The pain you have caused by simply saying I dont know.

Or for the fact that you wont even try a tad bit and perhaps refuse to learn at least something, really breaks my heart. I cant be spelling every single thing while I am sitting there crying my eyeballs out like an idiot just to get a little of your precious attention when I just need it the most. Did you even ask ? What more to say, hey, let me make it right again, we might have less time now but at least we make use every single minute of it. Sigh, all these, upsets me. Congratulations, you broke the record, this is the worst spelling competition I have put myself into and made me feel like I was loosing my mind.

It is like a spm question you know. Make it bm tatabahasa, yes, no doubt effing hard because you never know what might come out, but if you were to shoot some arrows, it will hit bulls eye at least one, or not, somewhat relatively close to it. The probability is there, it has to be one and never zero, and mind you one is a lot and can totally go a long way for me. So, instead of shooting some arrows and pray it will hit target, u couldnt even be bothered to fetch your arrow. So, you couldnt be bothered to answer that bm quesstion. Yes, for me it is as important as a spm question, well muchh more than that. Mind you, you are not a choice or an option for me, you are the only one, and never a second option or choice for me.

For me, cheese in a piza is just not cheese. For me, without cheese is never going to make a piza, xmintak sampai perfect pun, just not even a piza la we call it. For me the point of cheese is for taste, texture, color, makes the piza cook faster as it melts and most importantly to bind all the ingredients like mushroom or hotdawgs together, cheese holds it together. Without cheese on a piza, u will get a sloppy, uwi guwi piza. N by that, I am not ready to be served with a sloppy piza for dinner after a long day of work and being super hungry and have been yearning for jsut a simply warm and tempting piza. A piece can totaly bring me a long way. Why would I want a sloppy piza if I myself can make a better piza than that ? Mind you, maybe thats the only thing I cannot go with I suppose. It is as important as cheese in a pizza for me, I know not for you cause you dont feel it. I wish I dont need the cheese of yours at all.

And if I am going to cry and weep my ass off every other nite and cannot stop crying till I cant fall asleep, and a little cycle of it repeats by itself the next morning as soon as I open my eyes. I say, I am really so sorry for myself.