Well, this hurts me more than I can stand to say
In just one sitting, you left the room so I could pray
So I'll pace the halls to see
If I could find a hole in something
Or maybe places to escape
Oh, but everybody knows this is the part
Of breaking down in anybody's arms
I'm reaching down and hoping this one's ours
God, please let this stay
And then I fell into pieces and she fell into me
Saying, "Play me a song. It's been too long since I've heard you sing."
You got here just in time
To let me know I was worth saving
It's nothing more than for the heart
Too proud to breathe
But I'm too scared to say the things worth saying
Who knew this trip would be this hard?
As I'm looking to the sky to count the stars
I wonder if you see them where you are
I'm down on both my knees and pray tomorrow brings no pain
And then I fell into pieces and she fell into me
Saying, "Play me a song. It's been too long since I've heard you sing."
And yeah, we all fall to pieces
But at least you fell to me
But this is a wrong night
So tell me goodnight and let it go
Thursday, March 31, 2011
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finaly see what's good for you.
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again.
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was alive
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finaly see what's good for you.
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again.
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was alive
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"
You must be broken by a thousand ways of wasted time
Get to the point then off the hundred lines awake
No need to change my mind, that clean a shade of thinking time
But i seem to think more than i act upon those things
And do you ever wonder
How hard you hit you broke my thunder
And do you ever wonder
A scar was sewn a drop of blood was saved for making wine
Still no repent on how you crumble when i shake
A mental jaw was used to pry me from this wrecking barn
But the sad details or the promises that i make
And do you ever wonder
How hard you hit you broke my thunder
And do you ever wonder
I'm cramped and crawling from under the dead and i
I'm sick of living without you in bed and i
I've made mistakes that i wrote, that i read but now i
Just can't seem to be pre-occupied
But the heart was tossed with a black laced chain
And with these hands that i write with
and the ode that i live by you know i will never be with you
And do you ever wonder
How hard you hit you broke my thunder
And do you ever wonder
Cus God made this night for me
A silly devil in me talking
Romantic company for walking
Over and out
Over and out
But this year's the year i write to be
That silly devil in me talking
Romantic company for walking
Over and out
Over and out
Get to the point then off the hundred lines awake
No need to change my mind, that clean a shade of thinking time
But i seem to think more than i act upon those things
And do you ever wonder
How hard you hit you broke my thunder
And do you ever wonder
A scar was sewn a drop of blood was saved for making wine
Still no repent on how you crumble when i shake
A mental jaw was used to pry me from this wrecking barn
But the sad details or the promises that i make
And do you ever wonder
How hard you hit you broke my thunder
And do you ever wonder
I'm cramped and crawling from under the dead and i
I'm sick of living without you in bed and i
I've made mistakes that i wrote, that i read but now i
Just can't seem to be pre-occupied
But the heart was tossed with a black laced chain
And with these hands that i write with
and the ode that i live by you know i will never be with you
And do you ever wonder
How hard you hit you broke my thunder
And do you ever wonder
Cus God made this night for me
A silly devil in me talking
Romantic company for walking
Over and out
Over and out
But this year's the year i write to be
That silly devil in me talking
Romantic company for walking
Over and out
Over and out
Its not about who is right, or who is wrong
Its not about whose weaker, or whose strong
Its not about whose innocent, or whose fault
It ain't really about that kind of thing at all
Its not about who does it, or done it, or did it to whom
Don't matter if the both of you lose
Its really not bout nothing, except for me and you
Its all about drama, and love, and relationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you don't ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Don't let no body come between you, you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Its not about the stupid things that we say
We're always saying stupid things anyway
Its not about the secrecy or the lies
Boy everybody has got a secret to hide
Its not about who was he, or was she, whose creeping on who
Wont matter if the both of us lose
Its really not bout nothing, except for me and you
Its all about drama, and love, and relationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you don't ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Don't let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Ain't bout your pride
Ain't bout your self
Its about the two of you, and no one else
Ain't about the hurt
Ain't about the lies
Ain't bout the crazy things that's running through your mind
Its bout the love that has supposed to last and never die
Its all about drama, and love, and relationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you don't ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Don't let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Its not about whose weaker, or whose strong
Its not about whose innocent, or whose fault
It ain't really about that kind of thing at all
Its not about who does it, or done it, or did it to whom
Don't matter if the both of you lose
Its really not bout nothing, except for me and you
Its all about drama, and love, and relationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you don't ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Don't let no body come between you, you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Its not about the stupid things that we say
We're always saying stupid things anyway
Its not about the secrecy or the lies
Boy everybody has got a secret to hide
Its not about who was he, or was she, whose creeping on who
Wont matter if the both of us lose
Its really not bout nothing, except for me and you
Its all about drama, and love, and relationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you don't ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Don't let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Ain't bout your pride
Ain't bout your self
Its about the two of you, and no one else
Ain't about the hurt
Ain't about the lies
Ain't bout the crazy things that's running through your mind
Its bout the love that has supposed to last and never die
Its all about drama, and love, and relationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you don't ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Don't let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Why do I even bother ?
Why, actually ? Whyyyy ?
And yea, i showed the baju i bought to my mum, n shes like aaa, yea2, thats fine. i mean its pink haha ada hoody n pockets n its long sleeves n its 100% cotton. i mean i do need more long sleeves and new baju. its not an alasan. i really need em. ^_^ hihi. im glad.
n shes like why do u look so tired ? r u ok ?
yea, with a fucking pain in the arse and my fucking brain, of coz i am owkay.
i cant wait to sleep n have my day tomorrow.
yes, i am tired. after some knocks on my head.
lets face it.
sth is there but i cant seem to get it. great.
And yea, i showed the baju i bought to my mum, n shes like aaa, yea2, thats fine. i mean its pink haha ada hoody n pockets n its long sleeves n its 100% cotton. i mean i do need more long sleeves and new baju. its not an alasan. i really need em. ^_^ hihi. im glad.
n shes like why do u look so tired ? r u ok ?
yea, with a fucking pain in the arse and my fucking brain, of coz i am owkay.
i cant wait to sleep n have my day tomorrow.
yes, i am tired. after some knocks on my head.
lets face it.
sth is there but i cant seem to get it. great.
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Josh Groban, awwwww !
Everyone has their good side and bad side.
You know his good side. You know his bad side.
Nobody is perfect, mind you. What to do then ?
You know both sides, instead of taking the bad ones, there are many good things that you can take from someone instead of disliking and hating that person just because that person is being himself and being a normal human. It is a free country, anyways.
Note to myself, ignore the bad ones, take the good ones.
^_^
You know his good side. You know his bad side.
Nobody is perfect, mind you. What to do then ?
You know both sides, instead of taking the bad ones, there are many good things that you can take from someone instead of disliking and hating that person just because that person is being himself and being a normal human. It is a free country, anyways.
Note to myself, ignore the bad ones, take the good ones.
^_^
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Monday, March 28, 2011
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Keburukan facebook
Pos benda2 yang xptot diexpose kepda public n sptutnya mnjadi prkara yang private antra dua org mnusia atau lbeyh.
Sdeyh aku tgk.
Love, Gideon.
Snoring my brains out.
Sleeping early in hope that i would get up tomorrow morning with a smile on my freaking face and stop worrying over craps.
Life. Must. Go. On.
Goshhhh! I have to stop it.
And uuuuuuu~ >_< do u have to act like that at times like this? My god!
Love, Gideon.
Life. Must. Go. On.
Goshhhh! I have to stop it.
And uuuuuuu~ >_< do u have to act like that at times like this? My god!
Love, Gideon.
I am sorry for the way I am
Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold
To you I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now I can't see
You are the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things that you shouldn't have known
I guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold
Love, Gideon.
Light saber! Haha
Arini aaa, bole tahan gila. Me n sharon had a "white sword" n was attacking anusha with it n she "cried" hahaha! Epic. N i was screaming sharooon3 like some crazy girl. N gelak smpai sket prot. I loved it. ^_^
N i only learned maths today. Bek xyah mai skola. Haiyo.
Spent the whole day talking. But i dont feel bad coz its nt always that i get to sit down n talk. N its all about depressing things. Hahaha not depressing at all la
But rather complicated n i have to handle it on my own if i really want this. So anywaysss, life goes on. Lets be happy for the moment. ^_^
N seriously, i love u guys. I really love u guys.
N i aint gona sit still until i say it out loud. Shit laaaa! Gah. I feel like puking.
Love, Gideon.
N i only learned maths today. Bek xyah mai skola. Haiyo.
Spent the whole day talking. But i dont feel bad coz its nt always that i get to sit down n talk. N its all about depressing things. Hahaha not depressing at all la
But rather complicated n i have to handle it on my own if i really want this. So anywaysss, life goes on. Lets be happy for the moment. ^_^
N seriously, i love u guys. I really love u guys.
N i aint gona sit still until i say it out loud. Shit laaaa! Gah. I feel like puking.
Love, Gideon.
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Situation's all critical
You've got to look first before you go
If you wasn't too sure then now you know
The situation is all critical
Wait OK you've got to look before you go
Wait OK you've got to look before you go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
The monsters are burried down deep inside
You never know when they're satisfied
Buried down deep where the sun don't shine
The monsters are buried down deep inside but
Wait OK you've got to look before you go
You're wasting away
OK you've got to look before you go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Love, Gideon.
You've got to look first before you go
If you wasn't too sure then now you know
The situation is all critical
Wait OK you've got to look before you go
Wait OK you've got to look before you go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
The monsters are burried down deep inside
You never know when they're satisfied
Buried down deep where the sun don't shine
The monsters are buried down deep inside but
Wait OK you've got to look before you go
You're wasting away
OK you've got to look before you go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Love, Gideon.
Valentine's Day
Yet to finish it though, but omg so omg. haha !
-There you have it, folks. Young love. Full of promise, full of hope, ignorant of reality.
- Guy : Did you even consider marrying me?
Girl : Of course I did... but when you ask a girl to marry you, do you want her to just consider it?
Or do you want her to just know?
smart, ehh ?
-There you have it, folks. Young love. Full of promise, full of hope, ignorant of reality.
- Guy : Did you even consider marrying me?
Girl : Of course I did... but when you ask a girl to marry you, do you want her to just consider it?
Or do you want her to just know?
smart, ehh ?
soooo, im 17 ( well, almost )
so since all my baju is like besar for me ( aha, obviously ) well not all but this cardi i have here is kinda bigggg, so i wana learn how to alter it myself. ^_^
- with the help of utube and the net haha -
- with the help of utube and the net haha -
Friday, March 25, 2011
Ha, remember when we kept meeting up in the Tech tower back stairs, I don’t remember what we would do, before we even start kissing. I think we would hug and sit on the stairs and talked, did we hold hands? I think so. It’s funny how you mentioned the kissed first. Because, I didn’t know you had it in you. Thought you were a shy, sweet guy. I wonder, Why? Why did you want to kiss me when you had her? Why did you do it, when you know that was one thing that will release hell. Just like we weren’t suppose to fall in love with each other.
Remember, when you came over so I can go to sports express with you? To be honest, I really didn’t want to. Because me and my brother had a fight the day before that, and we weren’t talking to each other, and I didn’t want to get in more trouble with him, but I still went with you.
Remember, when we went to go watch Prince of Persia? That was the first time we watched a movie together, and that was around my birthday weekend as well. We would cuddle, I fell asleep in most of the parts and cuddle with you, your heart beat put me to sleep, the grasshopper! that stayed through out our trip to mcdonald’s, then you fatty got mcdonald’s while I was sleeping in car.
Remember our canal? We went there after school, because we had no where to go, that’s when we discovered it. And I like how you suggested to take pictures, it’s just not you. and I liked that. Then, we did and it became Our canal, ours. Then after watching Jackass we went there, cuddling in the cold, watching you (north star) in the sky near the moon, eating our movie pop corn, having heart to heart talk. You went there when you were mad at me. Then we would always go there if we fought. I remember going there when we had a fight, went to go get starbucks hot cocoa and went to the canal, sat at the edge and cried. Then, it became our least favorite spot, thanks to her. I don’t even want to talk about it. I just, I can’t believe I would ever go through that in my life, ever. Just, with you, the bad things aren’t just bad things. It was worst than hell.
Remember when I had to go to a birthday dinner, then I asked my friend to drop me off early because my brother wanted me home, but really we were meeting up, and my brother wasn’t going home till 12. We met up, and I gave you that panda phone charm, then we were just sitting there in your car and you were crying, and I cried, and after we calmed down, and we started drawing on the foggy windows, then we went to my park and laid in the wet wooden thingys and my head was laying on your lap. And we were just telling stories and looking at the sky and then I had to go, and you piggy back ride me, and then there was frogs and you got uberly excited while I was freaking terrified for my life, hanging on to you while you were trying to STEP ON THEM, gross. OMG, but idk, you were really happy and it made me happy, it felt like I was a kid as well, I felt you.
Remember when I went to sleep on the phone and I was snoring really loud, and when I woke up and you told me about it, and then you were like hey let’s watch tv and that stupid cheetos commercial came. At first we were dead silence, then I was like don’t even think about it, and you busted out laughing, so hard. I hated you, but I just I loved how I’ve never heard you laugh like that, it was so cute, it was funny and it made me happy. I miss your laughs like that.
You have the whole book that I wrote of the memories we had, so I really can’t make this whole letter about the memories, because it’ll be repeating myself you know? What kind of girl would write a book, a memory per day, for two months straight when they were in Europe? No one, no one ever loved you more than I did.
I miss you, I love you and Let’s try to make this last. Not an Always and Forever, because Forever isn’t enough.
danggggy ~
Remember, when you came over so I can go to sports express with you? To be honest, I really didn’t want to. Because me and my brother had a fight the day before that, and we weren’t talking to each other, and I didn’t want to get in more trouble with him, but I still went with you.
Remember, when we went to go watch Prince of Persia? That was the first time we watched a movie together, and that was around my birthday weekend as well. We would cuddle, I fell asleep in most of the parts and cuddle with you, your heart beat put me to sleep, the grasshopper! that stayed through out our trip to mcdonald’s, then you fatty got mcdonald’s while I was sleeping in car.
Remember our canal? We went there after school, because we had no where to go, that’s when we discovered it. And I like how you suggested to take pictures, it’s just not you. and I liked that. Then, we did and it became Our canal, ours. Then after watching Jackass we went there, cuddling in the cold, watching you (north star) in the sky near the moon, eating our movie pop corn, having heart to heart talk. You went there when you were mad at me. Then we would always go there if we fought. I remember going there when we had a fight, went to go get starbucks hot cocoa and went to the canal, sat at the edge and cried. Then, it became our least favorite spot, thanks to her. I don’t even want to talk about it. I just, I can’t believe I would ever go through that in my life, ever. Just, with you, the bad things aren’t just bad things. It was worst than hell.
Remember when I had to go to a birthday dinner, then I asked my friend to drop me off early because my brother wanted me home, but really we were meeting up, and my brother wasn’t going home till 12. We met up, and I gave you that panda phone charm, then we were just sitting there in your car and you were crying, and I cried, and after we calmed down, and we started drawing on the foggy windows, then we went to my park and laid in the wet wooden thingys and my head was laying on your lap. And we were just telling stories and looking at the sky and then I had to go, and you piggy back ride me, and then there was frogs and you got uberly excited while I was freaking terrified for my life, hanging on to you while you were trying to STEP ON THEM, gross. OMG, but idk, you were really happy and it made me happy, it felt like I was a kid as well, I felt you.
Remember when I went to sleep on the phone and I was snoring really loud, and when I woke up and you told me about it, and then you were like hey let’s watch tv and that stupid cheetos commercial came. At first we were dead silence, then I was like don’t even think about it, and you busted out laughing, so hard. I hated you, but I just I loved how I’ve never heard you laugh like that, it was so cute, it was funny and it made me happy. I miss your laughs like that.
You have the whole book that I wrote of the memories we had, so I really can’t make this whole letter about the memories, because it’ll be repeating myself you know? What kind of girl would write a book, a memory per day, for two months straight when they were in Europe? No one, no one ever loved you more than I did.
I miss you, I love you and Let’s try to make this last. Not an Always and Forever, because Forever isn’t enough.
danggggy ~
While i was in the middle of everything, I wish i could just throw everything away n scream and say F YOU !
******, bcuz of u, i am like this, right now, today. thanks so fucking much. like ur much of a help, huhhh.
******, for all the things you have said.
Sory to be a very sensitive creature ( yes, i am sensitive when i really am sensitive ), well i am sorry for having feelings like normal human beings tho i may seem so cold and heartless. If only u would know how ive been feeling all this while, it will be much easier.
note- i dont wana talk about this at all. dont mention. thanks.
******, bcuz of u, i am like this, right now, today. thanks so fucking much. like ur much of a help, huhhh.
******, for all the things you have said.
Sory to be a very sensitive creature ( yes, i am sensitive when i really am sensitive ), well i am sorry for having feelings like normal human beings tho i may seem so cold and heartless. If only u would know how ive been feeling all this while, it will be much easier.
note- i dont wana talk about this at all. dont mention. thanks.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
I could be your sea of sand
I could be your warmth of desire
I could be your prayer of hope
I could be your gift of everyday
I could be your tide of heaven
I could be a hint of what's to come
I could be ordinary
I could be the one
I could be your blue eyed angel
I could be the storm before the calm
I could be your secret pleasure
I could be your well wishing well
I could be your breath of life
I could be your European dream
I could be ordinary
I could be the one
I would lie here in the darkness
I would lie here for all time
I would lie here watching over you
Comfort you
Sing to you
I could be your worry partner
I could be your socialite
I could be your green eyed monster
I could be your force of light
I could be your temple garden
I could be your tender hearted child
I could be ordinary
I could be the one
I would lie here in the darkness
I would lie here for all time
I would lie here watching you
Comfort you
Sing to you
I could be your leafy island
I could be your thunder in the clouds
I could be your dark enclosure
I could be your romantic soul
I could be your small beginning
I could be your soothing universe
I could be your ordinary
I could be the one
I could be your warmth of desire
I could be your prayer of hope
I could be your gift of everyday
I could be your tide of heaven
I could be a hint of what's to come
I could be ordinary
I could be the one
I could be your blue eyed angel
I could be the storm before the calm
I could be your secret pleasure
I could be your well wishing well
I could be your breath of life
I could be your European dream
I could be ordinary
I could be the one
I would lie here in the darkness
I would lie here for all time
I would lie here watching over you
Comfort you
Sing to you
I could be your worry partner
I could be your socialite
I could be your green eyed monster
I could be your force of light
I could be your temple garden
I could be your tender hearted child
I could be ordinary
I could be the one
I would lie here in the darkness
I would lie here for all time
I would lie here watching you
Comfort you
Sing to you
I could be your leafy island
I could be your thunder in the clouds
I could be your dark enclosure
I could be your romantic soul
I could be your small beginning
I could be your soothing universe
I could be your ordinary
I could be the one
A second, a minute, an hour, a day goes by
I'm hopin' just to be by your side
I'm turnin' the handle, it won't open
Don't make me wait 'cause right now I need your smile
Knock, knock
When life had locked me out I turned to you
So open the door
'Cause you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you
A warm bath, a good laugh, an old song that you know by heart
I've tried it but they all leave me cold
So now I'm here waitin' to see you
My remedy for all that's been hurtin' me
Knock, knock
When life had locked me out I turned to you
So open the door
'Cause you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you
You seem to know the way
To turn my frown upside down
You always know what to say
To make me feel like everything's okay
When life had locked me out I turned to you
And you open the door
And you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you
I'm hopin' just to be by your side
I'm turnin' the handle, it won't open
Don't make me wait 'cause right now I need your smile
Knock, knock
When life had locked me out I turned to you
So open the door
'Cause you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you
A warm bath, a good laugh, an old song that you know by heart
I've tried it but they all leave me cold
So now I'm here waitin' to see you
My remedy for all that's been hurtin' me
Knock, knock
When life had locked me out I turned to you
So open the door
'Cause you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you
You seem to know the way
To turn my frown upside down
You always know what to say
To make me feel like everything's okay
When life had locked me out I turned to you
And you open the door
And you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you
I am tired. Well, a bit.
yeah, all i want is some sleep. and not only that, I am mentally tired. and im loosing ideas by the minute. pls dont make it so hard on me.
Lets see, results spm kluar. it was a blur. haha
yooooo, i cannot express myself skng ni. ades ! that aint good.
well, a few commented n said i do look stressed up. well i have to say, i do feel pressured. by what ? i know by what, but dang. i cannot do anything, for now. susah la. entah la mcm mna.
and im only left with 3 ringgit malaysia to live till 1st april. i dont feel so bad. ^_^
bowling aaa, getting better. kot. haha !
study. itu saja.
Lets see, results spm kluar. it was a blur. haha
yooooo, i cannot express myself skng ni. ades ! that aint good.
well, a few commented n said i do look stressed up. well i have to say, i do feel pressured. by what ? i know by what, but dang. i cannot do anything, for now. susah la. entah la mcm mna.
and im only left with 3 ringgit malaysia to live till 1st april. i dont feel so bad. ^_^
bowling aaa, getting better. kot. haha !
study. itu saja.
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Kiss goodbye.
baby bu yao zai ku qi zhe yi mu duo me shou xi
jing wo zhe ni de shou bi ci dou she bu de fen li
mei yi ci xiang kai kou dan bu ru bao chi an jing
gei wo yi fen zhong zhuan xin hao hao xin shang ni de mei
xing fu da pei bei shang tong shi zai wo xin jiao cha
cuo zhe de yan lei bu neng ce shi ai de zhong liang
fu chu de ai shou bu hui hai qian ni de wo bu neng gei
bie ba wo xin ye dai zou qu gen sui
mei yi ci he ni fen kai shen shen de bei ni da bai
mei yi ci fang qi ni de wen rou tong ku nan yi shi huai
mei yi ci he ni fen kai mei yi ci kiss you good bye
ai qing de zi wei ci ke wo zhong yu zui ming bai
xing fu da pei bei shang tong shi zai wo xin jiao cha
cuo zhe de yan lei bu neng ce shi ai de zhong liang
fu chu de ai shou bu hui hai qian ni de wo bu neng gei
wo cai ming bai ai zui zhen shi de zi wei
English Translation
Baby, don't cry anymore, this scene is so familiar
Tightly holding your hand, we are both unwilling to separate
Every time I want to say something I instead preserve the silence
Give me a minute to concentrate on admiring your beauty
Happiness complements sorrow, crossing paths within my heart at the same time
Tears of frustration cannot measure the weight of love
I cannot withdraw the love I already gave and I can't give you all the love I owe you
Don't take along my heart to follow you
Every time we part ways, I am deeply defeated by you
Every time I give up your tenderness, it is hard to release my pain
Every time we part ways, Every time I kiss you goodbye
at that moment I finally fully understand the taste of love
Happiness complements sorrow, crossing paths within my heart at the same time
Tears of frustration cannot measure the weight of love
I cannot withdraw the love I already gave and I can't give you all the love I owe you
I finally understand the truest taste of love
At last now i know the meaning behind this song. Its as awesome as the songgg!!!
Love, Gideon.
jing wo zhe ni de shou bi ci dou she bu de fen li
mei yi ci xiang kai kou dan bu ru bao chi an jing
gei wo yi fen zhong zhuan xin hao hao xin shang ni de mei
xing fu da pei bei shang tong shi zai wo xin jiao cha
cuo zhe de yan lei bu neng ce shi ai de zhong liang
fu chu de ai shou bu hui hai qian ni de wo bu neng gei
bie ba wo xin ye dai zou qu gen sui
mei yi ci he ni fen kai shen shen de bei ni da bai
mei yi ci fang qi ni de wen rou tong ku nan yi shi huai
mei yi ci he ni fen kai mei yi ci kiss you good bye
ai qing de zi wei ci ke wo zhong yu zui ming bai
xing fu da pei bei shang tong shi zai wo xin jiao cha
cuo zhe de yan lei bu neng ce shi ai de zhong liang
fu chu de ai shou bu hui hai qian ni de wo bu neng gei
wo cai ming bai ai zui zhen shi de zi wei
English Translation
Baby, don't cry anymore, this scene is so familiar
Tightly holding your hand, we are both unwilling to separate
Every time I want to say something I instead preserve the silence
Give me a minute to concentrate on admiring your beauty
Happiness complements sorrow, crossing paths within my heart at the same time
Tears of frustration cannot measure the weight of love
I cannot withdraw the love I already gave and I can't give you all the love I owe you
Don't take along my heart to follow you
Every time we part ways, I am deeply defeated by you
Every time I give up your tenderness, it is hard to release my pain
Every time we part ways, Every time I kiss you goodbye
at that moment I finally fully understand the taste of love
Happiness complements sorrow, crossing paths within my heart at the same time
Tears of frustration cannot measure the weight of love
I cannot withdraw the love I already gave and I can't give you all the love I owe you
I finally understand the truest taste of love
At last now i know the meaning behind this song. Its as awesome as the songgg!!!
Love, Gideon.
And I said I do not know what I would and should do.
And, but, I cannot help it.
I cannot fight it.
I cannot deal with it.
I am trapped with it.
It always manage to change my mind.
In a good way. ^_^
But sometimes, it is not.
I cannot fight it.
I cannot deal with it.
I am trapped with it.
It always manage to change my mind.
In a good way. ^_^
But sometimes, it is not.
Have you heard the news?
Bad things come in twos
But I never knew 'bout the little things
Every single day
things get in my way
someone has to pay
for the little things
And I'm through with the stories
And I'm sick of my shoes
And the walking and the talking it's got nothing to do
with the final solution
It's a box full of tricks
And I'm through with repairs when there's nothing to fix
And it all comes down to.... you
Let the headlines wait
Armies hesitate
I can deal with fate
but not the little things
Armageddon may
Arrive any day
I can't get away
from the little things
Have you heard the news?
Bad things come in twos
But I never knew 'bout the little things
Every single day
things get in my way
someone has to pay for the little things
Love, Gideon.
Bad things come in twos
But I never knew 'bout the little things
Every single day
things get in my way
someone has to pay
for the little things
And I'm through with the stories
And I'm sick of my shoes
And the walking and the talking it's got nothing to do
with the final solution
It's a box full of tricks
And I'm through with repairs when there's nothing to fix
And it all comes down to.... you
Let the headlines wait
Armies hesitate
I can deal with fate
but not the little things
Armageddon may
Arrive any day
I can't get away
from the little things
Have you heard the news?
Bad things come in twos
But I never knew 'bout the little things
Every single day
things get in my way
someone has to pay for the little things
Love, Gideon.
I hope so
'Cause I know I'm good for something at least
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it now.
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it now.
Monday, March 21, 2011
Unuttered words. Pissed.
In some things, i wish i can say it out loud. I wish i can say it to u. N i wish u can understand. Its not easy, though. But in some things, it is not meant to be said. Be it good or bad. They shall never be said out loud.
Deal with it.
Love, Gideon.
Deal with it.
Love, Gideon.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Lantak la, org tu nak jalan naked ka biar ja. Lantak la, org tu nak have sex ka pa benda dkat public. Asalkan kita tau siapa diri kita n kita xbuat. Kann?
Lantak la org lbih bhgia dari kmu. Why? R u so jealous that others r happier than u? R u hurt that others r better off without u? R u so depressed to see others smiling all the time?
Knapa perlunya seseorg itu mengatakan bnda yang xelok kpd org laen atau tntg org laen n buat crita yg bkan2 jz bcuz dia xpuas hati? Kenapa prlu ganggu ketenteraman dan kebahagiaan org laen?
Adakah kamu lupa, xsemestinya semua bnda dlm hdup org itu smuanya happy. Smua org ada ups n downs. N bgitu juga kamu. Xpernahkah kmu fkr tntg kbhagiaan diri kmu sndiri? Shingga sggup cuba utk memusnahkan kebahagiaan org laen?
Love, Gideon.
Lantak la org lbih bhgia dari kmu. Why? R u so jealous that others r happier than u? R u hurt that others r better off without u? R u so depressed to see others smiling all the time?
Knapa perlunya seseorg itu mengatakan bnda yang xelok kpd org laen atau tntg org laen n buat crita yg bkan2 jz bcuz dia xpuas hati? Kenapa prlu ganggu ketenteraman dan kebahagiaan org laen?
Adakah kamu lupa, xsemestinya semua bnda dlm hdup org itu smuanya happy. Smua org ada ups n downs. N bgitu juga kamu. Xpernahkah kmu fkr tntg kbhagiaan diri kmu sndiri? Shingga sggup cuba utk memusnahkan kebahagiaan org laen?
Love, Gideon.
Porn~~~
Food porn!!!!!!
If i could live in a fantasy,
It would definitely be
FOOD PORN FANTASY !
( if it really does exhist, anyways )
Love, Gideon.
If i could live in a fantasy,
It would definitely be
FOOD PORN FANTASY !
( if it really does exhist, anyways )
Love, Gideon.
Saturday, March 19, 2011
I've got my things, I'm good to go
You met me at the terminal
Just one more plane ride and it's done
We stood like statues at the gate
Vacation's come and gone too late
There's so much sun where I'm from
I had to give it away, had to give you away
And we spent four days on an
Island at your family's old hotel
Sometimes perfection can be
It can be perfect hell, perfect...
Hours pass, and she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
And don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised
I lace my Chucks, I walk the aisle
I take my pills, the babies cry
All I hear is what's playing through
The in-flight radio
Now every word of every song
I ever heard that made me wanna stay
Is what's playing through
The in-flight radio, and I
And I am, finally waking up
Hours pass, and she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
Don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised, yeah
So read your books, but stay out late
Some nights, some nights, and don't think
That you can't stop by the bar
You haven't shown your face here since the bad news
Well I'm here till close, with fingers crossed
Each night cause your place isn't far
And hours pass, and hours pass, yeah, yeah...
Yeah, yeah, she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
And don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised, bruised, bruised
Love, Gideon.
You met me at the terminal
Just one more plane ride and it's done
We stood like statues at the gate
Vacation's come and gone too late
There's so much sun where I'm from
I had to give it away, had to give you away
And we spent four days on an
Island at your family's old hotel
Sometimes perfection can be
It can be perfect hell, perfect...
Hours pass, and she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
And don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised
I lace my Chucks, I walk the aisle
I take my pills, the babies cry
All I hear is what's playing through
The in-flight radio
Now every word of every song
I ever heard that made me wanna stay
Is what's playing through
The in-flight radio, and I
And I am, finally waking up
Hours pass, and she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
Don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised, yeah
So read your books, but stay out late
Some nights, some nights, and don't think
That you can't stop by the bar
You haven't shown your face here since the bad news
Well I'm here till close, with fingers crossed
Each night cause your place isn't far
And hours pass, and hours pass, yeah, yeah...
Yeah, yeah, she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
And don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised, bruised, bruised
Love, Gideon.
If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well, sentence me to another life
Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same
We're the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good
Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it
The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself
Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same
Yeah, we used to stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good
Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out
Love, Gideon.
Esok. Skola.
A week has passed.
And i havent achieved anything.obviouslyyyy~
Right now im thinking, i know my problems, i know my flaws, i know what im lacking of, i know what i have to do to overcome em and learn how to handle em.
The thing is, must i really try so hard to change n end up not enjoying myself and the worst is not being my true self anymore?
Ppl say in time u will change also. That is true. The place will change u too. U dont really have to try so hard. When theres the need for u to change and to be more matured, it will come naturally.
* ok greatla esk mmg skola. Beg apa xsiap. Dh la balek 250. Dh la dpt results blek. Dh la hmwrk xtau ke mana. Greattttr! *
And i believe the key to be happy well not the main thing but quite an important thing is ALWAYS BE GRATEFUL! with what u have. Most importantly are ur parents n family. Without em h r nobody. They complete u. And always know that there are ppl who are worse than u. N being grateful knda solves all the probs that i have. =)
Btw, they r not problems. I do not actually have any problem my life. Like actually la kannn.
Happy thoughts people! School would be a blast! ^_^
Love, Gideon.
And i havent achieved anything.obviouslyyyy~
Right now im thinking, i know my problems, i know my flaws, i know what im lacking of, i know what i have to do to overcome em and learn how to handle em.
The thing is, must i really try so hard to change n end up not enjoying myself and the worst is not being my true self anymore?
Ppl say in time u will change also. That is true. The place will change u too. U dont really have to try so hard. When theres the need for u to change and to be more matured, it will come naturally.
* ok greatla esk mmg skola. Beg apa xsiap. Dh la balek 250. Dh la dpt results blek. Dh la hmwrk xtau ke mana. Greattttr! *
And i believe the key to be happy well not the main thing but quite an important thing is ALWAYS BE GRATEFUL! with what u have. Most importantly are ur parents n family. Without em h r nobody. They complete u. And always know that there are ppl who are worse than u. N being grateful knda solves all the probs that i have. =)
Btw, they r not problems. I do not actually have any problem my life. Like actually la kannn.
Happy thoughts people! School would be a blast! ^_^
Love, Gideon.
I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don’t care about clever I don’t care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuck loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them
And I’ll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
Cause everyone knows that’s how you get famous
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
‘Cause I’m being taken over by the fear
Life’s about film stars and less about mothers
It’s all about fast cars and cussing each other
But it doesn’t matter cause I’m packing plastic
and that’s what makes my life so fucking fantastic
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
And its not my fault it’s how I’m programmed to function
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah we're on to a winner
Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I’m killing them all on my own little mission
Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner
Now everything's cool as long as I’m gettin thinner
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
‘Cause I’m being taken over by the fear
I don’t care about clever I don’t care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuck loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them
And I’ll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
Cause everyone knows that’s how you get famous
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
‘Cause I’m being taken over by the fear
Life’s about film stars and less about mothers
It’s all about fast cars and cussing each other
But it doesn’t matter cause I’m packing plastic
and that’s what makes my life so fucking fantastic
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
And its not my fault it’s how I’m programmed to function
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah we're on to a winner
Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I’m killing them all on my own little mission
Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner
Now everything's cool as long as I’m gettin thinner
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
‘Cause I’m being taken over by the fear
What would it take,
for things to be quiet,
quiet like the snow?
I know, this isn't much,
but I know, I could,
I could be better.
I dont think i deserve it, selflessness.
find your way into my heart
all stars could be brighter,
all hearts could be warmer.
what would it take,
for things to be be quiet,
quiet like the snow?
are we meant to be empty handed?
I know, I could,
I could be better.
I don't think i deserve it, selflesness.
find your way into my heart
all stars could be brighter,
all hearts could be warmer.
(what would it take?)
(what would it take?)
What would it take for things to be quiet?
for things to be quiet,
quiet like the snow?
I know, this isn't much,
but I know, I could,
I could be better.
I dont think i deserve it, selflessness.
find your way into my heart
all stars could be brighter,
all hearts could be warmer.
what would it take,
for things to be be quiet,
quiet like the snow?
are we meant to be empty handed?
I know, I could,
I could be better.
I don't think i deserve it, selflesness.
find your way into my heart
all stars could be brighter,
all hearts could be warmer.
(what would it take?)
(what would it take?)
What would it take for things to be quiet?
Coated with cizzzzz. hhaha
Love is wanting to be near someone whenever you two are apart, but somehow feeling warm within as you very well know that he / she is still very close to your heart.
Love is Sharing
Believe me when I say that this is one of the most important ingredients of love. It is important to open ones heart and share – pain, joy, success and failure, it really does not matter, as long as the heart is clear. Love is being honest and knowing that the other person feels the same way too, it is sharing and losing ones inhibitions and knowing that the person on the other side will never be judgmental.
Love is Talking
Yes, love is talking. It is about speaking, telling and sharing. After some time people restrict their conversations to discussing bills, children and pets. This is a sure indicator of things going down hill. Bring the spark back by starting a conversation.
Love is Spending Time Together
A few minutes spent together everyday keeps the boredom away. I just made this up right now, but it is because I feel there is nothing like time invested in a relationship…believe me, it pays! Heavy work schedules take up much time and effort, so it is important to get things into perspective.
Love is Faithfulness
To love means to be true, to love unconditionally means to give with all your heart to one, and only one. Love is when you realize that he/she is the best thing that has happened to you and you want to cherish that person and the moments spent with him/her till death do you part.
Love is Being Friends
Love is being friends with each other. Enjoying simple pleasures in life like shopping, catching a movie or watching television at home, apart from a host of other things that "Friends" normally do!
Love is Looking Together in the Same Direction
This may sound clichéd, but it is true…love is having the same goals and taking steps in that direction to make them come true.
"Love is the flower of life, and blossoms unexpectedly
and without law, and must be plucked where it is found,
and enjoyed for the brief hour of its duration."
- D. H. Lawrence
Love is Sharing
Believe me when I say that this is one of the most important ingredients of love. It is important to open ones heart and share – pain, joy, success and failure, it really does not matter, as long as the heart is clear. Love is being honest and knowing that the other person feels the same way too, it is sharing and losing ones inhibitions and knowing that the person on the other side will never be judgmental.
Love is Talking
Yes, love is talking. It is about speaking, telling and sharing. After some time people restrict their conversations to discussing bills, children and pets. This is a sure indicator of things going down hill. Bring the spark back by starting a conversation.
Love is Spending Time Together
A few minutes spent together everyday keeps the boredom away. I just made this up right now, but it is because I feel there is nothing like time invested in a relationship…believe me, it pays! Heavy work schedules take up much time and effort, so it is important to get things into perspective.
Love is Faithfulness
To love means to be true, to love unconditionally means to give with all your heart to one, and only one. Love is when you realize that he/she is the best thing that has happened to you and you want to cherish that person and the moments spent with him/her till death do you part.
Love is Being Friends
Love is being friends with each other. Enjoying simple pleasures in life like shopping, catching a movie or watching television at home, apart from a host of other things that "Friends" normally do!
Love is Looking Together in the Same Direction
This may sound clichéd, but it is true…love is having the same goals and taking steps in that direction to make them come true.
"Love is the flower of life, and blossoms unexpectedly
and without law, and must be plucked where it is found,
and enjoyed for the brief hour of its duration."
- D. H. Lawrence
Friday, March 18, 2011
We have some chemistry going on in between us.
Well, i have to say i am like 17 now and i think i am into you.
huargghhhhhhh ~
huargghhhhhhh ~
so u seeeeee.. haha
so u seee, mode of transportation - a chicken or somesort of fowl.
and he fell of the "horse"
and an owl playing elvis's blue electric guitar
camouflage much
muka yang sya suka n saya slalu buat. haha
the part where he hugged back his fish and crossed the road and said " im nobody " omg la i was a millimeter close to tears mann.
and mestila johnny depp. ^_^
* ok lets move on to my soon-to-be 17 years old life now. *
=(
the way i see it, i cannot live with only two cardigans available. adoi !
* wat lerrr, even at 17, money n clothes is an issue. haha !
* berjimat aiman, berjimat. others doesnt even have clothes to change.
* wat lerrr, even at 17, money n clothes is an issue. haha !
* berjimat aiman, berjimat. others doesnt even have clothes to change.
Aiman, ur butt is so fluffy. Well, say bye2 to fluffy butt. haha !
owkeyhhhh2, i knowwww. so, hear me out. ok so since im always like im so bored of my life, nothin new and whatnot, this is a HUGE CHALLENGE. at least its sth i can look forward for n challenge myself.
i am determined to loose some flabs and grow thinner
* silence ppl, hahaha *
k la since ok i know ehemm2 my paha, my pinggul, my pinggang suma its so goddamn berisi n i sudah gemuk, n seriously, its time for me to be serious. ur not only talking bout me, but my health n how it will do me bad in years to come.
ok la, i am like * changing * kan. its been like somesort more than a month now. but i still havent got comfy with it yet. i mean kdg2 still xselesa la. but its going ok. n i still do swear and things. buttt i am trying la and ok laaaaa xla seteruk dulu. so cheers for me. ^_^
* still, i am still lazy. greatttt ~
sooooooo.. run up and down the stairs ( hopefuly i dont trip and fall haha u know how clumsy i am ), cycle tiap2 ptg. soooo kannnnnn, i kena kurangkan tdoq. hahaha n cycle la like half an hour or sth. n brisk walk n maen badminton. so weeeee. oh n fooood. idk how the toot im gona control by not eating so much, but anyways, think positive. i aint gona die if i lessen my food haha.
and rango. saya suka. coz its so crappish and creative and bodo. haha. il post pics of em. ( see i like it so much pdhl cita tu mmg merapuu )
i am determined to loose some flabs and grow thinner
* silence ppl, hahaha *
k la since ok i know ehemm2 my paha, my pinggul, my pinggang suma its so goddamn berisi n i sudah gemuk, n seriously, its time for me to be serious. ur not only talking bout me, but my health n how it will do me bad in years to come.
ok la, i am like * changing * kan. its been like somesort more than a month now. but i still havent got comfy with it yet. i mean kdg2 still xselesa la. but its going ok. n i still do swear and things. buttt i am trying la and ok laaaaa xla seteruk dulu. so cheers for me. ^_^
* still, i am still lazy. greatttt ~
sooooooo.. run up and down the stairs ( hopefuly i dont trip and fall haha u know how clumsy i am ), cycle tiap2 ptg. soooo kannnnnn, i kena kurangkan tdoq. hahaha n cycle la like half an hour or sth. n brisk walk n maen badminton. so weeeee. oh n fooood. idk how the toot im gona control by not eating so much, but anyways, think positive. i aint gona die if i lessen my food haha.
and rango. saya suka. coz its so crappish and creative and bodo. haha. il post pics of em. ( see i like it so much pdhl cita tu mmg merapuu )
Thursday, March 17, 2011
All of a sudden, i teringin gila nak berkelah dekat feringghi beach. =(
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
I don't, I don't, I don't !
Take me out
I don't start, I don't end
I don't change on my own
Take me out
I don't lose, i don't win
I don't do well alone
Love is what we make it
Take my heart and break it
Take me out
I don't want to stay home
I don't start, I don't end
I don't change on my own
Take me out
I don't lose, i don't win
I don't do well alone
Love is what we make it
Take my heart and break it
Take me out
I don't want to stay home
omg. im crying. omg !
Fuck, id cry if i get to see em play live.
omg. i love em so much. much more than the 90 bux tudung. ok maybe not but still omg aaarghhhh ! oh god. and omg the song is nicely itself !
If I was bold enough
I would follow you forever
but darling please
rescue me, take me out
some may say,
it's my fate
am i just in time
or am i late
if you can, understand
then
Take me out
I don't start, I don't end
I don't change on my own
Take me out
I don't lose, i don't win
I don't do well alone
Love is what we make it
Take my heart and break it
Take me out
I don't want to stay home
you make me dread
you make me sweat
but can you make
love mean something instead
something real, make me feel
then
i don't want to stay here
i don't wanna live half my life
and disappear
so if you want to take chances
take a chance on me
Give me a reason to live.
i. need. school.
bcuz when there is school, at least i have sth to look forward for. and at least im active and i act as if i am a living creature.
when. i. dont. have. school.
like im in a cocoon. keja sya hanya makan xhenti n kmudian membooyat bersama stocking ats ktel and snoore.
what. a. life.
bcuz when there is school, at least i have sth to look forward for. and at least im active and i act as if i am a living creature.
when. i. dont. have. school.
like im in a cocoon. keja sya hanya makan xhenti n kmudian membooyat bersama stocking ats ktel and snoore.
what. a. life.
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
When boredom strikes ~
* and when u feel like slapping somebodies face
* and when u feel like banging your head against the wall
* and when u feel like jumping off a cliff
* and when u feel like you should burn your brain cells or radiate yourself
* and when u feel like shooting someone right on that persons head
* and when u feel like screaming all your thoughts out to someone but you will regret later
* and when u feel like doing " =..= " and say " your goddamn fucking kidding my ass "
* and when u feel like banging your head against the wall
* and when u feel like jumping off a cliff
* and when u feel like you should burn your brain cells or radiate yourself
* and when u feel like shooting someone right on that persons head
* and when u feel like screaming all your thoughts out to someone but you will regret later
* and when u feel like doing " =..= " and say " your goddamn fucking kidding my ass "
hiihihihihi
Girl: *holds the boy's hand*
Boy: No, let me be the one to hold you instead.
Girl: What's the difference?
Boy: If you hold my hand, you might let go. But if I hold your hand, I promise to never let you go.
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