vytorin, enalapril, herbesser

soooooooooooo... since yest n i think i still m all so blurry, lets not be blurry anymore.. tho.. grr

i think kan, my dads tryna get the phrmcist tingy in me again. ahahahhaha.. no i mean its not again, i actually am addicted to drugs,myself n chemicals. just then now my dads helping me out. hes like yea u go check for this, for tht.. n bla3.. n he said.. after all u do wana be a pharmacist? so if u do, might as well u learn and know now. which i like. :) !

so aimans back to drugs, chemicals. - il get obsessed with it again veryyyyy soon. especially with tht darn plague around. grrrr..

so yeah.. its a must for a mask. ahhaha.. n2 il decorate my mask everyday. new designs evryday ppl! :D !

i actually like it. ahahhahaha.. but not tht of the wearing part of course. dang..

n my mum igt i gadoh ngn atirah since she dah dua hari xmai school together. hahahah

im digging in to a day to rmb, chiodos, chimaira, escape the fate, underoath, aiden. yeah. thts gud enuff..

n i was complaining sayin that i miss htf. wtf?! trials like next year. :)

hey.. i planned at least i did plan ahahahha.. well study at least like four or five hours today. yeah man. i didnt end up in school. :)! n so for tomorow and sat. m so just gona be at home. n yeah plan to study n i think it will work. :) its just so god darn neearrrrrrr....

so its 411pm. did mths till dad was like u missed out this n tht. so im checking bout druggs aagain. n frankly speaking, i enjoy it. n i like it. :) n kinda hyper. well not hyper, but tah la.

so hafiz is so ok. ahahhahaha.. te amo. me amour. ahahahahhaha crap. then2 yeah piteee. dang la him. m so worid. pitee is puki. he is... talking to him is like talking to a fucking wall..

then not ony pitee, now its b. yeah he is sick!!!!!!!!!!! my mums like aha, hes sick? dads like u dont stay close to him ok!!!!!! grrrr.. haaaaaaa....

so great.. hadoii.. oh n yeah.. double haix.. grrr

soooooooooooo.. seee. m like in a blurry state. ahahahaha

you had me at hello.. :) if it means a lot to you. :)

i hate missing ppl. dang

next week trials. mmg kena p skola. aft tht.. xtauuuuuuuu... idk wats apening act. grrr

so ywat. lets see. it was tuesday. ok so on mond, bakiah ckp. no more junk food. u sleep a lot coz u have lotsa toxic in ur body. drink lotsa water. exercise. sleep enuff. u have to stay healthy. dang. n yeah nowadays my snacks r well biskut dua kpg ja or like crackers n jam made to be mini sandwiches or yeah fruits. apples. i so dont feel like im eatin anything. oh well.. u have to. :)

grrr..

yeah i went to school with a mask. then took out. then pakai again. n syok ah. ahhahhaha thennn jalan2 wat keja bodo. thennnnn see eventho it was just yest, i can hardly rmb wth happened. wth is wrong with me!!!!! oh yeah. iknow where i ate last nite. ahahahhahahah.. mg!!!!!!!!

n ih yeah.. life. u hafta be patient. always. just be patient. :) justice will come one day. hahahahah

appp i dont fite for it.. i mean.. i xdk hak nk tentukan how another persons life shud be. wat tht person want to do or not to do. what tht person likes or dislikes. to say yes or no for a person. or whatever it is. its tht persons life n its up to tht person. im not a changer. or someone who idk. ahahahhaha.. im not making sense. its just so hard to say. so il b patient. :)

so m off to go dig in to drugs n chemicals n m so hitting science. n headbang. n maths. n lter ttn. huhu; i need dentyne. grr. n thts all..

kittys signing out. :)

b........... get well soon. m worried. dahla xdk phone lagi. adoi.. just tc, get well soon..