ssshhh! tryna keep myself sane

- if u have a gun, pls give it to me. coz i wana shoot ppl. :D and in the end il shoot myself.
- bow down -

so today. got up. mkn. nganga. ttn. b4 tht i ate two bowls of ice cream smarties n it was burried with cornflakes. my mum screamed n called my dad and said shes enjoying life. i really wish i m. :)

then yeah ttn. hikhik. :D. joseph sat bhind me. xpala. chat ckit. dia ngn xabes2 dok ada la. ahahah.. then both of us main sapa kelip mata dulu kalah. ahahha.. i mng 3 kali. he pun. so fair la. or was it i yg kalah. ahahah. but had fun. then dok pokpek2 i was wel kinda like out of control tdi tho wasnt high. sobz! so kaleh blkg men2 ngn joseph. joseph is really evil. he pooked me man! kat my pinggang. several times. aku cm nk mati tahan. doi. so men again then eye game. kaleh2 dpn aimaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnn !!! ccome n sit in front. abes. well i know i was kinda noisy too pun tdi. so i had to obey since the way mr lim ckp mcm xley tolerate ja. haiz. p la dok dpn. tepi ?!!! theva!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eheh.. tpi xla ckp jz hi2 bla2 since mr lim was in front of me wut. grrr.. i know mr lim. i love u too k jz like how i love aziz. :)

so smbg la ngn joseph, syb, jeeha, fitree, preyanka, sha, thatchu. joseph dok ganggu2. syb sikit2. jeeha dia shes havin the time of her life since cousin dia ada suma. :). n she dpt phone bru. good 4 her. fitree besa ah. ahahah. pre we jz ckp we lama din have a talk. i have to agree. sha dok jerit2 coz nk photostt kh. thatcu. she cut her hair!!!! so mcm tu la. today was loud. :)


i love fitrees famly !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so tadi masok2 keta uncle tnya jom nk bwk p kluar mkn. p la hbq kat mak suma. siap pinjm phone dia calling2 my mum. besala my fon dh arwah. pergh. so my mum was like huh??! ohh ok2. xpa2. tc. maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... its just uncle malik. aunty. hafiz. fitree. hidayah. muadz. wat cud posibly happen? ohh wt the heck neh. so p la mkn. hehe.. hafiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaahahhaha.. comeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... :D.. i suka sama dia. tho ari ni rmbut dia xspikey mcm biasa. tpi ttp waaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!! ahahhaha.. tdi. dont ask me how i ate, or my voice or how i sat. suma mcm my god. a girl. ahahahahha.. i dok sopan gila3!! then suara pun lmbut gila. suap mknn pun hahahaaha..serious ah. if u c me like tht, u jz so cnt bliv its act me. hahahaha.. so if u wna see a very out of the world sopan aiman, bring me out with ur family or see me with someones elses family or my dads dinner especially il b in a dress. ahahahha.. my god. yeapz. but i had fun. rasa aman ja idup. far away frm evrtn. yeah weneva im wit em. i rasa peace. far away. dont ask me y. but i like being far away. its hard to explain. :) m not making sense either in the first place. so mkn2. mmg tgk depa hapy femly. very nice. then blek. tpi apa ah depa. uncle n hafiz dok gelak2. then tgk me then back to fitree then me again. then gelak2. then i tgk fitree. uncle nmpk.. he boley dok gelak2 g. then ckp fitree xmau mkn g tu. dia malu kat aiman. ahahah.. mamat tu mmg mkn byk. he bntal nsi grg pa ka then mee grg g. then ixtau la pa g. aunty evn ckp aiman, depa mmg mkn byk. i was like ohh ok2. hehe. then tym nk blek. msok keta. i sat in the middle. my left was muadz rite was yes fitree. hafiz dkt blkg boley dok ehem2. then gelak2. hidayah pun cm tu. then even uncle kaleh tgk then gelak2. harammmmmmmmmmmm u guys. wart ler. aunty lak kaleh pstuh senyum. pergh! but shes not tht well tho yet. hmm. hafiz is mean. he even bisik2 pa tah kat hidayah. i jz heard aiman n fitree... hafiz! i dont like ur adek. i like u ok?!! hahahahahahha.. well wateva. mmg it was like. aihhhhhhh...

so balek2. nmpk my mum on the bike!!! hahahahahah.. my dad dh p cycle one round dah. i was like no i really3!!! have to cycle. cycling is a therapy. :) for many things. :) so yeah the need of cycling was out of mind. so i went cycling. with ravenous2 rhinos in my ears.stillllllllll.... wteva.

i tink im dieting. ahahahhaha.. cut down carbs n sugar. like hell lot is a must. n exercise. its a therapy. :). m determined. :)

conclusion. how i wish im in the car with fitrees family heading to alor setar rite now. well they are. just i kena dihntr balek. i rmbd ari tu uncle ajk p mana tah antar linda balek or wat. he ajk me. bek gila dia. trsnth gak ah. i love em. :) n i shall rmb em. :) hmm..

alicia uses pergh tu!!! my god.

so thank u uncle malik n aunty i forgot ur name. hehe. wish i can go out again with u guys more often. :)