soo... as for now.. ive been fb-ing.. means im not withdrawing from the society.. hahaha.. so social part oke.. no signs of depression yet.. kah2.. oh yes i m quite obsessed with the aritcle in the text book about depression. lets call the befrienders... oke2.. cut it.. so what ive done is yes lil bit of secretarial work - btw m on the lappy. kinda miss it -

once u crack a mirror , it will never be the same again. familiar ? yeah from sha. sory amek dr hang tnpa permision. heheh. it is true. i saw it errr few nights ago. the past yes is the past but it'l stil be there. and because of the past, it well changes u sedikit sebanyak. haha.. not to say like that, it just affects u and u may be more precatious and think much more than u always do.. some may have bad effects.. some is good coz u learn from it.. huhu..

so i did clean up some of my files.. my room is actually like aiyo.. can i have a bigger room so then i can see like an empty space at least on one side of the wall..? can i pls redecorate my room.. the floors yes should be white so as all the furnitures.. i mean cupboard ja n table. the bed is bye2. i would like to just sleep on the floor on a toto or somesort and then fold it up the next morning so then the room would look spacious. i would like to have erm idk. hahaha. oh yeah. a piaaa noooooo... its so expensive. if its rm2k+ yes i would consider it. but thats the latest model so maybe i say maybeee ada cheaper one. huhu.

yes. i have to admit. ive been eating icecream everyday for this past two weeks. but guess what. i stopped three days ago and the next day i got sore throat. because i din have icecream. hahaha.. dads like what did u eat? m like nothing. xkan la i nak kata yea dady tiap2 ari mkn cornetto classico. mmg kena pang skali. and now hes pestering me asking me to take vitamins. i know2. i should as a supplement. gahh.. everyones like just go n mkn la u got two weeks to recover. oh yes i wish i can think that way. with the house like tis. parents bz. ahma like that. idw make tings worse and get scolding from dad.

i think i do enjoy writing bout him. eventhough truth is idk much bout him.

and yes i regret expecting too much. what was i thinking rite la kan. so yes. i do not want to care or think too much about it. because it just doesnt really work. one. two well idk.. hahah. must keep my mind n options wide open. chillax aitee..

i did not say goodbye to some people before i left just now. otw back i was like alah xsempat kata bye2. im actually very happy dh xdk skola. i wish it ends. hahah. and i feel like stopping tuitions. gahhhhh. m crapping right now. i dont think that is imposibble.

its so not fair someone has got crocs n i dont. huhu. :( dh la janji nk beli sama2. tell me lah apa yang aku xmau skng nihh.. oh yes i do wish to have baskin robins., hahah. n er popcorn. n err yeah that should be it. oh nyes watch shrek in 4-D hahah. yeas 4-d tgk kat movie world aritu. i miss australiaa.. i wanted to see the pics and all but m like neehh.. just in case it brings me down.

ok the ultimate question. notttt. il be going to kuching this 8th june, tuesday from pg to kl at oh no pg to kuching at hahah 635pm and god willing be there 840pm. i hate flying ! and then balek on the 11th which is a friday at 905pm and reach penang at 1110pm. gah. raf sending us back home. so i do not know where am stayin, what am i gona do there actualllyyy....??? the last time i went there was errr idk dh how old. some standard five or four.

reminds me of hozair. theres a pic of me near strawberry - the poney - and dad beside it. and hes like how old were u in tis pic .. ? m like 4 or 5. n hes like oh bkn ang sma tinggi a dlm gambaq ni? n yes i asked kak norans permission whether i can hit him or not and she said yes pls do and of coz i did. hahaha.

ok. dah. i do wana say stuff stil but tah.

off to dl movies.

gore gore gadget. hahaha.

i ingat g. alif and azim was like xle wat pig squeal satg depa igt kami babi. hahaha. i find it awesomeee ! \m/ ! yes i still do layan em. awesomeee !

ok dah.

jellyyyy....