my life, my way, go away ...
sooooooooooooo.. i slept for two hours till daddy called me. idk wat he said to me. hahaha.. wen my mum asked wat did he say i was like ughh??? idk.. xtau.. like sriously. so i was kinda unconsious whilst talking to him.
actually m so thirsty n nk mkn. ahahahah.. later la..
tdi the whole tym my body was goddamn hot. lips n face was burning. grrr.. idw get sick!!
yay!!! esok cuti.. lusa citaaaaaaaaa.. merdekaaa!!! hahaha.. mums like xyah p la esok. patriotik sgt la kan. ahaaaaaaa.. very d very
so yeah la. dpt cuti free. jgn dok nganga. study man. tho yeah a week of holidays bru ja pls. can u bliv it?! cpt gila kottttttttttttt.. grrr.. xpa2. p ja ibrahim. :)
aku sayangggggggg ibrahim
wey bes gila kot dok at e n o. then along the hall suma ada gmbr those zmn dulu british guys. n i was like they seem soooooooo familiar. oh i know. my history text bookkss. ahahha.. seriously man.
then the room bes gila kowt. then an lam peti ais tu kan aku p brgmbr ngn sth. ahahahah.. chun gila. tpi gmbq ckit ah. grrr.. xpa next time. if ada. ahahahha.. dhla by the sea. n the wind. dang suka. if la dok seminggu kat situ, aman idup. first m in pg away frm sp, then its by the sea. the sound of waves the whole tme. fuhh.. so mum said i slept like a lock.. yeah of coz man. ahhahah
i really need to do sth bout my sleepin time. grrr..
oh yeah.. aft pmr. i really gotta sort my life out. like totally. the dieting, food intake, exercise- cycle, swim, room - refurnish it. ahahhaha, em n byk g ah.. oh n yeah.. dang. actually the mostttttt imprtnt thing in life issssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
being happy.. hmmm..
n yeah depressing bla3 really g2g away. like hell
third eye blind - jumper
pmr is sooooooo near.. n yea markah trials. rizal wud b pushing me to knw. oh myyy.. grr.. so yeah mmg la skang xwat emo tpi nnti bila dpt marks. ahahahahha.. gud luckk.. my god...
so its fitree pitee mitee
this gall.. i lupa da nama dia.. but under the name of suicideally. how the hell did she look so hot. i mean like helllllll..
n aku xphm ahh.. byk bnda x phm!
ok.... then yeah update my died accounts. em nk fs, ms, n fb.. kottt. yg sure ms. huhu
limp bizkit - lean on me
actually an, aku nk study.. tpi malas...
sooooooooooo.. blurr.. ohhh yeah.. if daddy nk p lama2 ka il b like eh2 wait.. huggg. haahah
hes like ur a big gal d.. m like wateverrr..
most effective n easiest n not boring way to study? idkk.. yet to find out..
motley crue
nidji - shadows
erggggggggggggghhhhhhhhh
sbntar tadi, aku p mengusha myspace.. aku malas nk on ym..
ok.. to cut the blah out aahahhaha
let see so p pg ari jumaat., tdoq sana. blew dads 30 bux free2 just to use the intrnet for two hours. dad i wont do it again. y? dont ask me y.. so p la gurney. em yeah beli sau baju dua stuff n bday presies. n itu sja i can igt. oh yeah pengepit rmbut yg so looks so not me but i just took it. at least now wen i clip my hair i feel comfy. :) i cant do anytin bout my hair nimmore.. sobzzz.. emm so yeah aku lapaq la kan. like gila smpai sket perut n cm nk pgsn. mum besa ah dhla sale kan dia xsedaq la kan. aku dok ja sengap dok thn kelaparan. then tah she dok pa tah aku bebai ah. aku dh la lapaq ang dok wat cnni. y cant u give me 10 bux n leme go to mcd?!?!?!??!?!?! balek2 i told daddy. daddys like y u din let ur daughter makan? yeah i told him my plan nk p. sobz. xdpt mcd! act tdi pun lalu dia tnya nk ak, m like dak xmau. merajok. hahahahah.. dhla lmbt. aku lapq g. smpai umah kol rapa. kucing messy gila. haiyoo. n i just sumbat scones lam mullut til xle ckp. ahahaha.. then ttn. ngantowkkk.. so yeah. nowdays if im hungry, pls la, dont mess with me. aku mmg akan bebai. yg cpt sgt. tlg ah. n my face. its just so bad. so moisturizer is so a must. huhu.
aku blurr. xdk idea. hahaha.. i just kind alike refuse to use my brain. idk y. well itu sja i igt
i miss the sea
i miss the waves
bring me somewhere far away
Saturday, August 29, 2009
crush
This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud
It's my life It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life
This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life
Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud
It's my life It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life
This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life
Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!
when the world comes down
I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place
And you're still probably working
At a nine to five pace
I wonder how bad that tastes
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
And did it ever get you far
You never seemed so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are
And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where'd it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on
And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
You can't look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song and you sing along but you never tell
Then you're the fool, I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song
I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along
I hope that it puts you through hell
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place
And you're still probably working
At a nine to five pace
I wonder how bad that tastes
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
And did it ever get you far
You never seemed so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are
And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where'd it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on
And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
You can't look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song and you sing along but you never tell
Then you're the fool, I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song
I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along
I hope that it puts you through hell
Thursday, August 27, 2009
hilang
Hadirlah keindahan
Abadi kau berikan
Kenangan telah ku alami
Cinta yang didusta
Prilaku dosa
Khayalan
Kau memperdayaku
Namun apalah dayaku
Tempuh dan biar kau hanyut
Hanyut dalam warna-warna dunia
Pedihnya ku rasakan
Melihat jiwa meronta
Ku gagahkan teguh berdiri
Segala nikmatnya
Syurga kononnya
Kelalaian
Kau memperdayaku
Namun segala kisah berlaku
Harus ku terima
Hanya berserah pada yang Maha Esa
Tiada apa ku harap
hanya dapat ku temukan
keindahan yang abadi selamanya
Namun segala kisah berlaku
Harus ku terima
Hanya berserah pada yang Maha Esa
Tiada apa ku harap
hanya dapat ku temukan
keindahan yang abadi selamanya
Abadi kau berikan
Kenangan telah ku alami
Cinta yang didusta
Prilaku dosa
Khayalan
Kau memperdayaku
Namun apalah dayaku
Tempuh dan biar kau hanyut
Hanyut dalam warna-warna dunia
Pedihnya ku rasakan
Melihat jiwa meronta
Ku gagahkan teguh berdiri
Segala nikmatnya
Syurga kononnya
Kelalaian
Kau memperdayaku
Namun segala kisah berlaku
Harus ku terima
Hanya berserah pada yang Maha Esa
Tiada apa ku harap
hanya dapat ku temukan
keindahan yang abadi selamanya
Namun segala kisah berlaku
Harus ku terima
Hanya berserah pada yang Maha Esa
Tiada apa ku harap
hanya dapat ku temukan
keindahan yang abadi selamanya
sesak nafas..
rite now.. suma xkna. ahahahah.. like i feel so bloated. wat do u expect. weyyyy.. mamat mamak pg - well xtau la dia mamak pg ak tpi aku rindu mamak pg nya org. ahahahha... - nya nasi beriyani chun gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. if u tgk tdi, like how much i ate n how much kuah i put on my rice, u wudnt bliv ur eyes tht its actually aiman rizal eatin it. ahahahahah.. seriously man. balek2 ja menjamu selera. hikhik. mmg sdp gilaaaa ah. if evrydy mkn cnni, no comment. ahahahaha.. so act skang ni bloated, susah nk brnyawa n sket prut. grrrrrrr... n idk y.. well suppose la kan. since dh bloated n rainin, i feel sleepy. nk tidooooooooooooooo...
so tdi, aku p la kluaq gak teman daddy p bli mknn. i felt so wrong. y? tah. pkai tshirt rockstar tu ngn wite sweater. ngn jeans yg tah pasepa aku xchun ngn dia n my mums sports shoe. my sport shoe died. nvm. sooooo.. dhla panas. dhla ngn ujan. dhla ngn air ujan. purrrrrrrrfectttttt.. then mamat tu ckp u n the wite sweater with ur hair like tht u look like a pontianak. aku nk kta ang bru tau ka rmbut ank ang mmg cm pontianak? aiyoooooooo... grrr... e!
sat blurr. hahahahah
ok.. oh yeah. fuh. esok p pg!!!!!!!!!!!! but yeah la since mum posa suma so xley la jln byk. haix. aku xphm ah. pasepa kat ish. its alwiz like coz other ppl i cant have pure fun. or cm ni. my mum terbatas pergerakannya aku pun trpaksa mmbtskan pergerakan aku. xadel la. aku lgsg xdk prob pun jdi cm tu. grr.. y my life kna jadi cm ni. grrrr! ohh n yeah.. esok lunch p mkn kat mcd. muahahahahahah!!!! fillet o fish!!! here i come!!! yum3!!!!
tahla. i dont wana hope much bout how much fun or watsoeva il have tmrw. coz as usual mmg xkn jdi pun. huhu. so wth. lifes like tht. :)
limp bizkit. huhu..
sooooooooo.. yea again blurr state. so i suppose i shud go n headbang again n study till i fall asleep. i need to sleep. so kna bgn agk awai. ish. i have to pack. grr..
oh n thank god i can bring the lappy. but not really use it i gz. huhu..
eventho its gona crumble down,
il keep building till u come around
eventho its gona fall apart n break apart
il keep building till i die..
build a bridge of memories
stretch it out to the sea...?
to the end of the world
theres a way
build a bridge
made of pain
send em along down the drain
ive no reason to complain
theres a way
hmmmmmmmmmm.. grrr.. miserable.. faints..
hmph..
i miss zmn crossfade, paul rudd, limp bizkit, nickelback.
n i wana do sth bout my hair. grrr
tah. i tink i ate too much thts y i feel like tiss..
huhu..
n2 red hot chilay peppers!
n2 i have a screensaver. :)
n2 i got no idea wer m going.
yeah the question is actually wat is actually happenin or hapenned to us n wat is actually gona apen maynnnnnnnnn..
do u know theres tis ting called :
chocolate starfish and hotdog flavoured water.
hahahahah..
it'l be ok - limp bizkit
so tdi, aku p la kluaq gak teman daddy p bli mknn. i felt so wrong. y? tah. pkai tshirt rockstar tu ngn wite sweater. ngn jeans yg tah pasepa aku xchun ngn dia n my mums sports shoe. my sport shoe died. nvm. sooooo.. dhla panas. dhla ngn ujan. dhla ngn air ujan. purrrrrrrrfectttttt.. then mamat tu ckp u n the wite sweater with ur hair like tht u look like a pontianak. aku nk kta ang bru tau ka rmbut ank ang mmg cm pontianak? aiyoooooooo... grrr... e!
sat blurr. hahahahah
ok.. oh yeah. fuh. esok p pg!!!!!!!!!!!! but yeah la since mum posa suma so xley la jln byk. haix. aku xphm ah. pasepa kat ish. its alwiz like coz other ppl i cant have pure fun. or cm ni. my mum terbatas pergerakannya aku pun trpaksa mmbtskan pergerakan aku. xadel la. aku lgsg xdk prob pun jdi cm tu. grr.. y my life kna jadi cm ni. grrrr! ohh n yeah.. esok lunch p mkn kat mcd. muahahahahahah!!!! fillet o fish!!! here i come!!! yum3!!!!
tahla. i dont wana hope much bout how much fun or watsoeva il have tmrw. coz as usual mmg xkn jdi pun. huhu. so wth. lifes like tht. :)
limp bizkit. huhu..
sooooooooo.. yea again blurr state. so i suppose i shud go n headbang again n study till i fall asleep. i need to sleep. so kna bgn agk awai. ish. i have to pack. grr..
oh n thank god i can bring the lappy. but not really use it i gz. huhu..
eventho its gona crumble down,
il keep building till u come around
eventho its gona fall apart n break apart
il keep building till i die..
build a bridge of memories
stretch it out to the sea...?
to the end of the world
theres a way
build a bridge
made of pain
send em along down the drain
ive no reason to complain
theres a way
hmmmmmmmmmm.. grrr.. miserable.. faints..
hmph..
i miss zmn crossfade, paul rudd, limp bizkit, nickelback.
n i wana do sth bout my hair. grrr
tah. i tink i ate too much thts y i feel like tiss..
huhu..
n2 red hot chilay peppers!
n2 i have a screensaver. :)
n2 i got no idea wer m going.
yeah the question is actually wat is actually happenin or hapenned to us n wat is actually gona apen maynnnnnnnnn..
do u know theres tis ting called :
chocolate starfish and hotdog flavoured water.
hahahahah..
it'l be ok - limp bizkit
eeeeeddddyyyyyy
YOu never did care
Never dared to say
What I disliked about you
What I hated about you so now
I'm breaking all we had in two
Time and time again
I did what you said
Should have left me for dead
And I refuse to do it anymore
There's nothing in this heart left for you
But I'm really feelin like the sunshine is shinin right down on my face
And I'm runnin with the best of them
Oh of the change
Whoo I'm lovin but I'm feelin like shit
And I'd never leave you for that
Never leave you dyin alone
Even now with my hatred for you
And everything that you put us through
I would never leave you all alone
How could you leave me lyin like that
When I'm fallin away
You leave me lyin when you know that these are my dyin days
Oh - everything we laughed about
Don't think about none of that
It's just the past
I'll forget something we let pass by
So much to do here but none of it's for you
Sometimes I look on the inside and I swallow my pride
Could things have been easier somehow
Doesn't really matter now
There's nothin in this heart left for you
Whoo I'm lovin but I'm feelin like shit
And I'd never leave you for that
Never leave you dyin alone
Even now with my hatred for you
And everything that you put us through
Still I'd never leave you all alone
Oh I'm falling away
These are my dyin days
All I needed to say -
I have all but fallen away
Never dared to say
What I disliked about you
What I hated about you so now
I'm breaking all we had in two
Time and time again
I did what you said
Should have left me for dead
And I refuse to do it anymore
There's nothing in this heart left for you
But I'm really feelin like the sunshine is shinin right down on my face
And I'm runnin with the best of them
Oh of the change
Whoo I'm lovin but I'm feelin like shit
And I'd never leave you for that
Never leave you dyin alone
Even now with my hatred for you
And everything that you put us through
I would never leave you all alone
How could you leave me lyin like that
When I'm fallin away
You leave me lyin when you know that these are my dyin days
Oh - everything we laughed about
Don't think about none of that
It's just the past
I'll forget something we let pass by
So much to do here but none of it's for you
Sometimes I look on the inside and I swallow my pride
Could things have been easier somehow
Doesn't really matter now
There's nothin in this heart left for you
Whoo I'm lovin but I'm feelin like shit
And I'd never leave you for that
Never leave you dyin alone
Even now with my hatred for you
And everything that you put us through
Still I'd never leave you all alone
Oh I'm falling away
These are my dyin days
All I needed to say -
I have all but fallen away
edward michael sloan
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
(I've been changin' but you'll never see me now)
Now I'm blaming you for everything
No more holding it in
How many years can I pretend
Nothing never goes the way it should
No more sitting in this place
Hoping you might see it my way
Cause I don't think you ever understood
That what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away
I'm so far away
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
I'm so far away
Now I'm blaming you for everything
No more waiting for the end
Of every day that I will spend
Wishing that I only had a choice
No more pushing you away
Cause I will be busy watching things going my way
Never looking back on this anymore
Because what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
Now I'm blaming you for everything
I'm so far away
Hey hey watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way
Hey hey I've been saved
With sun shining on my pain
Getting me through this day
Hey hey watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way
Feels so good to say
Now I'm blaming you
I'm so far away
(I've been changin' but you'll never see me now)
Now I'm blaming you for everything
No more holding it in
How many years can I pretend
Nothing never goes the way it should
No more sitting in this place
Hoping you might see it my way
Cause I don't think you ever understood
That what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away
I'm so far away
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
I'm so far away
Now I'm blaming you for everything
No more waiting for the end
Of every day that I will spend
Wishing that I only had a choice
No more pushing you away
Cause I will be busy watching things going my way
Never looking back on this anymore
Because what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
Now I'm blaming you for everything
I'm so far away
Hey hey watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way
Hey hey I've been saved
With sun shining on my pain
Getting me through this day
Hey hey watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way
Feels so good to say
Now I'm blaming you
I'm so far away
dududu.. wa shi yak ! ni hao ! wa shi mao ! wa shi aiman !
great.. smlm.. i mean pagi gila la.. yg buta. aku pun buta. i thot i was cleanin up my sent msgs. gz wat. it so wasnt my sent msgs. it was my fcking friggin stupid inbox! great. so wen i realised it was like empty. n i just cudnt say anyting. it happened again like the pixies last year? but at least yg tu mamat babi dkt kdai not my own self. ughhhhh... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! but yeah i ended up luffin since di was like i knw u sure x ok wan. sure u geram emo wan.. its ok msgs ntg k. soon ul get it bec.. - ah, dpt balek laaaa..- then she was like urhh... idk wat to say la.. smile k smile. ahahhahahahah.. i was like hahahahahah..
thank u. :)
dads like.. hows ur studies so far? must be ... be confident. aku? confident? frankly, im neva confident in anyting.. in myself apath lgi in things i do n all.. grrr
sooooooooooooooooo.. i knw.. i cnt go to malls la at all suma. soooooooooooo.. go to umah member2 ah wey! m gona go to malins hse n tlg mndikan kcg. remind me nail clipper. tans hse. ooh n yeah sit in the car wile ur bro drive. ahahahahahha.. aku rasa 2 jam kot bru smpai laguna. then2 ahh mai la my hse. wat partay! hahaahhaha.. tdoq la seminggu pun xpa. ahahahahahahhaha.. then kita bomb laguna. then cycle. then jetty. then club hse. then ok dah. blurrr
thennnnnnnnnn.. grr.. imgine man.. pmr is like so near. wat m i doin? blogging. well jap ja la. well at least i m stuyin. a bit. ok la tu. considered ada la. so i stil have two more chaps for form 1 sej wic is the sbh n swak ting wic is simple n m done. onlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy yg tu jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. grr.. da subj len g. fuck la wey. xpa2. just study. its easy. just study. bkn susah mana pown. bukak buku, baca. wat ltihan. baca. buka. flip. baca. sng ja la wey. tink +. :)
- trpksa wt cm tu so to keep calm. if not sesak nfs. aih.. -
- with ur bollocks all over the place. ahahahahahahahahhaaha.. wtf is tht la man!
imgine me cheerleading? ngn pompoms. make it purple n pink. n the two ponytails. n maybe few strands of pink hair in it. then em2.. mini skirt. n bju em2 ala mcm cheerleaders la. hahahahhaha.. jumping here n there, move here n there, screamin ur name n giving u moral support. luf my fcking ass out ! if u nid support, n if im ok. just come n say aiman, cheer for me. n il give u my best shot of superb imgination. ahahahahahhah.. yeh cheer for u for gud luck, study, pmr. ahahahahha n imgine la my lil annoyin voice screamin my lungs out just to cheer for u but eventually ul become deaf. ahahahahah
- not surprising aint it? hehehe
hokkien or mandarin ? i knw mandarin bit more i guess than hokkien. tpi hokkien la byk org ckp an? rizal pun hokkien. y not i learn hokkien. :)
yeah b4 i leave ibrahim il try n make sure at least i can converse in chinese at least. a lil bit. huhu
- r u the chunnest among d chunnest ? another wtf? ahahahhahaha
sooooooooooooo.. since pmr is so near. n h1n1 suma. idk. i may not come to school d. hmmm..
ohh n yeah.. my sleeping time. n all.. its berterabur. teramt sgt. like seriously. if i tell yashni, shes seriously gona kill me. huhu.
m tryin to recall back some mandarin stuff that ive learned wen i was 9.
aha.. like i have superb memory. mnysl ah stop mandarin. tpi at least i stop, kalo x aku rasa aku ni pure cina pa.
u knw doomsday cult? gehenna? messiah? n byk lgi. idk. ahahahhahha.. il look up aft pmr. suma lps pmr. xdk ka sblm? aku tau. mkn. grrr
come on2, tel me itl b ok! lets go back, to a time.. dududu.. hehe
i just cant get enuff of adtr. esp homesick. spa bgi album tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu? hahahaha
smlm an, kt ttn an, sedey gak ar. aziz is kinda like al serious2, then em2 dia ckp st ja g kita nk ttn bersama. aihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. first ting i said was aziz, il miss u. like seriously. hmph. sobz! xpala. i lupa next year ada g. form 5 ada g. aziz! ngeee
m al messed up. bitwin mandarin, cantonese, hokkien. ughhh..
n kan. smlm an. kt ttn an. ahaahhahahahahhaha.. dang.. grr
sooooooooooooooo.. yest.. muhd rizal dok ajak sgt p psr mlm. he was like yeah u havent been out of the hse for quite a long time. i froze for a mo, n gave a thot on tht very statement. dang. wat he sed is true. wen was d lst time i kluar gate umah. ahahahahah.. well yeah la smlm ttn, bforeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tht. xdk. mg.....
n i was desperately hungry.. aku ngn muka xmalu. mkn saja. siap berebut nk amek mknn dri tgn rizal. ahahahahahah.. til he was like poor lil ting, shes so hungry. aha la man. aku mcm tah. hilg prtimbgn, jadi gila xstable gilaaaaaaaaa.. dh la sket perut dok lpq lagi he bole dok pokpek2 aku pun xtau pa. aiyo. tension2.
then kucinggggggggggggg.. muffin i realized. mg. haahhahaha.. hahahahahha. oke2. just even the sight of it mkes me luf flike hell. stocking.. mmg la she bsq smcm. so she was sittin on the rak kasut. serious sitting goddamn nicely n so stable. all of a sudden, i heard some noice. then i turned to look at her, she was tryin her best clinging with one hand on tht rak kasut. ahahahahahahahha.. it was sooooooo funnyyy.. ok i knw u cant visualize it. but man if ony it was caught on tape. aahahahhaha.. then pulak. another loud noice. i p tgk. mitch was bsyd my bike. but my bike terbalek. dont ask me how or wat he did. haahhahahah.
then pulak. ok so everyday i have to carry em. dukung la. so mula2 mmg akn carry stockin lu. then sudeny i saw muffin first so i carried her first. then whilst carryin her melambung2 her, she screamed.. then tgk2 stocking gigit ekoq dia. mind u iwas staanding up. so stocking lompt n tgkp her tail n gigit. ok xpa. so i was like aha ok la. then i caried muffin on my left side. thennnnnnnnnn.. stocking lari mai n she jumped on me. my baju my badan habeh. she was practically clinging on me with her claws on my rite side. i was like omg ! wtf ! is wrong with u! freaeked out for a mo. let muffin go n she ran n bit muffin. she evn chased her man. mg. muffin smpai tkot.
so then i p la dkt stocking dukung her pujuk2 her. if shes pissed u can hear her breathin heavily n like hmphhhhhhhhhhhh.. tke deep breathe n hmphhhhhhhhhhh.. like seriously.
but i stil love her. :)
ok la. m bord d. grrrr
adtr- heartless
n theres so many things i dont und. like manyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..
perhaps il figure it out aft pmr. dont ask me y but i tink the first ting i wana do aft pmr is hug n kiss my parents. yea ah. sinc ei dont do tht. so idk y. bu ti just got a feeling to do it.
adtr - ur way with words is through
haix. idkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk...
no wait breathe still calm down this is not wat this is about
put everytin asyd, if posib just shut urself of man. study. u can. :)
rage against the music!!!!
yeah.. music all the tym again. i cant help it.
- killing in the name of!
if i just had a rocket launcher !
oh yeah.. nuclear holocaust. huhu
i just dont get it.
like seriously.
i dont.
thank u. :)
dads like.. hows ur studies so far? must be ... be confident. aku? confident? frankly, im neva confident in anyting.. in myself apath lgi in things i do n all.. grrr
sooooooooooooooooo.. i knw.. i cnt go to malls la at all suma. soooooooooooo.. go to umah member2 ah wey! m gona go to malins hse n tlg mndikan kcg. remind me nail clipper. tans hse. ooh n yeah sit in the car wile ur bro drive. ahahahahahha.. aku rasa 2 jam kot bru smpai laguna. then2 ahh mai la my hse. wat partay! hahaahhaha.. tdoq la seminggu pun xpa. ahahahahahahhaha.. then kita bomb laguna. then cycle. then jetty. then club hse. then ok dah. blurrr
thennnnnnnnnn.. grr.. imgine man.. pmr is like so near. wat m i doin? blogging. well jap ja la. well at least i m stuyin. a bit. ok la tu. considered ada la. so i stil have two more chaps for form 1 sej wic is the sbh n swak ting wic is simple n m done. onlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy yg tu jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. grr.. da subj len g. fuck la wey. xpa2. just study. its easy. just study. bkn susah mana pown. bukak buku, baca. wat ltihan. baca. buka. flip. baca. sng ja la wey. tink +. :)
- trpksa wt cm tu so to keep calm. if not sesak nfs. aih.. -
- with ur bollocks all over the place. ahahahahahahahahhaaha.. wtf is tht la man!
imgine me cheerleading? ngn pompoms. make it purple n pink. n the two ponytails. n maybe few strands of pink hair in it. then em2.. mini skirt. n bju em2 ala mcm cheerleaders la. hahahahhaha.. jumping here n there, move here n there, screamin ur name n giving u moral support. luf my fcking ass out ! if u nid support, n if im ok. just come n say aiman, cheer for me. n il give u my best shot of superb imgination. ahahahahahhah.. yeh cheer for u for gud luck, study, pmr. ahahahahha n imgine la my lil annoyin voice screamin my lungs out just to cheer for u but eventually ul become deaf. ahahahahah
- not surprising aint it? hehehe
hokkien or mandarin ? i knw mandarin bit more i guess than hokkien. tpi hokkien la byk org ckp an? rizal pun hokkien. y not i learn hokkien. :)
yeah b4 i leave ibrahim il try n make sure at least i can converse in chinese at least. a lil bit. huhu
- r u the chunnest among d chunnest ? another wtf? ahahahhahaha
sooooooooooooo.. since pmr is so near. n h1n1 suma. idk. i may not come to school d. hmmm..
ohh n yeah.. my sleeping time. n all.. its berterabur. teramt sgt. like seriously. if i tell yashni, shes seriously gona kill me. huhu.
m tryin to recall back some mandarin stuff that ive learned wen i was 9.
aha.. like i have superb memory. mnysl ah stop mandarin. tpi at least i stop, kalo x aku rasa aku ni pure cina pa.
u knw doomsday cult? gehenna? messiah? n byk lgi. idk. ahahahhahha.. il look up aft pmr. suma lps pmr. xdk ka sblm? aku tau. mkn. grrr
come on2, tel me itl b ok! lets go back, to a time.. dududu.. hehe
i just cant get enuff of adtr. esp homesick. spa bgi album tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu? hahahaha
smlm an, kt ttn an, sedey gak ar. aziz is kinda like al serious2, then em2 dia ckp st ja g kita nk ttn bersama. aihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. first ting i said was aziz, il miss u. like seriously. hmph. sobz! xpala. i lupa next year ada g. form 5 ada g. aziz! ngeee
m al messed up. bitwin mandarin, cantonese, hokkien. ughhh..
n kan. smlm an. kt ttn an. ahaahhahahahahhaha.. dang.. grr
sooooooooooooooo.. yest.. muhd rizal dok ajak sgt p psr mlm. he was like yeah u havent been out of the hse for quite a long time. i froze for a mo, n gave a thot on tht very statement. dang. wat he sed is true. wen was d lst time i kluar gate umah. ahahahahah.. well yeah la smlm ttn, bforeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tht. xdk. mg.....
n i was desperately hungry.. aku ngn muka xmalu. mkn saja. siap berebut nk amek mknn dri tgn rizal. ahahahahahah.. til he was like poor lil ting, shes so hungry. aha la man. aku mcm tah. hilg prtimbgn, jadi gila xstable gilaaaaaaaaa.. dh la sket perut dok lpq lagi he bole dok pokpek2 aku pun xtau pa. aiyo. tension2.
then kucinggggggggggggg.. muffin i realized. mg. haahhahaha.. hahahahahha. oke2. just even the sight of it mkes me luf flike hell. stocking.. mmg la she bsq smcm. so she was sittin on the rak kasut. serious sitting goddamn nicely n so stable. all of a sudden, i heard some noice. then i turned to look at her, she was tryin her best clinging with one hand on tht rak kasut. ahahahahahahahha.. it was sooooooo funnyyy.. ok i knw u cant visualize it. but man if ony it was caught on tape. aahahahhaha.. then pulak. another loud noice. i p tgk. mitch was bsyd my bike. but my bike terbalek. dont ask me how or wat he did. haahhahahah.
then pulak. ok so everyday i have to carry em. dukung la. so mula2 mmg akn carry stockin lu. then sudeny i saw muffin first so i carried her first. then whilst carryin her melambung2 her, she screamed.. then tgk2 stocking gigit ekoq dia. mind u iwas staanding up. so stocking lompt n tgkp her tail n gigit. ok xpa. so i was like aha ok la. then i caried muffin on my left side. thennnnnnnnnn.. stocking lari mai n she jumped on me. my baju my badan habeh. she was practically clinging on me with her claws on my rite side. i was like omg ! wtf ! is wrong with u! freaeked out for a mo. let muffin go n she ran n bit muffin. she evn chased her man. mg. muffin smpai tkot.
so then i p la dkt stocking dukung her pujuk2 her. if shes pissed u can hear her breathin heavily n like hmphhhhhhhhhhhh.. tke deep breathe n hmphhhhhhhhhhh.. like seriously.
but i stil love her. :)
ok la. m bord d. grrrr
adtr- heartless
n theres so many things i dont und. like manyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..
perhaps il figure it out aft pmr. dont ask me y but i tink the first ting i wana do aft pmr is hug n kiss my parents. yea ah. sinc ei dont do tht. so idk y. bu ti just got a feeling to do it.
adtr - ur way with words is through
haix. idkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk...
no wait breathe still calm down this is not wat this is about
put everytin asyd, if posib just shut urself of man. study. u can. :)
rage against the music!!!!
yeah.. music all the tym again. i cant help it.
- killing in the name of!
if i just had a rocket launcher !
oh yeah.. nuclear holocaust. huhu
i just dont get it.
like seriously.
i dont.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
im made of wax
Don't blink,
They won't even miss you at all
And don't think,
That i'll always be gone
You know i've got you,
like a puppet in the palm of my hand,
don't you let me down
So run like hell,
sleep with one eye open
You can forgive or forget
You will tell everyone the damage done
Too bad you can't stop me
You can't stop me now
I'll be there just to watch you fall
So don't push me,
I've got nothing to lose
Don't blink,
They won't even miss you at all
And don't think,
That i'll always be gone
You know i've got you
like a puppet in the palm of my hand,
don't you let me down
There I go again,
I mean its so damn hard
to come back from the mess that you've made
*something* I told you so
Your a snake and I confess
Just use your head
I'll be there just to watch you fall
So don't push me,
I've got nothing to lose
Don't blink,
They won't even miss you at all
And don't think,
That i'll always be gone
You know i've got you
like a puppet in the palm of my hand,
don't you let me down
COME ON
oooooooooOOOHHH
*ahem*
Everybody's out to get me
Any moment could be my last
This is it,
You can take it or leave it
Will you run? I will stand on my own two feet
JUST BREATHE
JUST BREAATHHE
Don't blink,
they won't even miss you at all
And don't think that i'll always be gone
You know i've got you
like a puppet in the palmo of my hand,
don't you let me down
They won't even miss you at all
And don't think,
That i'll always be gone
You know i've got you,
like a puppet in the palm of my hand,
don't you let me down
So run like hell,
sleep with one eye open
You can forgive or forget
You will tell everyone the damage done
Too bad you can't stop me
You can't stop me now
I'll be there just to watch you fall
So don't push me,
I've got nothing to lose
Don't blink,
They won't even miss you at all
And don't think,
That i'll always be gone
You know i've got you
like a puppet in the palm of my hand,
don't you let me down
There I go again,
I mean its so damn hard
to come back from the mess that you've made
*something* I told you so
Your a snake and I confess
Just use your head
I'll be there just to watch you fall
So don't push me,
I've got nothing to lose
Don't blink,
They won't even miss you at all
And don't think,
That i'll always be gone
You know i've got you
like a puppet in the palm of my hand,
don't you let me down
COME ON
oooooooooOOOHHH
*ahem*
Everybody's out to get me
Any moment could be my last
This is it,
You can take it or leave it
Will you run? I will stand on my own two feet
JUST BREATHE
JUST BREAATHHE
Don't blink,
they won't even miss you at all
And don't think that i'll always be gone
You know i've got you
like a puppet in the palmo of my hand,
don't you let me down
holding it down for the underground
Been through a lot this last year
Like everything I love is slipping away
And every time I come home
Somebody it isn't there
I got to get it together
I got to do things for myself
I've giving everything
Plus you take some from me
I need some room to breathe
Come on come on
You know this isn't what we planned on
Come on come on
Tell me will be ok
(will be ok)
Lets go back lets go back
To a time where I
Still felt I had a family
This isn't what I remember
Everyone is looking
Out for just themselves
And need be I'd be happy to leave
I see straight through
That smile straight through
That painted face
Don't think that I can't tell
Which one of you is against me
Come on come on
You know this isn't what we planned on
Come on come on
Tell me will be ok
(will be ok)
Lets go back lets go back
To a time where I
Still felt I had a family
I am the greatest thing that falls
I turn my back and look at the walls
Come on come on
You know this isn't what we planned on
Come on come on
Tell me will be ok
(will be ok)
Lets go back lets go back
To a time where I
Still felt I had a family
Been through a lot this last year
Like everything I love is slipping away
Like everything I love is slipping away
And every time I come home
Somebody it isn't there
I got to get it together
I got to do things for myself
I've giving everything
Plus you take some from me
I need some room to breathe
Come on come on
You know this isn't what we planned on
Come on come on
Tell me will be ok
(will be ok)
Lets go back lets go back
To a time where I
Still felt I had a family
This isn't what I remember
Everyone is looking
Out for just themselves
And need be I'd be happy to leave
I see straight through
That smile straight through
That painted face
Don't think that I can't tell
Which one of you is against me
Come on come on
You know this isn't what we planned on
Come on come on
Tell me will be ok
(will be ok)
Lets go back lets go back
To a time where I
Still felt I had a family
I am the greatest thing that falls
I turn my back and look at the walls
Come on come on
You know this isn't what we planned on
Come on come on
Tell me will be ok
(will be ok)
Lets go back lets go back
To a time where I
Still felt I had a family
Been through a lot this last year
Like everything I love is slipping away
Your lifes a lie
Somebody give a sign, that everything's going as planned.
And that everything floats away, into the darkness of this shallow place.
The detail is striking.
The room's cold and foggy.
You'll kick and you'll scream, you'll try everything to survive.
But you should know your fate by now.
They told me, how I should be.
Too late, Too late, you can't try to resolve the past right now.
But I swear I'll be the one, the one to remember what you've done... to me.
YOOOOU, you know you gotta' assert yourself with what you need for now.
It's not the time or place you're searching for.
All I can give is my worst self-intentions.
You're nothing to me, if I write what you see then your life's a lie.
There's no where left to hide.
Watch your back, you'll lose yourself.
THIS IS A BATTLEGROUND!
WHEN WILL THEY KNOW!
Your lifes a lie...
And that everything floats away, into the darkness of this shallow place.
The detail is striking.
The room's cold and foggy.
You'll kick and you'll scream, you'll try everything to survive.
But you should know your fate by now.
They told me, how I should be.
Too late, Too late, you can't try to resolve the past right now.
But I swear I'll be the one, the one to remember what you've done... to me.
YOOOOU, you know you gotta' assert yourself with what you need for now.
It's not the time or place you're searching for.
All I can give is my worst self-intentions.
You're nothing to me, if I write what you see then your life's a lie.
There's no where left to hide.
Watch your back, you'll lose yourself.
THIS IS A BATTLEGROUND!
WHEN WILL THEY KNOW!
Your lifes a lie...
another song about the weekend
They keep playing sad songs on the radio
And I feel like I'm so alone
On this 15 hour drive
And all awhile I tell my self to just believe
Cause nobody can give so much
And never get anything
(Never get anything)
Everyone I use to know
She said I know when I'll be calm
But I'm still the same
I know what you say
I still know where I came from
I fell asleep with the lights on
I can see your the first one in a long time.
That had some faith in me
(Have faith in me)
I tell my friends, it wont be long
Before it's time for me to come back home
It feels like I'm ready for anything
If you can wait for me.
In all the while I say to much of what I think
And I can't remember what it's like to find meaning in anything
For the life of me
Everyone I use to know
She said I know when I'll be calm
But I'm still the same
Not matter what you say
I still know where I came from
And all I ever wanted was so far from what I need
I'll write my songs so sing along I know time heals everything
I fell asleep with the lights on
I can see your the first one in a long time.
That had some faith in me
(Have faith in me)
I tell my friends, it wont be long
Before it's time for me to come back home
It feels like I'm ready for anything
If you can wait for me.
This is all I have!
This is all I have!
It's my life
This is all I have!
This is all I have!
I fell asleep with the lights on
I can see your the first one in a long time.
That had some faith in me
(Have faith in me)
I tell my friends, it wont be long
Before it's time for me to come back home
It feels like I'm ready for anything
If you can wait for me.
And I feel like I'm so alone
On this 15 hour drive
And all awhile I tell my self to just believe
Cause nobody can give so much
And never get anything
(Never get anything)
Everyone I use to know
She said I know when I'll be calm
But I'm still the same
I know what you say
I still know where I came from
I fell asleep with the lights on
I can see your the first one in a long time.
That had some faith in me
(Have faith in me)
I tell my friends, it wont be long
Before it's time for me to come back home
It feels like I'm ready for anything
If you can wait for me.
In all the while I say to much of what I think
And I can't remember what it's like to find meaning in anything
For the life of me
Everyone I use to know
She said I know when I'll be calm
But I'm still the same
Not matter what you say
I still know where I came from
And all I ever wanted was so far from what I need
I'll write my songs so sing along I know time heals everything
I fell asleep with the lights on
I can see your the first one in a long time.
That had some faith in me
(Have faith in me)
I tell my friends, it wont be long
Before it's time for me to come back home
It feels like I'm ready for anything
If you can wait for me.
This is all I have!
This is all I have!
It's my life
This is all I have!
This is all I have!
I fell asleep with the lights on
I can see your the first one in a long time.
That had some faith in me
(Have faith in me)
I tell my friends, it wont be long
Before it's time for me to come back home
It feels like I'm ready for anything
If you can wait for me.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Monday, August 24, 2009
karma
soooooooooooooo.. its 757pm.. m waitin for my dad to come home. dia xbalek g. huhu...
so............... act kan.. pmr kan... i have to stop saying tht we have time. we dong have tym!!!!!!!!!! but ppl... ppl2.. keep calm. calm down. coz if dont, ntgs gona work. so yeah. thts wat m dooin. sayin msh ada tym n calm down. - stupid ! -
haiyoo.. dang.. oxygen!! breathe !!!
so rizal bru ja balek. s usual, rumah ni jdi huru hara balek.
so pmr.. act rite now.. we kna wat ltihan ja. but for me aku bru nk buka buku telan info. aiyooo.. great. just great. smart. purrfect.. nvm la..
then kan.. my fcking phone batt.. dia cam... ley thn enam jam ja. wth did i do?! haram.. babi..
so lets tke tym to calm down n think bout this..
define how ur life is. is it that bad ? whats so bad ?
truth be told.. do u know tht we well no la this very especially goes to me.. we act xdk prob. yeah yes act suma org ada prob. but our prob is ntg compared to other ppl.
like....
lets say u ada prob, can u just imagine org yg xdk umah, xdk food, body parts.
i keep complaining bout how sideways i m n small n short. actually la kan i got two legs n two hands. just tht its just small. tpi still i have em completely. n i can write, walk, run, jump, eat, play gtr with it. still i can use it perfectly. if im short pun at least i do ada heights. i still have ketinggian n im not the kerdil dwarfs tho i knw m so small tpi still.. i should be greatful..
n food. dont complain yg ur fave dish xdk or bnda tu terlebey ka terkurang ka. imgine org yg xdk food. dpa xdk food man. apth lgi nk diorang nya fave food. lagi la xdk. kita lak smpai sideways man. aihh.. so man just mkn ja..
i keep complainin bout hw much i hate this house cmprad to pg. like i ckp i wish my room was bigger like pg n i have my own bathroom connected to my room. then i wish we have a much mre bigger compound n a bigger house. just imgine la dpa yg xdk umah. dok kat pondok ja. tu pun xprotected from weather from rain or sun..
and i know. i hate ibrahim. sooooooooooo muchhh.. but just imgine bdk yg nk p skola tpi xdpt p. n stgh tu sggup walk for milessssssssss just to go to school. n yet they put the biggest smile on their face in the morning n say im going to school!!! i fme la, do i even need to say it??????????? i feel like cryin man knwin tht kna p skola. aih.. n studies. bdk len nk sgt study , me?? burn the fcking books man. haix..
if we say we have probs, esp a person like me. dang. im such an arse. imgine la ppl poverty, war, no home. no ntg. yet they stil ljust dont complain n smile. me. mg. so yeah hpfuly i really chnge n b a beta person.aiman ni act pndai ckp ja. huhu.
so yeah we r all act no prob, very fortunate n lucky ppl in the world. we have all our needs, food, water, home, clothes. n yeah we do get our favs too. not all an tpi at least we do. :) thank god. :)
so idk wt m tryna say. hehe..
as usualll.....
so............... act kan.. pmr kan... i have to stop saying tht we have time. we dong have tym!!!!!!!!!! but ppl... ppl2.. keep calm. calm down. coz if dont, ntgs gona work. so yeah. thts wat m dooin. sayin msh ada tym n calm down. - stupid ! -
haiyoo.. dang.. oxygen!! breathe !!!
so rizal bru ja balek. s usual, rumah ni jdi huru hara balek.
so pmr.. act rite now.. we kna wat ltihan ja. but for me aku bru nk buka buku telan info. aiyooo.. great. just great. smart. purrfect.. nvm la..
then kan.. my fcking phone batt.. dia cam... ley thn enam jam ja. wth did i do?! haram.. babi..
so lets tke tym to calm down n think bout this..
define how ur life is. is it that bad ? whats so bad ?
truth be told.. do u know tht we well no la this very especially goes to me.. we act xdk prob. yeah yes act suma org ada prob. but our prob is ntg compared to other ppl.
like....
lets say u ada prob, can u just imagine org yg xdk umah, xdk food, body parts.
i keep complaining bout how sideways i m n small n short. actually la kan i got two legs n two hands. just tht its just small. tpi still i have em completely. n i can write, walk, run, jump, eat, play gtr with it. still i can use it perfectly. if im short pun at least i do ada heights. i still have ketinggian n im not the kerdil dwarfs tho i knw m so small tpi still.. i should be greatful..
n food. dont complain yg ur fave dish xdk or bnda tu terlebey ka terkurang ka. imgine org yg xdk food. dpa xdk food man. apth lgi nk diorang nya fave food. lagi la xdk. kita lak smpai sideways man. aihh.. so man just mkn ja..
i keep complainin bout hw much i hate this house cmprad to pg. like i ckp i wish my room was bigger like pg n i have my own bathroom connected to my room. then i wish we have a much mre bigger compound n a bigger house. just imgine la dpa yg xdk umah. dok kat pondok ja. tu pun xprotected from weather from rain or sun..
and i know. i hate ibrahim. sooooooooooo muchhh.. but just imgine bdk yg nk p skola tpi xdpt p. n stgh tu sggup walk for milessssssssss just to go to school. n yet they put the biggest smile on their face in the morning n say im going to school!!! i fme la, do i even need to say it??????????? i feel like cryin man knwin tht kna p skola. aih.. n studies. bdk len nk sgt study , me?? burn the fcking books man. haix..
if we say we have probs, esp a person like me. dang. im such an arse. imgine la ppl poverty, war, no home. no ntg. yet they stil ljust dont complain n smile. me. mg. so yeah hpfuly i really chnge n b a beta person.aiman ni act pndai ckp ja. huhu.
so yeah we r all act no prob, very fortunate n lucky ppl in the world. we have all our needs, food, water, home, clothes. n yeah we do get our favs too. not all an tpi at least we do. :) thank god. :)
so idk wt m tryna say. hehe..
as usualll.....
Saturday, August 22, 2009
moment
i feel guilty..
i feel stupid..
but then again i have to consider..
yeah.. i feel very guilty..
bersalah.. yg agak teruk..
like y m i doing this...
ive neva been taught to be that way..
at all..
by anyone..
or even myself..
i have to apologise..
coz i know..
its wrong..
haix..
what have i done again
i cant be selfish
and at the same time
i cant be cruel
balance
thats wat i need
i hope..
n yeah.. bebai kes.. the bebai comes knocking once in a wile.. but kan ada musim bebai. like once mmg like lama gila gak ah bebai. suma xkna. then now its here again. but guess what?! its worse than last time. if u say dulu my bebai is scary, now its worse. like at leaszt dulu i dont tend to smash everything tht i touch or in front of my face. i dont tend to scream at ppl. or talk harshly. now its omg. yeah considered pretty violent at times. like washing dishes, nk pecah pinggan tu pa.. dang.. i need help.. soon. or nnti kang suma bnda pecah..
i have to stop
i feel stupid..
but then again i have to consider..
yeah.. i feel very guilty..
bersalah.. yg agak teruk..
like y m i doing this...
ive neva been taught to be that way..
at all..
by anyone..
or even myself..
i have to apologise..
coz i know..
its wrong..
haix..
what have i done again
i cant be selfish
and at the same time
i cant be cruel
balance
thats wat i need
i hope..
n yeah.. bebai kes.. the bebai comes knocking once in a wile.. but kan ada musim bebai. like once mmg like lama gila gak ah bebai. suma xkna. then now its here again. but guess what?! its worse than last time. if u say dulu my bebai is scary, now its worse. like at leaszt dulu i dont tend to smash everything tht i touch or in front of my face. i dont tend to scream at ppl. or talk harshly. now its omg. yeah considered pretty violent at times. like washing dishes, nk pecah pinggan tu pa.. dang.. i need help.. soon. or nnti kang suma bnda pecah..
i have to stop
sickkkk
u knww... adtr... i just miss ... so much...
grrrr
idk y evry week i akn kna ngn mrlim. hahahah
sooooooo.. buka posa. i just swallowed apa yg ada. bihun sup. then steamed brocoly n god knows leafy2 things. theres like tauhu carrot taugeh celery. i just amek sumbat lam mulut. so d whole tym u look at me, my mouth n face mcm goldfish. but guess wat?!?!! i xrasa pa pun.. kalo bole nk sumbat lam mulut..
so i just swallowed choco.. grrr.. pray to god wont fall sick..
y choco?? ask me y?!!!!!!
so yeah.. pulun mode mmg x on.. but i can just pulun anytym i want.. since its not tht hard pun. :)
a day to remember.. ily adtr..
grrrr
idk y evry week i akn kna ngn mrlim. hahahah
sooooooo.. buka posa. i just swallowed apa yg ada. bihun sup. then steamed brocoly n god knows leafy2 things. theres like tauhu carrot taugeh celery. i just amek sumbat lam mulut. so d whole tym u look at me, my mouth n face mcm goldfish. but guess wat?!?!! i xrasa pa pun.. kalo bole nk sumbat lam mulut..
so i just swallowed choco.. grrr.. pray to god wont fall sick..
y choco?? ask me y?!!!!!!
so yeah.. pulun mode mmg x on.. but i can just pulun anytym i want.. since its not tht hard pun. :)
a day to remember.. ily adtr..
Friday, August 21, 2009
flip flap - the flower tingy tht flaps its leaves - solar energy
951 pm.. grr
ok la.. soooooooooooooo... trials bru abes.. yeah tht weekend tu bru i told my parents yg act ada trial next week. hahaha.. acti lupa nk gtw diorang. then sudeny realise dang its 3 days more n i din tel my parents. hoping them to know from papers or tv. turned out they got no idea. so i told umi first. n shes like ah bgoi next wik trials skang bru nk hbq. m like ahaaaaaaaa.. trials ja. so soon daddy got to know. n mums like yeah nnti dia trial. oh ari ni dia trial. n now she just finished her trial. shes teling tht to everyone i know. like on the phone oh shes havin her trials n ohh she just finished her trials. my goddddddddddddddd..
so how was trials.. yooooooo.. at least i did study. but fckingly crapped on sej n geo. grr.. pray to god. hopefully itl b fine. imgine la kertas pmr ilang, not bad2. so first was both bms. ok la. i did bout wat if u have a million dollars. well il actuallu help more on animals. idk y. ahahah.. n yeah spend la. huhu. then2 em sn ok la. wat ja. then bi i had fun. then sn again ok la. agama was ok. phewww.. so i think dua minggu b4 pmr bru i gila3 serious. coz u see.. a day b4 agama i bru start nk baca. so i finished f123 in a day. so at least gime 2 days so then i can read dua kali n god willing its ok. i guess la. tpi cm ok ja since ley jwb paper tu. so i tink i spend about well 5 or 6 hours of reading agama. coollll.. so ok la. thres still time. just studyyyyyy man. study. xsusah mana. n u wont die studying. thts for sure. ahahaha..
then2 sej i xtau la. pkt baca ja. then geo lagi la. xbc pa. ahahahhah.. flip ja. so grrr..
kh ok la.. sng gila ja bc kh. xla susah sgt. n bukanla byk bnda yg kna igt. so i tink my kh wud turn out ok la. huhu.. harap2 la. kh kan m so gud in it. doi
n the whole week the ony thing i was lisening to was the album homesick by adtr. like hell i cinta sama dia. ahahahha.. layan ah
esok puasa.. weeeeeeeeeeeeee... n yeah.. start cuti. n idk wther il b going on sund x. tgk majority. huhu.. so cuti ni the ony tink il do is well yea musiccccccccccccccccc... then2 em2nganga.. then2 em2. nganga. then2 em2 dl ja movie but mmg xkan tgk till cuti dua bulan. then em2. study la kan. then em2 il try not to online. pmr nya pasai. aihh.. nk kluar. g jalan2. nk p beach. nk p malls. - in my dreams la dey.. tpi if abes pmr pun cm la bole p............ arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
haiyo. i cant wait for next year wer ntg wud b said like for pmr nya sake. grrr
n yeah still of coz la im lisening to ismfof. hehe..
n dang la. my hair. its like so long n lagi la tebal gila till pengepit rmbut tu pun xle dah nk hold. grr. nk p potonggggggggggggggggggg
so see m blurr rite now. ahahhah.. all i know i suka tido.. n mkn tu weyyyyyyyyyy u knw. i was clean of icecream n choco for a week or so i gz. til tdi. agk desperate. so balek2 umah trus p telan icecream n chocos. grrrrrrrrrrr
so ok la. cnni. i igt yest ja. ahahha.. oh x. on wed i still p ttn. tho mum dook bsg gila ckp xyah p la suma. she bsg man. dang. i was like well i really needed it. i need to get out. i need to see aziz. i just need it. so no matter wat i just went. then balek awal. then bsg g. aiyoo..
so yest. thurs. abes la trials. thank god. well xrasa cm trials pun. wel i myself din want it tht way. kalo x sure tension lgi terok. wat rilek dah ah. n maybe thts one of the reason y i din tell my parents coz if i do itl b like so o m g . aih
so yeah la. the major headache. haix. aku xtau la nk kata pa. ahahahhah.. oh wells, its over da. so mcm tu la. :) but yeah tension gila ah.. n plus mls ah nk ckp. wat geram ja..
n actually.. suma org ada mslh la. i heard a gal screaming about wat hpnd n all at school whilst waitn for aunty to come. then byk g. but grr.. of coz its just ughhh..
dah la.. sikit2 suda..
then malam tu pulak. cukup la satu my mum wat hal lagi. her bp was fckingly high. then muntah2 cnt breathe suma tu la kan. aiyoooooooooooo.. tension ah lagi. rizal pun dok geram. aku lagi la. kna lari sana sini. nek atas turun bwh. mangsa tragedi. aiyo. dok kt osp kan senang. haix. hrp2 bln posa kali ni she ok unlike last yer yang mmg terok. eeeeeee! pray for the best. then aiyo. dhla nk dkt pmr. cnni g. adoi. adoiiiiiiiiii.. just hold on. aft pmr xtau nk kt pa. then aft dat pulak. wey thank god im not sick rn. if i m, aiyo double sobs. ive neva been tht way over sth like tht b4.. tu pun xjdi. ahahahha.. xnk ckp ah bout this. bad memories. huhu.. put it asyd. n dont bother knowing bout wat m saying.. ahahahah
so yeah yest, mums like do u have any plans tomrw? m like nooooooo.. aha nnti kita p jln2.. pg la tpi bkn dkt island. i tau la its sunway carnival. but turned out s usual la kan.. x pppppppppppp.. well i refuse to go pun. jst in case my mum wat drama. i just at times refuse to go with her since she can just wat drama anytme. very unreliable. aihh.. ni au g.. xtau la............... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
so arini p tesco ja. yeah ppl xpkai mask lagi. no wnder byk malaysians die n byk infected. u see malaysians. aiyo. do i even have to say it. just look around n see it. or u mmg dh nmpk. or if u xnmpk cuba la nmpk. it sux. its just so menykitkan ati. sedey ah.. haix. nak wat cna. dh rkyt malaysia. yeah pls at least b patriotic. ahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. like i care..
then yeah balek. pc jap. then tido la again. then bgn cats again. u knw. act. suma kucing comey. hahahahah. i tgk my cats n m like y r they comey smcm. well jus tlike babies. u cant say theyre ugly. theyre neva ugly n nva not cute. mind u i dislike kids but dont tell me i cant say tht kid is cute ?? :P !
then2 lipat bju. then2 i sat at the lving room bwh. sejak pindah sini. u can count how many times i pna duduk lepak at the living room . ahhahahha.. i knw its my hse tpi nk wat cna. ahahahah. so ada la belambak buku dlm almari. mostly plants, cats, cook books. then i took out one. delicious diabetic desserts. ahahahhaha.. wey serious tgk pun sdp. then sudeny i had a sudden urge of well cooking or at leas mkg sth. ahahahhaha.. aiman dh x ok. nk wat cna. hahahah.. so i was like maaaaaaaaaaa, cuti ni i wana do this. n shes like ok ah wat. so i tink il try. kotttttttt.. wey m so not gona do it la. ahahahhah
but yeah aft pmr. aft pmr lagiiiiiiiiiiii.. ok aft pmr. lets see nk wat pa. yeah cook. blaja la seniri. well with the help of mum. but i like my own style yg i pna blaja frm mak cik n not hers. its like ours totally diff. she suka grg sayur ltk cili la then cm the mamak style. i just prefer plain bwg putih, bwg merah n oyster sauce. kan dah abes. n sng. n at least its ok la. aahahahha. well so it seems il jsut cook under her supervision. tgk muvis la. em learn new songs in gtr n organ. swiming !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cycleeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! em2 yeah of coz clean my fcking room. throw all the junks away. do sth bout the books. n oh yea start thinking bout form 4. aihh.. kita akn diseparatekan. m so not use to this. aihhh.. y cant all of us frm 3a3 just go to 4sn3. crap la man! then yeah la aft tht study form 4. perhaps rearrange the stuffs in my room. do sth new. draw. graffiti. dang i cant do graffiti anymre. i mean xjdi gila. i cant even write yg bnda bodo2 tu. well ada la i did write sth time exam aritu. haahhaha.. it was as usual bodo5..
n not like last tym tho.. grr.. well itu saja looo.. oh yeah wers the going out n hanging out with pals at the mall or so.. ahahahahha.. very funnnnyyyy...
i have to loose weight............... aih..
things tht rhyme with orange..
sooooooooooo.. i tink il wait till sahur, till parents get up then mkn then tido til god knows wat time. hpefuly pitee goes. n u knw wat. i miss hafiz. ahahahaha.. i wonder how is he. n hes hair.
so in the mean time well manage my room. like seriously. aiyoooooooooooooo...
n did i mention. wel ya i did. m so robins secretary. aiyooo.. n he dok tnya this leaflet. well frm mbf ah. bout nokia phnes. n series. mmg chun siap ngn wifi suma. mmg ah bes. with touchscreen suma. tpi dia nokia. so i was like nokia la. tpi xpala if nk bli pun xpa. ahahahahahha.. still se is the best. dk y.. i prefer all sony stuff. so he said.. i may buy u sth depending on ur performance. secretary la n i tink trials pun kot n pmr la of coz. aiyooo..
pass trials perhaps.. grr
dang sudeny i miss gettin teddies. ahahahahaha.. gila pa. bday ang dh lepas. lm gila lak tu...
n yeah.. paul rudddddd.. aiyooo.. melts..
so schools of. still pmr is not. so studyin is so not. so coool ..
so kitty is signing of. n kitty misses hamsty. tho its only friday. kitty hopes hamsty is doing fine there.
n i hope everyones fine too. study ppl study.. faints..
grrrrrrrrrrr...
this town wud be the downfall of us alll !
ok la.. soooooooooooooo... trials bru abes.. yeah tht weekend tu bru i told my parents yg act ada trial next week. hahaha.. acti lupa nk gtw diorang. then sudeny realise dang its 3 days more n i din tel my parents. hoping them to know from papers or tv. turned out they got no idea. so i told umi first. n shes like ah bgoi next wik trials skang bru nk hbq. m like ahaaaaaaaa.. trials ja. so soon daddy got to know. n mums like yeah nnti dia trial. oh ari ni dia trial. n now she just finished her trial. shes teling tht to everyone i know. like on the phone oh shes havin her trials n ohh she just finished her trials. my goddddddddddddddd..
so how was trials.. yooooooo.. at least i did study. but fckingly crapped on sej n geo. grr.. pray to god. hopefully itl b fine. imgine la kertas pmr ilang, not bad2. so first was both bms. ok la. i did bout wat if u have a million dollars. well il actuallu help more on animals. idk y. ahahah.. n yeah spend la. huhu. then2 em sn ok la. wat ja. then bi i had fun. then sn again ok la. agama was ok. phewww.. so i think dua minggu b4 pmr bru i gila3 serious. coz u see.. a day b4 agama i bru start nk baca. so i finished f123 in a day. so at least gime 2 days so then i can read dua kali n god willing its ok. i guess la. tpi cm ok ja since ley jwb paper tu. so i tink i spend about well 5 or 6 hours of reading agama. coollll.. so ok la. thres still time. just studyyyyyy man. study. xsusah mana. n u wont die studying. thts for sure. ahahaha..
then2 sej i xtau la. pkt baca ja. then geo lagi la. xbc pa. ahahahhah.. flip ja. so grrr..
kh ok la.. sng gila ja bc kh. xla susah sgt. n bukanla byk bnda yg kna igt. so i tink my kh wud turn out ok la. huhu.. harap2 la. kh kan m so gud in it. doi
n the whole week the ony thing i was lisening to was the album homesick by adtr. like hell i cinta sama dia. ahahahha.. layan ah
esok puasa.. weeeeeeeeeeeeee... n yeah.. start cuti. n idk wther il b going on sund x. tgk majority. huhu.. so cuti ni the ony tink il do is well yea musiccccccccccccccccc... then2 em2nganga.. then2 em2. nganga. then2 em2 dl ja movie but mmg xkan tgk till cuti dua bulan. then em2. study la kan. then em2 il try not to online. pmr nya pasai. aihh.. nk kluar. g jalan2. nk p beach. nk p malls. - in my dreams la dey.. tpi if abes pmr pun cm la bole p............ arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
haiyo. i cant wait for next year wer ntg wud b said like for pmr nya sake. grrr
n yeah still of coz la im lisening to ismfof. hehe..
n dang la. my hair. its like so long n lagi la tebal gila till pengepit rmbut tu pun xle dah nk hold. grr. nk p potonggggggggggggggggggg
so see m blurr rite now. ahahhah.. all i know i suka tido.. n mkn tu weyyyyyyyyyy u knw. i was clean of icecream n choco for a week or so i gz. til tdi. agk desperate. so balek2 umah trus p telan icecream n chocos. grrrrrrrrrrr
so ok la. cnni. i igt yest ja. ahahha.. oh x. on wed i still p ttn. tho mum dook bsg gila ckp xyah p la suma. she bsg man. dang. i was like well i really needed it. i need to get out. i need to see aziz. i just need it. so no matter wat i just went. then balek awal. then bsg g. aiyoo..
so yest. thurs. abes la trials. thank god. well xrasa cm trials pun. wel i myself din want it tht way. kalo x sure tension lgi terok. wat rilek dah ah. n maybe thts one of the reason y i din tell my parents coz if i do itl b like so o m g . aih
so yeah la. the major headache. haix. aku xtau la nk kata pa. ahahahhah.. oh wells, its over da. so mcm tu la. :) but yeah tension gila ah.. n plus mls ah nk ckp. wat geram ja..
n actually.. suma org ada mslh la. i heard a gal screaming about wat hpnd n all at school whilst waitn for aunty to come. then byk g. but grr.. of coz its just ughhh..
dah la.. sikit2 suda..
then malam tu pulak. cukup la satu my mum wat hal lagi. her bp was fckingly high. then muntah2 cnt breathe suma tu la kan. aiyoooooooooooo.. tension ah lagi. rizal pun dok geram. aku lagi la. kna lari sana sini. nek atas turun bwh. mangsa tragedi. aiyo. dok kt osp kan senang. haix. hrp2 bln posa kali ni she ok unlike last yer yang mmg terok. eeeeeee! pray for the best. then aiyo. dhla nk dkt pmr. cnni g. adoi. adoiiiiiiiiii.. just hold on. aft pmr xtau nk kt pa. then aft dat pulak. wey thank god im not sick rn. if i m, aiyo double sobs. ive neva been tht way over sth like tht b4.. tu pun xjdi. ahahahha.. xnk ckp ah bout this. bad memories. huhu.. put it asyd. n dont bother knowing bout wat m saying.. ahahahah
so yeah yest, mums like do u have any plans tomrw? m like nooooooo.. aha nnti kita p jln2.. pg la tpi bkn dkt island. i tau la its sunway carnival. but turned out s usual la kan.. x pppppppppppp.. well i refuse to go pun. jst in case my mum wat drama. i just at times refuse to go with her since she can just wat drama anytme. very unreliable. aihh.. ni au g.. xtau la............... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
so arini p tesco ja. yeah ppl xpkai mask lagi. no wnder byk malaysians die n byk infected. u see malaysians. aiyo. do i even have to say it. just look around n see it. or u mmg dh nmpk. or if u xnmpk cuba la nmpk. it sux. its just so menykitkan ati. sedey ah.. haix. nak wat cna. dh rkyt malaysia. yeah pls at least b patriotic. ahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. like i care..
then yeah balek. pc jap. then tido la again. then bgn cats again. u knw. act. suma kucing comey. hahahahah. i tgk my cats n m like y r they comey smcm. well jus tlike babies. u cant say theyre ugly. theyre neva ugly n nva not cute. mind u i dislike kids but dont tell me i cant say tht kid is cute ?? :P !
then2 lipat bju. then2 i sat at the lving room bwh. sejak pindah sini. u can count how many times i pna duduk lepak at the living room . ahhahahha.. i knw its my hse tpi nk wat cna. ahahahah. so ada la belambak buku dlm almari. mostly plants, cats, cook books. then i took out one. delicious diabetic desserts. ahahahhaha.. wey serious tgk pun sdp. then sudeny i had a sudden urge of well cooking or at leas mkg sth. ahahahhaha.. aiman dh x ok. nk wat cna. hahahah.. so i was like maaaaaaaaaaa, cuti ni i wana do this. n shes like ok ah wat. so i tink il try. kotttttttt.. wey m so not gona do it la. ahahahhah
but yeah aft pmr. aft pmr lagiiiiiiiiiiii.. ok aft pmr. lets see nk wat pa. yeah cook. blaja la seniri. well with the help of mum. but i like my own style yg i pna blaja frm mak cik n not hers. its like ours totally diff. she suka grg sayur ltk cili la then cm the mamak style. i just prefer plain bwg putih, bwg merah n oyster sauce. kan dah abes. n sng. n at least its ok la. aahahahha. well so it seems il jsut cook under her supervision. tgk muvis la. em learn new songs in gtr n organ. swiming !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cycleeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! em2 yeah of coz clean my fcking room. throw all the junks away. do sth bout the books. n oh yea start thinking bout form 4. aihh.. kita akn diseparatekan. m so not use to this. aihhh.. y cant all of us frm 3a3 just go to 4sn3. crap la man! then yeah la aft tht study form 4. perhaps rearrange the stuffs in my room. do sth new. draw. graffiti. dang i cant do graffiti anymre. i mean xjdi gila. i cant even write yg bnda bodo2 tu. well ada la i did write sth time exam aritu. haahhaha.. it was as usual bodo5..
n not like last tym tho.. grr.. well itu saja looo.. oh yeah wers the going out n hanging out with pals at the mall or so.. ahahahahha.. very funnnnyyyy...
i have to loose weight............... aih..
things tht rhyme with orange..
sooooooooooo.. i tink il wait till sahur, till parents get up then mkn then tido til god knows wat time. hpefuly pitee goes. n u knw wat. i miss hafiz. ahahahaha.. i wonder how is he. n hes hair.
so in the mean time well manage my room. like seriously. aiyoooooooooooooo...
n did i mention. wel ya i did. m so robins secretary. aiyooo.. n he dok tnya this leaflet. well frm mbf ah. bout nokia phnes. n series. mmg chun siap ngn wifi suma. mmg ah bes. with touchscreen suma. tpi dia nokia. so i was like nokia la. tpi xpala if nk bli pun xpa. ahahahahahha.. still se is the best. dk y.. i prefer all sony stuff. so he said.. i may buy u sth depending on ur performance. secretary la n i tink trials pun kot n pmr la of coz. aiyooo..
pass trials perhaps.. grr
dang sudeny i miss gettin teddies. ahahahahaha.. gila pa. bday ang dh lepas. lm gila lak tu...
n yeah.. paul rudddddd.. aiyooo.. melts..
so schools of. still pmr is not. so studyin is so not. so coool ..
so kitty is signing of. n kitty misses hamsty. tho its only friday. kitty hopes hamsty is doing fine there.
n i hope everyones fine too. study ppl study.. faints..
grrrrrrrrrrr...
this town wud be the downfall of us alll !
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
look straight at my face n tell me what do u see ?
im swallowing fruits again.. like hell.. may vomit soon..
im gasping for air.. app.. ask me y.. but i wudnt tell u the reason..
theres 8 ferrero rocher on the kitchen tble.. i was just looking at it. i dont wana get ssick tho..
but fuck.. i need it so goddamn badly..
n i need this person.. all of a sudden.. perfgh !
so whilst sleeping..
who called me?
- ezza
- spotlited jerk
- mum
- robin
- mum again..
can i ever sleep in peace !
at least for once...
and can i ever have a goddarn prob free week at least for once in this whole fcking year ?!
fuck pmr
fuck everything
the end.
im gasping for air.. app.. ask me y.. but i wudnt tell u the reason..
theres 8 ferrero rocher on the kitchen tble.. i was just looking at it. i dont wana get ssick tho..
but fuck.. i need it so goddamn badly..
n i need this person.. all of a sudden.. perfgh !
so whilst sleeping..
who called me?
- ezza
- spotlited jerk
- mum
- robin
- mum again..
can i ever sleep in peace !
at least for once...
and can i ever have a goddarn prob free week at least for once in this whole fcking year ?!
fuck pmr
fuck everything
the end.
every little things gotta be just right
Little Mona Lisa laying by my side
"Crimson and Clover" pullin' overtime
Seem too close to be losin' touch
By givin' in, what am I givin' up
Am I losin' way too much
Hey
California waiting
Every little thing's gotta be just right
Say
While you're tryin' to save me
Can't I get back my lonely life
I'm goin' so fast that I can't slow down
It's hard to get up when you're spinnin' round and round
I'd tell you the news but nothin's changed
I'd sing you a song but they blew it away
All wrapped up in this stupid ass game
Hey
California waiting
Every little thing's gotta be just right
Say
While you're tryin' to save me
Can't I get back my lonely life
Can't I get back my lonely life
"Crimson and Clover" pullin' overtime
Seem too close to be losin' touch
By givin' in, what am I givin' up
Am I losin' way too much
Hey
California waiting
Every little thing's gotta be just right
Say
While you're tryin' to save me
Can't I get back my lonely life
I'm goin' so fast that I can't slow down
It's hard to get up when you're spinnin' round and round
I'd tell you the news but nothin's changed
I'd sing you a song but they blew it away
All wrapped up in this stupid ass game
Hey
California waiting
Every little thing's gotta be just right
Say
While you're tryin' to save me
Can't I get back my lonely life
Can't I get back my lonely life
nj legion iced tea
Get up, get out,
This is your wake up call,
We run this town and you can fight us all,
We keep on coming back for more,
And don't think you can hold us down,
We'll tear this building down,
Try to be careful what you say
Give it up, your tact is astounding,
Find your place and leave us with some peace of mind ! ,
You do this every time
So here's to another better year,
We've crossed that thin line,
Don't try to hold us here,
If for just this once you'd think of us,
I hope you're happy with yourself,
Get up, get out,
Who's gonna break our fall,
When we don't back down, they're gonna seem so small,
We keep em running for the door,
Just when things will come back around,
It's too late for them, they're heading straight for a meltdown,
I'm not a part of your cliché,
Give it up, your tact is astounding,
Find your place and leave us with some peace of mind,
You do this every time
So here's to another better year,
We've crossed that thin line,
Don't try to hold us here,
And if for just this once you'd think of us,
I hope you're happy with yourself,
Just think about, just think about everything,
Be careful now, be careful what you say,
Run Away
This is the life we show, this is the life I lead,
They can never take this from me
So here's to another better year,
We've crossed that thin light don't try to hold us here,
And for just this once you'd think of us,
I hope you're happy with yourself,
So here's to another better year,
I hope you're happy with yourself.
This is your wake up call,
We run this town and you can fight us all,
We keep on coming back for more,
And don't think you can hold us down,
We'll tear this building down,
Try to be careful what you say
Give it up, your tact is astounding,
Find your place and leave us with some peace of mind ! ,
You do this every time
So here's to another better year,
We've crossed that thin line,
Don't try to hold us here,
If for just this once you'd think of us,
I hope you're happy with yourself,
Get up, get out,
Who's gonna break our fall,
When we don't back down, they're gonna seem so small,
We keep em running for the door,
Just when things will come back around,
It's too late for them, they're heading straight for a meltdown,
I'm not a part of your cliché,
Give it up, your tact is astounding,
Find your place and leave us with some peace of mind,
You do this every time
So here's to another better year,
We've crossed that thin line,
Don't try to hold us here,
And if for just this once you'd think of us,
I hope you're happy with yourself,
Just think about, just think about everything,
Be careful now, be careful what you say,
Run Away
This is the life we show, this is the life I lead,
They can never take this from me
So here's to another better year,
We've crossed that thin light don't try to hold us here,
And for just this once you'd think of us,
I hope you're happy with yourself,
So here's to another better year,
I hope you're happy with yourself.
over my head - adtr
I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
To say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and it's effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
Everyone knows
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
I'm in over my head
I'm over my head
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
To say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and it's effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
Everyone knows
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
I'm in over my head
I'm over my head
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
homesick
Everything around me seems much different from where I'm from
And at this rate I think that my faith has been sealed,
This life's so unpredictable.
Well go cause if you live a life that no one knows where she's gonna go
Right here right now, this ends, gonna give it up in the end
And I won't say one single thing till we get this right
I'm moving on
I'm moving on
Hey mom I wrote you some soft songs, and tell dad I'm just fine
We have to choose we made our moves, now we gotta go, gooooo
Everything about me seems much different when I was young
I couldn't wait to take my place 5 years to pass
So why, I've never felt so alone in my whole life, times not on my side
Right here right now, this ends, gonna give it up in the end
And I won't say one single thing till we get this right
I'm moving on
I'm moving on
Hey mom I wrote you some soft songs, and tell dad I'm just fine
We have to choose we made our moves, now we gotta go, gooooo
And why's this make me so nervous
Why does everything go so wrong
Why's this make me so nervous
Why does everything go wrong
I'm holding onto a fairytale
We're moving forward but we're not there yet
I'm holding onto a fairytale
We're moving forward, we're moving forward
I'm holding onto a fairytale
We're moving forward but we're not there yet
I'm holding onto a fairytale
We're moving forward, we're moving forward
Hey mom I wrote you some soft songs, and tell dad I'm just fine
We have to choose we made our moves, now we gotta go, gooooo
Why's this make me so nervous
You make me so, you make me so
Why does everything go wrong
Why's this make me so nervous
You make me so, you make me so
Why does everything go wrong
And at this rate I think that my faith has been sealed,
This life's so unpredictable.
Well go cause if you live a life that no one knows where she's gonna go
Right here right now, this ends, gonna give it up in the end
And I won't say one single thing till we get this right
I'm moving on
I'm moving on
Hey mom I wrote you some soft songs, and tell dad I'm just fine
We have to choose we made our moves, now we gotta go, gooooo
Everything about me seems much different when I was young
I couldn't wait to take my place 5 years to pass
So why, I've never felt so alone in my whole life, times not on my side
Right here right now, this ends, gonna give it up in the end
And I won't say one single thing till we get this right
I'm moving on
I'm moving on
Hey mom I wrote you some soft songs, and tell dad I'm just fine
We have to choose we made our moves, now we gotta go, gooooo
And why's this make me so nervous
Why does everything go so wrong
Why's this make me so nervous
Why does everything go wrong
I'm holding onto a fairytale
We're moving forward but we're not there yet
I'm holding onto a fairytale
We're moving forward, we're moving forward
I'm holding onto a fairytale
We're moving forward but we're not there yet
I'm holding onto a fairytale
We're moving forward, we're moving forward
Hey mom I wrote you some soft songs, and tell dad I'm just fine
We have to choose we made our moves, now we gotta go, gooooo
Why's this make me so nervous
You make me so, you make me so
Why does everything go wrong
Why's this make me so nervous
You make me so, you make me so
Why does everything go wrong
Sunday, August 16, 2009
what a world
Have faith in me
cause there are things that i've seen i don't believe
so cling to what you know and never let go
you should know things aren't always what they seem
i said i'd never let you go, and i never did
i said i'd never let you fall and i always meant it
if you didn't have this chance then i never did
you'll always find me right there, again
i've gone crazy
cause there are things in the streets i don't believe
so we'll pretend it's alright and stay in for the night
what a world
i'll keep you safe here with me
i said i'd never let you go, and i never did
i said i'd never let you fall and i always meant it
if you didn't have this chance then i never did
you'll always find me right there, again
i said i'd never let you go, and i never did
i said i'd never let you fall and i always meant it
if you didn't have this chance then i never did
you'll always find me right there, again
they've got me on the outside, looking in
but i can't see at all
with the weight of the world on my shoulders,
they just wanna see me fall
they've got me on the outside, looking in
but i can't see at all
with the weight of the world on my shoulders,
they just wanna see me fall
have faith in me
i said i'd never let you go, and i never did
i said i'd never let you fall and i always meant it
if you didn't have this chance then i never did
you'll always find me right there, again
i said i'd never let you go, and i never did
i said i'd never let you fall and i always meant it
if you didn't have this chance then i never did
you'll always find me right there, again
i said i'd never let you go, and i never did
i said i'd never let you go, and i never did
i said i'd never let you go, and i never did
i said i'd never let you go, and i never did
cause there are things that i've seen i don't believe
so cling to what you know and never let go
you should know things aren't always what they seem
i said i'd never let you go, and i never did
i said i'd never let you fall and i always meant it
if you didn't have this chance then i never did
you'll always find me right there, again
i've gone crazy
cause there are things in the streets i don't believe
so we'll pretend it's alright and stay in for the night
what a world
i'll keep you safe here with me
i said i'd never let you go, and i never did
i said i'd never let you fall and i always meant it
if you didn't have this chance then i never did
you'll always find me right there, again
i said i'd never let you go, and i never did
i said i'd never let you fall and i always meant it
if you didn't have this chance then i never did
you'll always find me right there, again
they've got me on the outside, looking in
but i can't see at all
with the weight of the world on my shoulders,
they just wanna see me fall
they've got me on the outside, looking in
but i can't see at all
with the weight of the world on my shoulders,
they just wanna see me fall
have faith in me
i said i'd never let you go, and i never did
i said i'd never let you fall and i always meant it
if you didn't have this chance then i never did
you'll always find me right there, again
i said i'd never let you go, and i never did
i said i'd never let you fall and i always meant it
if you didn't have this chance then i never did
you'll always find me right there, again
i said i'd never let you go, and i never did
i said i'd never let you go, and i never did
i said i'd never let you go, and i never did
i said i'd never let you go, and i never did
You won't make it out alive
Wake up
Oh how the times have changed
Your not the person I knew back then
Lets get this straight
This is a calling where fist are flying
You lack of inspiration
We're not the same
I'll do whatever it takes
To get it through to you
When you come here today
We're not the same ?
It's like speaking gets tough
To all of you now
Will we ever get what we deserve
How long till the tables turn
Will we ever get what we deserve
I've created a monster
It's a side of me that
No one should see
So quit stalling
Cuz your backs keep walking away
Your likeness to destruction
Where not the same
I just won't sit back and
Let you take this from me
Where not the same
When I have giving everything
It's like speaking gets tough
To all of you now
Will we ever get what we deserve
How long till the tables turn
Will we ever get what we deserve
Disrespect your surrounding
You won't make it out alive
It's like speaking gets tough
To all of you now
Will we ever get what we deserve
How long till the tables turn
Will we ever get what we deserve
Oh how the times have changed
Your not the person I knew back then
Lets get this straight
This is a calling where fist are flying
You lack of inspiration
We're not the same
I'll do whatever it takes
To get it through to you
When you come here today
We're not the same ?
It's like speaking gets tough
To all of you now
Will we ever get what we deserve
How long till the tables turn
Will we ever get what we deserve
I've created a monster
It's a side of me that
No one should see
So quit stalling
Cuz your backs keep walking away
Your likeness to destruction
Where not the same
I just won't sit back and
Let you take this from me
Where not the same
When I have giving everything
It's like speaking gets tough
To all of you now
Will we ever get what we deserve
How long till the tables turn
Will we ever get what we deserve
Disrespect your surrounding
You won't make it out alive
It's like speaking gets tough
To all of you now
Will we ever get what we deserve
How long till the tables turn
Will we ever get what we deserve
I could never stop, my life's turned upside down
It's not easy making a name for yourself
Where do you draw the line?
I never thought I'd be in this far
Let's have fun some and never change that for anyone
Try not to miss me when I'm gone
Oooh
I sold my soul to the open road
I'll live my life alone
You won't find me in the same spot believe me
I could never stop, my life's turned upside down
Meet me out past the train tracks I'm leavin' and not coming back
You're right and I was wrong
This town will be the downfall of us all.
I'm gonna need you to try to follow along.
I did the best that I could to try to write you songs.
Now go tell them we sold out, like we're the ones who changed.
I write what I feel, I say what I mean
You can't buy sincerity
I sold my soul to the open road
You won't find me in the same spot believe me
I could never stop, my life's turned upside down
Meet me out past the train tracks I'm leavin' and not coming back
You're right and I was wrong
This town will be the downfall of us all.
Don't forget yourselves we made up our minds
We signed 3, 4, 5 on that dotted line
You won't find me in the same spot believe me
I could never stop, my life's turned upside down
Meet me out past the train tracks I'm leavin' and not coming back
You're right and I was wrong
You won't find me in the same spot believe me
I could never stop, my life's turned upside down
Meet me out past the train tracks I'm leavin' and not coming back
You're right and I was wrong
This town will be the downfall of us all, this town will be the downfall of us all.
DOWNFALL OF US ALL
Where do you draw the line?
I never thought I'd be in this far
Let's have fun some and never change that for anyone
Try not to miss me when I'm gone
Oooh
I sold my soul to the open road
I'll live my life alone
You won't find me in the same spot believe me
I could never stop, my life's turned upside down
Meet me out past the train tracks I'm leavin' and not coming back
You're right and I was wrong
This town will be the downfall of us all.
I'm gonna need you to try to follow along.
I did the best that I could to try to write you songs.
Now go tell them we sold out, like we're the ones who changed.
I write what I feel, I say what I mean
You can't buy sincerity
I sold my soul to the open road
You won't find me in the same spot believe me
I could never stop, my life's turned upside down
Meet me out past the train tracks I'm leavin' and not coming back
You're right and I was wrong
This town will be the downfall of us all.
Don't forget yourselves we made up our minds
We signed 3, 4, 5 on that dotted line
You won't find me in the same spot believe me
I could never stop, my life's turned upside down
Meet me out past the train tracks I'm leavin' and not coming back
You're right and I was wrong
You won't find me in the same spot believe me
I could never stop, my life's turned upside down
Meet me out past the train tracks I'm leavin' and not coming back
You're right and I was wrong
This town will be the downfall of us all, this town will be the downfall of us all.
DOWNFALL OF US ALL
Saturday, August 15, 2009
choocoolattee
wey, aku ketagih chocolate sgt2.. or at least sth really sweetttt...
or at least, let it be ice cream or cakes.
preferably from secret recipe.
ketagih teramat sgt..
nak mkn choco but i know, in two days time im gona b sick again.
grr..
huhu..
sobs..
:((
so m ending up with terlalu byk green apples n pears..
choco.. oh choco.. y oh why..
i need it..
- therapy -
or at least, let it be ice cream or cakes.
preferably from secret recipe.
ketagih teramat sgt..
nak mkn choco but i know, in two days time im gona b sick again.
grr..
huhu..
sobs..
:((
so m ending up with terlalu byk green apples n pears..
choco.. oh choco.. y oh why..
i need it..
- therapy -
therapy - idk.. but i miss someone.. hmph..
My ship went down in a sea of sound
When I woke up alone I had everything
A handful of moments I wished I could change
And a tongue like a nightmare that cut like a blade
In a city of fools I was careful and cool
But they tore me apart like a hurricane.
A handful of moments
I wish I could change but I was carried away
Give me therapy
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything
Therapy, you were never a friend to me
And you can keep all your misery.
My lungs gave out
As i faced the crowd
I think that keeping this up could be dangerous
I'm flesh and bone
I'm a rolling stone
and the experts say I'm delirious
Arrogant boy, love yourself so no one has to
They're better off without you
(They're better off without you)
Arrogant boy, cause a scene like you're supposed to
They'll fall asleep without you
You're lucky if your memory remains
Give me Therapy
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything
Therapy, you were never a friend to me
And you can choke on your misery.
u know.. joe black.. haix..
When I woke up alone I had everything
A handful of moments I wished I could change
And a tongue like a nightmare that cut like a blade
In a city of fools I was careful and cool
But they tore me apart like a hurricane.
A handful of moments
I wish I could change but I was carried away
Give me therapy
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything
Therapy, you were never a friend to me
And you can keep all your misery.
My lungs gave out
As i faced the crowd
I think that keeping this up could be dangerous
I'm flesh and bone
I'm a rolling stone
and the experts say I'm delirious
Arrogant boy, love yourself so no one has to
They're better off without you
(They're better off without you)
Arrogant boy, cause a scene like you're supposed to
They'll fall asleep without you
You're lucky if your memory remains
Give me Therapy
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything
Therapy, you were never a friend to me
And you can choke on your misery.
u know.. joe black.. haix..
break your little heart
Wide awake, my mistake
So predictable
You were fake, I was great
Nothing personal
I'm walking
Who's laughing now?
(Who's laughing, who's laughing now?)
I'm wasted, wasting time
You talk for hours
But you're wasting lines
A pretty face but the chase
Ain't worth the prize
I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two
I'm gonna break your little heart in two
Party queen, cause a scene
So ridiculous
Little dress, maybe less
So conspicuous
You're falling
Who's crashing now?
(Who's crashing, who's crashing now?)
I'm wasted, wasting time
I'm moving on
But you're left behind
A pretty face but the chase
Ain't worth the prize
I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
I'm gonna break your little heart
Show you to the door
Sew yourself shut
Now you're begging for more
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two
Don't be so sentimental, no
This is love is accidental, so
Give it up
This was never meant to be
More than a memory for you
I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
(When I break your little heart in two)
I'm gonna break your little heart
Show you to the door
Sew yourself shut
Now you're begging for more
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two
So predictable
You were fake, I was great
Nothing personal
I'm walking
Who's laughing now?
(Who's laughing, who's laughing now?)
I'm wasted, wasting time
You talk for hours
But you're wasting lines
A pretty face but the chase
Ain't worth the prize
I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two
I'm gonna break your little heart in two
Party queen, cause a scene
So ridiculous
Little dress, maybe less
So conspicuous
You're falling
Who's crashing now?
(Who's crashing, who's crashing now?)
I'm wasted, wasting time
I'm moving on
But you're left behind
A pretty face but the chase
Ain't worth the prize
I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
I'm gonna break your little heart
Show you to the door
Sew yourself shut
Now you're begging for more
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two
Don't be so sentimental, no
This is love is accidental, so
Give it up
This was never meant to be
More than a memory for you
I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laughing all the way to the hospital
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
(When I break your little heart in two)
I'm gonna break your little heart
Show you to the door
Sew yourself shut
Now you're begging for more
'Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two
Thursday, August 13, 2009
things that rhyme with orange
I'm so iconoclastic; I'm clastic!
I only want you to think I'm fantastic.
I'll participate in what you believe,
If you give me the attention!
Yeah, yeah that's the only compensation
I want to be included in your conversation.
So am I "in" or am I "out"
What is there to think about! ?
What is that paint brush for?
Are you preparing to draw me?
No wait, please don't!
I am scared, Of what I'll see...
I'm not a perfect picture portrait,
But I am working on it!
I've been thinking about being cool,
I must have to admit!
Blame it on the corporate skyscrapers in the clouds,
But if wasn't for you,
We wouldn't have all these multiple crowds.
How am I suppose to choose, which one I belong to?
I think I'll perpetuate a pre-existing runway,
I guess it is all of the shit almost as cool as creating a fresh
New elaboration yourself.
It's a marker! it's a sign!
It's something we define!
It already exists, but you helped refine!
An emblem for all your aesthetic kin,
To recognize you by!
Blame it on the corporate skyscrapers in the clouds,
But if wasn't for you,
We wouldn't have all these multiple crowds.
How am I suppose to choose, which one I belong to?
Obscenity is a crutch for traffic drives.
If you need to use the restroom just ask politely.
I like the way I do it, better then the way your not.
Lifting up the toilet seat was the way I was taught.
It has to be a unanimous determination.
Because one opinion would be a pointless appreciation.
Yeah, sure thanks for the invitation!
Don't want to be included in your conversation...
And your all alone.
Blame it on the corporate skyscrapers in the clouds,
But if wasn't for you,
We wouldn't have all these multiple crowds.
How am I suppose to choose, which one I belong to?
I only want you to think I'm fantastic.
I'll participate in what you believe,
If you give me the attention!
Yeah, yeah that's the only compensation
I want to be included in your conversation.
So am I "in" or am I "out"
What is there to think about! ?
What is that paint brush for?
Are you preparing to draw me?
No wait, please don't!
I am scared, Of what I'll see...
I'm not a perfect picture portrait,
But I am working on it!
I've been thinking about being cool,
I must have to admit!
Blame it on the corporate skyscrapers in the clouds,
But if wasn't for you,
We wouldn't have all these multiple crowds.
How am I suppose to choose, which one I belong to?
I think I'll perpetuate a pre-existing runway,
I guess it is all of the shit almost as cool as creating a fresh
New elaboration yourself.
It's a marker! it's a sign!
It's something we define!
It already exists, but you helped refine!
An emblem for all your aesthetic kin,
To recognize you by!
Blame it on the corporate skyscrapers in the clouds,
But if wasn't for you,
We wouldn't have all these multiple crowds.
How am I suppose to choose, which one I belong to?
Obscenity is a crutch for traffic drives.
If you need to use the restroom just ask politely.
I like the way I do it, better then the way your not.
Lifting up the toilet seat was the way I was taught.
It has to be a unanimous determination.
Because one opinion would be a pointless appreciation.
Yeah, sure thanks for the invitation!
Don't want to be included in your conversation...
And your all alone.
Blame it on the corporate skyscrapers in the clouds,
But if wasn't for you,
We wouldn't have all these multiple crowds.
How am I suppose to choose, which one I belong to?
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
fly away
I am so high,
I can hear heaven
I am so high, I can hear heaven
Whoa, but heaven...no, heaven don't hear me
And they say
That a hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold on to the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away
Someone told me
Love would all save us
But, how can that be
Look what love gave us
A world full of killing
And blood spilling
That world never came
And they say
That a hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold on to the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away
Now that the world isn't ending
It's love that I'm sending to you
It isn't the love of a hero
And that's why I fear it won't do
And they say
That a hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold on to the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away
And they're watching us
They're watching us
As we all fly away
And they're watching us
They're watching us
As we all fly away
And they're watching us
They're watching us
As we all fly away
I can hear heaven
I am so high, I can hear heaven
Whoa, but heaven...no, heaven don't hear me
And they say
That a hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold on to the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away
Someone told me
Love would all save us
But, how can that be
Look what love gave us
A world full of killing
And blood spilling
That world never came
And they say
That a hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold on to the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away
Now that the world isn't ending
It's love that I'm sending to you
It isn't the love of a hero
And that's why I fear it won't do
And they say
That a hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold on to the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away
And they're watching us
They're watching us
As we all fly away
And they're watching us
They're watching us
As we all fly away
And they're watching us
They're watching us
As we all fly away
is it you ???
Everybody waits for the one to come along,
Who can put all of the pieces in their places,
It's a twist of fate but I know it isn't wrong,
That the right one sometime puts you through the paces,
Everybody's on the run except for me,
Now I'm the only,
And I'm not gonna run,
Is it me?(Is it me?)
Is it you?(Is it you?)
Is it wrong to feel the way I do?
Is it real?(Is it real?)
Can you feel,(Can you feel,)
How alive I am when I'm with you?
I knew it all along,
And rarely am I wrong,
Cause it's a fool who bets it all without the aces,
Everybody bluffs, some too much, some not enough,
But when they're lyin' you can read it in their faces,
Everybody's on the run except for me,
Now I'm the only one,
And I'm not gonna run,
Is it me?(Is it me?)
Is it you?(Is it you?)
Is it wrong to feel the way I do?
(Wrong to feel the way that I do)
Is it real?(Is it real?)
Can you feel,(Can you feel,)
How alive I am when I'm with you?
I knew it all along,
It's simple as a song,
Everybody's on the run except for me,
Now I'm the only,
And I'm not gonna run,
Is it me?(Is it me?)
Is it you?(Is it you?)
Is it wrong for me to feel the way I do?
(Wrong to feel the way that I do)
Is it real?(Is it real?)
Can you feel how alive I am when I'm with you?
I knew it all along,
Everybody cries,
Everybody's waitin' for the sun to shine on something they think they'll never find,
Everybody cries,
How alive I am when I'm with you
Who can put all of the pieces in their places,
It's a twist of fate but I know it isn't wrong,
That the right one sometime puts you through the paces,
Everybody's on the run except for me,
Now I'm the only,
And I'm not gonna run,
Is it me?(Is it me?)
Is it you?(Is it you?)
Is it wrong to feel the way I do?
Is it real?(Is it real?)
Can you feel,(Can you feel,)
How alive I am when I'm with you?
I knew it all along,
And rarely am I wrong,
Cause it's a fool who bets it all without the aces,
Everybody bluffs, some too much, some not enough,
But when they're lyin' you can read it in their faces,
Everybody's on the run except for me,
Now I'm the only one,
And I'm not gonna run,
Is it me?(Is it me?)
Is it you?(Is it you?)
Is it wrong to feel the way I do?
(Wrong to feel the way that I do)
Is it real?(Is it real?)
Can you feel,(Can you feel,)
How alive I am when I'm with you?
I knew it all along,
It's simple as a song,
Everybody's on the run except for me,
Now I'm the only,
And I'm not gonna run,
Is it me?(Is it me?)
Is it you?(Is it you?)
Is it wrong for me to feel the way I do?
(Wrong to feel the way that I do)
Is it real?(Is it real?)
Can you feel how alive I am when I'm with you?
I knew it all along,
Everybody cries,
Everybody's waitin' for the sun to shine on something they think they'll never find,
Everybody cries,
How alive I am when I'm with you
right here by me
I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you
The things I thought you’d never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear
And living without you…
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you
Right here by me.
I can’t take another day without you
‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong
Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love…
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you
Right here by me.
‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you
The things I thought you’d never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear
And living without you…
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you
Right here by me.
I can’t take another day without you
‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong
Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love…
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you
Right here by me.
water over wine
Sometimes I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I cant help but ask myself how much
I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer
It's driven me before, it seems to have a vague
Haunting mass appeal
Lately I'm beginning to find that
I should be the one behind the wheel
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there
So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive
Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive, oh oh
It's driven me before, it seems to be the way
That everyone else get around
Lately, I'm beginning to find that when
I drive myself, my light is found
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there
Would you choose water over wine
Hold the wheel and drive
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there
And I cant help but ask myself how much
I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer
It's driven me before, it seems to have a vague
Haunting mass appeal
Lately I'm beginning to find that
I should be the one behind the wheel
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there
So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive
Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive, oh oh
It's driven me before, it seems to be the way
That everyone else get around
Lately, I'm beginning to find that when
I drive myself, my light is found
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there
Would you choose water over wine
Hold the wheel and drive
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there
roller coaster
I dig my toes into the sand
The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue plate
I lean against the wind, pretend that i am weightless
And in this moment i am happy
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I lay my head onto the sand
The sky resembles a backlit canopy with holes punched in it
I'm counting ufo's
I signal them with my lighter
And in this moment i am happy, happy
The world's a roller coaster
And I am not strapped in
Maybe I should hold with care
But my hands are busy in the air
say..
i wish you were here..
The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue plate
I lean against the wind, pretend that i am weightless
And in this moment i am happy
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I lay my head onto the sand
The sky resembles a backlit canopy with holes punched in it
I'm counting ufo's
I signal them with my lighter
And in this moment i am happy, happy
The world's a roller coaster
And I am not strapped in
Maybe I should hold with care
But my hands are busy in the air
say..
i wish you were here..
don't tell me if i'm dying
Do you dream, that the world will know your name
So tell me your name
Do you care, about all the little things or anything at all?
I wanna feel, all the chemicals inside
I wanna feel
I wanna sunburn, just to know that
I'm alive
To know I'm alive
Don't tell me if I'm dying, 'cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon
Do you believe, in the day that you were born
Tell me, do you believe?
Do you know, that everyday's the first of the rest of your life
Don't tell me if I'm dying, 'cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon
This is to one last day in the shadows
And to know a brother's love
This is to New York City angels
And the rivers of our blood
This is to all of us, to all of us
Don't tell me if I'm dying, 'cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon
You can tell me all your thoughts, about the stars that fill polluted skies
And show me where you run to, when no one's left to take your side
But don't tell me where the road ends, cause I just don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know
Don't tell me if I'm dying
Don't tell me if I'm dying
Don't tell me if I'm dying
So tell me your name
Do you care, about all the little things or anything at all?
I wanna feel, all the chemicals inside
I wanna feel
I wanna sunburn, just to know that
I'm alive
To know I'm alive
Don't tell me if I'm dying, 'cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon
Do you believe, in the day that you were born
Tell me, do you believe?
Do you know, that everyday's the first of the rest of your life
Don't tell me if I'm dying, 'cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon
This is to one last day in the shadows
And to know a brother's love
This is to New York City angels
And the rivers of our blood
This is to all of us, to all of us
Don't tell me if I'm dying, 'cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon
You can tell me all your thoughts, about the stars that fill polluted skies
And show me where you run to, when no one's left to take your side
But don't tell me where the road ends, cause I just don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know
Don't tell me if I'm dying
Don't tell me if I'm dying
Don't tell me if I'm dying
i wana be your last, first kiss that you'll ever have
Do you remember when we were just kids
And cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss
Schoolyard conversations taken to heart
And laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not
I wanna break every clock
The hands of time could never move again
We could stay in this moment (stay in this moment)
For the rest of our lives
Is it over now hey, is it over now
I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have
I wanna be your last, first kiss
Amazing how life turns out the way that it does
We end up hurting the ones, the only ones we really love
I wanna break every clock
The hands of time could never move again
We could stay in this moment (stay in this moment)
For the rest of our lives
Is it over now hey, is it over now
I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have
I wanna be your last, first kiss
Is it over now hey, it's over now
Is it over how hey, it's not over now
I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have (that you'll ever have)
I wanna be your last, first love (that you'll ever have)
Till you're lying here beside me with arms and eyes open wide
I wanna be your last, first kiss for all time
- thank u malina .. :)
And cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss
Schoolyard conversations taken to heart
And laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not
I wanna break every clock
The hands of time could never move again
We could stay in this moment (stay in this moment)
For the rest of our lives
Is it over now hey, is it over now
I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have
I wanna be your last, first kiss
Amazing how life turns out the way that it does
We end up hurting the ones, the only ones we really love
I wanna break every clock
The hands of time could never move again
We could stay in this moment (stay in this moment)
For the rest of our lives
Is it over now hey, is it over now
I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have
I wanna be your last, first kiss
Is it over now hey, it's over now
Is it over how hey, it's not over now
I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you'll ever have (that you'll ever have)
I wanna be your last, first love (that you'll ever have)
Till you're lying here beside me with arms and eyes open wide
I wanna be your last, first kiss for all time
- thank u malina .. :)
anberlin - inevitable : malina, this song is soooooo wow.. :) thank u
so il be sleeping soon.. ttn was okkk.. except i felt like throwing up and dizzy..
well thank god it stopped after tking dentyne. ahahhaha..
soooooooooooo.. rush was havin a cold. n yet he came. ppl, pls b considerate. i know. mostly malaysians are not .tpi at this stage, can we just change n b like other ppl from other countries? can we?!!!! n pitee too. man he.. kna hbq bru nk pakai. tu pun kna tlg pakai kan mask for him. dang la he. i mean, if at all, love urself while u still have the tym, n pls love others too mannn.. think about other ppl. dont go infect em. dang man. dang. then uzair dpt balek his penykit lama. i thot itl go away forever. then xtau.. grr.. well sudeny ppl got friendlier. ahahahahah.. n yeah friendly n baek n tah. ahahahha.. so hes fine. he bole dok usha phne, amek lagu, send twilite stuff ,beli dentyne, gado2 sat. so dia sihat. dia gila dan geylong sat at school tdi...
aziz is ok. hes doin a seminar in blm. 29th i guess. not going. so not goin.
ohh n m so not going to schl tmrw n sat. but yeah la next week mmg kna p. i din tell my prents bout trials, but they know la kan. newspapers perhaps? or tv? shud i tell??
then aft trials, xtau p x.
dang..
dah ah..
nk tidooo..
:(
well thank god it stopped after tking dentyne. ahahhaha..
soooooooooooo.. rush was havin a cold. n yet he came. ppl, pls b considerate. i know. mostly malaysians are not .tpi at this stage, can we just change n b like other ppl from other countries? can we?!!!! n pitee too. man he.. kna hbq bru nk pakai. tu pun kna tlg pakai kan mask for him. dang la he. i mean, if at all, love urself while u still have the tym, n pls love others too mannn.. think about other ppl. dont go infect em. dang man. dang. then uzair dpt balek his penykit lama. i thot itl go away forever. then xtau.. grr.. well sudeny ppl got friendlier. ahahahahah.. n yeah friendly n baek n tah. ahahahha.. so hes fine. he bole dok usha phne, amek lagu, send twilite stuff ,beli dentyne, gado2 sat. so dia sihat. dia gila dan geylong sat at school tdi...
aziz is ok. hes doin a seminar in blm. 29th i guess. not going. so not goin.
ohh n m so not going to schl tmrw n sat. but yeah la next week mmg kna p. i din tell my prents bout trials, but they know la kan. newspapers perhaps? or tv? shud i tell??
then aft trials, xtau p x.
dang..
dah ah..
nk tidooo..
:(
you had me at hello - adtr
I'm missing you so much,
I'll see you die tonight
Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise
I know the signs are on and I feel this too
None of that ever seems to matter when I'm holding you
And I'm wasting away, away from you
What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn
I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello.
I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock to make my timing just right
Would it be okay?
Would it be okay if I took your breath away?
And I'm wasting away, away from you.
What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn
I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
I'll see you die tonight
Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise
I know the signs are on and I feel this too
None of that ever seems to matter when I'm holding you
And I'm wasting away, away from you
What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn
I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello.
I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock to make my timing just right
Would it be okay?
Would it be okay if I took your breath away?
And I'm wasting away, away from you.
What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn
I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
vytorin, enalapril, herbesser
soooooooooooo... since yest n i think i still m all so blurry, lets not be blurry anymore.. tho.. grr
i think kan, my dads tryna get the phrmcist tingy in me again. ahahahhaha.. no i mean its not again, i actually am addicted to drugs,myself n chemicals. just then now my dads helping me out. hes like yea u go check for this, for tht.. n bla3.. n he said.. after all u do wana be a pharmacist? so if u do, might as well u learn and know now. which i like. :) !
so aimans back to drugs, chemicals. - il get obsessed with it again veryyyyy soon. especially with tht darn plague around. grrrr..
so yeah.. its a must for a mask. ahhaha.. n2 il decorate my mask everyday. new designs evryday ppl! :D !
i actually like it. ahahhahaha.. but not tht of the wearing part of course. dang..
n my mum igt i gadoh ngn atirah since she dah dua hari xmai school together. hahahah
im digging in to a day to rmb, chiodos, chimaira, escape the fate, underoath, aiden. yeah. thts gud enuff..
n i was complaining sayin that i miss htf. wtf?! trials like next year. :)
hey.. i planned at least i did plan ahahahha.. well study at least like four or five hours today. yeah man. i didnt end up in school. :)! n so for tomorow and sat. m so just gona be at home. n yeah plan to study n i think it will work. :) its just so god darn neearrrrrrr....
so its 411pm. did mths till dad was like u missed out this n tht. so im checking bout druggs aagain. n frankly speaking, i enjoy it. n i like it. :) n kinda hyper. well not hyper, but tah la.
so hafiz is so ok. ahahhahaha.. te amo. me amour. ahahahahhaha crap. then2 yeah piteee. dang la him. m so worid. pitee is puki. he is... talking to him is like talking to a fucking wall..
then not ony pitee, now its b. yeah he is sick!!!!!!!!!!! my mums like aha, hes sick? dads like u dont stay close to him ok!!!!!! grrrr.. haaaaaaa....
so great.. hadoii.. oh n yeah.. double haix.. grrr
soooooooooooo.. seee. m like in a blurry state. ahahahaha
you had me at hello.. :) if it means a lot to you. :)
i hate missing ppl. dang
next week trials. mmg kena p skola. aft tht.. xtauuuuuuuu... idk wats apening act. grrr
so ywat. lets see. it was tuesday. ok so on mond, bakiah ckp. no more junk food. u sleep a lot coz u have lotsa toxic in ur body. drink lotsa water. exercise. sleep enuff. u have to stay healthy. dang. n yeah nowadays my snacks r well biskut dua kpg ja or like crackers n jam made to be mini sandwiches or yeah fruits. apples. i so dont feel like im eatin anything. oh well.. u have to. :)
grrr..
yeah i went to school with a mask. then took out. then pakai again. n syok ah. ahhahhaha thennn jalan2 wat keja bodo. thennnnn see eventho it was just yest, i can hardly rmb wth happened. wth is wrong with me!!!!! oh yeah. iknow where i ate last nite. ahahahhahahah.. mg!!!!!!!!
n ih yeah.. life. u hafta be patient. always. just be patient. :) justice will come one day. hahahahah
appp i dont fite for it.. i mean.. i xdk hak nk tentukan how another persons life shud be. wat tht person want to do or not to do. what tht person likes or dislikes. to say yes or no for a person. or whatever it is. its tht persons life n its up to tht person. im not a changer. or someone who idk. ahahahhaha.. im not making sense. its just so hard to say. so il b patient. :)
so m off to go dig in to drugs n chemicals n m so hitting science. n headbang. n maths. n lter ttn. huhu; i need dentyne. grr. n thts all..
kittys signing out. :)
b........... get well soon. m worried. dahla xdk phone lagi. adoi.. just tc, get well soon..
i think kan, my dads tryna get the phrmcist tingy in me again. ahahahhaha.. no i mean its not again, i actually am addicted to drugs,myself n chemicals. just then now my dads helping me out. hes like yea u go check for this, for tht.. n bla3.. n he said.. after all u do wana be a pharmacist? so if u do, might as well u learn and know now. which i like. :) !
so aimans back to drugs, chemicals. - il get obsessed with it again veryyyyy soon. especially with tht darn plague around. grrrr..
so yeah.. its a must for a mask. ahhaha.. n2 il decorate my mask everyday. new designs evryday ppl! :D !
i actually like it. ahahhahaha.. but not tht of the wearing part of course. dang..
n my mum igt i gadoh ngn atirah since she dah dua hari xmai school together. hahahah
im digging in to a day to rmb, chiodos, chimaira, escape the fate, underoath, aiden. yeah. thts gud enuff..
n i was complaining sayin that i miss htf. wtf?! trials like next year. :)
hey.. i planned at least i did plan ahahahha.. well study at least like four or five hours today. yeah man. i didnt end up in school. :)! n so for tomorow and sat. m so just gona be at home. n yeah plan to study n i think it will work. :) its just so god darn neearrrrrrr....
so its 411pm. did mths till dad was like u missed out this n tht. so im checking bout druggs aagain. n frankly speaking, i enjoy it. n i like it. :) n kinda hyper. well not hyper, but tah la.
so hafiz is so ok. ahahhahaha.. te amo. me amour. ahahahahhaha crap. then2 yeah piteee. dang la him. m so worid. pitee is puki. he is... talking to him is like talking to a fucking wall..
then not ony pitee, now its b. yeah he is sick!!!!!!!!!!! my mums like aha, hes sick? dads like u dont stay close to him ok!!!!!! grrrr.. haaaaaaa....
so great.. hadoii.. oh n yeah.. double haix.. grrr
soooooooooooo.. seee. m like in a blurry state. ahahahaha
you had me at hello.. :) if it means a lot to you. :)
i hate missing ppl. dang
next week trials. mmg kena p skola. aft tht.. xtauuuuuuuu... idk wats apening act. grrr
so ywat. lets see. it was tuesday. ok so on mond, bakiah ckp. no more junk food. u sleep a lot coz u have lotsa toxic in ur body. drink lotsa water. exercise. sleep enuff. u have to stay healthy. dang. n yeah nowadays my snacks r well biskut dua kpg ja or like crackers n jam made to be mini sandwiches or yeah fruits. apples. i so dont feel like im eatin anything. oh well.. u have to. :)
grrr..
yeah i went to school with a mask. then took out. then pakai again. n syok ah. ahhahhaha thennn jalan2 wat keja bodo. thennnnn see eventho it was just yest, i can hardly rmb wth happened. wth is wrong with me!!!!! oh yeah. iknow where i ate last nite. ahahahhahahah.. mg!!!!!!!!
n ih yeah.. life. u hafta be patient. always. just be patient. :) justice will come one day. hahahahah
appp i dont fite for it.. i mean.. i xdk hak nk tentukan how another persons life shud be. wat tht person want to do or not to do. what tht person likes or dislikes. to say yes or no for a person. or whatever it is. its tht persons life n its up to tht person. im not a changer. or someone who idk. ahahahhaha.. im not making sense. its just so hard to say. so il b patient. :)
so m off to go dig in to drugs n chemicals n m so hitting science. n headbang. n maths. n lter ttn. huhu; i need dentyne. grr. n thts all..
kittys signing out. :)
b........... get well soon. m worried. dahla xdk phone lagi. adoi.. just tc, get well soon..
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
soooooooooooooo........................... ari ni.............
its al a blurr.. hahahahahha
n2... someone ajak tgk wayang. ahahahahha...
n2... dia nya org tgh p ckp.. aku ckpp.. mengarut.. n xmau. org tgh tu kan.. terok ahh..
thennnnnnnnnnnnnn...
wey.. serious.. aku dh tgh blurr..
all i knw for now.. is tc. mkn buah belambak. n jgn dok lyn perasaan as in if rasa nk dmm jgn dok wat ngada2 ckp mmg nk dmm. stay +. stay strong. :)
adoi...
aku xtau la nk kta pa.................
:(( !
no mud to blog
its al a blurr.. hahahahahha
n2... someone ajak tgk wayang. ahahahahha...
n2... dia nya org tgh p ckp.. aku ckpp.. mengarut.. n xmau. org tgh tu kan.. terok ahh..
thennnnnnnnnnnnnn...
wey.. serious.. aku dh tgh blurr..
all i knw for now.. is tc. mkn buah belambak. n jgn dok lyn perasaan as in if rasa nk dmm jgn dok wat ngada2 ckp mmg nk dmm. stay +. stay strong. :)
adoi...
aku xtau la nk kta pa.................
:(( !
no mud to blog
Monday, August 10, 2009
mcfearless, paranoid android
sooooooooooooooooo...
bgn2 tdi, for sure la kan, u dont expect me to look so bright. so dad terus ckp elo sayanggg.. y? sick ah?
i was like.. xtau la.. i wat muka pa tah.. then said throat irritation. - at last i know wats the cause of it. lst sat, i p telan a whole pack of nips in one go. smart aiman. smart. len kali telan 10 n ntg wil apen. :) grrr.. well i had to telan it coz of yea tension of sth la. so mcm tu la. huhu
then b4 anyone cud say anything, mum slike wt?! ur sick? ur havin fever? n all those sorts of things. i didnt hear it. i mean i shut myself. then she dok bla3!!! i just went away without sayin anything. i went outside to be with the cats. i prefer it tht way and enjoy it tht way. then i just while i was outside, she was stil blabbing away. til i heard daddy jerit apa i pun xtau la. then baru senyap. then he said just throat irritation...
thank u daddy..
then while i was eating, she dok ckp bout h1n1, cita la suma. siap ckp ada bdk dkt uitm yg kna ada yg dh menggl. then i was like ok! thts it! stoppppppppppppppp ittttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!! yeah i jerit cm tu. i wa slike maaaaaaaaaaaa plssssssssssss stttttttoooooooooooooooopppppppppp itttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!! plsssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stop infecting my brain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! il infect my brain myself ok?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - yeah im act gona look up bout h1n1, idk y. just to say a short research of my own. ahahhahaha
so act almost the whole day i was thinkin bou th1n1. hahahahahah.. i so have to stop it. i have to distract myself frm thinkin about death.
how?
- i need to talk3!!!!!!!!!!!! n laugh3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like how i did on sund msn. :) time yg amat bahagia. :) serious. bhgia, happy i likeeee... i think i was to noisy n too loud. hehe. :D ! n yeah all of the shits went away for a mo during tht time. thank u u guys. muah2! n2 next week kitorang jnji nk pkai bju hitam sama2. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. :)
- make me highhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! then il be fine. :)
- n2 act screamin my lungs out. heheh
so yeah.. going or mixin up with a crowd must be highly avoided.. so no more lepaking, no more malls, no more pc fairs. cn la actually.
n u knw wattttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aunty just bgi spaghety!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omfg!!!!!!!!!!!! omg! omg! omg! omg! omggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u knw wat.. y dont we wear gloves n masks act????? gloves coz nnti u touch ur face la all. dangggggggg.. so my mums like pasepa dok pkai la ni?? ohhh tgh practise.. ang taw dak.. aku pakai xsmpai 3 minit pun dh sesak nafas, pening daaaaaaaaaaaa...
so cnna la esok nak whole day?? wey2... have to man.. life n death situatiooooonnn.. hahhaa
dang man.. danggggggggg..
so esok.. kita gabai sama2.. kita alien sama2. kita look weird sama2.. tgther we idk. ahahahha.. n2... bru dpt gamba classsssss.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. :D willl i treasure it just like how i treasured the form 2 pic?? no idea...
u knwwwwwwwwwwwwwww... i suppose tobe studyin rite now.. n2... yeah.. i really feel like cm.. idw go to school anymree.. i rather stay at home. its scry man. aahahahahha.. i told to yash.. m not cming to schl anymore. ahahhahaha..
its a plague man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - bmth ; pray for plagues. dang!
bgn2 tdi, for sure la kan, u dont expect me to look so bright. so dad terus ckp elo sayanggg.. y? sick ah?
i was like.. xtau la.. i wat muka pa tah.. then said throat irritation. - at last i know wats the cause of it. lst sat, i p telan a whole pack of nips in one go. smart aiman. smart. len kali telan 10 n ntg wil apen. :) grrr.. well i had to telan it coz of yea tension of sth la. so mcm tu la. huhu
then b4 anyone cud say anything, mum slike wt?! ur sick? ur havin fever? n all those sorts of things. i didnt hear it. i mean i shut myself. then she dok bla3!!! i just went away without sayin anything. i went outside to be with the cats. i prefer it tht way and enjoy it tht way. then i just while i was outside, she was stil blabbing away. til i heard daddy jerit apa i pun xtau la. then baru senyap. then he said just throat irritation...
thank u daddy..
then while i was eating, she dok ckp bout h1n1, cita la suma. siap ckp ada bdk dkt uitm yg kna ada yg dh menggl. then i was like ok! thts it! stoppppppppppppppp ittttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!! yeah i jerit cm tu. i wa slike maaaaaaaaaaaa plssssssssssss stttttttoooooooooooooooopppppppppp itttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!! plsssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stop infecting my brain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! il infect my brain myself ok?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - yeah im act gona look up bout h1n1, idk y. just to say a short research of my own. ahahhahaha
so act almost the whole day i was thinkin bou th1n1. hahahahahah.. i so have to stop it. i have to distract myself frm thinkin about death.
how?
- i need to talk3!!!!!!!!!!!! n laugh3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like how i did on sund msn. :) time yg amat bahagia. :) serious. bhgia, happy i likeeee... i think i was to noisy n too loud. hehe. :D ! n yeah all of the shits went away for a mo during tht time. thank u u guys. muah2! n2 next week kitorang jnji nk pkai bju hitam sama2. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. :)
- make me highhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! then il be fine. :)
- n2 act screamin my lungs out. heheh
so yeah.. going or mixin up with a crowd must be highly avoided.. so no more lepaking, no more malls, no more pc fairs. cn la actually.
n u knw wattttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aunty just bgi spaghety!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omfg!!!!!!!!!!!! omg! omg! omg! omg! omggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u knw wat.. y dont we wear gloves n masks act????? gloves coz nnti u touch ur face la all. dangggggggg.. so my mums like pasepa dok pkai la ni?? ohhh tgh practise.. ang taw dak.. aku pakai xsmpai 3 minit pun dh sesak nafas, pening daaaaaaaaaaaa...
so cnna la esok nak whole day?? wey2... have to man.. life n death situatiooooonnn.. hahhaa
dang man.. danggggggggg..
so esok.. kita gabai sama2.. kita alien sama2. kita look weird sama2.. tgther we idk. ahahahha.. n2... bru dpt gamba classsssss.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. :D willl i treasure it just like how i treasured the form 2 pic?? no idea...
u knwwwwwwwwwwwwwww... i suppose tobe studyin rite now.. n2... yeah.. i really feel like cm.. idw go to school anymree.. i rather stay at home. its scry man. aahahahahha.. i told to yash.. m not cming to schl anymore. ahahhahaha..
its a plague man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - bmth ; pray for plagues. dang!
Thursday, August 6, 2009
gone with the sin
can sth at least turn rite for me tonight?
sooooooo.. my dads gone to pg. tmrw kl. but he'll be back at nite. idk wat time.
m so not hapy bout it.
n yeah i was like i wana hugg to him. sobz.
n i did. titely.
n m so not happy coz my mums not well. ok so she admited yest. tdi kuar. but dont ask me y she kan kuar today. gawd!
great la. i hate it weneva im the only left to depend on. like suma aiman3!!!!!!
wat can i do?!!!!!?
nothing.. ok?!
n from ares m going to realplayer. its functioning.
thank god. m not sick anymre. but m sick in the other way. get what i mean?
n i dk y. i just miss b sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. so2 very2 much. idk y. since b4 leavin. then in the car. then at home. then evrything.
i want b..
i want daddy..
the end..
n yeah. i have to sleep early tonite i guess n ig2 sleep with my mum.
heaven. god. great. great!
oh n yeah. in my life.. do i always have a fucking choice???????!!!!!!!!!???
noooooooooooooo.. i dont have choices in my life! thts y i dont know how to say no. coz evrtn g2 b a fcking yes!
thats how my life goes. u take or u leave it..
oh n yeah great. i suppose to be studyin or just at least flipping thru science. since tmrw i have msn 830-12. nvm bout tht. i have music.
stilll
grrrrrrrrrrr
thank u b... thank u did..
thank u adam faiz isa.. thank u tan xin yee..
:)
tho yeah.. it isnt the happiest day of my life, ( oh man, of coz its not rite? ) but at least its sth tht i can rmb till i die. :)
thank u very2 much
so i owe u guys a song each ok. but m not gona guarantee u guys tht im gona sing. i may just be on the organ or guitar ok? hehe
so great. my batt. just half left. then whilst recordin, it was just dieing. greatttttttttttttttt.. then2 em2. yeah smpat gak ah record. so i was left without a phone for an hour or so.
maybe next year, hahahhahha.. yeah sweet sixteen. idkwat will happen to me. soooooooooo.. me n deena, we promised with our pinky finger, we r gona perform!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhahahhaahha.. yeah u can luff wile rolling on the floor. yes u may. :) but yeah i want didi along with gha n b.. i mean.. all of us la just rock on the stage!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
now thts at least sth i cn smile about. :)
so m actually distressing myself with well learning a new song on the guitar.
grrr..
em2.. wateva apened today, il blog bout it esok ka..
n2.. yeah.. i really have to sleep with her...
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkk...
ok..
the end.
i so dont like this.
sooooooo.. my dads gone to pg. tmrw kl. but he'll be back at nite. idk wat time.
m so not hapy bout it.
n yeah i was like i wana hugg to him. sobz.
n i did. titely.
n m so not happy coz my mums not well. ok so she admited yest. tdi kuar. but dont ask me y she kan kuar today. gawd!
great la. i hate it weneva im the only left to depend on. like suma aiman3!!!!!!
wat can i do?!!!!!?
nothing.. ok?!
n from ares m going to realplayer. its functioning.
thank god. m not sick anymre. but m sick in the other way. get what i mean?
n i dk y. i just miss b sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. so2 very2 much. idk y. since b4 leavin. then in the car. then at home. then evrything.
i want b..
i want daddy..
the end..
n yeah. i have to sleep early tonite i guess n ig2 sleep with my mum.
heaven. god. great. great!
oh n yeah. in my life.. do i always have a fucking choice???????!!!!!!!!!???
noooooooooooooo.. i dont have choices in my life! thts y i dont know how to say no. coz evrtn g2 b a fcking yes!
thats how my life goes. u take or u leave it..
oh n yeah great. i suppose to be studyin or just at least flipping thru science. since tmrw i have msn 830-12. nvm bout tht. i have music.
stilll
grrrrrrrrrrr
thank u b... thank u did..
thank u adam faiz isa.. thank u tan xin yee..
:)
tho yeah.. it isnt the happiest day of my life, ( oh man, of coz its not rite? ) but at least its sth tht i can rmb till i die. :)
thank u very2 much
so i owe u guys a song each ok. but m not gona guarantee u guys tht im gona sing. i may just be on the organ or guitar ok? hehe
so great. my batt. just half left. then whilst recordin, it was just dieing. greatttttttttttttttt.. then2 em2. yeah smpat gak ah record. so i was left without a phone for an hour or so.
maybe next year, hahahhahha.. yeah sweet sixteen. idkwat will happen to me. soooooooooo.. me n deena, we promised with our pinky finger, we r gona perform!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhahahhaahha.. yeah u can luff wile rolling on the floor. yes u may. :) but yeah i want didi along with gha n b.. i mean.. all of us la just rock on the stage!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
now thts at least sth i cn smile about. :)
so m actually distressing myself with well learning a new song on the guitar.
grrr..
em2.. wateva apened today, il blog bout it esok ka..
n2.. yeah.. i really have to sleep with her...
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkk...
ok..
the end.
i so dont like this.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
him - gone with the sin
mg!! tht damn fcking song!!!!!!!!! chun gila.. wel i act xsuka, but wen i heard azim n a guy nynyi tht song. the did the melody n suma tu la. i fel in love with it!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
soooooooooooooooooo.. now its 119pm. i wonder hows everyone at school. especially b. well yash, tan, thatchu, dharshu, deena, gha.. haix.. :((!
so now bru mkn. mkn lunch n ubat. m so gona sleep later. n everytime i kna telan 5 pills n ubat batuk i sedap gila2!!! sirap pun kalah.! grr.. my temp is kinda high rite now. tpi i need to wait 4 my food to be digested then booooooooooomm! m gona sleep! i so neeeeeed to sleeeeep!
so great.. dr ckp schools gona be off for me for a few days. n i was like uhhh!!!!!!!! can i come on thurs???? hax
so dok bla3... lakan... so if i feel fine i can go, if not. ish i cant even say it
so kluar2 my dad tnya wats so imprtnt on thurs? i was like hari canteen. then he ckp tu p restoran tu pun dh ari canteen dah. i was like naaaaa my friend is going to perform. he ckp laa suruh la record then u can tgk. m like nooooooooooo!!!!!! no la idin say anytin after tht coz i was just to devastated n too sick to say anyting. i have to go! its not just a performance. its a performance just for u! dont tell me ur gona miss it?
u got to be kidding me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i just dk. i have to get well. like by tmrow la i have to be ok!!!!!!!!!!!!! haix. f la man. at least kan. bagi la i p ari khamis. look at u perform, n m done. thts all i want. i wana see u perform. then done. then i go home. adoi....................................
then2.. em2... yeah i act get sick almost every other month. so it may be caused by stress. like againnnnnnn!!!!!!! hahaahha.. wtf!
soooooooooooooo.. my dads idea. which i think its so gona be true. b4 tht, id like to say. ijdk wat to say. his planning is tht, since i alwiz get sick, y dont i just dont go to school. so its like 2 or 3 weeks, i think its gona be 3 weeks, well maybe for trials but 100% sure for pmr, i wont go to school anymore. n its not like i skip today, esok i mai. no man. damn fucking no! its the whole stretch of 2 or 3 weeks of me not goin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just dont know what to say. haix.
so yeah. haix. i jdk xtau nk kata pa. i mean thurs. its so such a biggest day. y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now2.. just go n rest. mkn ubat. rest!!!!!!!! god willing, ul b fine n ul make it on thurs. think + !!!
u guys.. pls pray for me i can come on thurs. just p tgk b maen pun cukup da la n amek gamba n hang with u guys jap. if posib, i want the whole dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!! mg! m fckinly devastated.!
n yeah. esok mmg x p skola. grr..
y laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............
i have tostop gettin sick! like daymn!!!!!!!!!!!!!! m gona get flu shots n those darn vit shots. m gona beg my mum to bring me to the hosp n shoot me with it. il pay with my very own moneyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!! dang..
ok.. so baru ja on the phon engn b.. surprisingly! no la.. its gooddddd.! m sweatin!!!!! weeeeeeeee! so. m gon rest now. so hes like u have to come. i have surprises? errhhh??? so u have to have. wtf?!
mg..
ya allah.. tlglah. bagi lah aku sihat. amin2..
i have to swaet! n rest!
n m done!
:D !
soooooooooooooooooo.. now its 119pm. i wonder hows everyone at school. especially b. well yash, tan, thatchu, dharshu, deena, gha.. haix.. :((!
so now bru mkn. mkn lunch n ubat. m so gona sleep later. n everytime i kna telan 5 pills n ubat batuk i sedap gila2!!! sirap pun kalah.! grr.. my temp is kinda high rite now. tpi i need to wait 4 my food to be digested then booooooooooomm! m gona sleep! i so neeeeeed to sleeeeep!
so great.. dr ckp schools gona be off for me for a few days. n i was like uhhh!!!!!!!! can i come on thurs???? hax
so dok bla3... lakan... so if i feel fine i can go, if not. ish i cant even say it
so kluar2 my dad tnya wats so imprtnt on thurs? i was like hari canteen. then he ckp tu p restoran tu pun dh ari canteen dah. i was like naaaaa my friend is going to perform. he ckp laa suruh la record then u can tgk. m like nooooooooooo!!!!!! no la idin say anytin after tht coz i was just to devastated n too sick to say anyting. i have to go! its not just a performance. its a performance just for u! dont tell me ur gona miss it?
u got to be kidding me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i just dk. i have to get well. like by tmrow la i have to be ok!!!!!!!!!!!!! haix. f la man. at least kan. bagi la i p ari khamis. look at u perform, n m done. thts all i want. i wana see u perform. then done. then i go home. adoi....................................
then2.. em2... yeah i act get sick almost every other month. so it may be caused by stress. like againnnnnnn!!!!!!! hahaahha.. wtf!
soooooooooooooo.. my dads idea. which i think its so gona be true. b4 tht, id like to say. ijdk wat to say. his planning is tht, since i alwiz get sick, y dont i just dont go to school. so its like 2 or 3 weeks, i think its gona be 3 weeks, well maybe for trials but 100% sure for pmr, i wont go to school anymore. n its not like i skip today, esok i mai. no man. damn fucking no! its the whole stretch of 2 or 3 weeks of me not goin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just dont know what to say. haix.
so yeah. haix. i jdk xtau nk kata pa. i mean thurs. its so such a biggest day. y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now2.. just go n rest. mkn ubat. rest!!!!!!!! god willing, ul b fine n ul make it on thurs. think + !!!
u guys.. pls pray for me i can come on thurs. just p tgk b maen pun cukup da la n amek gamba n hang with u guys jap. if posib, i want the whole dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!! mg! m fckinly devastated.!
n yeah. esok mmg x p skola. grr..
y laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............
i have tostop gettin sick! like daymn!!!!!!!!!!!!!! m gona get flu shots n those darn vit shots. m gona beg my mum to bring me to the hosp n shoot me with it. il pay with my very own moneyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!! dang..
ok.. so baru ja on the phon engn b.. surprisingly! no la.. its gooddddd.! m sweatin!!!!! weeeeeeeee! so. m gon rest now. so hes like u have to come. i have surprises? errhhh??? so u have to have. wtf?!
mg..
ya allah.. tlglah. bagi lah aku sihat. amin2..
i have to swaet! n rest!
n m done!
:D !
i so hate this !
bgn2 pagi.. well my dad gerakkan. so still on the bed, i said i was okay. once i stood up n tried to walk. i knew iwas no ok. at all. jln mcm pening gila. n so hot! dang. soamek thermometer n its 38.7. weeeeeeeeee.. bes gila..
so i went down, walaupun dok terhuyung-hayang, then told my mum. she dok bising2, nk bwk p hosp. allllllllllllll la. i jz cant rmb...
the thing is. instead of thinkin whther i kna h1n1, or how much more time do i have to live.. i thot of.. dang.. wat if icant come on thurs? n today hes gona play it to azman. how?
haih.. y must iget sick rite nowwwwwww?
i hope evrythins fine.. hmm.. :(
fuck la man.. grrr..
ok.. nk p mkn.. n still.. well mmg la xdak updates at school since its gempur now..
:(( !
so i went down, walaupun dok terhuyung-hayang, then told my mum. she dok bising2, nk bwk p hosp. allllllllllllll la. i jz cant rmb...
the thing is. instead of thinkin whther i kna h1n1, or how much more time do i have to live.. i thot of.. dang.. wat if icant come on thurs? n today hes gona play it to azman. how?
haih.. y must iget sick rite nowwwwwww?
i hope evrythins fine.. hmm.. :(
fuck la man.. grrr..
ok.. nk p mkn.. n still.. well mmg la xdak updates at school since its gempur now..
:(( !
Monday, August 3, 2009
- happy fourth-month anniversary - i know. it sounds kinda funny. hahah..
I just want to see you
When youre all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I cant escape
I love you till the end
I just want to tell you nothing
You dont want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why dont you just take me
Where Ive never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you till the end
I just want to be there
When we're caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on its cloak
Im lost for words dont tell me
All I can say
I love you till the end
- sooooooooooooooo.. sund morning la kan.. hes like. i have a surprise for u. i want u to hear it. oh god. im scared. im nervous. im scared u dont like it or anything. and i forced u to come online. i stole ur precious sleeping time. ( wich u really3! did. hahahah.. but it was very the very worth it. :) mind u, i slept less than 3 hours, but guess wat? i got up with the hugest smile on my face. frankly, i cudn rmb wen was the last time i was like tht. then i smiled. i was mad. i was geylong. n i cud do my work. i was just well happy. :) )
- soooooooooooooooooooooooooo... when he played it in guitar, first few chords, n m like wtf? u got to be kidding me! i think i know this song. then he started singing. then aft few lines i was like ohh great. im gona cryy.. then went on2. well i din la. hehe. then aft he dah abes maen. i was speechless. i mean. no one have ever done tht to me. it was so omg! i was smilin like :D!!!!!!!!!!! mmg very3!!!!! damn wide!!!!!!!!!!! xterkata la. hahahah.. then i was so high. dok xtau la cana. yeah.. i cudnt rmb wen was the last time i was like tht. it was the sweetest most nicest most wonderfull thing someone had done to me. i was just well speechless. all i cud do was smile like daymn!!!!!!!
thank u b. coz u made my day. n more days to come too. :)
thank u for doing that.
thank u coz u made me smile. like damn hell :)
n yeah. most of all. u made me cry. pagi2 buta. till my arm was wet. grrr. hahaha.. i just dang cried. ahahahha..
n.. dang.. r u goddamn serious ur gona perform on hari kk??? i mean mg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
seriously. im gona cry. yeah ppl. ur wish will be granted. ur wish to see me cry. live. before ur very own eyes. y do u guys really want to see me cry? ada stgh snggup dera or do anytin just to see me cry. grr
- kitty hamsty world. haahhahahah
aihh. i just cant imagine i mean. idk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the fact tht i was just. tah. for the first time in sooooooo long. i was so happy. ntg bothered me. i wasnt bebai. i was soooooooooo in a gud mood. ntg worried me. ntg made me feel like shit. ntg at all. i was just happy. i wasnt down at all. eventho things prettty much as usual, upside down. but tah. everything was just fine. :)
- n yeah .. now just forget la kan.. nvm..
sooo. currently my brains not functioning anymore. so bye2..
chimaira - pwer trip
:P!
the last thing id like to feel is feeling sick. em sick in al ways. :)
so great.. yest started coughin. then hot2,cold2. arini.. greatttttttttttt.. + sneezin pulak..
grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!1
then2.. cool la kan. mmg la xley stay bec. mai skola pun kira ckp bagoih la.
so em2.. lets see.. ari sabtu.. yeah p kluar mkn ngn maliks again. thenem2.. kluar ngn uncle jamal, hoz, kak noran. then2 em2..
:D! thatl b later on.
so yest.. xigt la man. al i know. yeah. happiest day.. i cudnt.. naaaaaaa.. yg ni later. hahahah
arini.. mcm tu ja la.. esok gempur kh.
god, pls. i dont wana get sick.
eventho i kinda am. but plssssssss...
did i say i got nwz beck? heheh.. :D
thts all i can rmb. coz rite now i bru telan panadol n ubt selsema. then later cough mixture. il jz go omg. geylong ah. headache may hit me soon. i have to sleeeeeeeeeep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh n yeah. great. 13days more for trials. n m like this. what the fuck!
ok2. think +. its not hard to study. its not hard to score. sng ja study. just baca. wat latihan. :D weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!
i hate this.
then2 em2.. yeah.. brpa lamala aku ley bhgia? like truly bahagia?
answer : 1 hari sahaja !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haahahahha
im still with kings of leons. dang diorang teruk ah..
my nose.. its gona b dripping soooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn... aih.
ok fine. stop mourning. n sad. lets go to the happiest moment in my life. :D
grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!1
then2.. cool la kan. mmg la xley stay bec. mai skola pun kira ckp bagoih la.
so em2.. lets see.. ari sabtu.. yeah p kluar mkn ngn maliks again. thenem2.. kluar ngn uncle jamal, hoz, kak noran. then2 em2..
:D! thatl b later on.
so yest.. xigt la man. al i know. yeah. happiest day.. i cudnt.. naaaaaaa.. yg ni later. hahahah
arini.. mcm tu ja la.. esok gempur kh.
god, pls. i dont wana get sick.
eventho i kinda am. but plssssssss...
did i say i got nwz beck? heheh.. :D
thts all i can rmb. coz rite now i bru telan panadol n ubt selsema. then later cough mixture. il jz go omg. geylong ah. headache may hit me soon. i have to sleeeeeeeeeep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh n yeah. great. 13days more for trials. n m like this. what the fuck!
ok2. think +. its not hard to study. its not hard to score. sng ja study. just baca. wat latihan. :D weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!!
i hate this.
then2 em2.. yeah.. brpa lamala aku ley bhgia? like truly bahagia?
answer : 1 hari sahaja !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haahahahha
im still with kings of leons. dang diorang teruk ah..
my nose.. its gona b dripping soooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn... aih.
ok fine. stop mourning. n sad. lets go to the happiest moment in my life. :D
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