I think its the art of accepting and forgiving. Of accepting for the fact that, you have flaws, and you did some, and same goes to me. I am not perfect and so are you. You learn to accept my imperfectness and lived with it. So must I. There are things that I am capable of, there are things that I am not, and you are the same. I know i have done wrong too. But you lived with my flaws and my faults, so must I. You accepted me for the way I am, for every weird things I do and have, for the weirdest laugh or sound that I make, to my bunny teeth, to my shortnest and my fatness, to my maggy hair, to my stupid secrets and inside jokes, to my irritating non stop blabbering, to how crappish and screwed up I am, you like me in every way there is. And I like you too, in every way there is. Your messy yet soft hair. Your never ending wanginess but you still do smell nice without any cologne. Your small gap in the middle of your teeth, of how cute it is. your hairy but muscular legs. your chubby cheeks. Of how your eyes will squint when you smile and the lines on your cheeks. Your whale-ness but I always feel safe when I am around you from day one, perhaps your secrets too that nobody might know but I accept it and didnt change my mind about what I think of you, of how honest and crappy you are when you are around me, haha. I am glad that I dont have to put make up on or wear nice things to impress you, I dont have to put a mask over my face. I am glad that I can go out and spend time with you without even bathing for a day or with a chocolate smudged on my face. I am glad I can be who I am when I am with you.
It is hard for me to accept things right now, I am at the verge of we say 'destroying myself'. And for that, thank you for being very patient and just being there with me. I might not be as patient or as strong as I might be, but I will try my best.
All in all, I have what you dont have. But you too, have what I dont have.
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