lesson number one. do no get up late. hahah. yes i did get up around 6sth. decided to go back to sleep. set the alarm at 8. of coz i was snoozin it. ended up gettin up at 10+. shesshh.. =.=
firstly its a waste of time if u sleep a lot. so another rule is jangalah bgn lambat. n petang tolonglah jangan tidor unless plannin to stay up.
i love cats. hahaha. goldfish is yes much more happier than she used to be. dad cakap coz dia mkn vitamin. m like yeah i pun kena makan gak to enhance my mood. kah3. n another bad thing of gettin up late is udk whats happening around u. its always like i bgn tgk my parents xdk or esp my dad. the office calls or even sibs calls and asks where is robin ? m like idk. haahha. seriously. i really dk mannn.. i know. so terok.
and i find it weird. ada ka i rasa pelik la. ajak ur friend to go to tesco with u and ur mum utk membeli-belah barang keperluan rumah. hahaha. funnay and weirdd..
Have i been doin anything beneficial lately..? Of cz not. Gahh. Ok. I have to read. I want to improve my english. D ony way is readdddd.
So yeah. M of to tesco ptg nti. Meanwhile il read some articles my dad bagi orrrr baca newspaper. Haha
so yeah. Toodless...
Oh yeahh. Tgk HTF ...!!!
Friday, June 4, 2010
Thursday, June 3, 2010
soo... as for now.. ive been fb-ing.. means im not withdrawing from the society.. hahaha.. so social part oke.. no signs of depression yet.. kah2.. oh yes i m quite obsessed with the aritcle in the text book about depression. lets call the befrienders... oke2.. cut it.. so what ive done is yes lil bit of secretarial work - btw m on the lappy. kinda miss it -
once u crack a mirror , it will never be the same again. familiar ? yeah from sha. sory amek dr hang tnpa permision. heheh. it is true. i saw it errr few nights ago. the past yes is the past but it'l stil be there. and because of the past, it well changes u sedikit sebanyak. haha.. not to say like that, it just affects u and u may be more precatious and think much more than u always do.. some may have bad effects.. some is good coz u learn from it.. huhu..
so i did clean up some of my files.. my room is actually like aiyo.. can i have a bigger room so then i can see like an empty space at least on one side of the wall..? can i pls redecorate my room.. the floors yes should be white so as all the furnitures.. i mean cupboard ja n table. the bed is bye2. i would like to just sleep on the floor on a toto or somesort and then fold it up the next morning so then the room would look spacious. i would like to have erm idk. hahaha. oh yeah. a piaaa noooooo... its so expensive. if its rm2k+ yes i would consider it. but thats the latest model so maybe i say maybeee ada cheaper one. huhu.
yes. i have to admit. ive been eating icecream everyday for this past two weeks. but guess what. i stopped three days ago and the next day i got sore throat. because i din have icecream. hahaha.. dads like what did u eat? m like nothing. xkan la i nak kata yea dady tiap2 ari mkn cornetto classico. mmg kena pang skali. and now hes pestering me asking me to take vitamins. i know2. i should as a supplement. gahh.. everyones like just go n mkn la u got two weeks to recover. oh yes i wish i can think that way. with the house like tis. parents bz. ahma like that. idw make tings worse and get scolding from dad.
i think i do enjoy writing bout him. eventhough truth is idk much bout him.
and yes i regret expecting too much. what was i thinking rite la kan. so yes. i do not want to care or think too much about it. because it just doesnt really work. one. two well idk.. hahah. must keep my mind n options wide open. chillax aitee..
i did not say goodbye to some people before i left just now. otw back i was like alah xsempat kata bye2. im actually very happy dh xdk skola. i wish it ends. hahah. and i feel like stopping tuitions. gahhhhh. m crapping right now. i dont think that is imposibble.
its so not fair someone has got crocs n i dont. huhu. :( dh la janji nk beli sama2. tell me lah apa yang aku xmau skng nihh.. oh yes i do wish to have baskin robins., hahah. n er popcorn. n err yeah that should be it. oh nyes watch shrek in 4-D hahah. yeas 4-d tgk kat movie world aritu. i miss australiaa.. i wanted to see the pics and all but m like neehh.. just in case it brings me down.
ok the ultimate question. notttt. il be going to kuching this 8th june, tuesday from pg to kl at oh no pg to kuching at hahah 635pm and god willing be there 840pm. i hate flying ! and then balek on the 11th which is a friday at 905pm and reach penang at 1110pm. gah. raf sending us back home. so i do not know where am stayin, what am i gona do there actualllyyy....??? the last time i went there was errr idk dh how old. some standard five or four.
reminds me of hozair. theres a pic of me near strawberry - the poney - and dad beside it. and hes like how old were u in tis pic .. ? m like 4 or 5. n hes like oh bkn ang sma tinggi a dlm gambaq ni? n yes i asked kak norans permission whether i can hit him or not and she said yes pls do and of coz i did. hahaha.
ok. dah. i do wana say stuff stil but tah.
off to dl movies.
gore gore gadget. hahaha.
i ingat g. alif and azim was like xle wat pig squeal satg depa igt kami babi. hahaha. i find it awesomeee ! \m/ ! yes i still do layan em. awesomeee !
ok dah.
jellyyyy....
once u crack a mirror , it will never be the same again. familiar ? yeah from sha. sory amek dr hang tnpa permision. heheh. it is true. i saw it errr few nights ago. the past yes is the past but it'l stil be there. and because of the past, it well changes u sedikit sebanyak. haha.. not to say like that, it just affects u and u may be more precatious and think much more than u always do.. some may have bad effects.. some is good coz u learn from it.. huhu..
so i did clean up some of my files.. my room is actually like aiyo.. can i have a bigger room so then i can see like an empty space at least on one side of the wall..? can i pls redecorate my room.. the floors yes should be white so as all the furnitures.. i mean cupboard ja n table. the bed is bye2. i would like to just sleep on the floor on a toto or somesort and then fold it up the next morning so then the room would look spacious. i would like to have erm idk. hahaha. oh yeah. a piaaa noooooo... its so expensive. if its rm2k+ yes i would consider it. but thats the latest model so maybe i say maybeee ada cheaper one. huhu.
yes. i have to admit. ive been eating icecream everyday for this past two weeks. but guess what. i stopped three days ago and the next day i got sore throat. because i din have icecream. hahaha.. dads like what did u eat? m like nothing. xkan la i nak kata yea dady tiap2 ari mkn cornetto classico. mmg kena pang skali. and now hes pestering me asking me to take vitamins. i know2. i should as a supplement. gahh.. everyones like just go n mkn la u got two weeks to recover. oh yes i wish i can think that way. with the house like tis. parents bz. ahma like that. idw make tings worse and get scolding from dad.
i think i do enjoy writing bout him. eventhough truth is idk much bout him.
and yes i regret expecting too much. what was i thinking rite la kan. so yes. i do not want to care or think too much about it. because it just doesnt really work. one. two well idk.. hahah. must keep my mind n options wide open. chillax aitee..
i did not say goodbye to some people before i left just now. otw back i was like alah xsempat kata bye2. im actually very happy dh xdk skola. i wish it ends. hahah. and i feel like stopping tuitions. gahhhhh. m crapping right now. i dont think that is imposibble.
its so not fair someone has got crocs n i dont. huhu. :( dh la janji nk beli sama2. tell me lah apa yang aku xmau skng nihh.. oh yes i do wish to have baskin robins., hahah. n er popcorn. n err yeah that should be it. oh nyes watch shrek in 4-D hahah. yeas 4-d tgk kat movie world aritu. i miss australiaa.. i wanted to see the pics and all but m like neehh.. just in case it brings me down.
ok the ultimate question. notttt. il be going to kuching this 8th june, tuesday from pg to kl at oh no pg to kuching at hahah 635pm and god willing be there 840pm. i hate flying ! and then balek on the 11th which is a friday at 905pm and reach penang at 1110pm. gah. raf sending us back home. so i do not know where am stayin, what am i gona do there actualllyyy....??? the last time i went there was errr idk dh how old. some standard five or four.
reminds me of hozair. theres a pic of me near strawberry - the poney - and dad beside it. and hes like how old were u in tis pic .. ? m like 4 or 5. n hes like oh bkn ang sma tinggi a dlm gambaq ni? n yes i asked kak norans permission whether i can hit him or not and she said yes pls do and of coz i did. hahaha.
ok. dah. i do wana say stuff stil but tah.
off to dl movies.
gore gore gadget. hahaha.
i ingat g. alif and azim was like xle wat pig squeal satg depa igt kami babi. hahaha. i find it awesomeee ! \m/ ! yes i still do layan em. awesomeee !
ok dah.
jellyyyy....
U can slap my face n scream profanities
Oh yes. Yet again. M on my bed - evntho i just ate n im ultimately full but il just sleep. Gah. Just felt like bloggin bfre i sleep.
All ive been doin tis two weeks is yeah balek mkn kenyang2, tros tido. Bgn maen kucing then mkn then mandi then study smpai pening ka then tdo then maybeeee bgn early in d mrng study then wat exam. Haisyoo.
So i can see myself goin thru a pathetic n boring holiday. But yet again, it wudnt be tht way if i dont choose for t to b tht way nee. Its jz yeah again for me i wna have fun is get out of d freakin hse cz i can assure u less thsn a quarter of my lfe ive been indoors. Gahh. My only hope to go out is raudha n or raf blek then go out. Id really feel lke askn my parents to send coz tah i feel bad. Depa dah bz n tired suma. But come to think of it, if they dont, who is gona send me rite. Grrr. Wtevr. Evryones lke yeah m gona go out, m gona go to kl, m gona go to mlka. M lke yeah lucky u guys. Ok. I knw ite not tht m not gona go somewer. I m. Kuching. But no m not keen of it cox m left alone wit my mum. WAt if she falls sick bla3. Gahhhh. Nthen i think il b nganga-ing at the conference the whole day. Gah. I knw. I shud stuudy. =.=
So ueah i have 5 or 6 stf in my to do list. Yes of cz goin out is not in d list. Yeah tlkng bout wishing. Yes it is true of cz whats d point of u wishing fr sth u already have or sth that u r sure in d future ul have it. Of cz ul wish for sth tht ur not gona get. But jst in case u do get it or justlook at u rite now. U already wel almost have evrtn n yet u wnt more. Its nt enuf. Yes humans r greedy n can never get satisfied. Bcz lets say yea u do get tht ting u realywnt, aft a period of tym u get bored of it n u wnt more. So u wish for another ting n abandon tht. A feeling tht u cnt fite..? I mean is it a situation i mean is a must go thru situation by al humans..? If yeah idk y buut i do find it sick. Gah.
Lets grow tall. - again. Hahhaa.
Errrm. Yeah. I tink tht is al i have to say. Good night.
All ive been doin tis two weeks is yeah balek mkn kenyang2, tros tido. Bgn maen kucing then mkn then mandi then study smpai pening ka then tdo then maybeeee bgn early in d mrng study then wat exam. Haisyoo.
So i can see myself goin thru a pathetic n boring holiday. But yet again, it wudnt be tht way if i dont choose for t to b tht way nee. Its jz yeah again for me i wna have fun is get out of d freakin hse cz i can assure u less thsn a quarter of my lfe ive been indoors. Gahh. My only hope to go out is raudha n or raf blek then go out. Id really feel lke askn my parents to send coz tah i feel bad. Depa dah bz n tired suma. But come to think of it, if they dont, who is gona send me rite. Grrr. Wtevr. Evryones lke yeah m gona go out, m gona go to kl, m gona go to mlka. M lke yeah lucky u guys. Ok. I knw ite not tht m not gona go somewer. I m. Kuching. But no m not keen of it cox m left alone wit my mum. WAt if she falls sick bla3. Gahhhh. Nthen i think il b nganga-ing at the conference the whole day. Gah. I knw. I shud stuudy. =.=
So ueah i have 5 or 6 stf in my to do list. Yes of cz goin out is not in d list. Yeah tlkng bout wishing. Yes it is true of cz whats d point of u wishing fr sth u already have or sth that u r sure in d future ul have it. Of cz ul wish for sth tht ur not gona get. But jst in case u do get it or justlook at u rite now. U already wel almost have evrtn n yet u wnt more. Its nt enuf. Yes humans r greedy n can never get satisfied. Bcz lets say yea u do get tht ting u realywnt, aft a period of tym u get bored of it n u wnt more. So u wish for another ting n abandon tht. A feeling tht u cnt fite..? I mean is it a situation i mean is a must go thru situation by al humans..? If yeah idk y buut i do find it sick. Gah.
Lets grow tall. - again. Hahhaa.
Errrm. Yeah. I tink tht is al i have to say. Good night.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
The kill
Aku xmnday lagiiii. Malaih. Hahha. No actually m yes sitting on te couch again hanging around. Yea diz morning bfre going to school i hugged mum n said idw go to school. I knw tht we have to give em gud impression, not to make them worry. But school. I realy jz dont lke it. Gahh. Nk dok umahhhh. - n yea msti time cuti pulak il b like i want schoooolllll. Wel il try not to by filling my tym wit yeah gud stuff. Bgn tu kena la awai gak.
I feel im stupid. Study xmau, tp study ak but nt enuf rffort. Tym exam pun tym wt paper not enuf efort. Haih.
Conclusion. Oh not yet.today i ws forgetful. Two days ago i was clumsy. I mean superrrr. Esok xtau la pulak.
Aku xdk smgt dh. Hahaha. Bio is lke ckit an. Pa pun xstdy. Sej tu idk. Haisyoooooo
d end.
I feel im stupid. Study xmau, tp study ak but nt enuf rffort. Tym exam pun tym wt paper not enuf efort. Haih.
Conclusion. Oh not yet.today i ws forgetful. Two days ago i was clumsy. I mean superrrr. Esok xtau la pulak.
Aku xdk smgt dh. Hahaha. Bio is lke ckit an. Pa pun xstdy. Sej tu idk. Haisyoooooo
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