Im glad i went to pg. A veghyyy short trip but worth it. I like it when people tell me things n it opens me up or like what dr. Goh said " gerakkan aiman drpd tidur " hehehe. I do have to admit. I am in a dream. I get all i want, wayyy much more then i need. Yeah its a wake up call. It changes my perspective towards sth. N the best thing is, its in a much more positive view.

So yes. Respect. Respect ppl esp older ones. I have to work on that.

And if ur pampered, n u know ur big enuf not to be pampered anymore, say no to it politely. Decline it. Gila kan? Haha. Coz u know it aint gona do u any good.

Stress? What is stress actually? Whatever im facing thru right now, is nothing at all. Minus my fever n my nose is like tape water, its nothing. N im not gona let my fever bring me down. I have to fight it. Truth is, theres ntg that i shud be stressed about.

Exam? Test? Rilek la. Study sudah n harap2 dpt jwb.

I need to learn to relaxxxxxx ~

I need to learn to control myself esp wants, temptations. And my mouth. Watch my words.

I am knda like planning not to spend on anythg unnecessary ( means spend on ntg la since i mmg dh terlbeyh lengkap da ) till after my bday. Should i make a wishlist? Hahah. Yea since dr. Goh ckp duet skrg ni bkan sng nk cari. I have to agree.

All in all, RELAX, KEEP CALM.

And i cant wait for cuti ni coz well
I wna pack, clean my room, put aside unwanted stuff, and seriously, do sth bout myself.

Baby steps, people !


Love, Gideon.