actually i was kinda itching to blog eversince yesterday but too lazy. so lets talk bout what happened yest n today.

firstly i xamek lunch. coz i din buy. so i ate magnum n a bun which i know i guess its already expired. hahah.. n a biscuit.

hari kk nee.. i was plannin not to come. but then made plans n all so i better come. gah

so yestrday a. n yeah my marks is like shitla. like seriously. - i should just die. the end. -

yesterday.

1. ul never know a person just from its surface. i mean look at me. who knew actually i have step bro n sis n al that. she just told me tis wow thing which i was very surprised. fuhu.

2. a guy who i used to know, yeah used. no longer close anymore coz err he just changed. i just hate him whneever his around with his friends esp. hes like gah. a jerk. but its really nice if u get to walk n shop at the mall with him n walk round the park. just spend time with him alone. n thats the real him. n thats nice. n i like. just that he skips class now just like as if hes attending em. am i making any sense ? no. i know.. hahah. sory. just m quite high today. :) just its sad.. hes changing.. i know ppl change. but y this way. gahh

3. what people thinks. who to trust ? who to tell things ? can that person keep his mouth shut ? does he really mean it ? all those la.

4. a guy who i know eversince form one. mg him ! he is like i just respect him. the way he loves that gal. gawd. from his smile, his expressions when i was hahah questioning him it was just omg. i was really taken away by him. like no joke.i was like xley caya. hahah.. well good luck in that. ;)

5. life is never perfect. i said yest, well al of a sudden, i felt how nice can it be if i were to have a real sibling. or a lil bro. or a twin bro. ok so i figured out maybe coz my bro styed with me for two nites. i know it ws just two nites n we din do anytin except wtch tv faw ja. talked quite a lot. tis n dat. bising sna sini. so i felt nice tho. - btw my parents r cmg back ptg nnti. im enjoyin my time alone rite now. :) - n yeah p mkn at old town sembang2 bout camping. he is a pure pgkp guy. weird i know. ahaha.. he goes for campings like almost all i guess. n he did ask me aft tis where am i going to further my studies ? m like id even know what course m taking. sohe said if u have the chance to go abroad, go do it bcz i wanted to but din get the chance. n its ok if u wna come back to msia, or if u dont want u can settle there.

so m like gawd next year i can drive already. one. two further my studies. its like m a big gal now. - age wise btw. grrr ! -

so yeah. life is not perfect. u wont get whatever u want. normally it does not work. just have fun with what u have. my exam sux. serves me right. kinda upsetting tho. three weeks more is mid year. so i guess i shud be starting from now. haiyooo......

today, early in the mornin, well sorry u guys, i was infecting ppl with me not pupuing in the morning. ahhaha.. even naim was like what is wrong with u/ m like i did not pupu diz morning ! yeah its a big deal. was not comfy okayyyy... then pj time it was gone. fuh thank god. then i was crapping like mg. so badly. hahahah.. i was high. :). tym pj lari la apa la. then slowed down. well my mouth din stop tho.. hahah..

i enjoy chit chatin with syahmie, zayed n naim. of coz la dharshu, anusha. ilman is during bio. normally la. its nice chatting around. sitting round d table n crap la. i like. :)

ok. i guess i said enuf. im boreddd.. soon kena wat homewrk. gah.

exam i hate u.

the end.

i love chit chatting with em.

- amalina comey. chill okay. just rmb what i said yesterday. thats the ony ting i could say. muah2.

ta- ta

i take it back. i think i just lost my mind. hahah. - no seriously. -

a walk through hell

im actually bored. n hungry. i knowwwwww i shud be eating with pak ngah rite now jz i rasa cm tah xkena. so my bro is ony cmg at nite. my mum is so woriid that i xcukup mkn la apa la. m like omg. even if u buy me food la i xkn mkn sgt la. then bfre she went of she hugged n kissed me n m like maaa relax. its just two days. n its not tht m alone. my bro ada.

esok skola. aiyo. trust me majority org xkn mai punya. weellll esok m gona work my body out with songs n ass out with work. hahah.. n m bringing chocos or anything la yg edible i gz esok to school. as for zayed, he already made for a special request for chocos so il have to think sth for him.

ok what wud u do if u forgot to buy sth for someone ? its a gal btw. i totally forgot. no i mean i do have sth for her but its like not like aiyo. so one. two is that wt if u alrdy bought tshirts n wen u look back its kinda big. oh gawddddddd...

- my god i miss ur voice.. sheshh.. -

okeh2. so u know my almari. its like overloaded. if u open it stuff will fall on u. hahah.. i stil rmbd. ok i was ok was a wel maybe a huge fan of barbie dolls. hhahah.. n ony one person has seen it. n also dolls. n teddy bears. well it ws pretty much like without feeling shy or embarrased i happily n gladly showed that person all those stuff. to think back, boy how i always act like a kid around u. n i do feel comfortable when i do so. perghh

anywaysss.. i have wel yea i did do my ultimate homewrk list. n out of 10 subs, only 3 was cancelled out. so i have 7. weheee.. thts not incldin ttn hmwrk. n yeah is it 3 weeks frm now to midyear ? shit thats freakiin me out.

one thing that id like to do is say hi. - its complicated. i dont wna say it here -

sunyi pulak my parents xdk. daddy x bising2.

geez. u know what. yest blek2 skola i lepak almost nearly two hours with gideon. maen tap2 revenge xabes2. and then tgkla tv. dads like wa ur happily wtchin tv. m like yeahhhh.. d ting is blek1 skola he called me up n hes like ok check ur email, check tis, check that. m like oh cmoonnnn.. gime a break. i bru abes exam man. leme jz wtch tv for tht day jaaaaaaa..

n i slept like 10+ lst nite. did trjga round 6 but mlaih nk bgn. act niat nk wat keja la kn. hahah.. eversnce dt sat2 tido sat2 bgn n d first ting dt pops out in my mind wen i trjga sikit is wel a sick ting ! well its not at al its just ughh ya knowww...

im not really sleepy nowadays., tido ptg x. mlm pun kna pksa diri bru tido.

ok m bored bloggin. hahaha.. i cant blive esok skola. spa nk gerak me esookkkkk ... ?

ok dah.

toodles.

(=

high-lite - someones squinted eyes

m into tis particular song again. aiyo

i m like idk la.. like ughhhhhh. i wna study but i refuse to study. so i slept just now. forced myself to sleep and the result is headache n cant stop yawning and brain damage. hahaha. nappy time during the day is not necesry anymore ! weeee !

i dont know a freakin ting bout phy. so im just aiming bio. next on the list is acc. bye2 phy.

leme curi from u. nothing motivates me to study. well sth did which i think well idk what yesterday. n today its just like shit. ok. bm was oh mi god. and then ws er maths. yeah i skipped few qs. gah. sej mmg aku xbc so aku xtau.

and then today admt geez mula2 ok tgk soaln mg. its act easy la if u do byk latihan. no of coz i din do. i skipped few qs again. m quite gud at leaving empty spaces at my answer sheet anywys. gah. and then chem. that is haih. i shud just kill myslf. yes its true its the most simplest paper ever but guess what not really for me. grrrrr !

this is what u get when u dont pay att at class or ttn or just dont give a fuck to revise or to at least und or rmb. well i did revise. half an hour bfre the test. shit.

i knda regreted skippin school for a week. homework well ive yet to do the ultimate list of it. n yeah not goin to jb ! weeee ! but bye2 the nice food. this is gona sound weird. my brother muhd rafael is coming over to stay with me aka babysit me for two nites i guess. my mum of cz is not that happy with it. i kinda like stared at her and wanted to yell at her but i was too in a happy state so wth rite.

oh n i know nak outing. tgk movie. i wish i can go. idk boley la x. haih.

and makchaq is cmg tmrw. no m not happy with it also. aiyo. n mums like i thot ur ok with isma. m like yeah i m but not now at this mo.

i kinda miss ahma. she'l be back tis sund. :)

- i just saw my mum slapping my dads butt ! hahahahahah ! ok. the end -

im stil thinking shud i stay tomorw or not. debate. fletchers room. idk y but i do feel like i wna talk to him.. hahah.. im just thinking of coz for sure i know i wont make it thru so why waste my time tomorow. but since jacquline told me to stay so i think i would. imagine me debating, in the school team, its a joke okay.

i think what i wnat right now is a normal school day in the class. no exams. everyone sitting at their own places. so then i can chitchat with em. yeah i do miss em.

and i just admitted to my dad that truth is i dont know my class so well. i just know wel al the malay boys anis n sha of cz n of coz anusha n dharshu. thats al. n yeah eza n shifa. thats al. not the gals. n hes like wtf ? yeah i know.

n thank god syahmi is not going. coz if he does mg. i mean iqbal n zul irfan well they left so long but they left esp iqbal. n syahmi ? no way man. if hes gone the ones left is naim, zayed n ilman. i know y not hafiz ? i tell u him. me n syahmi says he cannot be saved. hahaha at least zayed is stil okay than him.

malaysia is so hot. hahahhaha.. i can on the fan n ac n be naked n i dont freeze like i used to. n id always get up in the middle of the nite to find myself not cold enuf to sleep. geeezzz..

u know twilight. hahaha.. i know m so outdated. anyways i did read it a bit. n its so oh myyy godd.....

oh n 8th june - thank god cuti i dont wna miss school ! tho i dont wna go to school but i just dont wna miss it. - im goin to kuching. its a two hour flite ! i hate flying ! to accompany my mum. aiyo. dad xdk. gahh.. blek 11th. sat ja.

so conclusion.

1. i dont think i wna look at my result slip. n idt il be showing it to my prents esp dad.

2. green days song is gah

3. fob rox ~ !

4. it seems now its so imposible for me to be a pharmacist.

5. i have to study no matter what rite now.


- i wish im in au rite now or the trip is actualy rite now so then i dont have to sit for the test -

hachiko

i know2.. esok exam.. but guess.. well firstly for a fact i know my parents are seriously gona kill me when they see me staring at the laptop. in few minutes time im goin to watch hachiko. n a huge posibility that after watching it il be crying like hell n il cry myself to sleep ;)

me n maths firstly tried it. took me an hour just to finish sets. its simple n i just cant ! my brain is not functioning ! at least it did for sej till errr perundangan i guess. so thats it. sej is fun. like no joke oke.. heheh

if i feel like continuing tonite i will if i dont its either im gona stuff myself up with sej till i vomit or il just simply crap. :) - trust me i dont care much - - for now i guess -

i think jetlag is gone just i feel like vomiting a lot. coz idw eat and then i feel like barfing.

so m ony eating quaker bars..

idw go to schoollll !!!!!!!! aiyoo

oh3 n not forgetin the homeworkssssssssssssssssss...

anywys. ive yet to post bout the au stuff.. mls ahhhh.. lter la tu..

i do wish i can go for a swim or at least a jog in the morning like a fri or sat morning but guess what i wont be here again !gahhhh ! i need it kinda badly.. rawrrrr

my mums like ha ! xstudy ! m like no. mls.

i dont care !

ok dah.

hachiko here i come.

=)

- the rest of the things that have happened, i do not want to mention it -

btw. is it has or have ? oh god. brainnnn ..

meeting up

this is cool < check it out

cowmey gilah........

anyways.. im blogging.. hehe.. its 532 pm..

n trust me.. i x pack lg.. hheheheh... my baju is jz on the couch.. mls la..

actually.. i dont even feel like blogging.. anywys.. yeah i cant blive i wont b here for a week.. dh la out of msia.. if im in my normal state i wud be jumping sky high n say weeeeeeeeee ! m going away ! out of msia at last !

ok sooo the ting is. yeah i miss form three. esp form one n two.. soooooo muchhhhh.. n what ezza n anusha said to me td.. was wowwww.. i wna be that girl again. i wna be that girl who i used to be.. beck in form one n two.. i wna be that girl. and frankly i do miss it. anyways i gz it is helping..

n sooo.. geez.. i cried wen i huged malina.. eehhe.. maybe just a tear or two but hey yeah i realy jz haih.. idw go ! hahahha.. so m waitng fr raudha to come home tnyt n infect my brain with aiman ! dont give a fuck about school n msia for a while will u ! n so on la. thank god she p if x aiyoooo..

yeah il b missing soooooooo mc stuff.. bowling la.. naim jht he was like aiman jom esok men bowling. m like wtf wen u guys r playing bowling im on the plane otw to kl. gahhh ! last week pun miss.. next week pun.. n yeah i did my lisan yest. n nooraini said i cud be the pgcra for mickey n miney program coz of d way i talk n my voice. as for zayed he says coz of my height.. then lg dia kata wey hang jgn lupa tau amek gmbq bdk yg sma umoq mcm kita yg lg pendek drpd ang kalo ang jumpa.. f u man !

and today oral. it was cool.. i jz blurt out wtever i cud bout iphone. n yeah at least mum i am capable of sth. jacqueline ckp i can msok debate with anis. but gz wat ! the comp is on 3rd may. n soooo next two wiks wud be serious training.. n gues wer wil i be ? australia. n not forgeting ilman n zayed imitating me n oso doing bunny faces.. gahhh...

n ahad ni the class picture. no im not there. xpla tu.

so m hepy tht m cool with ustaz. kinda.. hahaha.. hes my official stalker for now. he now knows wther il be in the class or not. i owe him my life. hahaha.. n fr d frst time yest i totaly paid att on agama n dpt la jwb soalan dgn btui.. wehe.. pats on my head. n im hepy with bio. i lke em. better thn phy n chem la.. phy does not make sense !

n ahad ni u guys nk tgk wyg. have fun k. wtch it on bhalf of me.. heheeh..

n so i got to get chocos for zayed. souvenir for naim n a gf yes a girlfriend for syahmi.. hahaha.. so in class m close to em n oso ilman. so its cool. n oso sha n anis. mann.... m gona miss u guysssss !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i realy3 hope i can at least bkak fb. il try okayyyyy..

btw i akn duduk dkt errrr wilderness.. hahaha.. yes u got tht rite. advancetown. cedar lake. i gz its gona b cool..

malina.. m worried bout u. be hepy k. smile.. learn a lot ok. m gona miss those hugs.. haih.. n3.. i tink i have to hug my dad at least three days once. - il go crazy if i dont get human touch. like no kid -

m not going fr bm tnyt. weheeee.. mlsss.. pack pun dak g.. gahhhh

ok what anusha said n ezza is not private.. jz not gud to be said here. but trust me wtever they said is damn true. sooo.. god willing.. in au nnti. il enjoy myself n be my normal self. wel my sis ada i can go crazy with her wen i get there. koalaaaaa ! n so il dig a whole thre in au n bury al those shitty tings in me n come back here as my old normal self. :) mind u. back in form two girl. who wil never say a mandom hi bec to u. who nvr just wt bodo wnva u talk to her. who wil layan u wen u talk to her. who wil not say wattt ! wen u cal her wen shes doin her work. yeah ive been being like tht wel agk slalu diz year. i thot alwiz. haih. so wtever it is for a fact i know ive changed. in a bad way. in an ugly way. in a not hepy way. in an emo way. n so on. n so yeah m gona take a break. - btw idt my april results wud be okay. so idt i wna care so much - n just relax n enjoy n have fun there.

oh yea believe me m lisening to vivaldi. n i enjoy it. :) heeeee.... nk dl those knda songs lg.. hahaha..


ok dah. m bored. got to feed d cats. fitree suppose to come but i gz hes to bz being a dad. hahah.. of 5 kitties.. sure comey gla ! n i tend to see.. xpla.. hahaha.. jz dat he sorang ja hu bg 5 minutes notice n wen i say to my prents like ma dad pite nk mai guna laptop. n dpa ha mai la. mcm tu ja. n in my case dgn me x mndi satu hari. mmg sweat trok. bgn tdoq x cuci muka rmbut pun x sikat jz bukak pintu bg dia msok umah. how uglee is dt.

amalina m gona miss hugging u n dgq u pokpek2. anis m gona miss kuchi2 u n ul pretend as if its funny n luf. il mis dat. il mis u saying aimannnn n bla3. n sha u too.. resting on my arm. n then wt ha ? i dont und n il have to repeat the same thing again. sometimes dkt tiga kli bnda sma. hahah.. il mis ur blurness. il miss u guys wt keja gila. il miss saying i love u n wil toot me.. il miss those freakin bitches ! hahaaha.. il miss hearing naim screaming. il miss syahmi dlm state angau dia. il miss gha being lke my big sis. yea if kluaq she knda like jg me. hahaha. il miss pitee. oh yeah tis guy too. tho i dont get to see u anymore i mean i stil do jz average two weeks once. we pretty much lost contact. hahaha. n u. yeah u. ur really fine. jz get well soon frm ur fever. n anyways u r fine. dont say ur not fine to me coz i realy know u r. trust me.

so yeah.

buhbye.

aiman rizal

:)

You are sick.

Pink tee. Lip balm. Messy hair. Desperate for food n sth new. Musicccck

Yeah. Tis trip is a trial run for au. Wel i knw m gona hv fun on d plane. Ahhaa.

Sooo... M worid. Wil i be able to jugle with exams n homwrk yg akn bttmbun. M worid both. Lke a week bfre a test. I wont b at schl. Sheesh. Knda sad but hpy. Dh la hmwrkkkk. So il pay anis n sha to get dwn hmwrks n gime hints fr wts gona cme out fr d test.

Oh yes. M on d road. Otw to jb. I gz diz is wt i need la. Get awy sat. Then nx wik realllyyyy get away. Nw at taiping kot. The xchnge rate is hy. Wel 3+. Haiyoo. Hw to buy stuf. N thrn m worid. M in au n evryone is studyn. So il try la tp study. Idk how cz i knw ol b occupied lke fully durin d day. Mlm sure penat da.

Oh n yea. Tke a lot of piccaassss....! :D

n yeah m seriously getn duet mkn dh. Sooooo m gona save it la. Set aside 30bux or 50 to spend. The rest smpn. End of d year half smpan dlm bank + duet raya d rest il tink of it.

M boredddd. Its 1045 n i can see my dad drvg. Mum er idk. Granma jz lke dt. N m lisenin to ismfof. Lupa dah title.

My earrr. Air pressure. Hahaha.

Al i knw is m act goin to jb to mknnnnnn....!!!!!!! Act xnk p bt kena p. Huhu. So to mle
me hepy j rmb foood.

My bat dh 86%. I hope itl lasts. Grrrr

n wey its sick to see pollution. N ppl cuting dwn trees. N d bukit n al. Haiyoo.

So m act stdyn agma rn n my oral text. N i owr ustaz my lfe. Hahahah.

Ok dh. Stdy blekkk.

Hmmmmmm. I hope i don mis much at schl. Mcm mna laa aku nk p smgguuuu.... Il miss u guys.

- sound d alarm -