I heard its the softest thing ever

Just let me go for now I'll be just fine
(I'll be just fine)
Don't ya know don't ya know
Now that I'm back on my own

I heard its the softest thing ever

Just let me go for now I'll be just fine
(I'll be just fine)
Don't ya know don't ya know
Now that I'm back on my own

bad romance , sick asshole ! , m gona miss aunty.. huhu.. n smtyms i feel like killing u ! big time !

i see...

ur dead...

aha..

ok.. soooo...

arini anis xmai.. geez... geeez u bitch ! hahahaha

and yeah exam mmg dt very week.. so rite after it m off to pg.. weee.. and the next week il b called a bitch by anis n sha.. hahah.. ( anywys mcm la aku xpenah kena rite )

and sooo... mrng was er pj.. hockey.. its knda nice.. hahaha.. only chew kena mke it - nicerrrr -. and this minah.. ok tis shows how bad i m in the class.. she mmg maen hockey la u can see d way she is.. so yeah i knda like it so i asked her some qs like y is d freakin stick like diz n al.. and thenn... tau dak aft rehat xdk elekctrik.. haaaa.. dhla aku sket perut cm apa - poop la. - dhla panaih dh la xslsa.. nk ngeh pa.. hahaha.. and so i hung outside the class then ony i realised shes act in my class * smax on my forehead *

and so.. sejarah.. today i pooped at school for the first time.. hahahahha... it was so damn emergency.. rofiza was like yeah aiman xdpt siapkn soalan dia kerana td dia tercedera.. firstly.. m hepy dat i did my sej notes. :D me n aqidah ja xkena cubit.. hahahha.. yeah aku bangga coz i rather learn sej thn phy ! grrr ! n law.. rofiza act nk jd lawyer bt xdpt restu so xle.. so td dia cita la ckit psai law n m like cooollll... so yeah i ws like cg pls sya kna p toilet.. sy sket perut.. dh la wt muka kesian n suara g.. serious wey.. i cud have died thre.. hahahha... so pooping in school is like hell + heaven... hell coz ur squatting, squashed in that small, dark, fuckingly smelly cubicle n do ur thang man.. heaven is dt ahhh a burden has just came out of ur butt.. :D its good.. hahahah

i wna go shopping with syb one day.. at the vmal thre la.. yg kdai aritu.. n dont underestimate guys.. hahaha..

- wey2, jom msok kj wey..
- me : xmooooooo.......

- u will witness me being killed by jeevan tmrw or maybe its a joke hahahha at the school canteen.. -

oh n yea got some brain issues...

and thennnnn er sej then er ha mt.. cg mai perak.. her voice.. mg.. pelan.. n i tink tah.. hahah. ok la tuu.. i did lisen to her.. better than chewwww

bm was haiyo.. ada krgn.. so i have homeworks.. n so act la kan all thse sleepin i dont have to.. jz dt m lazy stayin awake so i tido.. so xpla.. baring2 atas kateyl.. mt rasa ckitttttttttt ja ngntuk.. n so i felt like nah tidoq la.. mlm stay up.. i did yest til er almost one kot... wat admt.. n siap.. :) d buku text la.. paper xlg.. lupa daaa.. aiyooo.. and then errr sooo ada sej, karangan, oral ! , esok bm drama.. haaaaa ! if posib i wna ask smeone to record it esok.. wehee.. and thennn errrr apa g.. tu jala.. mttttt.. kna study blek.. dah ar tu..

n errr... ha exam dua minggu g..

- f -

goodnyt.. :)

m oke dude !

Lets go up and lets go down

Ok so tis. I hope u get it. Haha.

Td blek2 ttn i lepak at my prents room jap. So dad ws tlkg bout diz uncle david jailbreakn yaddy2.. So mai pulak gmail. M like yeah i knw. Igot yahu, msn, gmail. Then mum lak i got one ja. And thennnn. Tme tu my dad pkai tuala nk mnd. U knw wattt. Hahah. He akn ckit ja la tuala dia n jumped a bit n said i got hotmale... Hahahhahah. Get it?!

N sooo btui tirahs goin to mrsm pndg. Sofrst ting i ws lke shit.... Non stp. Nek atas pun shit.mula2 kata nk tumpang diz mamat. So x. My dads gona chnge his working day to fit my schedule. So xyhla staybec tiap2 ari. So nmpknya agk slalu i bring my phne. Two nmpknya aku rs cm idup aku berterabuqnya. Anywys mmg la kan berterabur. N sooo ttn pun skg dady la amek dady la hntr. Its gud act. Mkes me
fill wayyyyy moreeee guilty if i fool around. Rs cm dady pnat2 blek keja then hntq
me then fetch me tp stni aku xpay att or i dont study. Mcm trok sgt la. Huhu

td dok wt bio notes. Al of a sudden m lke hw the fuck m i gona pass my exams...?!!! Haihh

boleh anis xmai esok!!!!!!! Malang btui..

Jailbreak ok la. Dl ringtones n knda modify it. N btw i bought thr pocket piano. Hahah. Rm10 kot. Ive yet to xplain to dad d whole ting. Now i hv cydia. Next is installous. Dok dl bp kli tah xle. Sheeeshhhh

and dad was like what? U r mine n umis baby wat. Thts y u din go to mrsm. M like wattt m not ok. I cid hv asked but d ting is d hse akn trbelah dua if i go. Dads like yeah if u go i got no secretary anymre. Mums lile yea no one to switch ond tv or fan.

Mg...

Seriously aku xtau la cnna t if i go...

Gawd. Dah tu ja nk cita

esok skola. Il cry dlu bla bgn then mnd. N huhu td x brndam. P gym
ja.

Emmm. I love mitch.

Kena wt homework.
Rarrrrrrr......!!!

kejayaan ! hahahahahha

i have just successfully jailbreak my freaking iphone ! weeee !

- i hope they wont be complications.. huhu.. time to dl apps !!!! -

with the help of abang hozair, please oh please boleh la jailbreak gideon !

- i think im naming it gideon -

ok btw the net spells it nazca but the freakin tv prog was nasca.. i prefer nazca.. but ive been sayin nasca.. sheshh

pros n cons girl.. prons n cons.. rmb tht..

well.. built a catapoult out of logs and underwears...

and nasca lines.. er lets talk bout it.. mcm ni la.. ok td i was wtchg nitemare bfre xmas.. my corpes bride baru siap. so dad ckp ok la xpla xpyh la tgk for the cars lter la. so weee.. tgk til 10

n tgk lah

nazca lines decoded.

- btw i wtched it pun coz of dad.. rasa cm xkn la time dia nk tgk aku blah.. so mite s well i sit with him.. n i wtched it with him.. truth is i cnt rmb wen was d ls time i wtched tv with him.. father daughter bonding... ahahah.. i missed tis tho.. i shudve sat bside him n sondoi2 to him.. huhu.. missed it.. i miss human touch esp hugs rmb ?! -

its in peru.. llamassss !!! carlll ! wey i wish nti at au bole tgk llama.. i wna fid kangaroos, carry the coala n sweeze em n surely they wil ripp my face off with their claws.. n they are slowww.. and then er dah lupa.. ok so the peru.. awt aku dok igt.. incas ?
wthhh ? wth is inca ? hahahah.. tribeee ? gawd !

- cepatnya aku lupa.. fuck ! tgklah wiki -

so yeah ive not decided yet for what to talk about for oral.. so know maybe incas or iphone or er idk.. sth la..

ok so nasca pppl.. so the er nasca lines or we call it as series of ancient geoglyphs is er open air temple.. where they do their rituals n offerings like normal stud la n the coolest ting is human sacrifice.. heads of man ! cool ! - reminds me mlna was bsyd me n i saw diz pic a dude killing himself. how ? put ur head i mean ur neck on the railway line there.. then the train mai baaam ! poof ur head n ur body is separated.. n seriously. i was staring at the pic n said wey thts so cool.. is it real ? hahahah amalinas like yeah ! its real la wey ! m like waaa cooll.. i like it.. n continued staring at it til mlinas like wey dah la wey ! see how sick i m ? ! ! - ok so the offerings is for the god la for water and fertility.. means water la the main source of life.. and that er yeah for their crops.. without water health problems comes and death, crops dont work and their er er er wt do we call that errrrrr tembikar ? apa tu ? pots ? yeah the quality is well not gud lah.. clay pot ! ha.. not in gud quality.. so to make the best offering is by yeah human lah aka blooddddahhhh...

so ada la this er dude.. skeleton.. burried.. headless.. so carik punya carik.. firstly they did tis test..wth is dt test.. lupa dahhh... to determine where was he from ? where did he live bfre he died lets say 10 years ago bfre he died.. so found out he was from the nasca er settlement ? and so he was headless kan.. so they assumed..

truth is in my pov all those freakin history facts are actually the freakin historians well pov.. its yes they do have proofs n all those.. but the thing is they reconstructed it.. firstly u know come up with gazzilionsss of possibilities. like they guy thre..

firstly they thought of they had a fight.. from different vilage in nasca.. so as water is very important and drought is coming.. water is their life.. their destiny.. n so some said the headless guy is coz they killed the leader and got control of this oh yeah tis well its like to go down there its like with spiral staircase.. its lawa.. n how the hell they manage to do it again ? so chop his head of la..

and then pulak found out that headless guy was act burried with a nice clay pot tingy wt do we call it ? its like the design on top is a drawing of a humans head and then on top of it is a tree.. meeanin the head gives life.. so its an offering to the god for water... and he was burried in a nice way.. hes respected la..

so they made it like er the headless body was an important person in the nasca society who either was choosen or volunteered himself to be sacrificed.. so mcm tu lah..

ok i dont tink im making sense.. hahaha.. soryy.. constantcraps u see.. m gona sleep soon anywys again.. tmrw to kick start my last day of this freakin march hols is with joggin ! 715 !!!! shesh ! n then berendam.. m act lookin forward to that.. basah lencun my sluar pun bsh la.. t kering gak otw back home.. hahaha.. and mnday that freakin dawgg !

wey... i wna go shopppinggggg.... huhu.. :(

so ok.. prehistoric - prasejarah
settlement - petempatan
civilisation - peradaban.. kot la ..
my english is going down the drain.. weeeeee..... aiman ! read !


shapes like monkeys, killer whales, monkeys, spiders.. so cool man.. bygkn lah.. i mean how the fuck can the do that. ? mind u its hugeeee ! n when u see it on top its just beautiful.. - for a second, i did think ehat if i were to be a historian ? hahahahah! or some freakin geologist or idk those type.. oh archeologist.. hahaha- i sud go there one day.. yeah travellin is de best ting !

ok so how they do the lines.. by removing pebbles and then uncover this white sand wtever it is.. so the pebbles they put it along the lines to make sure it doesnt get blown away by the wind..

- its nice to hear ppl i mean relationships la.. happy ones.. it makes me smile. :) -

tropical thunder is bodo2.. lwak.. stupid.. kot la.. x tgk pun..

and then now i know i shud be doing my homework.. but i am so fuckingly malas lah man.. geezzzzzzzzzzzzz ! schools gona start so soon.. i hate it.. tho i do miss people thre.. but haih.. wtever..

tday act m not in a good mud.. dk y.. bgn2 ok la.. then mum ask me to do sth.. xpla tu.. jz dt i feel if its sth tht u can do on ur own - like my dad la he onnly akan tnya if he xle wat - u do it urself la.. and then xpla.. bebai sat.. and then i tlg gak.. then soh p beli mknan n bank. ok la xpla.. mndi suma.. p la.. imgine.. i din evn get out of d car.. bengang ckit a.. xpla tu.. m like lepas spm nnti la aku xdk ang xyh p mana la.. suma nk kena aku gak ikut.. and then xpla blek2 i tink i mkn my five days ratio of rice kottt.. ahahaha..sedappp anywys..

n m like when i go to au , wth m i gona eat !!! yeah bread la.. adoiiiii............ n i have a special request for my dad.. when we go nnti... i wna bring sth.. if he doesnt mind.. huhu.. and then rite aft mkn i rlex sat and tidoqqqq... sat ja then kena lak ikut her p wt rmbut..well potong.. x p detouch pun.. p dpan lguna ja.. sat ja.. thank god.. so i ws a bit pissed oso coz i tdoq then kena bgn p.. n so there are two ways to actually calm me down..if im angry at u or sth.. like lets say u make me pissed of, well mostly if u ask me to do sth la or jz plain pissed of. two ways.. m not gona tell ppll.. hahaah..but its very simple actualy.. n if u say it in a lembut way n really mean it trust me u can bring me to tears n make me feel damn guilty.. but i know only daddy can do tht.. huhu..

but d ting is yeah aku xptot mrah lgsg.. time kecik2 aku sgt lah teruk n shes ok with it.. so i know i shudnt be tht wy.. jz tah.. i cnt help it.. gah !

n then slept tilll ptg... ada lh gangguan ckit.. aku tidoq ada org call.. ada msg... msg tu xpa.. call la.. aiyooo.. wtever lah..

and then rjen terlebey lak dah.. i watered the plants by myself.. i mean daddy x soh pun n i wtered almost al.. n m hepy.. :) n time water i was dancing n singing.. hahahah.. ive gone mad alredy.. weeeee...

ok dah m bored.. time to sleep..

i cant feel my ass hole.....

lamanya x blog.. yeah.. i dont feel like talking bout -it-..

soooo.. bfre i go on typing bout what heppend today.. lets cek tis out..

item a :

i wont be oh so active like how i planned to be... so..
- of nothing in particular... -
- so xbhgia nya... -
wuhuuuuu! imma a happy go lucky gal!!!
i wuvvvv u guys!!!
MUAHXXX

-muahahahaha!devil horns up!

p,s.. pls dont kill me...



item b :

Aiman Rizal Amanenod Nenod, you rock! kick some ass! boo-yeah!



and i was like... idt i did this.. n wheen the hell did i do it.. hahah..

great luffs.. i mean idk wts so funny i jz like it..

soooo.. yeah malina slept over.. :).. tq mlna.. i know.. xplah tu.. its sad.. hahaha.. xpla.. i sedar siapa diri i anywaysss.. so yeah.. its ok.. wtever lah.. normal2..

tgk blind side.. ! geez la leigh ane ne rite ? i love her. i mean.. cool lahh..

and then its jz nice :)... ppl hu have siblings.. u are vry lucky.. :)

its jz nice.. :)

ok and then lepak2.. kucing3.. i love em.

oke.. so p vmal.. n oh yeah dpt allowance dah at last i asked for it.. dads like spend wisely.. so i gz i did.. a shirt wic ok truth is i din pick tht ok.. bt i tink its ok la.. jz dt i cnt go to ttn wit it.. its errrrr.. idk.. over fancy ? dont ask me y i bought it.. n dont ask me bp bju i tried bfre going.. all mcm tah.. xkena.. n that i alwizzz isay alwizzzz wear the freakin sme damn thing.. so i cn nver look dif.. aih.. so tah la.. but wtever la.. n bought like a top la.. i mean mcm mna wth do we call dt la.. so total 49 ja.. cool la.. aku xdk duet nk beli branded.. branded with mum.. hahaha.. tula .. i sudeni realized.. evrytime she offer nk beli sth i sud have jz said yeah i wnt it.. hahah.. and then mkn ckit.. and then wyg. ok la tu.. i suka tis halloween tee if m not mistaken ada lites. hahha.. small red lites.. n tah ok a.. but malaih nk beli.. mums like how much did u buy n all.. n m like its only 29 n shees like stil its 29 m like wtf. u beli satu more than 100 bux.. tu jaaaa.. aiyooo.. n told her idin pick it n she jz rolled her eyes.. ahahha

and so mkn kt kfc lagi.. hahah.. zinger tower yg ku nnti kn xdk. xpela.. errmm then p tgk alice.. ok bfre dt.. lets skippp.. jz dt i cnt blive i met u there.. one.. two i cant blive i jz hugged kak lina when she appeared in frnt of me.. jz automtically poof she din even do the hand hug tingy i jz hugged her.. mg.. dhla thts like my second time meeting her anywts.. n hugged her lke lma gak a.. dang.. all the wayyy.. but tah.. felt.. idk... nice.. good.. no not the word.. idk wts the word..

n sorry guys.. went in late.. n also yeah.. less than 10 mins i was out.. ok suppose to wtch alice btw.. less than 10 i went out.. i knw i jz blew like 18 bux.. xplah.. i cnt stand it.. hahahah.. then went shopping n arcading.. daytona n air hockey... bes la.. as usual.. kalah la kan.. rarrr.. well had fun.. :) rasa legah.. hahaha.. tx dude..as usual.. i owe u.. nah td was both of us nya well escape.. hahah.. he was too bored with the muvi. i was er gone ? unstable ? wtever.. and so msok lah n tgk la jugak.. :) .. ok la..

u can say i din wtch alice.. ehek.. not gud..

and arcade again aft dt.. n man.. i mis aunty hailis n uncle malik.. mostly uncle la.. so td terubt la ckit.. hahaha.. i was like how r u both n all.. n then i was like yeah lama x jmpa.. then both of em ckp yeah we miss u..then ada la lg.. m like yeah ttn x sma dah.. huhu..

n so got beck home n evrtns ok at home.. mumwas ok.. cats was ok.. raudha ada kcg bruuuu ! like d size of mitch wen i took him home.. tp dia mcm dlu ada lah diz lst time cat nya.. yg kena langgar n that his perut mcm weird smcm.. huhu.. comey.. female.. name kookie..

tingn gilaaaa nk tdoqqq dgn kucing.... huhu..

ok la.. welll homewrk.. satu pa xwat.. i mean sej ja.. bit of bio n admt.. thts all. study of cz la x an.. fuck..

great..

haiyoooooooooooo !

the end..

grrr.. haih..

xpla.. nk wt cna..

=)

anywys.. lets look at the briter side..

=) haih...

ok done..

wey... aku rasa aku akn bertahn smpai kol 4 pagay.. nk wt keja.. hahahah..


its no sleep tonyt !

dude.. ur not my bf anymore..

wtf do u expect me to do..

sy gud nyt evrytime m gona sleep..

kiss u goodnyt ?

msg u evrytym i terjaga ?

truth b told i alwiz terjaga at the same tym u msg me early in the morning..

xkan la nk reply blek..

come onnnn.....

naaa.. on second thought.. i should actually saave my breath..

hey u wna play dirty ?
lets play dirty ..

oh and yes i will have a fucking heartless sellfish thursday mind u with my friends !

- to prove my uncles point that i may have a tiny winy bit of potential of being a lawyer -

and this

STOP FUCKING TEXTING ME !

the email made me smile.. =)

the email made me smile.. =)

skype will be my source of communication when im in aussie..

amalina tgk2 ur skype.. i can call u for freee ! so im gona try it soon.. mlm ni kita try naaaaa....

drowning pool

ok.. tis wil be long kot.. as yall know.. of coz i x start study or wat keja ! gah ! if keja tgk muvi xpla.. nih ! tdoq ! grrrr !

anywys la.. tis mrng.. dang i love my dream.. ahahahha.. it ws in ibrahim btw. ahhaha.. vampires n zombies.. ahahahahha.. no joke.. all of us well not all i tau me tan amalina adam er ada lagi la n sha kot din turn to one yet.. but i did.. coz a vampire bit me.. so dia x activate g.. dia mcm mna tah.. its like zombie + vampire... zombie mkn org tp ni isap darah.. tp ada gak zombie gigit orang n mkn diorang.. coz i saw one tcer mcm cg kh ja.. ahahahha ajar mcm mna nk potong mnusia.. no kid man ! n i no we me mlna n tan stole her orange jus.. like tan n mlina ws tlkg to her n distracting her n i curik her mirinda ornge or sth.. we wer thirsty la tu kan.. ahahahahhaha ! d ting is wen u get bitten xpa g.. jz dt wen u see blood then ul go mad.. as in ul start attacking others.. wic yeah happend in my dream la.. evryone tryna save thmslves. lock themselves inside storerooms la suma.. mcm quarantine la pulak.. so i got bitten but i din tell anyone.. i wanted to tell only tis person.. i know wen i go to this very person id tel tht person n il hug tht person n cry.. n say sth to dt person la.. then it was mad la.. suma jadi zombie n vampires.. ahahhaha.. n yeah to tell u i din sleep well la lastnite.. lama oh aku mimpi.. like wooowww.. ahahaha.. - tell me im mad rite now pls.. -

so ok brru blek tesco.. next is to clean the hse..u knw how my hse looks lke an.. i lurve my hse time raya cz its super tidy... if x super pun at least dia lapang la.. esok actually la kan.. i xtau pun daddy ada adek beradek.. wen i heard mum tellin me dt i luffd n i was like wth ? ahahah.. theyre from perth or sth.. so yeah must be oldies i gz.. aahahhaha.. so sad.. i asked mum.. ada x round my age ? she said xtau la.. mana tau dpa bwk cucu dpa ka.. i realy hope they do.. but nah.. its a miracle if they do anywys.. so esok kna layan tetamu... kena senyum2.. adeh...

then next wednsday p pg.. mum hosptal.. gah.. so dt tme m gona read rd.. weeheee...

khamis ! hpfuly bole la.. pls oh pls daddy...

jumaat onwards idk.. but must be filled with work !

ok here id lke to tell u my schedule.. ahahha.. jz in case u ask me n for sure i xigt nya.. i myself x igt.. n sudenly see me not around at school..

so april 1st perhaps ni x sure.. going to jb send ahma. if i x p i may be stayin alone at home.. i bet dad akn soh p or dok ngn atirah. i rather stay home alone.. idm !

then on the 8th.. pg to kl.. at 440pm.. so mula2 nya.. exam bila !!!!! some tcers ckp end of april coz we bru abes diz exam.. so to make it balance end of d month.. i bet if i tnya cg no one can give me d 100% sure answer.. geez man.. awat kan ibrahim suka mcm last minute.. and then boleh pulak bee tin kata result x dpt coz printer x dk ink ka rosak.. bloody hell.. tis shows how inefficient it is la.. i mean i tau its jz d results tp la kan.. mg.. i jz xle accept.. ahahhaha.. so if ada exam il go then lepas2 exam i tros p pg.. tunggu flite then mandi at kl.. sedeyh nyaaa.. ahahah... or if xdk exam most prolly il skip dt day.. then i stil have few hrs to fool around dkt kl airport tu.. pergh.. so 925 of to Coolangatta Airport.. weeeee... saat bhgia.. plg bhgia.. :D ! hahaha.. smpai sna 725 am.. so men game, tgk muvi, dgr lgu lam airplane nnti.. so actually kan i lupa dah nk dok mna, hotel mana.. ahahaha.. i know dok dkt er i xtau ! i know nnti nk dkt blek il stay at tis hotel at er brisbane.. i so have to look into al tis.. hahah.. so blek is er - saat tidak bhgia. hahaha- smpai kl 310pm.. 17th hari sabtu.. then kl to pg 745pm..smpai pg 835.. ding dong blek umah.. tdoq.. god willing the next day sunday tu il make it to school.. huaaaa.....

so itu la my shedule.. so smpai tu jala.. aft dt mmg la x p mana2 dah.. oh x.. ada one more trip to jb amek ahma blek kot.. i xtau la tu.. so dtz al ja la.. aim to go to jb.. MAKAN ! ! !

and yeah itu sja la.. m stil waitin for blind side.. x abeh2..

heaven shall burn.. i lurveeee the voice !

ok dah..

TERPAKSA WAT HOMEWORK YANG BERTIMBUN DAN JUGA STUDY !

snap.. malam ada ttn.. grrr

Why must people depend on me?

Why cant u just do it urself?

Geezz...

its safe to say i did something new yesterday

which is.......



MAEN WARCRAFT N DOTA !

dak2 dota tu i so have to play with the computer first.. no garena2.. yet.. hahaha.. nahhhhh...

so warcraft is simple.. then follows defence of the ancient frozen throne.. wrcrft lupa dah.. ahahah..

this is for curiosity purposes n also thanks to azneer who gave me those stuff..

ok so how come sudenly i played it.. mcm ni la.. sket ati ckit.. hahaah.. i was watching tv.. then i got up sat.. ok la.. mum sat on the couch n took the remote away n changed the channel.. m like maa jgn la tukaq.. she ckp ala sat ja.. sat punya la sat smpai tah wt time dia dok tgk. aku pun amek la pd bkak la game maen.. sedih.. haih.. now u see one more reason y i dont wtch tv.. grr..

since ive been wondering like hell why guys are so into it.. i know kj mmg suma la.. in my class every boy except for naim.. if iqbal ada makes it two.. so yeah wondering what makes u guys just stare at the screen for few hours straight playing the same goddamn thing at wee hours? and mind u they dont sleep.. and till even when ppl talk to u.. u woudlnt respond.. hahahah

so firstly im not a gamer.. idk how to play em in the first place.

so its gona take sometime for me to u know..

so my first hypothesis.. ahahah.. its cause actually in few minutes time im gona continue my warcraft.. i can do the orcs.. er move the thrall n the er group? n then build camps.. with peonsss... n get grunts to save the er place la.. hahaha.. then goes to human.. i lost twice.. i dont get y.. its the same.. so yeah its kinda driving me.. ahhaaha.. say its like i have to pass that chapter.. so one coz u wna win.. two garena.. coz u can defeat other ppl.. so u just cant stop playing.. so like that la..

yeah i still dont get why.. yet la... i guess..

this is insane ~!

i cant belive m actually doing this laaaaaa !

oh n yeah nak nya kuar p mall.. tell me a day la.. n hopefuly i can go.. huhuuuuu...

penang yest was o.k. la...

dah la.. mkn lunch... rarrrr....

mmg stai xdak akai sma..

maen2 miscall WTFWJD

i have to type tis down coz i tink il forget.. hahaha

ok so

m so dling byk bnda.. i love yes man.. idk y.. bknnya bes sgt pun.. but wat yes realy brings.. i wish my life bole jd cmtu.. ahhaha.. crap

alrite.. so td nk p pg.. i asked my dad well anis brought it up on thurs bout non malays.. wer do they go aft spm ? as we all know the rich ones go to privates n out of msia.. but the not so rich ones ? yeah scholarship but what if they r not smart enuf ?

okeh.. the ting is.. uitm for exmple.. i din ask other uni yg kerajaan la.. i mean for me uitm is sick.. kah3.. ok d ting is.. its all for bumiputeras. uitm.. ( btw i knw in well nak dkt lagi dah il b going to one but seriously i tell u i so dont know bout all of tis ting so i have to talk to daddy bout tis more often.. i know my mums a lecturer but i prefer listening to dady.. as usualllll.. ) so the semi-government ? yg half tu mcm unimap utm suma tu.. yang tu yeah dey can go there. non bumis i mean.. so mmg la ada.. bkn suma uni d msia ni hanya untuk bumis..

uitm is d most cheapest uni u can have in msia.. fees for a year is like less than a thousand.. plg2 xsmapi two la.. few hundreds.. as for private mmg la mahal semi pun each sem perhaps 5k or more.. so two sems a year 10k++ ? mcm tu lah..

i really wish idh to go to uitm.. but yeah it saves money.. my parents money.. but th.. aku rasa aku bole mati dok sna.. xsanggup.. wtever it is la.. its not d place, its me hus gona study..

n mums tlking bout jpa scholarship yaddy.. its not i think but it is mmg i cant get one.. look la at my kk.. mcm penuh sgt la kan.. n shes sayin bout applying first using trial spm nya results. its so not it la.. m not.. n dads like dont cre bout al those.. as long as u get 3 point n above.. if u dont jgn la nk hrp nk msok mana2.. its gona b hard.. so lke dt la.. so no mater wat dad says jz get 3 n above n itl b easier.

so yeah aft spm either matriculation or form six first.. ( tis is general knowledge.. wic of course aku xtau.. grrr.. mums like u have to read moreee ! m like nooo i want daddy to talk to me to xplain to me.... )

speaking of one msia.. i tink they r wasting time doin dt.. n money.. hahahah.. i mean tgk la. tah la wey.. sket ati ckp psai ni.. ahahhah... yeah m act wel yea idk wt i wna be.. yet la kan.. perhaps i shud tegakkan keadilan.. membanteras racism..kah3.. crapppp.. seriously.. its urgh u know !

and then im tinkin.. i so wana go away.. as far as i know.. i xpernah homesick coz yeah la ive never bin aniwer.. and then nnti will i get homesick ? i igt g mlna ckp u will punya rindu daddy apa tah.. yea il seriously miss daddy so much n d cats.. gah.. - oh yeah accept the fact that il be homesick.. but wil i ? - il call often.. at least say hi chat2 then bye2.. :)

two nites ago dads like wen can u take ur driving license ? - ada udang di sebalik batu.. hahaha - so plan is learn earlier. my bday tros amek.. but boleh ka mcm tu ?
have to check on it. i igt g i told mum bout wen i get my license il b full time driver of mum n dad.. no kidding.. n shes like tu ur dad n me tiap2 mlm antaq ttn suma.. m like yeah coz i cant drive yet.. if i can i wud never ask u guys.. i wud even drive myself to school..

see i wna grow up but i dont wana grow up.. m i maturing to fast ? nahh... il never be matured anywysssss.... can u blive next year nak spm then kita dah bsaq.. ahhaah..i mean now pun la.. 16.. sudah tuaaa...

never shout never i tink kena dgr.. hawthorne height r not bad too..

lets play organnnnn...

mum was like bila dpt baby brown tu... errrrr.. =.=

1st april m not goin to school.. blek jb antar ahma.. be back on 3rd kot.. that is a practise for sharon n anis wen m not there for a week in the class.. act idf like skippin school.. kah3..

geez u man... peace !

i love body shop stuf.. the smeeelllll.. sukaaaa...

mums like mkn dak g? m lke dak.. shs like yyyyy ? m like waitin for u guys lah..

ok of to eat..

I hate my life

i dont realy wish high school to end so fast.

Jz dt i cnt wait to get out of hse.

Well frst drive.

Second get out of d hse.

Tho i know idh money on my own. Jz i wna get awy live on my own.

Life sux.

Not to say it sux.

Jz dt y must my at least happy tym end so fast.

Holidays no im not realy lukin frwrd coz il jz get stuck at home. At least sha her prents let her out cz they knw they cnt bring her out. Sme goes to me. Its ok u guys xnt bring me out lepak2 jz dt let me hang with my frienss then. I hate the hse btw compred dlunya hse. Well. Its nt ok act u guys cnt bring me out. Jz dt y m i lke lkke nt lke others.

Sheeessshhh.

Anywys. Dnt ask me. Tis is nrml stuf btw. Im ok. Itl end soon.

The end.

dashboard confessional

This shows how moronic i am . . .

=]

dont wish to say more

{ peace }

Bloody hell...

- being too overdramatic faw -

i was so furios that i cudnt even scream at u.. my voice was like shaking wile i was tlking to u..

my face was of coz burning in flames !

i was shaking.. n stil am..

i was so angry. i was so furious that i was shaking..

WTH IS WRONG WITH U !

i know u are my sister.. but i just wish ur not lah kan.. but i hope one day someday somehow something realy fuckingly bad happends to u n u eventually like by gods miracle u wil see it n und it !

- dont ask me anyting ! -

fuck u sister !