Di sini ialah luahan hati seseorang yang dah malas nak fikir, thinking of how things could possibly go this wrong and is bound to be worse by ones wrong doing, also. xsedar2 lagi. so apa2 pun, aku mintak maaf dulu, ang nak mai maki2 hamun aku pon xpala, aku maki2 hang balek sebab i dont see where I can possibly go wrong here. sebab, in the first place, you should know your roots, whats right and whats wrong no mattterrrr what. and by all means, aku tau aku pon jahat gak, bukan bek sgt. so aku sedar diri aku macam mana suma, just whatever la kan. this is just me ranting out since i cant possibly tell anyone. or i can somebody else but i cant tell u coz its wrong. so yea, kalo terasa, nah, amek ! pikiaq bgoih sgt ka.
firstly, if I can say already, ur such a bloody shit in front of my parents. soryla, ang jangan harap dah la aku nak berlembut ka apa ka. for.get.it.
then la kan. u would come running. trust me, one day, you will. bila dah tak dak choice dah tu. yang aku ni yang ego and keras hati and keras kepala tahap gila bangang punya pon bole terasa akan mai, come running, begging and crying, so yeah, what more right. aku tak tau pasepa ang jadi bangang sangat. pa jadiiii ?
and I am glad aku jumpak orang yang tak bangang. at least aku jadi bangang, dua2 tak bangang kan. saling nasihat la, guide satu sama lain, gtaw ini itu tak betul, awat xleh habaq ka, xleh pkiaq ka, aku boleh pkiaq, bukan nya provoke lagi dok suroh jadi bangang. pe kessss. And I reallyyy2 thank God for that la. In any way at all, i dont want to be like that at all. be it now, be it in the future especially. InsyaAllah, aku tak mao wat perangai macam tu, kat sapa2 pown kalo boleh. Then apa ka benda nya maksud your better half. apa better nya ? so that phrase tak boleh digunakan di sini.
And bukannya aku selama ni tak diplomatic. I tried, and was, and still am. Aku ni memang diplomatic kann, hahah, akan dengar penjelasan orang, dengar, then fikir, then timbang, then what bodo, at least aku dengar. Tapi sekarang, aku rasa, tak perlulah berdiplomatic bagai. dah ke arah yang salah, tak perlulah kita berdiplomatic suda.
dah la kot. endingnya aku nak kata. Bangang. peace brah !
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