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sebenarnnya dah xdak hati nak blog. hahah

!. dont blame me if i always go to daddy first to talk or to ask permission or anything. u should know y.

2. how often do i ask to go out. i think i ask for secret recipe cakes more than going out. to say ok vmal bahaya bla3 fine but this is someones house. and dont u get the message that i really just hate this house n place n wud like to spend a few hours at someones place. just a few hours. how can i be any more obvious ? does it hurt ? ! oh oke. mmg dok umah ni xdak keja. she said awat dok kat umah ni xdak keja ka ? n then mula la she beleter tis n that lg xwat. so ok i said fine nak wat, jom, so then i can go.

seriously. i tell u. thank god i have tuitions. if not mmg xkluar rumah lgsg. n bulan puasa dpt la p bzr tu pun kalau dady ada. if like that kan, bek xyah cuti. bek p skola ja. sma ja. gah !

i dont mind being trapped at home everyday i tell u actually. or my mum beleter byk or not letting me go out, as long as at least i have a sibling or at least someone la.

sooner or later, sooner the better, she has to realize, truth is, u have to let me go. i know, u dont want me to be wild n al, oke i understand n not to be spoiled by going out always n all. ok i understand. but please. at least. ni dah cuti skola. gosh wey. i seriously dk la. next year mmg gadoh byk coz its the last year, n seriously i wud like to go out more n brbka puasa n whtnot.

but no, tadi i didnt say anytg. i as

n esok, p pg, for checkup. i use the word maybeeeeeee p gurney. n trust me. i will have no mercy with money esok. haha. idwcare.

i know y i slalu bebai. coz truth is, i havent got over the hugest fact in my life !

ps. ignore please. i do not wnaa talk about tis or hear about tis.

n yes. i know. xbaek ckp cmtu diz dat n al. dont have to repeeat the same things over n over again. im very well aware of all those. thank u.