high-lite - someones squinted eyes

m into tis particular song again. aiyo

i m like idk la.. like ughhhhhh. i wna study but i refuse to study. so i slept just now. forced myself to sleep and the result is headache n cant stop yawning and brain damage. hahaha. nappy time during the day is not necesry anymore ! weeee !

i dont know a freakin ting bout phy. so im just aiming bio. next on the list is acc. bye2 phy.

leme curi from u. nothing motivates me to study. well sth did which i think well idk what yesterday. n today its just like shit. ok. bm was oh mi god. and then ws er maths. yeah i skipped few qs. gah. sej mmg aku xbc so aku xtau.

and then today admt geez mula2 ok tgk soaln mg. its act easy la if u do byk latihan. no of coz i din do. i skipped few qs again. m quite gud at leaving empty spaces at my answer sheet anywys. gah. and then chem. that is haih. i shud just kill myslf. yes its true its the most simplest paper ever but guess what not really for me. grrrrr !

this is what u get when u dont pay att at class or ttn or just dont give a fuck to revise or to at least und or rmb. well i did revise. half an hour bfre the test. shit.

i knda regreted skippin school for a week. homework well ive yet to do the ultimate list of it. n yeah not goin to jb ! weeee ! but bye2 the nice food. this is gona sound weird. my brother muhd rafael is coming over to stay with me aka babysit me for two nites i guess. my mum of cz is not that happy with it. i kinda like stared at her and wanted to yell at her but i was too in a happy state so wth rite.

oh n i know nak outing. tgk movie. i wish i can go. idk boley la x. haih.

and makchaq is cmg tmrw. no m not happy with it also. aiyo. n mums like i thot ur ok with isma. m like yeah i m but not now at this mo.

i kinda miss ahma. she'l be back tis sund. :)

- i just saw my mum slapping my dads butt ! hahahahahah ! ok. the end -

im stil thinking shud i stay tomorw or not. debate. fletchers room. idk y but i do feel like i wna talk to him.. hahah.. im just thinking of coz for sure i know i wont make it thru so why waste my time tomorow. but since jacquline told me to stay so i think i would. imagine me debating, in the school team, its a joke okay.

i think what i wnat right now is a normal school day in the class. no exams. everyone sitting at their own places. so then i can chitchat with em. yeah i do miss em.

and i just admitted to my dad that truth is i dont know my class so well. i just know wel al the malay boys anis n sha of cz n of coz anusha n dharshu. thats al. n yeah eza n shifa. thats al. not the gals. n hes like wtf ? yeah i know.

n thank god syahmi is not going. coz if he does mg. i mean iqbal n zul irfan well they left so long but they left esp iqbal. n syahmi ? no way man. if hes gone the ones left is naim, zayed n ilman. i know y not hafiz ? i tell u him. me n syahmi says he cannot be saved. hahaha at least zayed is stil okay than him.

malaysia is so hot. hahahhaha.. i can on the fan n ac n be naked n i dont freeze like i used to. n id always get up in the middle of the nite to find myself not cold enuf to sleep. geeezzz..

u know twilight. hahaha.. i know m so outdated. anyways i did read it a bit. n its so oh myyy godd.....

oh n 8th june - thank god cuti i dont wna miss school ! tho i dont wna go to school but i just dont wna miss it. - im goin to kuching. its a two hour flite ! i hate flying ! to accompany my mum. aiyo. dad xdk. gahh.. blek 11th. sat ja.

so conclusion.

1. i dont think i wna look at my result slip. n idt il be showing it to my prents esp dad.

2. green days song is gah

3. fob rox ~ !

4. it seems now its so imposible for me to be a pharmacist.

5. i have to study no matter what rite now.


- i wish im in au rite now or the trip is actualy rite now so then i dont have to sit for the test -