hey, slow it down.. whataya want from me .. ?

i m not am was chatting mcm org gila ngn nini. my maybeeeee future gf. from justin bieber to kids to my wish of have a piano to why am i named aiman to i am pretty and adorable. hahahaha she said i wont say cute coz ur not ugly. well whatever it is it started of with raf asking me to count satu jar nya duet syiling which i was on the way. and hes like wey ang ckp ngn nini wey ckp la ckp la. m like screamin rafael !!! xmooo ! yeah maloo2 kucing. and then dad kluar hes like aiman. stop counting that ! please do sth more productive. kah3. kan dh kena marah.

shrek was ok. wey i love mutant donkey-dragon. hahahaha. dpa sgtlah comel. its a nice ending. its mcm ni la. they were yes very happy. married cpl. 3lovely kids. the villagers all love em n al. he had everything.just that shrek got bored with it but not fiona. shrek went mad and wild n so he punched the bday cake n then said to fiona he wished he can turn back time and have not saved fiona. means menyesal lah met fiona. n he wished that he can be the ogre mcm dulu. yg villagers are scared of him suma. haiyo. sedeyh la uknow. ending dia happy. of coz la happily evfer after. :) ok i was a bit teary. hahahahaha ! i know. its just shrek. gime a break ! hahaha i was too emotional larrrr...

nothing happen la wey today. oh yea went to vmal like super early. i think me n bro ja ws the only one in there. hahaaha. xmaen daytona tho.

so it was daddy n rafael time just now.

- hey.. i do know how u feel. im feeling the same. well not the same. but i do get the idea of it. i know esok xdk dah cnni. rafael dh xdk. it wil last at least just few days. never a week for me in my whole 16 years la. - in my dreams - i know i shud be very grateful. at least i do have a family. not a perfect one. not a complete one of course. but i do have one. yes. i have to admit. n i did say out loud to dady tadi. i said family issue is sensitive for me. n idk whether again he thinks m joking or not. i hate wishing for something that i can never ever feel or go thru or have in my whole life. thats one of my problems. another one is yeah i want things to be just perfect but of coz it cant ! and always thinking negatve. i should really apreciate things. but geez. i hate it.. cant accept the fact pun maybe one.

ok m off.

nephew alert ~ !

dak2. haih. no one understands. neeee.

still.

just smile. :)

i used to rmb. xcomey kalo aiman xsenyum. hahaha