There are reasons why my father is doing all these for me. It is for my own future, for my own good. Planning where I should study, what I should take, where I should stay, who I should be with, who I should and could mix with. It is all for my own good. It is to ensure that I would be the person that I actually want eventho he is the one who is making the call. It is to ensure that I would be a successful young girl ( tho i am short haha ) and remain the same when they are not beside me anymore.
=') sory emo terlebeyh. i do feel like crying. haha.
he is doing this for me so that when he is not around anymore, I can at least feed myself, and live on my own, and to the level that he wants and I want too.
tho i am torn in between. some say i should think carefully and decide what i really want, what i really like, what i really want to be. in this, my dads deciding almost everything. things that i like are not here. i will have to get out of here to achieve my dream. its not about what i like or what i want to be, well some part of it is a must, but its more to surviving, facing the real world n earn money to feed, to clothe yourself. ur parents aint gona be there supporting u till u grow old. some say its time for u to study, go away, get out of the house n live on ur own. bcuz thats the way it is, u study, u go away. yes of course i do want to get away, but no, i cannot. n after listening to everything, i shouldnt. i think i am already selfish enuf to be here, like this for who i am right now. by going away after all my dads plan is just well mean ?
well, bottom line is,
THERE ARE REASONS WHY HE IS DOING ALL THESE FOR ME.
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