U can slap my face n scream profanities

Oh yes. Yet again. M on my bed - evntho i just ate n im ultimately full but il just sleep. Gah. Just felt like bloggin bfre i sleep.

All ive been doin tis two weeks is yeah balek mkn kenyang2, tros tido. Bgn maen kucing then mkn then mandi then study smpai pening ka then tdo then maybeeee bgn early in d mrng study then wat exam. Haisyoo.

So i can see myself goin thru a pathetic n boring holiday. But yet again, it wudnt be tht way if i dont choose for t to b tht way nee. Its jz yeah again for me i wna have fun is get out of d freakin hse cz i can assure u less thsn a quarter of my lfe ive been indoors. Gahh. My only hope to go out is raudha n or raf blek then go out. Id really feel lke askn my parents to send coz tah i feel bad. Depa dah bz n tired suma. But come to think of it, if they dont, who is gona send me rite. Grrr. Wtevr. Evryones lke yeah m gona go out, m gona go to kl, m gona go to mlka. M lke yeah lucky u guys. Ok. I knw ite not tht m not gona go somewer. I m. Kuching. But no m not keen of it cox m left alone wit my mum. WAt if she falls sick bla3. Gahhhh. Nthen i think il b nganga-ing at the conference the whole day. Gah. I knw. I shud stuudy. =.=

So ueah i have 5 or 6 stf in my to do list. Yes of cz goin out is not in d list. Yeah tlkng bout wishing. Yes it is true of cz whats d point of u wishing fr sth u already have or sth that u r sure in d future ul have it. Of cz ul wish for sth tht ur not gona get. But jst in case u do get it or justlook at u rite now. U already wel almost have evrtn n yet u wnt more. Its nt enuf. Yes humans r greedy n can never get satisfied. Bcz lets say yea u do get tht ting u realywnt, aft a period of tym u get bored of it n u wnt more. So u wish for another ting n abandon tht. A feeling tht u cnt fite..? I mean is it a situation i mean is a must go thru situation by al humans..? If yeah idk y buut i do find it sick. Gah.

Lets grow tall. - again. Hahhaa.

Errrm. Yeah. I tink tht is al i have to say. Good night.