dariel irfan zaki

dear dariel irfan zaki,

ur so cute, so fair, so chubby, so everything !!! :D

but too bad..

ur only 45 days years old. so i cant be ur gf.. ahahahahha..

ok.. fineeeeeeeeee.. i admit it. actually i do love babies n kids. but good babies n kids la. not the type whose damn annoying or like oh my god or watsoever. get wat i mean? i mean babies theyre so cute. so oh my god!! eheh :D. yeah. i like em.. ok?!!! dont say i hate kids or babies. i actually do. jz minus the annoying, aiyo type. yeah. saya suka sama mereka. ahahahha.. bliv it or not? aimans saying this. and another shocking thing !!!




i know.. im my mums only child. sapa nk bgi cucu kat dia suma. wtf. y m i sayin this in the first place. im only 15!! ok the thing is. wats wrong actually if i get married n have kids. neh? - close ur mouth if ur ternganga k.. - it seems fun. after listening to wat my mum said bout yati n her husband. theyre a very3!!! sweet cpl. to bad xdpt jumpa her husband. n this. kesian yati n dariel. y?.. the dad kena p balek france. 2mro!! n itl be many moons til he get back here again. doi.. thank god i did grew up with daddy around. tho not tht alwiz. but i do rmb him playing with me in the bedroom wile i was still small. that image. him smiling. me playing with tht small horsey on the chair. i stil have it.. ahahha.. n him feeding horses with carrots n teaching me how to feed em n pat em n all. n i think i shall have those images till i die. :)


so.. two points here.

1. aiman changed her mind. she'll get married. ahahahahah.. n il try not to say i wont get married again. il try ok?

2. aiman actually loves babies n kids.

- can u believe it?? just a trip to yatis place. n this happened to me?!! gawd..


so its fun looking at her with dariel n all. n i realized sth. the joy tht a newborn baby brings.
is wow.

- see im changin. aiihhhh...

id like to elaborate more. but aihhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. hahahahha... it seems so not me. ahahahh

my mum asked me tadi. aiman, tau dak jadi apa kat udang tu kalau dh masak. i said udang yang sudah dimasak. pa bengong aku. its the udang wud actually get smaller.

i love sleeping actually. or being outsie the hse. like cycling. i did cycle yest. :). i sleep alot actually. last nite 11+ til 10+. then tadi 4+ til 5+. n bgn2 mkn icecream. pergh.. the thing is. i have to stop sleeping. how? idk!!! coz ok if i sleep ptg, gone 2hours of posible work or study. then mlm mmg depends. sometyms i dont have the mood, its goodbye. haih. n yeah the best medicine if u feel like so fucking shit is sleep. it really works for me. yeah. this week. hasnt been kind to me. ahhahaha.. almost evry other day i feel like shit. then bebai. i hate going angry n mad. i tend to yell at anyone. n tht is really baddd.

tadi first time in my life, i went to tesco with baju kurung. ahahaha.. xpa2. wat style. ahahaha.

so wats so sweet bout yati n the dude. the dude still calls her honey n thos stuff.. woow man. my mum ckp if laki aku pangge honey.. hmm.. xtaula dunia kiamat pa. ahahahaa.. serious. i hv to agree. kahkahkah. then the way he ckp to yati pun mmg sweet. n this thing. my mum saw la. her husband hantar yati g keja. b4 going, they kissed each other ciks. so sweeeit.. then wen yati was out of the car, walking to the office. he still keeps looking at her. my god. him.. thats y i really wana meet him. ahahah.. but too bad. pergh.

ya i actually wanted to take a pic with dariel. ahahha.. well yati did offered me the baby. n i was like nooooooooooo.. its scary. i mean its so small. so cute. i dont dare. ahahah.. so i just looked at him. n touch2 a bit.

so theres no phone call from my bro to cycle. i miss him. hmph.. ohh well. m gona play with kitties, wait for my dad to come home. then perhaps cycle. :)

btw dont call me. the earphone rosak. like damn hell shit. fuck la wey!! tym2 rosak tu la byk org call. pa nih!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so dont call me. i wont pick up. coz i cant hear u ma. so anytin msg me.