Wednesday, September 21, 2011

When you are about to faint and nobody is talking to u just to keep u awake.

Bak kata mak saya, its ok, its a lesson from God for being so confident. Bak kata mr bf, pls, maybe ada hikmahnya, perlu belajar lagi ka. Bak kata abang, rilek la aiman, jangan la nanges, spm bukan esok. Bak kata mr tong, haaa, u fail aaa. Bak kata orang2 laen, wtf, u failed? My ahma also almost fell from her transformers and thinking that i was joking her.

Nope, people, I am here to say I failed my jpj test. Was proud but now very disapointed by it. Its so simple and i have done it countless times. I half passed it today. God willing may pass the other half next month. All due to my nervousness and maybe I may say, my own panic attack. Haha. Yeaap, nobody, not even mr tong or abg would have thought i failed that damn test. They couldnt believe it.

Its like this, u know 1+1 equals to 2, but u wrote 3. U have been doing that equation for manyy2 months and never screw it, and u did it happily. I did manage to hit 100% but i didnt hit the gas and clutch when i need to. At the exam time. Kudos.

Yeaap. I dont handle failures that well. Espeecially not when everyone thought i could have aced it. Teach me how to calm myself down when i am panicking, not how to drive properly this time. Haha



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