gone with the sin

can sth at least turn rite for me tonight?

sooooooo.. my dads gone to pg. tmrw kl. but he'll be back at nite. idk wat time.

m so not hapy bout it.

n yeah i was like i wana hugg to him. sobz.

n i did. titely.

n m so not happy coz my mums not well. ok so she admited yest. tdi kuar. but dont ask me y she kan kuar today. gawd!

great la. i hate it weneva im the only left to depend on. like suma aiman3!!!!!!

wat can i do?!!!!!?

nothing.. ok?!

n from ares m going to realplayer. its functioning.

thank god. m not sick anymre. but m sick in the other way. get what i mean?

n i dk y. i just miss b sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. so2 very2 much. idk y. since b4 leavin. then in the car. then at home. then evrything.

i want b..

i want daddy..

the end..


n yeah. i have to sleep early tonite i guess n ig2 sleep with my mum.

heaven. god. great. great!

oh n yeah. in my life.. do i always have a fucking choice???????!!!!!!!!!???

noooooooooooooo.. i dont have choices in my life! thts y i dont know how to say no. coz evrtn g2 b a fcking yes!

thats how my life goes. u take or u leave it..

oh n yeah great. i suppose to be studyin or just at least flipping thru science. since tmrw i have msn 830-12. nvm bout tht. i have music.

stilll

grrrrrrrrrrr


thank u b... thank u did..

thank u adam faiz isa.. thank u tan xin yee..

:)

tho yeah.. it isnt the happiest day of my life, ( oh man, of coz its not rite? ) but at least its sth tht i can rmb till i die. :)

thank u very2 much

so i owe u guys a song each ok. but m not gona guarantee u guys tht im gona sing. i may just be on the organ or guitar ok? hehe

so great. my batt. just half left. then whilst recordin, it was just dieing. greatttttttttttttttt.. then2 em2. yeah smpat gak ah record. so i was left without a phone for an hour or so.

maybe next year, hahahhahha.. yeah sweet sixteen. idkwat will happen to me. soooooooooo.. me n deena, we promised with our pinky finger, we r gona perform!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhahahhaahha.. yeah u can luff wile rolling on the floor. yes u may. :) but yeah i want didi along with gha n b.. i mean.. all of us la just rock on the stage!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

now thts at least sth i cn smile about. :)

so m actually distressing myself with well learning a new song on the guitar.

grrr..

em2.. wateva apened today, il blog bout it esok ka..

n2.. yeah.. i really have to sleep with her...

fuckkkkkkkkkkkkk...

ok..

the end.

i so dont like this.