oh crap. i have to get out of here.
two. mmg x saket kulit terkeluar. pedihhh ! grrr ! so its another form of me venting out my anger.
three. teevee. i need you .
Thursday, September 30, 2010
inches and falling
i am super bored. xlama lagi i can guarantee u il go down n swallow raya cookies again !
i cannot do my accounts anymore since yeah i gave up. the only light is joseph ooi ! id pay you man.
n then ahh. hahahha.
m bored.
m bored.
m bored.
oh, actually ada homework. tapi oh sgtlah malas. i jsut wana eat ~
i cannot do my accounts anymore since yeah i gave up. the only light is joseph ooi ! id pay you man.
n then ahh. hahahha.
m bored.
m bored.
m bored.
oh, actually ada homework. tapi oh sgtlah malas. i jsut wana eat ~
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
it doesnt matter even if ur a vampire. =)
ok. mula2 m so in love with this song la kan. and then, punya la mepek video ni. hahah. but i still likeee. hehehe
i could care less.
okhe. so idk how to tutup the effing lejar. i mean each account. so im just assuming tht all the bki bwh tu msuk la imbgn duga. since i xdak pa nk minus annnn. so hadoih !
so ok. arini a. sucks. a bit. haha.
i suck at sports. i have to take up sth la wey. haih. i shud tooot !
n then i cant live without mandi-ing. hee.
and then. no i didnt have much fun. tp plg penting others did. =) so ok la tuuuu. tp stil ada la terfkir2 kadang2 annn. xbek2.
m not ok -minded ( wth is tht anywys ? ) rite now. penat. serabut accounts. serabut psai sorg ni. bukan nk kta serabut, aku cm tah. sepak ang ley a?
tgn pedeyhhh ~ tp lega la aft tht.
i. dont. wana. think. about. it.
huaaaaaa !!!
act im bored. XD ~
so ok. arini a. sucks. a bit. haha.
i suck at sports. i have to take up sth la wey. haih. i shud tooot !
n then i cant live without mandi-ing. hee.
and then. no i didnt have much fun. tp plg penting others did. =) so ok la tuuuu. tp stil ada la terfkir2 kadang2 annn. xbek2.
m not ok -minded ( wth is tht anywys ? ) rite now. penat. serabut accounts. serabut psai sorg ni. bukan nk kta serabut, aku cm tah. sepak ang ley a?
tgn pedeyhhh ~ tp lega la aft tht.
i. dont. wana. think. about. it.
huaaaaaa !!!
act im bored. XD ~
Smelllyyyy~
MulA2 nk ckp it ws succssful. =)
Kdua. Kaki sket2 n tgn pedihh.
Tiga penat la wwyyy.
Empat. Omg. Yes. Life changing news. Its just. Gah. It freaks me out!!
Five. SHUT UP!
Six. Acccounntttsss! Its either i do lejar n imbgn dugs tnyt or esok pg. Heee.
Seven. M not gona hv dinner. M gona get a bun.
Eight. Slurpee here i comee!!
Kdua. Kaki sket2 n tgn pedihh.
Tiga penat la wwyyy.
Empat. Omg. Yes. Life changing news. Its just. Gah. It freaks me out!!
Five. SHUT UP!
Six. Acccounntttsss! Its either i do lejar n imbgn dugs tnyt or esok pg. Heee.
Seven. M not gona hv dinner. M gona get a bun.
Eight. Slurpee here i comee!!
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
KACANG BETUL !!!
i slept tadi. n im still sleepy. blame chem tcher for not letting me play with gideon. hahaha. but seriously, gosh, ngantok.
n tx to neeta. i love penyu. or turtle for me. haha. its tortoise act. i loveee ~ cm nk bela dua. n beli dua lg, tp dia xmo. so biarkn lah. its vry easy to bela. n they. r . adorable ! sukaaaa ~ i may consider it. since its easier than hamster. doesnt smell, easier to clean. mkn ckitttt glerr. n very cheapp. guna duet sniri a kalo dady bg. heee. =D !
yeah. act khamis due date antar acc. but m so not doing it. ngantuk satu. mls n xdak mood gila2 satu. so lantak la jap. ive said this lst nite also. hehehe. so tinggal lejar yg mmg merapu, imbgn duga, id n kk. n penutupan. n abeh !!!!!
no, i did not jog. gahh ! coz kna jaga umah. grrr. biaq la nk wt cna. esok outtt. lusa arrr. so either jog or icecream. =)
arini mmg. bebai. trok. xbaek2. i still have the urge to beat them up. hahah. yeah aiman mmg brutal n violent. mnx maaf ya. dah mmg ptot kna pun kan. bkn aku sja ja nk sepak muka ang an.
seriously, aku pntg sgt bnda tu smpai he mcm aiman pls jgn mara. haha. lantak p la kt u guys. its ur life. n sorang ni pulak xkan sebut lgsg. tima kaseh wey ! totally appreciate it.
aku xdak hak nk halang. n btw. 10 pun xpla for all i careee !!
n then ada satu benda yg seriously bole instantly tukaq mood. hahah
esok aa. firstly im happy ur stil here. =) i hope tmrw wud be a good day. if i feel like dieing bgn pg esok i need a wake up call. or nah. ada pj. ill run around n get back on my feet. yes i have to admit, i gave up today n din follow any instruction from the list. my list. hehe. gah. so i failed today. huhu. but i did maintain for idk bpa hari ja la kan. but ada la improvemnt. annn ?? so xpa2. i can do tis. keep my chin up. n shut up. n whateveerrrr ~
itl be a tiring day tmrw. i really have a hugee feeling itl be. then i have to drag yes drag myself to ttn pulak. dangg. esok ada satu sbab ja aku p. oh yeah. chewing gum out of stock. rarr.
i think, one day, some day, some how, i wont call u using that name anymore. if at all ~
sleepyyy ~
idk y, m anxious, oh btw, i really xle tahan bebai. suma rosak. haha. yeah anxious. cm tah. adeh. gla arrr.
niwaysss, the moral this time is FUCK OFF ! ~
^_^ dak aku still xpuas ati of coz. bila aku nk puas ati aku xtau. but itl go away. like it or not. laterrr....
n tx to neeta. i love penyu. or turtle for me. haha. its tortoise act. i loveee ~ cm nk bela dua. n beli dua lg, tp dia xmo. so biarkn lah. its vry easy to bela. n they. r . adorable ! sukaaaa ~ i may consider it. since its easier than hamster. doesnt smell, easier to clean. mkn ckitttt glerr. n very cheapp. guna duet sniri a kalo dady bg. heee. =D !
yeah. act khamis due date antar acc. but m so not doing it. ngantuk satu. mls n xdak mood gila2 satu. so lantak la jap. ive said this lst nite also. hehehe. so tinggal lejar yg mmg merapu, imbgn duga, id n kk. n penutupan. n abeh !!!!!
no, i did not jog. gahh ! coz kna jaga umah. grrr. biaq la nk wt cna. esok outtt. lusa arrr. so either jog or icecream. =)
arini mmg. bebai. trok. xbaek2. i still have the urge to beat them up. hahah. yeah aiman mmg brutal n violent. mnx maaf ya. dah mmg ptot kna pun kan. bkn aku sja ja nk sepak muka ang an.
seriously, aku pntg sgt bnda tu smpai he mcm aiman pls jgn mara. haha. lantak p la kt u guys. its ur life. n sorang ni pulak xkan sebut lgsg. tima kaseh wey ! totally appreciate it.
aku xdak hak nk halang. n btw. 10 pun xpla for all i careee !!
n then ada satu benda yg seriously bole instantly tukaq mood. hahah
esok aa. firstly im happy ur stil here. =) i hope tmrw wud be a good day. if i feel like dieing bgn pg esok i need a wake up call. or nah. ada pj. ill run around n get back on my feet. yes i have to admit, i gave up today n din follow any instruction from the list. my list. hehe. gah. so i failed today. huhu. but i did maintain for idk bpa hari ja la kan. but ada la improvemnt. annn ?? so xpa2. i can do tis. keep my chin up. n shut up. n whateveerrrr ~
itl be a tiring day tmrw. i really have a hugee feeling itl be. then i have to drag yes drag myself to ttn pulak. dangg. esok ada satu sbab ja aku p. oh yeah. chewing gum out of stock. rarr.
i think, one day, some day, some how, i wont call u using that name anymore. if at all ~
sleepyyy ~
idk y, m anxious, oh btw, i really xle tahan bebai. suma rosak. haha. yeah anxious. cm tah. adeh. gla arrr.
niwaysss, the moral this time is FUCK OFF ! ~
^_^ dak aku still xpuas ati of coz. bila aku nk puas ati aku xtau. but itl go away. like it or not. laterrr....
Dont.
Im not a lesbian. Oke?
Today, if i have the rights to slap n kick them till they r half dead, i wud. I wud lke to beat 5 ppl up. Seriously. I really wish i could.
Dua ni mak aii mulut pnya la bgoih. Mmg aku sepak gak. Sorg ni pun bgoih g. Awat ckt2? Awat xsmuaa? Lega ati aku ckt. =.= ! Sorg g, mmg a aku jgak xmalu an ang pkiaq ang tu ada malu sgt ka? Xsdaq diri! Sorg ni lg bole x jgn dok sentuh2 aku. Aku xska ! Kalo aku p pgg2 ang dlu len cita. Klo bole aku xmo pun ckp ngn ang. N jgn dh dok tnya aku soaln pelik2.
Mmg. Susah bla ada anger problem. I wont b ok till i vent it out.
Mmg arini aku bebai. Dari pgi2 buta g.
NNEEED I SAY MORE?!?
Today, if i have the rights to slap n kick them till they r half dead, i wud. I wud lke to beat 5 ppl up. Seriously. I really wish i could.
Dua ni mak aii mulut pnya la bgoih. Mmg aku sepak gak. Sorg ni pun bgoih g. Awat ckt2? Awat xsmuaa? Lega ati aku ckt. =.= ! Sorg g, mmg a aku jgak xmalu an ang pkiaq ang tu ada malu sgt ka? Xsdaq diri! Sorg ni lg bole x jgn dok sentuh2 aku. Aku xska ! Kalo aku p pgg2 ang dlu len cita. Klo bole aku xmo pun ckp ngn ang. N jgn dh dok tnya aku soaln pelik2.
Mmg. Susah bla ada anger problem. I wont b ok till i vent it out.
Mmg arini aku bebai. Dari pgi2 buta g.
NNEEED I SAY MORE?!?
my, my how im not surprised.
yet. again. who. knew.
forget it. im sticking to it. more than ever.
its ok to take risks. thats y, take chances.
why waste ur time over those matters.
im straight btw. do remember that.
fuck. off.
btw, theres a web where they sell all those offensive stuffs. kinda cool.
sory, i really dont wana care right now.
forget it. im sticking to it. more than ever.
its ok to take risks. thats y, take chances.
why waste ur time over those matters.
im straight btw. do remember that.
fuck. off.
btw, theres a web where they sell all those offensive stuffs. kinda cool.
sory, i really dont wana care right now.
Monday, September 27, 2010
THE LITTLE THINGS !
Have you heard the news?
Bad things come in twos.
But I never knew
'Bout the little things.
Every single day
Things get in my way.
Someone has to pay
For the little things.
And I'm through with the stories
And I'm sick to my shoes.
And the walking and the talking,
It's got nothing to do with
The final solution.
It's a box full of tricks.
And I'm through with repairs
When there's nothing to fix,
When there's nothing to fix,
When there's nothing to fix,
And it all comes down to you.
Let the headlines wait,
Armies hesitate.
I can deal with fate
But not the little things.
Armageddon may
Arrive anyday.
I can't get away
From the little things.
With a pile of cares
And a bucket of tears,
I could look at the sunlight
And I feel no fear.
With a mountain of maybes
And some Icarus wings,
And I'm armed with delusions
And one little thing,
And that one little thing,
And that one little thing,
And it all comes down to you.
Have you heard the news?
Bad things come in twos.
But I never knew
'Bout the little things.
Every single day
Things get in my way.
Someone has to pay
For the little things.
Bad things come in twos.
But I never knew
'Bout the little things.
Every single day
Things get in my way.
Someone has to pay
For the little things.
And I'm through with the stories
And I'm sick to my shoes.
And the walking and the talking,
It's got nothing to do with
The final solution.
It's a box full of tricks.
And I'm through with repairs
When there's nothing to fix,
When there's nothing to fix,
When there's nothing to fix,
And it all comes down to you.
Let the headlines wait,
Armies hesitate.
I can deal with fate
But not the little things.
Armageddon may
Arrive anyday.
I can't get away
From the little things.
With a pile of cares
And a bucket of tears,
I could look at the sunlight
And I feel no fear.
With a mountain of maybes
And some Icarus wings,
And I'm armed with delusions
And one little thing,
And that one little thing,
And that one little thing,
And it all comes down to you.
Have you heard the news?
Bad things come in twos.
But I never knew
'Bout the little things.
Every single day
Things get in my way.
Someone has to pay
For the little things.
I. Wont. Stop.
Nice, solid n comfy of 1 hour n 30 mins of sleepg.
This is the result of really messing around, sleeping less n not controlling ur food for the last two weeks. Rar!
KKKEEEPPP IIITTT TTTOOOGGGEEETTTHHHEEERRRRR...!
btw. I did wish for a nicer response. Hmph. Anyways.
Lantak laaaa~ im not here to @€:"&2 !!
This is the result of really messing around, sleeping less n not controlling ur food for the last two weeks. Rar!
KKKEEEPPP IIITTT TTTOOOGGGEEETTTHHHEEERRRRR...!
btw. I did wish for a nicer response. Hmph. Anyways.
Lantak laaaa~ im not here to @€:"&2 !!
Sunday, September 26, 2010
savage garden.
akibat akauns, aku sudah pening. grrr. n xsedap badan. n nk tido. grrr.
no m not gona do it tonite. muahaha. il be dead tomorrow. anyways la kan.
ohmigod. hahah. m happy bout this thing la kan. heheheh. i was like auwww dulu coz xle an n then n then omg ! haha. wish came true. but m just happy cmtu ja. ntgs gona happen pun act. saja syok2. but mmg mula2 mcm auwwwwww...
m tired act. hahah. but stil. keep it coming. keep it going. keep it AWESOME !
btw, i need either crocs or nice slippers or flats. note : i really need wedges. gah !
no m not gona do it tonite. muahaha. il be dead tomorrow. anyways la kan.
ohmigod. hahah. m happy bout this thing la kan. heheheh. i was like auwww dulu coz xle an n then n then omg ! haha. wish came true. but m just happy cmtu ja. ntgs gona happen pun act. saja syok2. but mmg mula2 mcm auwwwwww...
m tired act. hahah. but stil. keep it coming. keep it going. keep it AWESOME !
btw, i need either crocs or nice slippers or flats. note : i really need wedges. gah !
Take a shot.
Pls oh pls comeee!! Hee.
Cek email ann. N then dia cm dot3. I ws lkke noooo! Haha.
N yea. I luffed again. Gah. XD
N then i only slept like less than 20mins then xle tido daaa
GRRRR!
Tired. School today was a lot of talking n eating. N welcoming dim LJ! hehehe. I still ly. So less gideonn. N thwn xjjdi disect katak. Now m thinkg its kinda cruel. I loveee icecreams. Acc must finish soonnn~ exam pulak daaaaa~
Nak keluar.
Oh n i feel safe n secure n comfy in class n yeah one more. So thts where i wna be. Most prolly all the time.
Keep being AWESOMe! It just doesnt matter.
Cek email ann. N then dia cm dot3. I ws lkke noooo! Haha.
N yea. I luffed again. Gah. XD
N then i only slept like less than 20mins then xle tido daaa
GRRRR!
Tired. School today was a lot of talking n eating. N welcoming dim LJ! hehehe. I still ly. So less gideonn. N thwn xjjdi disect katak. Now m thinkg its kinda cruel. I loveee icecreams. Acc must finish soonnn~ exam pulak daaaaa~
Nak keluar.
Oh n i feel safe n secure n comfy in class n yeah one more. So thts where i wna be. Most prolly all the time.
Keep being AWESOMe! It just doesnt matter.
Marchin on. (=
So i was like brace urself aiman, brace urself.
I ended up laughing. Haha. Ur funny. XD.
N i did follow the list, like 12 hrs ja? Hahha. Ok a tuuu. Tu pun coz terpksaa.
Yea2. Bla2. Esok skola. Mulala minggu yang urghhh n then the wikends which i wish i dont hve to be at home. Hmph. But i do still wish it doesnt end.
N mums encouragin me to go for evening walks. Wuhu!!
Im bored.suma org da tido. My homework cktttt ja berkurng. Idk la what to do with accounts. Serious nak drop. Kalo la bole kan.
So gooddayyy!!
I ended up laughing. Haha. Ur funny. XD.
N i did follow the list, like 12 hrs ja? Hahha. Ok a tuuu. Tu pun coz terpksaa.
Yea2. Bla2. Esok skola. Mulala minggu yang urghhh n then the wikends which i wish i dont hve to be at home. Hmph. But i do still wish it doesnt end.
N mums encouragin me to go for evening walks. Wuhu!!
Im bored.suma org da tido. My homework cktttt ja berkurng. Idk la what to do with accounts. Serious nak drop. Kalo la bole kan.
So gooddayyy!!
Saturday, September 25, 2010
except cologne
While everybody else is getting out of bed
I'm usually getting in it
I'm not in it to win it
And there's a thousand ways you can skin it
My feet have been on the floor
Flat like an idle singer
Remember winger
I digress
I confess you are the best thing in my life
But I'm afraid when I hear stories
About a husband and wife
There's no happy endings
No Henry Lee
But you are the greatest thing about me
If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better
If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather
That flock together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, Love
That's enough for me
Took a loan on a house I own
Can't be a queen bee without a bee throne
I wanna buy ya everything
Except cologne
'cause it's poison
We can travel to Spain where the rain falls
Mainly on the plain side and sing
'cause it is we can laugh we can sing
Have ten kids and give them everything
Hold our cell phones up in the air
And just be glad we made it here alive
On a spinning ball in the middle of space
I love you from your toes to your face
You can move in
I won't ask where you've been
'cause everybody has a past
When we're older
We'll do it all over again
When everybody else is getting out of bed
I'm usually getting in it
I'm not in it to win it
I'm in it for you
If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
Then the rest is just whenever
If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better
And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather
That flock together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That's enough for me
I'm usually getting in it
I'm not in it to win it
And there's a thousand ways you can skin it
My feet have been on the floor
Flat like an idle singer
Remember winger
I digress
I confess you are the best thing in my life
But I'm afraid when I hear stories
About a husband and wife
There's no happy endings
No Henry Lee
But you are the greatest thing about me
If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better
If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather
That flock together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, Love
That's enough for me
Took a loan on a house I own
Can't be a queen bee without a bee throne
I wanna buy ya everything
Except cologne
'cause it's poison
We can travel to Spain where the rain falls
Mainly on the plain side and sing
'cause it is we can laugh we can sing
Have ten kids and give them everything
Hold our cell phones up in the air
And just be glad we made it here alive
On a spinning ball in the middle of space
I love you from your toes to your face
You can move in
I won't ask where you've been
'cause everybody has a past
When we're older
We'll do it all over again
When everybody else is getting out of bed
I'm usually getting in it
I'm not in it to win it
I'm in it for you
If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
Then the rest is just whenever
If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better
And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather
That flock together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That's enough for me
edward and bella. haha
mula2. yes im in a fairly good mood. whyyy ? hehe. ok m pretty much back on my feet. one.
two is. yes two stuff too. i dpt tgk baby. heee. iman. a boy. comeyyy. 54 days kot. sgt lah sukaaa. its aunty zanas btw. she dulu mmg len. now shes like tried, stressed up, thinking nak stop keja ka x n whatnot. dang man. sian i tgk. she looks exhausted. but m just very happy for her. =) n the husband is baek i tell u. hahah. n icould just stay there and stare at the baby for like forever i tell u. haha. <3. yeah dia ckp smpai bila xmo suka spa2? smpai bila xmo cpl? smpai bila xmo kawen? smpai bila xmo anak ? anak tu smpai dpan2 oh m like arrrrr~ smpai bila rite ? (=
n then g tgk showhse. yg aritu dh tgk da. but tis time with mum. ohmigod. i just so love it kannnn. just my mum is really kinda considering nk redecorate the hse. i said if ur really serious, ok, i sanggup look up, find books suma nk redecorate seniri. sanggup buat smata2 nk bagi lawa n cozy n sejuk to my eyes. i would itell u. coz kalo nk minx interior designer professional fees dah bpa dah an so bek guna duet tu n wht sniri. just the thing is, i dont think its gona work. n dadys gona be like aiman, u got ntg else better to do a ?haha. btui gak. cukup da la umah cmtu, ada rumah, ada bumbung, ada ayaq, ada letrik, tp SEMAK TAU TAK !
oh yeah. eversince aritu, my parents are being xtra good to me. or i think its just me coz m like tis. but m fine now. =) well i did kena yell trok2 from dad coz it was my fault coz i assumed dia xsmpai g n made him wait.n mum aritu mmg gahh. yeah i cud just talk to em like whatever i want. boobs. hahah. bfs. boys. having kids. pa2 ja p ja cita. oh n yea everytime i see swings, il be like can i gooo ? ( i really do wana go ) n depa akn wt bodo jaa. hahaha. mmg ptot pun. m actually a big girl alreadyyyyy. but no. i still like to be considered as a baby. hee.
=) so its nice having em. talking to em. spending time with em. i wna go to the mall with my mum. idk y. not my dad coz stni dia comment byk. u knw my mum kinda like talks like me like u know whattt? n ohmygod ! n suma2 tu. n roll eyes. yeah. hahaha. m just happy i can tell em anything i want. its much more better that way. no hiding anything from em. which im not really.i feel freakingly free. n my dad was like i want to go along tapi xmau campur tangan dgn bf kamu. yeah he said it in malay i was like HA HA HA. n to know my parents trust me n some others, i really appreciate it n i wont misuse it. =) yeah. pros n cons. nobody is perfect. even ur parents. humans are not perfect. they are no robots. so yeah i love my parents. <3 coz truth is, who do i have in the end riteee ?
ok so acc. m gona do buku tunai n jurnal am n tgk balek all the docs since i really dont have any sense of business. yes me n money n business n currencies can nver ever mix i tell u. im very weak at it dari kecik g. ahaha. n logic mmg xdak.
kkenapa kamu nak psp sgt3!! oh n btw nwz will be in my hands !!! hehehehehe. n very murah. esok dpt kot. tweet2 ! ^_^
n im so freakingly extremely happy coz dpt ckp ngn kak raudha smlm. really, she gives good advices. another huge reason y i love her. heheheh. saya beremosi jap ya siste.
oh n yes. dinner dress. my first ever. well not la. but yeah. u knowww. i tried like er 4 ka 5 dresses. ada satu wrna putih. ohmigod i love it sooooooooooooo much.i sanggup beli with my own money tp bila la nk pkai an. but since its white n formal dinner n not evening tea party i cant have it. n i think i look like a kindy kid dlm tht dress pun coz i look adorably cute. muahahha XD
n i bought pride n prejudice nya buku. mph. n its 10bux. y so cheappp. now m thinkg the book is bullshit. coz its too cheap. but its on display dpan2 tu so how can it be so bullshit ?
im talking a lottt riteeeee. hehehe. slap my face now. =)
im actually not afraid of lightning n thunder compared to time kecik2. even now. m ok actually. saja mau bermanja. u got that riteee.
(= life is good when u stop being sad n be AWESOME instead.
two is. yes two stuff too. i dpt tgk baby. heee. iman. a boy. comeyyy. 54 days kot. sgt lah sukaaa. its aunty zanas btw. she dulu mmg len. now shes like tried, stressed up, thinking nak stop keja ka x n whatnot. dang man. sian i tgk. she looks exhausted. but m just very happy for her. =) n the husband is baek i tell u. hahah. n icould just stay there and stare at the baby for like forever i tell u. haha. <3. yeah dia ckp smpai bila xmo suka spa2? smpai bila xmo cpl? smpai bila xmo kawen? smpai bila xmo anak ? anak tu smpai dpan2 oh m like arrrrr~ smpai bila rite ? (=
n then g tgk showhse. yg aritu dh tgk da. but tis time with mum. ohmigod. i just so love it kannnn. just my mum is really kinda considering nk redecorate the hse. i said if ur really serious, ok, i sanggup look up, find books suma nk redecorate seniri. sanggup buat smata2 nk bagi lawa n cozy n sejuk to my eyes. i would itell u. coz kalo nk minx interior designer professional fees dah bpa dah an so bek guna duet tu n wht sniri. just the thing is, i dont think its gona work. n dadys gona be like aiman, u got ntg else better to do a ?haha. btui gak. cukup da la umah cmtu, ada rumah, ada bumbung, ada ayaq, ada letrik, tp SEMAK TAU TAK !
oh yeah. eversince aritu, my parents are being xtra good to me. or i think its just me coz m like tis. but m fine now. =) well i did kena yell trok2 from dad coz it was my fault coz i assumed dia xsmpai g n made him wait.n mum aritu mmg gahh. yeah i cud just talk to em like whatever i want. boobs. hahah. bfs. boys. having kids. pa2 ja p ja cita. oh n yea everytime i see swings, il be like can i gooo ? ( i really do wana go ) n depa akn wt bodo jaa. hahaha. mmg ptot pun. m actually a big girl alreadyyyyy. but no. i still like to be considered as a baby. hee.
=) so its nice having em. talking to em. spending time with em. i wna go to the mall with my mum. idk y. not my dad coz stni dia comment byk. u knw my mum kinda like talks like me like u know whattt? n ohmygod ! n suma2 tu. n roll eyes. yeah. hahaha. m just happy i can tell em anything i want. its much more better that way. no hiding anything from em. which im not really.i feel freakingly free. n my dad was like i want to go along tapi xmau campur tangan dgn bf kamu. yeah he said it in malay i was like HA HA HA. n to know my parents trust me n some others, i really appreciate it n i wont misuse it. =) yeah. pros n cons. nobody is perfect. even ur parents. humans are not perfect. they are no robots. so yeah i love my parents. <3 coz truth is, who do i have in the end riteee ?
ok so acc. m gona do buku tunai n jurnal am n tgk balek all the docs since i really dont have any sense of business. yes me n money n business n currencies can nver ever mix i tell u. im very weak at it dari kecik g. ahaha. n logic mmg xdak.
kkenapa kamu nak psp sgt3!! oh n btw nwz will be in my hands !!! hehehehehe. n very murah. esok dpt kot. tweet2 ! ^_^
n im so freakingly extremely happy coz dpt ckp ngn kak raudha smlm. really, she gives good advices. another huge reason y i love her. heheheh. saya beremosi jap ya siste.
oh n yes. dinner dress. my first ever. well not la. but yeah. u knowww. i tried like er 4 ka 5 dresses. ada satu wrna putih. ohmigod i love it sooooooooooooo much.i sanggup beli with my own money tp bila la nk pkai an. but since its white n formal dinner n not evening tea party i cant have it. n i think i look like a kindy kid dlm tht dress pun coz i look adorably cute. muahahha XD
n i bought pride n prejudice nya buku. mph. n its 10bux. y so cheappp. now m thinkg the book is bullshit. coz its too cheap. but its on display dpan2 tu so how can it be so bullshit ?
im talking a lottt riteeeee. hehehe. slap my face now. =)
im actually not afraid of lightning n thunder compared to time kecik2. even now. m ok actually. saja mau bermanja. u got that riteee.
(= life is good when u stop being sad n be AWESOME instead.
OHMIGODDDD!
ok so heres the thing. while tgh wat buku tunai, i paid lotsa stuff with tunai.
u know whttttt !!!!!!!!!!!!!
i actually started the effing business without any cash ! hhahaha
ok. omg!
u know whttttt !!!!!!!!!!!!!
i actually started the effing business without any cash ! hhahaha
ok. omg!
Friday, September 24, 2010
who does anyways ? O_o
sooo.. ^_^ ive made up my mind.
all i can say is :
all i can say is :
SIT BACK AND RELAX AND JUST ENJOY THE SHOW.
DONT FORGET POPCORNS N COMFY PILLOWS.
! ^_^ !
DONT FORGET POPCORNS N COMFY PILLOWS.
! ^_^ !
jogging anyone ?
=) thank you. tho it was boring, n dull, n nothing to do. dah mmg xdak keja. i didnt really use it fully tho, but it felt good. (=
mmg weekends duduk rumah ohmigod i tell u boring gila. but i did ajak my parents p tgk wayang. haha. my dads like aiman, dont torture me for two hours, if u want me to treat u with ur mum, idm. m like yeaaaaa~ =.=
nak converse jugak lageeeee....
it doesnt matter. it really doesnt.
rmb, when im sad, i stop being sad n i be awesome instead ! =)
* maybe ur smile.. *
time to get up. or not.
mmg weekends duduk rumah ohmigod i tell u boring gila. but i did ajak my parents p tgk wayang. haha. my dads like aiman, dont torture me for two hours, if u want me to treat u with ur mum, idm. m like yeaaaaa~ =.=
nak converse jugak lageeeee....
it doesnt matter. it really doesnt.
rmb, when im sad, i stop being sad n i be awesome instead ! =)
* maybe ur smile.. *
time to get up. or not.
its not private anymore. =)
There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
You think you're special
But I know, and I know
And I know, and we know
That you're not
You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Is gonna bring me down
Will never bring me down
Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
You think you're special
But I know, and I know
And I know, and we know
That you're not
You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Is gonna bring me down
Will never bring me down
Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Thursday, September 23, 2010
can u pls heat me up ? ^_^
am i so lucky or what ? (=
i can do this. and im not giving up. and im not gona let go.
i can do this. and im not giving up. and im not gona let go.
< everybody is watching you, everybody is watching me too >
Its ok. Go slow. Take Ur time. Give urself time. Do wht is necesary. Do wht u need. N dont do things tht u dont.
Bkan xnak, ada sebab xnk.
Bkan xnk tau, tp ada sbab xnk tau.
N ada sbab knpa x kenal.
Bkan xnak, ada sebab xnk.
Bkan xnk tau, tp ada sbab xnk tau.
N ada sbab knpa x kenal.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
i think i understand. quite. i wana hear it from you.
all of a sudden, homeworks n school work n bla2 are rushing in. debate i got no idea. seh n agama lthhn due next week. n so as the rest la kan.
wait. save the worst for the last. accounts. cikgu nk tutup accounts minggu ni. so mmg kna la abeskan suma. i just got no freaking idea jurnal am n lejar cnaa. n er. aiyo. document yg bodo2 ituuu kannnn... ~
=) saya rasa saya da rindu kamu. =)
wait. save the worst for the last. accounts. cikgu nk tutup accounts minggu ni. so mmg kna la abeskan suma. i just got no freaking idea jurnal am n lejar cnaa. n er. aiyo. document yg bodo2 ituuu kannnn... ~
=) saya rasa saya da rindu kamu. =)
Saturday, September 18, 2010
It was so soft. Something that i have never felt before.
Well, i guess u r my famous amos afterall. Pls do remain that way.
I still prefer n heart wanted. Hee.
Thanks for making me feel that way. Thanks for making me see sth which i wudnt have seen. Thanks for doing that.
* true enough, it wasnt right. But perhaps i know sth that is right. *
I still prefer n heart wanted. Hee.
Thanks for making me feel that way. Thanks for making me see sth which i wudnt have seen. Thanks for doing that.
* true enough, it wasnt right. But perhaps i know sth that is right. *
Friday, September 17, 2010
Thursday, September 16, 2010
danny elfman. restless much ? yes i am.
* somethings not rite here. i can feel it *
so lets see. everyday ada activity. esok ada gak. sabtu nak get ready for school n last clean up dlm umah.
isnin. open hse. punyala kalotttt. nk lyn guest pun mcm here n thre. grrr. but it was ok. we all esp abg rafael were so fascinated by the udangs. bsaq or bigger than my hand ada. mcm gila a. mkn smpai muak. hahah. it was fun.
i still heart tandoori chicken n aloo gobi?? hehe
selasa arrr. arrr. arrr. ohh. i dok bebai. hehe. coz rabu an. yeah rabu. haha. slsa was oke. wt keja sana sini. kluaq gakk. rabuuuuuu. aiyo. aiyoo. haha. abg amirul is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy better than abg aznel ? azner ? i xtau la nma dia pa. yeah nma pun xtau. dislike3 !
khamis wic is today. heee. ok la. but i did T_T dlm keta. i was lke aiman sbq2, kita blek kita ngeh. less than five minutes i was like sob2. heeee.
i think i have sth to confess. n i myself dont like the sound of it. oh god. ( i will die i tell you !!! )
oh yes. i do have a handbag already. hihihi. its like dark purple btw or sth like that. i like. no, no makeups pls.
sat nya wey nk start skolaaaa~
i feel free.
so lets see. everyday ada activity. esok ada gak. sabtu nak get ready for school n last clean up dlm umah.
isnin. open hse. punyala kalotttt. nk lyn guest pun mcm here n thre. grrr. but it was ok. we all esp abg rafael were so fascinated by the udangs. bsaq or bigger than my hand ada. mcm gila a. mkn smpai muak. hahah. it was fun.
i still heart tandoori chicken n aloo gobi?? hehe
selasa arrr. arrr. arrr. ohh. i dok bebai. hehe. coz rabu an. yeah rabu. haha. slsa was oke. wt keja sana sini. kluaq gakk. rabuuuuuu. aiyo. aiyoo. haha. abg amirul is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy better than abg aznel ? azner ? i xtau la nma dia pa. yeah nma pun xtau. dislike3 !
khamis wic is today. heee. ok la. but i did T_T dlm keta. i was lke aiman sbq2, kita blek kita ngeh. less than five minutes i was like sob2. heeee.
i think i have sth to confess. n i myself dont like the sound of it. oh god. ( i will die i tell you !!! )
oh yes. i do have a handbag already. hihihi. its like dark purple btw or sth like that. i like. no, no makeups pls.
sat nya wey nk start skolaaaa~
i feel free.
Monday, September 13, 2010
Saturday, September 11, 2010
so here it goes. ckit ja pun.
ok. so i know im cute. hahahah. but i do look kinda fat in it. gah
tho mmg gambaq ni xbalance an, tapi i prefer this one. raya pics. 15 ja wey amek. yest. today xamek langsung. but monday il insist suma kena amek gambaq ! heee !
aku sebenarnya segan gila kot nak p open hse ang. gah. aku lebey rela xp. idk y.
ok. im really bored. again. n il sleep superrr later tonite coz keja arini tidoqqqq ja. i overslept actually. so not awesome. n i lurveeeeeeeee tandooriii. n wajik which i just assume it was dodol. heheheh.
sharing, loving, forgiving.
i slept at 3sth tadi pagi. n now i did not regret. i heart wanted. coz of the songsss. tah. i just sukaaa like hw i suka queen of the damned. hee.
i am too lazy to upload pics. ckit jar punnn. like dua. but the cable outside bla3. ( alasan semata-mata )
im off to baling in an hours time kot. i dont mind going there even its in the middle of nowhere for me, just send me p ulu sabah pun xpa. il kinda like it. coz nnti ada aym2 n ank2 aym, n then kucing2 n then ikan2 n then greenery2. i likeee. just i really hope itl be a pleasant trip. grrr !
i m so in love with the butter cake that when makngah comes, i sanggup beg my mum or pakngah to bring me to Sayang, the place where u buy those baking stuff, hahah n teach me how to do it.
my muka n badan smakin byk pimple. lack of water too much junk food. rarrr
where do i really see myself in five years time ? nowhere. i know il be in some place somewhere, but what course am i in? how will my friends be like ? my parents?
i agak pantang even tgk cigarettes. i pantang tgk orang merokok. n i veryyy pantang if u smoke in front of me esp when im eating.
im boredddd.
hahah ~
i am too lazy to upload pics. ckit jar punnn. like dua. but the cable outside bla3. ( alasan semata-mata )
im off to baling in an hours time kot. i dont mind going there even its in the middle of nowhere for me, just send me p ulu sabah pun xpa. il kinda like it. coz nnti ada aym2 n ank2 aym, n then kucing2 n then ikan2 n then greenery2. i likeee. just i really hope itl be a pleasant trip. grrr !
i m so in love with the butter cake that when makngah comes, i sanggup beg my mum or pakngah to bring me to Sayang, the place where u buy those baking stuff, hahah n teach me how to do it.
my muka n badan smakin byk pimple. lack of water too much junk food. rarrr
where do i really see myself in five years time ? nowhere. i know il be in some place somewhere, but what course am i in? how will my friends be like ? my parents?
i agak pantang even tgk cigarettes. i pantang tgk orang merokok. n i veryyy pantang if u smoke in front of me esp when im eating.
im boredddd.
hahah ~
i wana know whats inside
its 1am sharp. just finished how i met your mother season two. yes ohmigod aiman ur so slow. i know. i only watch it on wikends. ending dia, i just dont pretty much like ted n robin broke up. but yeah. gah.
idk y m blogging. i know i wont fall asleep. so might as well i watch some stuff.
i do wish to have my very own forest gump. <3
little miss sunshine is also good.
* its ur life =). what if i say my life is urs too. then i must be dreaming. y ? of coz i am. i was just teasing u. what if i say the same. then im dreaming too. its not wrong to say my life is urs n ur life is mine. ur willing to sit beside me for at least three hours or more just to company me do sth stupid. when i said thank u to u, u said yea no problem n there was this awkward silence when we were walking back together. this cant be happening. i dont like it. i like ur choice of songs. i still dont know you. at all. i dont think i want to. u know what i dont like, what im thinking. i do not wish to know more *
raya today a. the first raya ever i xmakan byk man. like urghh. i cant. accept dkat umah pkngah i ate butter cake was it, yg mmg omg sdap mkngah wat. i was eating it as if the whole container was mine. opsie.
duet raya going ok. i wana give half of the money i have now to my parents perhaps, see how. i wana buy cardiiii. but i wna go to cs tho reject shop. not opting to buy branded n expensive ones unlesssss mum want to buy it. m gona get sth reeally comfy, that looks nice n affordable. n maybe some other stuff. i wna go shopping with someone ~ n i know my mum would perhaps let me go. maybeee. she did a few days ago, oh no it was yesterday. just my mum said now ur asking ? n i was like yeahhh. seriously, wrong timing. atleast i know my mum said ok n yeah.ahe says u can go with.
my homework is still like that. untouched. am i doomed or what>?
u know i love cheese cake n it can make me smile. =)
n no, im not actually on a diet, i jsut happen not wanting to eat or i may throw up. so i say, its ok if i dont eat, at least drink lotsa water.
i do wish i have a toilet in my room. hahah
i managed to survive with a pareo today. wondered how i actually diddd survive in it lasst year. perhaps, il post the pics later. sikit ja. jsut me n the family photo. i dont wna bother at this moment.
i really should be sleeping. gahhh ~
movie next !
so,,,, i went to mak chaqs hse dlu. then pkngahs. i felt very comfy thre. cam ley tdoq ja. yes of coz i was bored, no one the same age as me. three kids. a baby. n the rest r all kakak2 n makcik2. note i was sembanging with daddy til he went to the mosque. so i was like erghhh. ntg to dooo.
n then went to i forgot. but that was when i said ok i cant eat anymore. haha.
balek, oh i went to tesco. with bju rha. awesomely freakingly weird. haha. n thenbalek. i just love mia. n then my life went on.
moral of the day. if ur husband says dont go or no to anything, believe me, listen to him. same goes to parents ( i have to rmb this )
idk y m blogging. i know i wont fall asleep. so might as well i watch some stuff.
i do wish to have my very own forest gump. <3
little miss sunshine is also good.
* its ur life =). what if i say my life is urs too. then i must be dreaming. y ? of coz i am. i was just teasing u. what if i say the same. then im dreaming too. its not wrong to say my life is urs n ur life is mine. ur willing to sit beside me for at least three hours or more just to company me do sth stupid. when i said thank u to u, u said yea no problem n there was this awkward silence when we were walking back together. this cant be happening. i dont like it. i like ur choice of songs. i still dont know you. at all. i dont think i want to. u know what i dont like, what im thinking. i do not wish to know more *
raya today a. the first raya ever i xmakan byk man. like urghh. i cant. accept dkat umah pkngah i ate butter cake was it, yg mmg omg sdap mkngah wat. i was eating it as if the whole container was mine. opsie.
duet raya going ok. i wana give half of the money i have now to my parents perhaps, see how. i wana buy cardiiii. but i wna go to cs tho reject shop. not opting to buy branded n expensive ones unlesssss mum want to buy it. m gona get sth reeally comfy, that looks nice n affordable. n maybe some other stuff. i wna go shopping with someone ~ n i know my mum would perhaps let me go. maybeee. she did a few days ago, oh no it was yesterday. just my mum said now ur asking ? n i was like yeahhh. seriously, wrong timing. atleast i know my mum said ok n yeah.ahe says u can go with.
my homework is still like that. untouched. am i doomed or what>?
u know i love cheese cake n it can make me smile. =)
n no, im not actually on a diet, i jsut happen not wanting to eat or i may throw up. so i say, its ok if i dont eat, at least drink lotsa water.
i do wish i have a toilet in my room. hahah
i managed to survive with a pareo today. wondered how i actually diddd survive in it lasst year. perhaps, il post the pics later. sikit ja. jsut me n the family photo. i dont wna bother at this moment.
i really should be sleeping. gahhh ~
movie next !
so,,,, i went to mak chaqs hse dlu. then pkngahs. i felt very comfy thre. cam ley tdoq ja. yes of coz i was bored, no one the same age as me. three kids. a baby. n the rest r all kakak2 n makcik2. note i was sembanging with daddy til he went to the mosque. so i was like erghhh. ntg to dooo.
n then went to i forgot. but that was when i said ok i cant eat anymore. haha.
balek, oh i went to tesco. with bju rha. awesomely freakingly weird. haha. n thenbalek. i just love mia. n then my life went on.
moral of the day. if ur husband says dont go or no to anything, believe me, listen to him. same goes to parents ( i have to rmb this )
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Slurpee honey n lemon?
=O x ku sangka kamu sebenarnya dmam. Idk y but i thot its a teddy. Then i thot its a scarf but no it wsnt.
I tried makin my brain freeze bt i failed coz d slurpee diz tym was sweet. N i dok tgk ciz cake dia ohmigod. Cam sdapp.Dkt fairy i mean. I wonder hw itl taste lke. Hee.
Xpa2. Wise old man. =)
I can do this. I can. =)
I have to get some sleep. N drink more water.
I tried makin my brain freeze bt i failed coz d slurpee diz tym was sweet. N i dok tgk ciz cake dia ohmigod. Cam sdapp.Dkt fairy i mean. I wonder hw itl taste lke. Hee.
Xpa2. Wise old man. =)
I can do this. I can. =)
I have to get some sleep. N drink more water.
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTIAL ( not )
sebenarnya, aku baru angkat tong gas. hahah. yeah aku syok. idk la how many kilo but fuhhh. i prefer carrying weights than jog. =.= mmg la an aku tinggi.
the point here is actually. define raya.
i do know the real meaning well its not actually, it differs from individual to individual. it depends on ur point of view. my answer was family and friends. i do know the answer. but i never quite gave a thought about it. after all this years. tx malina coz u pointed that out. so, yes m proud of myself coz i tolong bukak daun ketupat, i know bukakk jaaaa haha esok baru nk balut n whatnot but the thing is i did it all by myself n i managed to do it n i had fun. well i took lotsaaaa breaks of coz. i wat sat i p kacau daddy, p men kucing n merapu2. but anyways la. =) it took me hours of coz. hehe
family first. yes. true. lets use the word at least. n make sure u use it frequently. tho, i dont have a perfect family, completed with bros n sis n small bros n siss, hey at least i have my parents with me. at least i get to sambut raya with them. at least they r still around n i get to irritate n laugh at my dad n my mum. hahha. at least im living with them. who else do i have if not my parents n granma ? i live with them. so who else do i depend on if not them ? n not forgetting d kucings. i love them very much. yes. they r in my family list. it doesnt matter u have fun or not, doesnt matter it sucks or its ruined by sth, i have my parents. if they r not here, i wont be here. yes i do admit im not a good daughter afterrall, but dont say im not trying. just i always follow my feelings n starts screaming profanities because im not matured enough n i dont think wisely. i know whats right n whats not. i should really learn how to get control of things in me. thats y theres this book called 7 habits of highly effective teenagers. hahah. seriously.
n actually, my mums family, her side i mean, it is huge. just i dont know them. n we r not close. idk their names btw. but lets try n list. ok so firsly, i have my pakngah n makngah. n then from them theres kak long, abang zali n kak diana. n from kak long thres iman n idk tht baby boys nme, i only seen him once i guess. he cries a lot like me when i was a baby. n then abang zali n kak hajar ada darwish which sometimes i do wish i can strangle him. haha. but hes a very briliant boy. n then kak diana x lagi.
n then arwah paksu. i used to rmb, well hes really nice, i rmbd i called him up or he called me, at the time where i really need someone to talk to. i was telling him things n i was crying away. seriously it was a nitemare at home that time. we go to a lot of kenduris together, he brings me out to gurney, gives me money too n let me buy whatever i want. hes very close to my mum. n there goes my extended cousins. first is abg wan. ( mind u, idk whtsup with them dah ) n then abang hafiz. n then kak i forgot her name ! omg ! kak izzati. omg. that freaked me out. n then kak nadiah. im closer to kak nadiah.dlu la. now shes doing pharmacy idk where. n then hidayat. same age as me. we use to have crushes kot.but seriously, the last time i saw him, he doesnt look tht bad. haha. n then theres i forgot. n yeah. n then the other one nurul. n maksu. their kampung is in pahang.
n then theres this guy. busu. do not ask me y we call him dat. n i still dk his name. he was the one who introduced me to songs n pc games. haha. his er 20 now i guess. dulu rapat la, slalu men2 suma. n yeah perhaps phones also.
n then theres idk mak wat la. she has 10 kidssss. yeahh. n i only know one is no two abang, one sis n one small sis which is 8 n one same age as me. thats all i know. yeah the abg who was like igt x abang dukung aritu ? m likeee hurhhhh ? ~
n then theres mak lang. i jsut asked my mum act. haha. she has no kids tho. n ive never seen pak lang. or i haveee...
n then theres aziz. idk hes pak wat. haha. i know he smokes n i hate it ! n anak dia ada gak keja cni. sha sth. i forgotttt.
n then. kak cik. anak 6 kot. kak cik is my csn. yes. sma ngn kak isma n mum is mak chaq. is taht how we speelll ? haha. anak dia suma of coz bsaq2 than me. haha. n ada tis boy nama dia farabi, idk how to speel butttt i know, hes so big that the doctor ckp if he xmkn nasi a year or two he wont die. just imagine.
n then ada g kottt. but i xtau. yeah.
sebenarnya, family shudnt be a sensitive issue. adek beradek shudnt be a senstve issue. for me i mean. bukannya aku ni anak yatim, bru kluaq dari orphanage. no. not at all. i have sbnrnya i have evertn. its just how i take it. but sometimes, bila mmg u cannot avoid it, it does happen. anyways. at least i do really have a family. =) nothings perfect rite. n do not compare. n do not complain. i know all those. just i act immaturely so terkeluar la benda2 yg x sedap utk didengari. watch ur words.
so mmg. my lifes like that. things sucks. i suck. so be it. nothing n nobody is perfect. life must go on. live with it. accept it. mmg life mcm ni, nak wt cmna. at least im not in pakistan or palestin war here n there n blood everywhere n poverty, or mcm poor countries mcm romania human n sex trafficking. i m very lucky i m not like that. i have a father who loves me n treats me well n teaches a lot of things. i have a mother who reallyyy loves me n would do anything. i have a father who has been working hard, making sure i get clthes, food n good education. i have a mother who act cares a lot about me.
insyaAllah, when i go to university, idont wnt my dad or mum to call me, but i myself want to call them up. n ask how they r n tell them hows life there. i wnt to be the want to call them. webcam wud be very nice too.
i can smell rendang. too bad xle taste. gah !
n then, abg hozair n kak noran. kak noran is cool tho ive never been out with her ka pa. just on the phone normally. oh n i luahkn my prasaan smpai terjerit2. haha. abg hozair arrr, dia arr, suka wt lawak. hahah. n then abg rafael, dia tuuu ~ hehe. kak raudha. =) shes my second idol. need i say more ? from the way she dresses, n her hair, n her entah. i suka.
did i tell u, i was like tahan nk peee smlm after ttn. cam nk ngeh tahan. haha. dh la daddy bwk slow satu, n then smpai2 mrs lim pulak adaa. xkan la aku x p sembang. so i did la an. n ohmigod. i almost peed in my jeans. hahaha. n my converse is like brand new. n i cuci all my kasut. heee. tinggai beg skola n sth. n kerja acc yg idk la how to siapkn. english essay i can manage it. study mths blum g. n keja addmts bole saja !
n sbnrnya, my dads side pun ada gak. but not directly related la. ahmas nya relatives suma bykk. but i never knew em. i tau er aritu ada uncle n aunty tu mai umah. i took pics with them mannn. hahah. n then ada aunty doreen. n then idk. haha. ada la.
for friends. i like them to be as friends/family. coz hey we do spend time like from 7 till almost 2 five days a week. tu xtrmsok blek umah chatting g, sms g, ttn g. we go thru dramas together. we share stupid things togther. we crap together. i do have my weird extended family of friends. ul find that weird part later.
so firstly. i have my sister. i m still at times very touched wehn u become sister2. sapa dia tuuu ? amalina lah. =) dari form one sejak pindah smpai skg. n smpai tua tau. n smpai we have a cup of tea perhaps at ur garden or mine with fruit cake k. hahaha. n ur again the first human being to ever come so damn close to my most precious butt okayyy. hahah. the talks. the advices. the laughs. the -) hahaha. suma lah. n dont forget to kidnap me when u can drive a car okayyy... n the most important thing, thank u so much for putting up with me. ta ta ta ! n listen to me. n not slapping my face. n saying ily. ur a good listener n adivisor. hehe. be a doctor okayy. doctor utk itu2.
n then my sister pulak. my chinese sister. hehehe. tan xin yee nmnya. mmg the tan family pun. we dont talk so often, but do stay in contact. still laugh at the same jokes. n do rmb old stuff. XD
n then. my dad. haha. syahmie. n my uncle ( dads friend ) naim. n then my bro, pite. n then. hehe. seseorg yg slallu call me buchukk2 n ask me to mandi. gah !
anis. shes actually my step mum/ my anak. how anak was me n sha, we r evil partners, we did unpleasant things, ( act we violated aniss rights la ) n dpt la anis. idont get it anyways. n i think this is how it went kot actually. hehehe. suda lupaa. anis n sha started this year. the barneyy songgg. the gla2 byk mrpu. the visions we made. hahah. without u guys, id die in 4sc4. pls do rmb that all the time ! u guys are great.
so sbnrnya, for me, raya is about to appreciate things u have. to treasure it. to be thankful that u are still alive n u have a roof on top of ur head. u have ur awesome parents. u have ur great sibling. n u have awesome n wonderful friends/family.
so raya first, kulim. second baling. third pg. fourth cni. fifth hosp. sixth a. i dont like !
the point here is actually. define raya.
i do know the real meaning well its not actually, it differs from individual to individual. it depends on ur point of view. my answer was family and friends. i do know the answer. but i never quite gave a thought about it. after all this years. tx malina coz u pointed that out. so, yes m proud of myself coz i tolong bukak daun ketupat, i know bukakk jaaaa haha esok baru nk balut n whatnot but the thing is i did it all by myself n i managed to do it n i had fun. well i took lotsaaaa breaks of coz. i wat sat i p kacau daddy, p men kucing n merapu2. but anyways la. =) it took me hours of coz. hehe
family first. yes. true. lets use the word at least. n make sure u use it frequently. tho, i dont have a perfect family, completed with bros n sis n small bros n siss, hey at least i have my parents with me. at least i get to sambut raya with them. at least they r still around n i get to irritate n laugh at my dad n my mum. hahha. at least im living with them. who else do i have if not my parents n granma ? i live with them. so who else do i depend on if not them ? n not forgetting d kucings. i love them very much. yes. they r in my family list. it doesnt matter u have fun or not, doesnt matter it sucks or its ruined by sth, i have my parents. if they r not here, i wont be here. yes i do admit im not a good daughter afterrall, but dont say im not trying. just i always follow my feelings n starts screaming profanities because im not matured enough n i dont think wisely. i know whats right n whats not. i should really learn how to get control of things in me. thats y theres this book called 7 habits of highly effective teenagers. hahah. seriously.
n actually, my mums family, her side i mean, it is huge. just i dont know them. n we r not close. idk their names btw. but lets try n list. ok so firsly, i have my pakngah n makngah. n then from them theres kak long, abang zali n kak diana. n from kak long thres iman n idk tht baby boys nme, i only seen him once i guess. he cries a lot like me when i was a baby. n then abang zali n kak hajar ada darwish which sometimes i do wish i can strangle him. haha. but hes a very briliant boy. n then kak diana x lagi.
n then arwah paksu. i used to rmb, well hes really nice, i rmbd i called him up or he called me, at the time where i really need someone to talk to. i was telling him things n i was crying away. seriously it was a nitemare at home that time. we go to a lot of kenduris together, he brings me out to gurney, gives me money too n let me buy whatever i want. hes very close to my mum. n there goes my extended cousins. first is abg wan. ( mind u, idk whtsup with them dah ) n then abang hafiz. n then kak i forgot her name ! omg ! kak izzati. omg. that freaked me out. n then kak nadiah. im closer to kak nadiah.dlu la. now shes doing pharmacy idk where. n then hidayat. same age as me. we use to have crushes kot.but seriously, the last time i saw him, he doesnt look tht bad. haha. n then theres i forgot. n yeah. n then the other one nurul. n maksu. their kampung is in pahang.
n then theres this guy. busu. do not ask me y we call him dat. n i still dk his name. he was the one who introduced me to songs n pc games. haha. his er 20 now i guess. dulu rapat la, slalu men2 suma. n yeah perhaps phones also.
n then theres idk mak wat la. she has 10 kidssss. yeahh. n i only know one is no two abang, one sis n one small sis which is 8 n one same age as me. thats all i know. yeah the abg who was like igt x abang dukung aritu ? m likeee hurhhhh ? ~
n then theres mak lang. i jsut asked my mum act. haha. she has no kids tho. n ive never seen pak lang. or i haveee...
n then theres aziz. idk hes pak wat. haha. i know he smokes n i hate it ! n anak dia ada gak keja cni. sha sth. i forgotttt.
n then. kak cik. anak 6 kot. kak cik is my csn. yes. sma ngn kak isma n mum is mak chaq. is taht how we speelll ? haha. anak dia suma of coz bsaq2 than me. haha. n ada tis boy nama dia farabi, idk how to speel butttt i know, hes so big that the doctor ckp if he xmkn nasi a year or two he wont die. just imagine.
n then ada g kottt. but i xtau. yeah.
sebenarnya, family shudnt be a sensitive issue. adek beradek shudnt be a senstve issue. for me i mean. bukannya aku ni anak yatim, bru kluaq dari orphanage. no. not at all. i have sbnrnya i have evertn. its just how i take it. but sometimes, bila mmg u cannot avoid it, it does happen. anyways. at least i do really have a family. =) nothings perfect rite. n do not compare. n do not complain. i know all those. just i act immaturely so terkeluar la benda2 yg x sedap utk didengari. watch ur words.
so mmg. my lifes like that. things sucks. i suck. so be it. nothing n nobody is perfect. life must go on. live with it. accept it. mmg life mcm ni, nak wt cmna. at least im not in pakistan or palestin war here n there n blood everywhere n poverty, or mcm poor countries mcm romania human n sex trafficking. i m very lucky i m not like that. i have a father who loves me n treats me well n teaches a lot of things. i have a mother who reallyyy loves me n would do anything. i have a father who has been working hard, making sure i get clthes, food n good education. i have a mother who act cares a lot about me.
insyaAllah, when i go to university, idont wnt my dad or mum to call me, but i myself want to call them up. n ask how they r n tell them hows life there. i wnt to be the want to call them. webcam wud be very nice too.
i can smell rendang. too bad xle taste. gah !
n then, abg hozair n kak noran. kak noran is cool tho ive never been out with her ka pa. just on the phone normally. oh n i luahkn my prasaan smpai terjerit2. haha. abg hozair arrr, dia arr, suka wt lawak. hahah. n then abg rafael, dia tuuu ~ hehe. kak raudha. =) shes my second idol. need i say more ? from the way she dresses, n her hair, n her entah. i suka.
did i tell u, i was like tahan nk peee smlm after ttn. cam nk ngeh tahan. haha. dh la daddy bwk slow satu, n then smpai2 mrs lim pulak adaa. xkan la aku x p sembang. so i did la an. n ohmigod. i almost peed in my jeans. hahaha. n my converse is like brand new. n i cuci all my kasut. heee. tinggai beg skola n sth. n kerja acc yg idk la how to siapkn. english essay i can manage it. study mths blum g. n keja addmts bole saja !
n sbnrnya, my dads side pun ada gak. but not directly related la. ahmas nya relatives suma bykk. but i never knew em. i tau er aritu ada uncle n aunty tu mai umah. i took pics with them mannn. hahah. n then ada aunty doreen. n then idk. haha. ada la.
for friends. i like them to be as friends/family. coz hey we do spend time like from 7 till almost 2 five days a week. tu xtrmsok blek umah chatting g, sms g, ttn g. we go thru dramas together. we share stupid things togther. we crap together. i do have my weird extended family of friends. ul find that weird part later.
so firstly. i have my sister. i m still at times very touched wehn u become sister2. sapa dia tuuu ? amalina lah. =) dari form one sejak pindah smpai skg. n smpai tua tau. n smpai we have a cup of tea perhaps at ur garden or mine with fruit cake k. hahaha. n ur again the first human being to ever come so damn close to my most precious butt okayyy. hahah. the talks. the advices. the laughs. the -) hahaha. suma lah. n dont forget to kidnap me when u can drive a car okayyy... n the most important thing, thank u so much for putting up with me. ta ta ta ! n listen to me. n not slapping my face. n saying ily. ur a good listener n adivisor. hehe. be a doctor okayy. doctor utk itu2.
n then my sister pulak. my chinese sister. hehehe. tan xin yee nmnya. mmg the tan family pun. we dont talk so often, but do stay in contact. still laugh at the same jokes. n do rmb old stuff. XD
n then. my dad. haha. syahmie. n my uncle ( dads friend ) naim. n then my bro, pite. n then. hehe. seseorg yg slallu call me buchukk2 n ask me to mandi. gah !
anis. shes actually my step mum/ my anak. how anak was me n sha, we r evil partners, we did unpleasant things, ( act we violated aniss rights la ) n dpt la anis. idont get it anyways. n i think this is how it went kot actually. hehehe. suda lupaa. anis n sha started this year. the barneyy songgg. the gla2 byk mrpu. the visions we made. hahah. without u guys, id die in 4sc4. pls do rmb that all the time ! u guys are great.
so sbnrnya, for me, raya is about to appreciate things u have. to treasure it. to be thankful that u are still alive n u have a roof on top of ur head. u have ur awesome parents. u have ur great sibling. n u have awesome n wonderful friends/family.
so raya first, kulim. second baling. third pg. fourth cni. fifth hosp. sixth a. i dont like !
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Idk how many times my dad gerakkan but i din get up. Idk wht happen. Gah.
Sometimes, its best if u just hear me out n not talk back just for once. Really. =) but no big, m not gona do that again. =)
i m suppose to do stuff but gahh.
Addmaths is fun as alwiz. Differentiation? Ok idk howto spell it hahah xla susah sgt. For noww ~
saya sudah berpuasa. Wehe. =)
Sometimes, its best if u just hear me out n not talk back just for once. Really. =) but no big, m not gona do that again. =)
i m suppose to do stuff but gahh.
Addmaths is fun as alwiz. Differentiation? Ok idk howto spell it hahah xla susah sgt. For noww ~
saya sudah berpuasa. Wehe. =)
Monday, September 6, 2010
I take it back.
I dont want my raya. You can take my raya away. You can take all of it away. Take it n throw it to the ground n step on it or throw it in the rubbish bin for all i care.
Thank u for not discussing this matter with me.
Thank u for not discussing this matter with me.
Im sitting at gleneagles. Ive already chewed three chewing gums, more to come, publicly. Ive been reading rd but in a very slow pace n quite hungry. Haha. Oh n yea songs. Tau xxx. Xdak pa. Im just plain bored. N i love 3G.
I love converse. I want levis n ripcurl. I want crocs. I want the scratches on my hand to go away asap. I want baskin robbins. I want my dad alll the time. I want a real twin brother. I want dunkin doughnuts. I want braces maybe. I want to go to hongs place. I want to go for facial.
Oh boy, i miss penang.
Oh yea, i want to go out n i want to go to ur hse and i want to eat n i want to play piano n drums n i want to hang out with only just u.
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I love converse. I want levis n ripcurl. I want crocs. I want the scratches on my hand to go away asap. I want baskin robbins. I want my dad alll the time. I want a real twin brother. I want dunkin doughnuts. I want braces maybe. I want to go to hongs place. I want to go for facial.
Oh boy, i miss penang.
Oh yea, i want to go out n i want to go to ur hse and i want to eat n i want to play piano n drums n i want to hang out with only just u.
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pakat men dota ampa nohh ~ hahah
so im on my way of completing the perancagn. yes business planning. oh how i wish kita blaja lam english. baru syok ckittt.
yes dah lmbt tapi xtdo g. i dont feel sleepy. n i dont feel like sleeping n it doesnt hurt if i do sleep esok pun the whole day coz its gona be bo o ring.
okies ?
aku rasa aku da cukup pening, xyah peningkan lagi. thank u !
so im on my way of completing the perancagn. yes business planning. oh how i wish kita blaja lam english. baru syok ckittt.
yes dah lmbt tapi xtdo g. i dont feel sleepy. n i dont feel like sleeping n it doesnt hurt if i do sleep esok pun the whole day coz its gona be bo o ring.
okies ?
aku rasa aku da cukup pening, xyah peningkan lagi. thank u !
Sunday, September 5, 2010
summary
sebenarnnya dah xdak hati nak blog. hahah
!. dont blame me if i always go to daddy first to talk or to ask permission or anything. u should know y.
2. how often do i ask to go out. i think i ask for secret recipe cakes more than going out. to say ok vmal bahaya bla3 fine but this is someones house. and dont u get the message that i really just hate this house n place n wud like to spend a few hours at someones place. just a few hours. how can i be any more obvious ? does it hurt ? ! oh oke. mmg dok umah ni xdak keja. she said awat dok kat umah ni xdak keja ka ? n then mula la she beleter tis n that lg xwat. so ok i said fine nak wat, jom, so then i can go.
seriously. i tell u. thank god i have tuitions. if not mmg xkluar rumah lgsg. n bulan puasa dpt la p bzr tu pun kalau dady ada. if like that kan, bek xyah cuti. bek p skola ja. sma ja. gah !
i dont mind being trapped at home everyday i tell u actually. or my mum beleter byk or not letting me go out, as long as at least i have a sibling or at least someone la.
sooner or later, sooner the better, she has to realize, truth is, u have to let me go. i know, u dont want me to be wild n al, oke i understand n not to be spoiled by going out always n all. ok i understand. but please. at least. ni dah cuti skola. gosh wey. i seriously dk la. next year mmg gadoh byk coz its the last year, n seriously i wud like to go out more n brbka puasa n whtnot.
but no, tadi i didnt say anytg. i as
n esok, p pg, for checkup. i use the word maybeeeeeee p gurney. n trust me. i will have no mercy with money esok. haha. idwcare.
i know y i slalu bebai. coz truth is, i havent got over the hugest fact in my life !
ps. ignore please. i do not wnaa talk about tis or hear about tis.
n yes. i know. xbaek ckp cmtu diz dat n al. dont have to repeeat the same things over n over again. im very well aware of all those. thank u.
!. dont blame me if i always go to daddy first to talk or to ask permission or anything. u should know y.
2. how often do i ask to go out. i think i ask for secret recipe cakes more than going out. to say ok vmal bahaya bla3 fine but this is someones house. and dont u get the message that i really just hate this house n place n wud like to spend a few hours at someones place. just a few hours. how can i be any more obvious ? does it hurt ? ! oh oke. mmg dok umah ni xdak keja. she said awat dok kat umah ni xdak keja ka ? n then mula la she beleter tis n that lg xwat. so ok i said fine nak wat, jom, so then i can go.
seriously. i tell u. thank god i have tuitions. if not mmg xkluar rumah lgsg. n bulan puasa dpt la p bzr tu pun kalau dady ada. if like that kan, bek xyah cuti. bek p skola ja. sma ja. gah !
i dont mind being trapped at home everyday i tell u actually. or my mum beleter byk or not letting me go out, as long as at least i have a sibling or at least someone la.
sooner or later, sooner the better, she has to realize, truth is, u have to let me go. i know, u dont want me to be wild n al, oke i understand n not to be spoiled by going out always n all. ok i understand. but please. at least. ni dah cuti skola. gosh wey. i seriously dk la. next year mmg gadoh byk coz its the last year, n seriously i wud like to go out more n brbka puasa n whtnot.
but no, tadi i didnt say anytg. i as
n esok, p pg, for checkup. i use the word maybeeeeeee p gurney. n trust me. i will have no mercy with money esok. haha. idwcare.
i know y i slalu bebai. coz truth is, i havent got over the hugest fact in my life !
ps. ignore please. i do not wnaa talk about tis or hear about tis.
n yes. i know. xbaek ckp cmtu diz dat n al. dont have to repeeat the same things over n over again. im very well aware of all those. thank u.
i like cinnamon
ok la. i will do the apple pie again. since i know what went wrong. yes, everytime well perhaps not but yeah do criticise my cooking coz i want to know whats wrong n what not coz i want it to be perfect. but imposib rite. im no chef aiman. haha
n then. mmg. ok im not gona say it here. il make it as a draft. its all bad thoughts. hehe
n i masokkan ja lappy, n mum nampak. mls nk kisah dh la.
i think ive been neutral enuf all this while. but yeah. kita ptot la neutral. =) il try.
n yeah. terrrrpaksa dgr lagu semak g. coz mmg jiwa aku kacau n semak.
dear homer, ily k, but sory, stewie really cant go to the buka puasa. bcuz i know my mums gona kill me. tadi pg pun, first ting, well no tpagi but while i was hvg my lunch, gosh. aku saket ati.
maybe another contributing factor y apple pie xjdi, aku wat tym bebai gila2. haha. sabar je la yer aiman.
no a. its coz too much butter. i syok butter kot.
dah a. i prefer making it as a draft.
n then. mmg. ok im not gona say it here. il make it as a draft. its all bad thoughts. hehe
n i masokkan ja lappy, n mum nampak. mls nk kisah dh la.
i think ive been neutral enuf all this while. but yeah. kita ptot la neutral. =) il try.
n yeah. terrrrpaksa dgr lagu semak g. coz mmg jiwa aku kacau n semak.
dear homer, ily k, but sory, stewie really cant go to the buka puasa. bcuz i know my mums gona kill me. tadi pg pun, first ting, well no tpagi but while i was hvg my lunch, gosh. aku saket ati.
maybe another contributing factor y apple pie xjdi, aku wat tym bebai gila2. haha. sabar je la yer aiman.
no a. its coz too much butter. i syok butter kot.
dah a. i prefer making it as a draft.
second disaster/failure
first yes of coz, lasgna, second apple pie. i hate butter ~
its all extra butter, the ups is just the filling is nice n juicy.
omg. i wna vomit. seriously.
its all extra butter, the ups is just the filling is nice n juicy.
omg. i wna vomit. seriously.
The Square of the Gate of Heavenly Peace
ok. so fine. i am super duperrrrr lazyyy ~
but fine. i will mandi n pakai baju haha n buat apple pie. okiesss... ~
actually exactly at 12 my dad gerakkan, baru i bgn. thing is 11sth bgn da, just so damn malas nak kluar dari bilik. n then 8sth mmg terjga dah coz some human being called n i was awake dah. but urghh. baru 8sth, so earlyyy. haha
so. ok i do have homework. folio accounts yg kena start dari scratch, school bag to wash, school shoes tooo, baju to iron, n hurm. oh yea stuff to throw around d hse. whee ~
so. esok isnin ritee. haha. m planning to yeah at least bgn kol 8, n plan la do sth. xmo la buang msa trok sgt. at least get sth done instead of yes being emoooo. so i will do sth. heee.
suddenly, the thought of raya is freaking me out. huhu
but fine. i will mandi n pakai baju haha n buat apple pie. okiesss... ~
actually exactly at 12 my dad gerakkan, baru i bgn. thing is 11sth bgn da, just so damn malas nak kluar dari bilik. n then 8sth mmg terjga dah coz some human being called n i was awake dah. but urghh. baru 8sth, so earlyyy. haha
so. ok i do have homework. folio accounts yg kena start dari scratch, school bag to wash, school shoes tooo, baju to iron, n hurm. oh yea stuff to throw around d hse. whee ~
so. esok isnin ritee. haha. m planning to yeah at least bgn kol 8, n plan la do sth. xmo la buang msa trok sgt. at least get sth done instead of yes being emoooo. so i will do sth. heee.
suddenly, the thought of raya is freaking me out. huhu
Saturday, September 4, 2010
dont call my name.
ok so i was wearing my baju raya for almost an hour. hahah. call me vain i know i am. tah. baju tu xla lawa. i just like. coz its pinkkkk n its my own money. XD n yes reti da pkai pareo. n i look kinda fat in it. gah
n my hair. i feel like shaving it bald. no kiddd ! i wana go to hongs placee ~ make it my bday pressy for next year pretty pleaseee ~
u know. really. i hate staying at home. so m thinking. ni mmg xle jadi ar. haha. just a thought. so i have like 5 days including tomorrow. so each day tu i wana go out with diff ppl. so mcm tu, bole la kuar ngn everyone. without feeling left out or insecure. i know. dlm mimpi aiman kira if la pun dua minggu ni dpt kuar dua kali pun mmg thank god la ckp. hmph !
OMG la wey ~ sometimes i wish im a guy. yg ley kuar ja mlm2 buta, balek kol 3pgi n ur parents dont even care. need i say more ? ! ? ( but i do look like a girl wearing my bju rya. hahhaha )
sbnrnya brg ripcurl sgtla lawa. hahha. n levis of cozzz ~
n then. no. im absolutely not outgoing. i dont seem to do anything with my life as u can see. i dont even go out an. i only travel once a year. =.= seriously.n then yeah. tho i do wish im very outgoing. huhu.
sense of fashion. ekkk. m so not fashionable. just jeans n tee. sneekers or slipers. kadang2 boring gak but tah. i wna dress up but its either m too lazy or my mum wud be like awat nk p jmpa bf ka ? wth la an. or tah rsa too much. xkenaaa. so trauma so i dont la dress up n still pulak i end up getting scolded by her coz il wear the same thing again n again n again. whattt ?
but2. i am opting for a handbag. hahahah. a small slingbag la to be precise. so then i dont have to stuff my oh so not purse in my pocket wich then will gemuk n look ugly. so yea one more. get a proper purse ! n nak crocs stil. converse satu. n er. dah a. ada g but whtever. haha
so marilah kita bersama-sama berkunjung ke beijing five days four nights. insyaAllah if everything goes fine the four or five of us will go there. =) hee. plan baruuu. xtau a cna. d ting is. goin on 27th kot. yea. school start 2nd jan. tah la cna. if jetlag, xp skola whee ! n dad nk p sna sgt coz xpuas ati raudha gets to go there. haha. besa la kan dia. so mula2 japan out coz too expensive. perth arr aiyo. i tell u, xdak pa sna. i igt g. mmg xdak pa. but i did buy a kangaroo teddy. haha. n then new zealanndddd. mmg nk p, but tgk la. xtau la my dad ckp taun bila dia p but to go there mula2 transit at brisbane n then fly to auckland. n the hotel we r choosing is at christchurch. so kena fly sna lak. by the time smpai mmg aku lembik dh la.. so bye2 sheep2.
lambatnya kamu abes futsalll.... ~
tu la, i wonder tooo ~
weyy.. nak pianooo ~
lagu alejandro i likeee. hahaha. coz dgq at au aritu n syok ~
i miss australia. huaaaa ! n did i tell u i was the only one who xmo balek. even my dad nak balek n i refuse to balek. hehe
tidoq aawaiiii ?! =.='! xsukerrr r~
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
n soon. tis will be private. when i rajen. hehe
* 19-2000 *
ps. lagu tu mmg best. tried learning it on guitar mcm gila taapi mls of coz an n mmg suda lama saya tauuu ~
n my hair. i feel like shaving it bald. no kiddd ! i wana go to hongs placee ~ make it my bday pressy for next year pretty pleaseee ~
u know. really. i hate staying at home. so m thinking. ni mmg xle jadi ar. haha. just a thought. so i have like 5 days including tomorrow. so each day tu i wana go out with diff ppl. so mcm tu, bole la kuar ngn everyone. without feeling left out or insecure. i know. dlm mimpi aiman kira if la pun dua minggu ni dpt kuar dua kali pun mmg thank god la ckp. hmph !
OMG la wey ~ sometimes i wish im a guy. yg ley kuar ja mlm2 buta, balek kol 3pgi n ur parents dont even care. need i say more ? ! ? ( but i do look like a girl wearing my bju rya. hahhaha )
sbnrnya brg ripcurl sgtla lawa. hahha. n levis of cozzz ~
n then. no. im absolutely not outgoing. i dont seem to do anything with my life as u can see. i dont even go out an. i only travel once a year. =.= seriously.n then yeah. tho i do wish im very outgoing. huhu.
sense of fashion. ekkk. m so not fashionable. just jeans n tee. sneekers or slipers. kadang2 boring gak but tah. i wna dress up but its either m too lazy or my mum wud be like awat nk p jmpa bf ka ? wth la an. or tah rsa too much. xkenaaa. so trauma so i dont la dress up n still pulak i end up getting scolded by her coz il wear the same thing again n again n again. whattt ?
but2. i am opting for a handbag. hahahah. a small slingbag la to be precise. so then i dont have to stuff my oh so not purse in my pocket wich then will gemuk n look ugly. so yea one more. get a proper purse ! n nak crocs stil. converse satu. n er. dah a. ada g but whtever. haha
so marilah kita bersama-sama berkunjung ke beijing five days four nights. insyaAllah if everything goes fine the four or five of us will go there. =) hee. plan baruuu. xtau a cna. d ting is. goin on 27th kot. yea. school start 2nd jan. tah la cna. if jetlag, xp skola whee ! n dad nk p sna sgt coz xpuas ati raudha gets to go there. haha. besa la kan dia. so mula2 japan out coz too expensive. perth arr aiyo. i tell u, xdak pa sna. i igt g. mmg xdak pa. but i did buy a kangaroo teddy. haha. n then new zealanndddd. mmg nk p, but tgk la. xtau la my dad ckp taun bila dia p but to go there mula2 transit at brisbane n then fly to auckland. n the hotel we r choosing is at christchurch. so kena fly sna lak. by the time smpai mmg aku lembik dh la.. so bye2 sheep2.
lambatnya kamu abes futsalll.... ~
tu la, i wonder tooo ~
weyy.. nak pianooo ~
lagu alejandro i likeee. hahaha. coz dgq at au aritu n syok ~
i miss australia. huaaaa ! n did i tell u i was the only one who xmo balek. even my dad nak balek n i refuse to balek. hehe
tidoq aawaiiii ?! =.='! xsukerrr r~
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
n soon. tis will be private. when i rajen. hehe
* 19-2000 *
ps. lagu tu mmg best. tried learning it on guitar mcm gila taapi mls of coz an n mmg suda lama saya tauuu ~
Cana last year aku bole pkaiiiiii??
I spent almost 30 minutes just to figure out how to wear a pareo. =.='.
N guess what?! I still dont know how to wear it. Hahah
N guess what?! I still dont know how to wear it. Hahah
- i wana go out. enough said -
apple pie mseh xbuat. n im so lazyyyyyyyyyy~
so i had oreo n caremel ciz cake for brunch yest. then i had two bowls of idk wht then i yes had yet again another cake. the peach pa benda. its supose to be for my dad actually but aku tgk cam xdak org nak mkn, bek aku mkn an. hi hi hi.
n. again. i hate this house. ( be grateful at least that i do have a roof on top of my head ) i wish. i can. THROW. EVERYTHING. AWAY. IN. THIS. FREAKING. HOUSE. ! GOD !
so i had oreo n caremel ciz cake for brunch yest. then i had two bowls of idk wht then i yes had yet again another cake. the peach pa benda. its supose to be for my dad actually but aku tgk cam xdak org nak mkn, bek aku mkn an. hi hi hi.
n. again. i hate this house. ( be grateful at least that i do have a roof on top of my head ) i wish. i can. THROW. EVERYTHING. AWAY. IN. THIS. FREAKING. HOUSE. ! GOD !
xyah jerit dkat luar, jerit to me..
more reasons y i love u.
thats y i let u scream at me. cuz i luv u too.
~ sory tapi mmg aku high ckittttttttt jarrr. haha
thats y i let u scream at me. cuz i luv u too.
~ sory tapi mmg aku high ckittttttttt jarrr. haha
Friday, September 3, 2010
Thursday, September 2, 2010
is it typical ?
at last, cuti skola dua minggguuu ~ =)
movie marathon on. burn the kitchen on. staying longer with mia on. kluar maybeee~ late night chit chat on. ngangaing onnnnn. missing ppl on tho. =( i already miss someone.. hahah
oreo n caramel ciz cake. hik2. i loveeeee. tp i prefer caramel. xtau psepa td oreo cam xbes smcm jaaa..
thanks. =) really. just never knew. i just felt realllyy,, wayyyyyyyyyyyy better. thanks.
guitar hero, gosh la. bukan senang. setakat nak tekan fret xpla ni kna strum. cam babi. dahla aku buta keyboard. hahah. so need lotsa practise tapi layannnn ~
my hand is getting better. proof, its really drying of n satu tu nk kluar but no of coz m not gonna pull, let nature take its course. hahah
n then. results. ok la. i didddd study. tho last minute again. maybe two days bfre an. phy 70 bodo ckit ja. chem 60 surprisingly. bio gosh 78. see sometimes i wonder, y i msok science stream ? midyear suma xdak a, mmg bgoih. tp msok kj pun sma gak. chem n phy idl. just the thing is, i know y it sux. coz i didnt study ! i can do it, malas jaaaa... agama. really. end of the year kna bagi a gak. study byk2. n mnx maaf byk5! dkat ustaz halid. hehehe.
n im devastated. hahaha. no la, i was just laaa i thot i can call all my friends on that day. nmpknya, xle. kna mai ari len n mkn biskut raya jaaaa.
i actually should really not waste my time tis two weeks. hahaha. no seriously. accounts belambakk. i have to start from scratch la. and then study kena gak. rar ~
i stil dont understand mathsss......
n thennnn... i forgot dah. hahha.
oh yea. i love jacq. n lucky to have her. n i guess i like writing. hehe.
- peace -
happy holidays ppl !!
movie marathon on. burn the kitchen on. staying longer with mia on. kluar maybeee~ late night chit chat on. ngangaing onnnnn. missing ppl on tho. =( i already miss someone.. hahah
oreo n caramel ciz cake. hik2. i loveeeee. tp i prefer caramel. xtau psepa td oreo cam xbes smcm jaaa..
thanks. =) really. just never knew. i just felt realllyy,, wayyyyyyyyyyyy better. thanks.
guitar hero, gosh la. bukan senang. setakat nak tekan fret xpla ni kna strum. cam babi. dahla aku buta keyboard. hahah. so need lotsa practise tapi layannnn ~
my hand is getting better. proof, its really drying of n satu tu nk kluar but no of coz m not gonna pull, let nature take its course. hahah
n then. results. ok la. i didddd study. tho last minute again. maybe two days bfre an. phy 70 bodo ckit ja. chem 60 surprisingly. bio gosh 78. see sometimes i wonder, y i msok science stream ? midyear suma xdak a, mmg bgoih. tp msok kj pun sma gak. chem n phy idl. just the thing is, i know y it sux. coz i didnt study ! i can do it, malas jaaaa... agama. really. end of the year kna bagi a gak. study byk2. n mnx maaf byk5! dkat ustaz halid. hehehe.
n im devastated. hahaha. no la, i was just laaa i thot i can call all my friends on that day. nmpknya, xle. kna mai ari len n mkn biskut raya jaaaa.
i actually should really not waste my time tis two weeks. hahaha. no seriously. accounts belambakk. i have to start from scratch la. and then study kena gak. rar ~
i stil dont understand mathsss......
n thennnn... i forgot dah. hahha.
oh yea. i love jacq. n lucky to have her. n i guess i like writing. hehe.
- peace -
happy holidays ppl !!
true enuff. (=
frankly, i do wish u can be my famous amos, but true enough, ur not my famous amos, not now, not forever even, but ur my favourite chips more cookie. =) huhu
* i'll miss u chips more cookie, =') *
* i'll miss u chips more cookie, =') *
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
if i can. i hope i can.
all i want is to sit beside u, get a slurpee with u, n just chill and listen.
n it should be good.
and relaxing.
- Lipstick lullabies -
n it should be good.
and relaxing.
- Lipstick lullabies -
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