if this is it, then i guess, this is it.

I want to be left alone, but ••• ••••• •••• ••••• •• ••••••• .

again, again.

=.= hmph

so perhaps there will be a fight ?

and2 i dont want to masok campur.

the whole time my dad was blabbing, i was yes of coz listening and laughing and smiling like this =D ! i know, at that mo, mmglah xsesuai wat muka cmtu. but whattttt.... i cant help it okayyy.. hahah.

and time i tgh cedok nsik for him - ok that sounded weird. hahah - he said.
see aiman, its not easy to raise a family.

and then yeah i said thats y, n he sambung. dont get married. hahaha

n so i told him the best thing is go and rest and sleep. but no. he has a mission. i dont like that. im just afraid it will turn ugly or sth.

n yet, still, well i knowww, but aih ! wth ! ur still going ?!?

thats y my job is to create sth on 1oth october so then my dad would be occupied.

oh god.

oh no. dear god. hahah

- rizal is really angry. number one. two. f that man. bloody fool. idiot. all ada. he is freaking me outtt ! btw, he said al those okay. he is really not ok. mgggg.

GOD ! I HATE YOU SO MUCH !

akibat how i met ur mum, i kinda like this song.

watching terrible tv
it kills all thought
getting spacier than
an astronaut
making out with people
i hardly know or like
i can't believe what i do
late at night

i wanna know what it's like
on the inside of love
i'm standing at the gates
i see the beauty above

only when we get to see
the aerial view
will the patterns show
we'll know what to do
i know the last page so well
i can't read the first
so i just don't start
it's getting worse

i wanna know what it's like
on the inside of love
standing at the gates
i see the beauty above

i wanna know what it's like
on the inside of love
can't find my way in
i try again and again

i'm on the outside of love
always under or above
i can't find my way in
i try again and again
i'm on the outside of love
always under or above
must be a different view
to be a me with a you

i wanna know what it's like
on the inside of love
standing at the gates
i see the beauty above

i wanna know what it's like
on the inside of love
of course i'll be alright
i just had a bad night
i had a bad night

i wonder what i really want actually.. hurmmm...

1. hate

2. ouch! my stomach hurts !

3. fooodddd can never fail to put a smile on my face. that is my only happy thing actually. =)

4. oh and my granma. to see her improve. n laugh. n smile. ;)

the rest. oh god. haha.

n2 i think i miss my dad.

too much of mum, too lil of dad. it kills me !

-.- haih. how can i put this.

it is so stupid. the end. and2. no wonder. cant get enough of it.

i want to know what it is like

rule number one. hhahah. if your are getting paid by your boss, then number one priority is your boss. aka my dad. hahahah

how i met tour motherrr... sukaaaa..marshmallow and lily paddd... =)

ive still not mastered the art of spraying. hahaha

i was like ma. pls. can i go and watch toy story three. hahaha.

i feel very stupid. coz of my results. yeah. ultimately stupid. i haveee to aimmmm A+! gah. that is what my dad wants. hurghh. how can i really get serious in studying ?

erm. i am actually very lazy.

=.=

Fcuk it.

I hate everything right now.

And no, dont come and ask me what is wrong aiman? Or what happened?

Because i so dont want to hear it. And i do mean it.

So just dont talk about it.

Leave me alone n let me sleep alone.

Let me watch tv alone.

Let me watch how i met your mother in peace like other freaking kids can do.

And i dont like the idea my mums stoppin work.

Lots more but the end.

Small, lil stupid things r making me go wild well eversince yesterday or before that i suppose.

End of story.

Do not wish this to be mentioned.

=.= hmph

Mind you

So here i am, sitting on the man made bed. Haha. Ok so for once in my life tis morning i said out loud my goal or aim for d
day. Tooootttt. Of coz xjadi. Haha. I still slept petang despite sleeping ptg n at 10pm last night til morning. Shessh. N i blame the mad made bed so m suppose to get rid of it. N i didnt. Gah. But yes. I did my work. Eventho just for an hour. But thats hugeeeee improvement. Haha. =) with anna molly. Sukaaaa.

I just ate well had a another plate of makngahs ayam msk merah.idk what is so nice bout it. Hahah. N its effingly simple. Xla sedap sgt tp aku sukaaa. Haha. God willing weekend ni nak blja. :). But i do feel a bit guilty by saying its so nice n all n enjoying my second helping despite its already late at night. Get what i mean ..? Gahhh. Yea in food, i dont really think twice dh. Aku mkn jaaaaa.

N. Ermm. Im getting boring by the minute. Idk how to start a conv or talk bout stuff to ppl dh. Gahh. I can only communicate with some ja. Wth la annnnn. Grrrr.

So im staying up to finsih all my work. :). Truth is. Tidoq petang is effingly not needed wlaupun ada ttn. Coz i know i wont b sleepy, akibat kemalasan ja tdoq. Malam tu xtdoq awai sgt pun xpa. Still ley survive.

Ok. I miss my dad. Skola dia x antaq. Ttn pun x hntq. Get well soon daddy.

N il be writing a well three paged essay kot on my fav day of the week. M gona well yes like sha said use ur imagination. Initially i dont like that idea coz its gona well itll be good just itl be sad coz its not that it happens or gona happen an. Anywys, tulih ja laaaa.

Haih. How can i make u understandddd.

Ive not touched remember me eversince yesterday. Huaaaa. :(

anna molly rox...!

Revive rox....!

Gahh.

Lembu and guni bergerak. (=

alritee. First of all i have a prob with my ass. Its big. Hahaha. N berat. Cox of that susah nk bangun. Oh yes. Aiman amat malas. Satu. Dua she eats like a piggggg....! Pagi2 pun aku mkn ja la apa da. So i ate three pieces of bread tadi without feeeling anythingggg. Geeezz. N yes my eyes were twinkling for the scallops. Okayy i lurveeee tempura nuggets. N it was like heaven tadi pagi tgk scallops n nuggets. Gahh.

And then. Ermm. Oh yes. I cant read a book in class. Coz i cnt have disturbance. N also i just wont listen to teachers at al. Gahh.

I yea i do actually miss school. Yest aft balek rumah i was like yea i miss goofing around, chit chatinf, luffing over anything n those precious, most ridiculous funny facial expressions. Hahaha. So i was ljke its ok i dont have A3 with me, i still have tis a yet kinda small group
of insane ppl. Hahaha. I should be greatful eventho i dont mix around with everyone.

Pn gui n mr anthony. Inknow they are one hell of awesome chem n phy teachers. They make u love the subj. My mums friend ckp coz she knows puan gui n says yea shes the best. I do really efingly wish i can go there. Just msn is just easier for my dad n whatnot. N i feel i dont need the To go to the best ttn teacher, well act i kinda coz ntgs driving me to love the subs, but i keep saying to myself theres no need. Al i need to do is actually just read and study. Which of coz m not doing much of it. Gahhh..! Al i know i just need to study hard and god willing i can do it. =>.hahah. Iconss. Theres proof. I just havr to rajen kan myself. Gah.

N then. Yest. Baru regretted that i didnt study so hard for midyear. I know i can do wayyyyyyy better if i had been more serious n started earlier - cam pnh dgq, trust me, ul be reading or hearing tis again n again maybe smpai thap dady slap my face barula - and another thing. I owe dady a lotttttt of money. Braces. Dah 3600. Awesomekan. Dahla aku xpkai retainers. Hahah. M wearing it tnyt..! And then hes lkke u pay also the ttn money. Act bgoih gak. Lagi la aku ada kesedaran n xmen2 byk sgt. So yeah. Mg. Haha.

Erm. Idk whts happening to my diet. Hahah. I cnt stop munching. N omg. Pls oh pls bring me to secret recipe. Sgtlah gian for the cakes. Hahha. N pls bring me to chennai or apa tah nm kedai kat penang tu. Kashmir kottt. Kot la. Or errrmm. Anytinggg. Haha

ok. Erm. Dah.

All i do is sleeepppp n eatttttttt ~

inside of love

i know theres school tmrw, but i cant stop watching how i met ur mother. gah

shit ! later ttn ! oh noooooooooooooo !

Yea very bz indeed, i can see that. =.=

All Im doing is eating n sleeping.

Im over eating and over sleeping.

It is heartbreak warfare.

Thank you very very much.

=D

I think u preetty much made my day.

:)

i tell myself that it's okay if not everyday

im sorry i took it, but it really caught my eye.

=)

a cup of milk, biskut jacobs ( mcvities xdkk ! :(( ), and a huge scoop of peanut butter.

=D ok im enjoying myself. gime a movie now !!!!

i love you, man !

goody ! :) dads like havent u been studying ? m likenooo.. hahahha. i know its so wrong. gah. later la. start skola. start la balek. muahah

so sis is like studying.hahaha. dad football. me ily man.

gah . paul rudd. n i actualy do like sydney. i lupa da nama dia apa. n hes in how i met ur mother ! oh n yes x siap2 g dl. gahh !

ok great. im hungry. lets see what to do next.

=)

u know what ! i dont wana give a fuck !

thank u. =)

changing my mindset is not imposible, but may be hard. =)

soooooo.... i got up with aiman3 ! from my dad. mmg aku x =.=' pun. anyways. i would not want to think about it.

tambah2 la if plan nk keluar hari ni, mmg i say shit. hahaha

so thank u malina for the definition. ive yet to know whats mine. maybe i dont want to know. hahaha.

so first of all, list down ur problems or issues. yes i already. have.

next is how to overcome it. yes i have in my mind for every freaking problem i have. so i'll be doing some notes. n read em when i need too. =) tq malina !

oh n yes i do not wish to discuss this with anyone. coz i already have. i just need to maintain it. :)

so im sorry i didnt tell. coz i dont have to la.

so im planning to erm masak, clean my room, do anything la in my room.

in order to stop my mind from thinking craps, i have to keep myself occupied. which i find it hard. hahah. nak tgk tv pun susah. shesh. so im still thinking. i wish i have a piano, il play it non stop. hahaha

ok dah.

m off.

oh and yeah

dammit !

i wish i can say that !

the sound of the piano is ultimately soothing for me. =)

thirsty merc - emancipate myself

what is my definition then ?

football, football, please hurry up so then u can distract meeee....

dads like u must watch tis match apa dgn portugal. ok i will.

kaching2.. haha

n thank u.. :)

u know.. the only thing i dont want to do right now is stay at home. hahah. i think im coming to the extend that i would do anything to get out of the house. garrrrrr

i neeeddddddd a driving license. grrrrrr

n i love john mayer. his songs, awesomee.

how can one be so happy and lead a happy life ?

p.s - how can ones life does not have any problem ?

:') ..

- oh yes m practising my " iconic " skills. Haha -

bertenang aiman, bertenang.

jangan la dok fikir...

what you waiting for

ok2. warning. im very bored. hahaha. so i decided to post this weird pic.

and i do feel i feel a tiny winy bit of me being high.

boringnya hidup.

=.=

semua xmenjadi

grrr

oh shit

yeah oh shit.

i think i miss aida n all back in pg.

i was checking out her blog, n m like,

how i wish im in it.

no i mean hahaha how i wish la we were buddies mcm dulu.

sheshhh

Boringgggg....

Xmakan apa pun lagi.

M just simply lieing on te couch, of coz x mandi lagi, yawning away.

Im soooooo lazy. My room serious sepah tahap kronik. Even nak blogging m so lazy.

Yawns.

All im doing is messaging and chuzzling.
Gah

camping

so yes. dream come true. - ok dreams doooo come truee.. fine.hhaah- i -camping- ngan raudha n raf at the hall. hahaha. not realy like that la. raf on the couch. me n raudha on the floor. so raudhas like aiman jgn tido. few moments later. of coz i tidoq. coz of football. gah..... i rather watch rugby or badminton. likr hell...

- ok i do sound like a lembu yg kena langgar dgn treler aft i cry. haha -

what have i been doing? nothing. just laze n watch tv. wey. i like how i met ur mother. mcm nk dllll..... i think i should. weheee.

no. i have not done anything school-ish or smart. but i read a book. hee. planning to cont another one. twilight xabes2 lgi. gah. so next is marley n me.

- sheshh.. ass hole ! benci btul. ok done. bare. with it. -

:)

I am bored n im waitin to bord. Haha

theres tis two kids. Lets say 3 or 4 years ld. Boy n gal. Sglah comellllll. Minum botoi susu. Comeyyy. :)

td i had mcd. Awesomeeee. Hahaha. I miss eating it. Wey d kids r so cutr. Hahha

haiyo stocking. I still cntaccept it. Yeah only hope for her to come bck. Lke my sis said, she was enjoyin the summer breeze. Or a joy rde. Hahaha.

Ok. Boreddd. Esok idk.

I wonderrrr....

Bye people. ~.~ - |.| - +_o -

Ok. Crapz. Haha.

Stocking... Awat la ang pandai sangattt...

roller coasterrrr....

When I was young,
and unbroken,
I tried so hard to get under my mama's skin,
and so it begins.
I braced myself,
embraced myself,
misplaced myself,
and all with a shit eating grin,
and the prick of a pin.

It's a Killer Life,
It's a Killer Life,
It's a Killer Life,
Now on with the show!

I built this house with walls of flesh
and broken bones
and skins
and I must confess,
That I'm a sweet mess.
I changed by guard,
with no regard I'm not unscarred so far,
but I'm a success,
of bitter sweetness!

It's a Killer Life,
It's a Killer Life,
It's a Killer Life,
Now on with the show!

=.= benci....

at least u smile.

correct

:)

baby, baby ohh ! hahahaha. i so dont like him.

weyyyy......

now i miss u guys...

akibat melayan lagu hey soul sister...

and now..

m missing..

everyoneeeeeeeeeee.............

huhu..

=( ...

But i choked.

Never, ever, ever expect sooo much out of something.

Dont expect so much.

Dont hope so much.

Dont wish so much.

- get use to it -

- give it a break -

hey, slow it down.. whataya want from me .. ?

i m not am was chatting mcm org gila ngn nini. my maybeeeee future gf. from justin bieber to kids to my wish of have a piano to why am i named aiman to i am pretty and adorable. hahahaha she said i wont say cute coz ur not ugly. well whatever it is it started of with raf asking me to count satu jar nya duet syiling which i was on the way. and hes like wey ang ckp ngn nini wey ckp la ckp la. m like screamin rafael !!! xmooo ! yeah maloo2 kucing. and then dad kluar hes like aiman. stop counting that ! please do sth more productive. kah3. kan dh kena marah.

shrek was ok. wey i love mutant donkey-dragon. hahahaha. dpa sgtlah comel. its a nice ending. its mcm ni la. they were yes very happy. married cpl. 3lovely kids. the villagers all love em n al. he had everything.just that shrek got bored with it but not fiona. shrek went mad and wild n so he punched the bday cake n then said to fiona he wished he can turn back time and have not saved fiona. means menyesal lah met fiona. n he wished that he can be the ogre mcm dulu. yg villagers are scared of him suma. haiyo. sedeyh la uknow. ending dia happy. of coz la happily evfer after. :) ok i was a bit teary. hahahahaha ! i know. its just shrek. gime a break ! hahaha i was too emotional larrrr...

nothing happen la wey today. oh yea went to vmal like super early. i think me n bro ja ws the only one in there. hahaaha. xmaen daytona tho.

so it was daddy n rafael time just now.

- hey.. i do know how u feel. im feeling the same. well not the same. but i do get the idea of it. i know esok xdk dah cnni. rafael dh xdk. it wil last at least just few days. never a week for me in my whole 16 years la. - in my dreams - i know i shud be very grateful. at least i do have a family. not a perfect one. not a complete one of course. but i do have one. yes. i have to admit. n i did say out loud to dady tadi. i said family issue is sensitive for me. n idk whether again he thinks m joking or not. i hate wishing for something that i can never ever feel or go thru or have in my whole life. thats one of my problems. another one is yeah i want things to be just perfect but of coz it cant ! and always thinking negatve. i should really apreciate things. but geez. i hate it.. cant accept the fact pun maybe one.

ok m off.

nephew alert ~ !

dak2. haih. no one understands. neeee.

still.

just smile. :)

i used to rmb. xcomey kalo aiman xsenyum. hahaha

Shrek. Tq muhd rafael

so hes lke esok ang wt pa x. M lke pls bring me out. Gaha. Ok so i askd dad. Mula2 xbg wel i wasnt pissed but yeah things were of coz running thru my mind. A minute later he called n said yea u can go just for the muvi, no lepak-ing. Ok b thankful. But yet agsin. Things r in my mind. Hahah.

N yeah. Its so not fake but yeah. Plastic. U dont have to do it just bcx i said so or bcz whtever. Its jz no use. Its just ergh ok. Yet u can come n tell me that. - give it a break aiman. I know2. Leave it. Yeah whateverrr

yeah. To make life better. My nephew is here. Haih. Ididnt enroll for baby stting class. I at leasttt enrolled for cooking class. Whatever again.

I hve to start filling my time with stuff before i get morr crankier. Gahh.

And u dont have to care if u dont want too..!

Kuching. What wil i do three...

Ada this ting.. No im not mentioning it to anyoneee. Its oh yes me being so pathetic n not grateful again. I am very well aware of that. So please do excuese me. Im happy cox yeah la kn of dtting. But at the same time, in me, ifeel sad. Haih. Haha. Itsssss complicated

N leme watch woman for three times. Idm. But mayb thr 4th yes.

Okeh.

-.-

=.=. Malas

can i ust drag raf n just pls bring me out tnyt. Haha. In ur dreams aimann

ok i knw. I sat there. I watched d woman. Tp xabeh. Psepaaaa. Gah. Okfine. I knw at least i was let to sit on d couch in frnt of d tv to wtch d womn without any disturbance for two hrs slitely longer. Butgahhhh. Now u realy get it y i jz cant wtch anytn. Tmbh2 lagi la nk kluar. Grrrrrr!!!

Btw. Al d fullstops are actually !!!!!!

Geez. Yeah b grateful bla3. Fuck that. I just hate it.

And3 i think il blog three times a day. Hahaha.

One in the morning. D other one lunch time ka ptg the last one malam or awl pg. Haiyo. Xdk keja.

damn it. i know.

lesson number one. do no get up late. hahah. yes i did get up around 6sth. decided to go back to sleep. set the alarm at 8. of coz i was snoozin it. ended up gettin up at 10+. shesshh.. =.=
firstly its a waste of time if u sleep a lot. so another rule is jangalah bgn lambat. n petang tolonglah jangan tidor unless plannin to stay up.

i love cats. hahaha. goldfish is yes much more happier than she used to be. dad cakap coz dia mkn vitamin. m like yeah i pun kena makan gak to enhance my mood. kah3. n another bad thing of gettin up late is udk whats happening around u. its always like i bgn tgk my parents xdk or esp my dad. the office calls or even sibs calls and asks where is robin ? m like idk. haahha. seriously. i really dk mannn.. i know. so terok.

and i find it weird. ada ka i rasa pelik la. ajak ur friend to go to tesco with u and ur mum utk membeli-belah barang keperluan rumah. hahaha. funnay and weirdd..

Have i been doin anything beneficial lately..? Of cz not. Gahh. Ok. I have to read. I want to improve my english. D ony way is readdddd.

So yeah. M of to tesco ptg nti. Meanwhile il read some articles my dad bagi orrrr baca newspaper. Haha

so yeah. Toodless...

Oh yeahh. Tgk HTF ...!!!

don't make me change my mind

or i won't live to see another day

^.^ - mintak maaf. xdak keja. n weeee..
from =.= to ^.^ hahaha

soo... as for now.. ive been fb-ing.. means im not withdrawing from the society.. hahaha.. so social part oke.. no signs of depression yet.. kah2.. oh yes i m quite obsessed with the aritcle in the text book about depression. lets call the befrienders... oke2.. cut it.. so what ive done is yes lil bit of secretarial work - btw m on the lappy. kinda miss it -

once u crack a mirror , it will never be the same again. familiar ? yeah from sha. sory amek dr hang tnpa permision. heheh. it is true. i saw it errr few nights ago. the past yes is the past but it'l stil be there. and because of the past, it well changes u sedikit sebanyak. haha.. not to say like that, it just affects u and u may be more precatious and think much more than u always do.. some may have bad effects.. some is good coz u learn from it.. huhu..

so i did clean up some of my files.. my room is actually like aiyo.. can i have a bigger room so then i can see like an empty space at least on one side of the wall..? can i pls redecorate my room.. the floors yes should be white so as all the furnitures.. i mean cupboard ja n table. the bed is bye2. i would like to just sleep on the floor on a toto or somesort and then fold it up the next morning so then the room would look spacious. i would like to have erm idk. hahaha. oh yeah. a piaaa noooooo... its so expensive. if its rm2k+ yes i would consider it. but thats the latest model so maybe i say maybeee ada cheaper one. huhu.

yes. i have to admit. ive been eating icecream everyday for this past two weeks. but guess what. i stopped three days ago and the next day i got sore throat. because i din have icecream. hahaha.. dads like what did u eat? m like nothing. xkan la i nak kata yea dady tiap2 ari mkn cornetto classico. mmg kena pang skali. and now hes pestering me asking me to take vitamins. i know2. i should as a supplement. gahh.. everyones like just go n mkn la u got two weeks to recover. oh yes i wish i can think that way. with the house like tis. parents bz. ahma like that. idw make tings worse and get scolding from dad.

i think i do enjoy writing bout him. eventhough truth is idk much bout him.

and yes i regret expecting too much. what was i thinking rite la kan. so yes. i do not want to care or think too much about it. because it just doesnt really work. one. two well idk.. hahah. must keep my mind n options wide open. chillax aitee..

i did not say goodbye to some people before i left just now. otw back i was like alah xsempat kata bye2. im actually very happy dh xdk skola. i wish it ends. hahah. and i feel like stopping tuitions. gahhhhh. m crapping right now. i dont think that is imposibble.

its so not fair someone has got crocs n i dont. huhu. :( dh la janji nk beli sama2. tell me lah apa yang aku xmau skng nihh.. oh yes i do wish to have baskin robins., hahah. n er popcorn. n err yeah that should be it. oh nyes watch shrek in 4-D hahah. yeas 4-d tgk kat movie world aritu. i miss australiaa.. i wanted to see the pics and all but m like neehh.. just in case it brings me down.

ok the ultimate question. notttt. il be going to kuching this 8th june, tuesday from pg to kl at oh no pg to kuching at hahah 635pm and god willing be there 840pm. i hate flying ! and then balek on the 11th which is a friday at 905pm and reach penang at 1110pm. gah. raf sending us back home. so i do not know where am stayin, what am i gona do there actualllyyy....??? the last time i went there was errr idk dh how old. some standard five or four.

reminds me of hozair. theres a pic of me near strawberry - the poney - and dad beside it. and hes like how old were u in tis pic .. ? m like 4 or 5. n hes like oh bkn ang sma tinggi a dlm gambaq ni? n yes i asked kak norans permission whether i can hit him or not and she said yes pls do and of coz i did. hahaha.

ok. dah. i do wana say stuff stil but tah.

off to dl movies.

gore gore gadget. hahaha.

i ingat g. alif and azim was like xle wat pig squeal satg depa igt kami babi. hahaha. i find it awesomeee ! \m/ ! yes i still do layan em. awesomeee !

ok dah.

jellyyyy....

U can slap my face n scream profanities

Oh yes. Yet again. M on my bed - evntho i just ate n im ultimately full but il just sleep. Gah. Just felt like bloggin bfre i sleep.

All ive been doin tis two weeks is yeah balek mkn kenyang2, tros tido. Bgn maen kucing then mkn then mandi then study smpai pening ka then tdo then maybeeee bgn early in d mrng study then wat exam. Haisyoo.

So i can see myself goin thru a pathetic n boring holiday. But yet again, it wudnt be tht way if i dont choose for t to b tht way nee. Its jz yeah again for me i wna have fun is get out of d freakin hse cz i can assure u less thsn a quarter of my lfe ive been indoors. Gahh. My only hope to go out is raudha n or raf blek then go out. Id really feel lke askn my parents to send coz tah i feel bad. Depa dah bz n tired suma. But come to think of it, if they dont, who is gona send me rite. Grrr. Wtevr. Evryones lke yeah m gona go out, m gona go to kl, m gona go to mlka. M lke yeah lucky u guys. Ok. I knw ite not tht m not gona go somewer. I m. Kuching. But no m not keen of it cox m left alone wit my mum. WAt if she falls sick bla3. Gahhhh. Nthen i think il b nganga-ing at the conference the whole day. Gah. I knw. I shud stuudy. =.=

So ueah i have 5 or 6 stf in my to do list. Yes of cz goin out is not in d list. Yeah tlkng bout wishing. Yes it is true of cz whats d point of u wishing fr sth u already have or sth that u r sure in d future ul have it. Of cz ul wish for sth tht ur not gona get. But jst in case u do get it or justlook at u rite now. U already wel almost have evrtn n yet u wnt more. Its nt enuf. Yes humans r greedy n can never get satisfied. Bcz lets say yea u do get tht ting u realywnt, aft a period of tym u get bored of it n u wnt more. So u wish for another ting n abandon tht. A feeling tht u cnt fite..? I mean is it a situation i mean is a must go thru situation by al humans..? If yeah idk y buut i do find it sick. Gah.

Lets grow tall. - again. Hahhaa.

Errrm. Yeah. I tink tht is al i have to say. Good night.

The kill

Aku xmnday lagiiii. Malaih. Hahha. No actually m yes sitting on te couch again hanging around. Yea diz morning bfre going to school i hugged mum n said idw go to school. I knw tht we have to give em gud impression, not to make them worry. But school. I realy jz dont lke it. Gahh. Nk dok umahhhh. - n yea msti time cuti pulak il b like i want schoooolllll. Wel il try not to by filling my tym wit yeah gud stuff. Bgn tu kena la awai gak.

I feel im stupid. Study xmau, tp study ak but nt enuf rffort. Tym exam pun tym wt paper not enuf efort. Haih.

Conclusion. Oh not yet.today i ws forgetful. Two days ago i was clumsy. I mean superrrr. Esok xtau la pulak.

Aku xdk smgt dh. Hahaha. Bio is lke ckit an. Pa pun xstdy. Sej tu idk. Haisyoooooo

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