Are You Okay ?

Today I have come to learn to say it is okay to everything. It is okay to loose your wallet when you have 100 bux in it. It is ok to loose control over your tear ducts and shed a tear or two in school and get very upset. It is okay to be symphatised at and be called a failure. It is okay to kneel, weep and beg just to get attention, kind, warm, attention. It is okay to just take it in. It is okay to accept it. It is okay to be blamed in every thing that you commit. It is okay to scream and weep like an asshole in public but in reality nobody hears it. Its okay.

I have come to learn that I have many precious things around me, no I dont take it for granted, i appreciate it, i just learn that I have more, much more. And I know I have it. I have come to learn that that is not the only damn thing I have in life.

I have come to learn that this is the last. I do not want to try it anymore. I know I have said it, but I think I really mean it now. And I know I wont regret because I will be very proud of myself and to what I have done and what I have achieved. I am an individual. I know I can do more.

I have come to learn that it is very important to be understanding, especially very understanding. But it is not an easy job, many cannot, even if they can, how understanding can one be? Especially when it is not ones natural attitude?

I have come to learn that your wants and needs are not as important as other peoples wants and needs. They must always come before you.

I have come to learn to just sleep over everything. I have come to learn and live like this.