Yes dude, I totally get you and agree with you. So, i am somewhere in between.
After somewhat like 7 or 8 hours on fligh, stuck in between my mom and brother. ok wait, make it 6 since the last one hour before landing I was in the situation of omg I think my plane might crash anytime soon. Yeap, no kidding. I was freaking out like crap and dang the motion sickness. Blame air turbulence I think. So, the minute I landed in ausie. blueghhhh. Yeah, mmg no doubt every body was staring at me vomitting in the puke bag. Saat paling memalukan. All my vegy spagety n icecream and other nice tid bits just when away like that. Andd I was like crap the whole day. Yes, I hate you jet lag. xtau la balek nnti mesti jet lag lagi.
So, the whole time I crapped, dgq lagu banyak2 yang best, men game haha. reflect in life. Yes, I left malaysia with a hearrt that well, needs to be picked up but ok forget it. With a mixed feeling of Idontwanttogo versus Yayhightimeformetoleavethisplace. and a feeling of yeah, orang yang tak reti senyum dalam trip ni pon senyum n happy, what the eff la aku dok emo, btul x ? So, I am tying to forget, practically everythg here and yeah, appreciate the time that I have with my family. Paling pentingnya appreciate la my family, I know I can be moneyless, tak dak perasaanless, whatever2 la n I know my family will still be standing there for me.
All in all, I do hope when I come back, I would be a different person. Pffft yeah seminggu dah bole berubah jadi orang len, hhaa. not realy, just to have hold on and keep it together. And yeah, absorb everything.
And damn, dudeee, damnnn. the eff is wrong with u. u masok kandang babi kan, ang oinkkk3 laa. adoii. I know its hard but idk larrr.
and dude. You know me better. I just dont snap out of some crapp.
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