So i just realised that i dont really dig deep inside my heart n see whats inside n be aware of whats happening in it. And to it. And that i dont share everything to even someone who i am very close with. And i tend to ignore my real feelings towards certain things. And i tend to forget them and refuse to recall more so talking about it. Esp to things that has changed, or i have lost and that i will never get it back. Certain parts of my life, i still havent moved on, i still dont seem to accept things and i wish i can have it back. I really wish i can. I really wish i can find u right now and go to u n hug u n tell u how much i miss u n tell u how was my life eversince u werent around anymore.