substitute, cut down, get rid of it !!! - cleaning up mode

chimaira - power trip

so2.. nk dl a day to rmb, chimaira, chiodos. :)

ok............ so.. time to change.. perffgghhh

i so hate tis.. so i guess my parents knows tht im alwiz staying up so late n all n all n all..

so mums like u know. theres only 2months left. get serious. bla3..
dad.. u wana go to au rite? so study hard la.. study k..

so.. substiotute.. sugar!!! tadi i bought 3 bars of milky bar. snickers. kitkat.

- ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wont buy it anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. mums like its not gud 4 u. its sweet. it may not affect u now. but it will lter. u may get cancer. bla3.. i know.. yeah too much sugar, to much oil/ fat- cancer.. u know wat.. just by sitting down on the floor at the hall or in ur room, chances are u may get cancer too u know. since evrytings like cancer3!!! perfghh.. then even tdi kena ngn handphone. dont use it so much. radition. bla3. n said umi menyesal beli phone for u terlalu awal. dad pula ckp no its ok la. she can still eat chocos. for now. its ok at least u eat a bit a day.

wat happened??

so yeah. wil i last even til 20 ?


ok greatt.. so no phones anymoreeeeeeeeeee. just for music purposes. no more pressing the keypad. il try laaaaaaaaaa..


then the sugar. yeah its like a drugggggggg.. i kna gak amek at least once a day. like ok fine il just amek sikit ja in a day. so m givin out skittles, milky bars. n mayb nips. huhu. bye2 guyss..

actually kan. dulu b4 tis craze over sugar, i neva even trfikir. i mean i just dont tke em at all. ice cream pun x. idk la wat happen to me. i have to stop.

theres so many things tht i have to stop.

its ok. for pmr. its ok. after tht. u just do wateva u wana do. especially form 4


cut down onlining. like seriously. just cut down. on sat2 ja. n2 maybe perhaps, i just wont on. il just go n dl stuff n update blog. tu pun if i feel like doing it.

- im shutting myself up. :)

idk la how long i can lsat. i really hope i can. as for me how i'll be at school. idk. stop playing around n be crazy. yeah kill urself. i have too.. stop fooling around. so i dk la. maybe i wont b crapping tht much or talking or screamin or playing or runnin tht much d. n yeah musiccccc is so in the top list. since i just so need it.

so seriously, if u call my name, i dont respond, im sorry.


get rid of.. idk.. yeah playing around n all tu la.. get rid of myself. :)

get serious.

two more months!!!

so pmrs like 7-9 oct.. then 12 to 13 oct.

then we declare independence day!!!!!!!!!! hahahahha

ppl tanya. wat are ur plans aft pmr??

hahahahhaha.. thts all i can say. boleh ka aku keluar hang out? boley ka aku p melepak? boley ka aku p movies? boley ka aku nk p men bowling? boley ka aku nk p swimming ?? boley ka aku nk p pg??

dak kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnn..

so i dont have any plans as i know i cant do anyting. :)

so il just well clean up my room. watch tv. guitar. organ. cats. cycle.

yeahhhhhhh.. i know. plan for form four!!! grr


ohh n yeah.. dad mmg nk p keja in kl. but not thtttttttttt often as planned. so sat2 ja. but mums like wen ur dads goes to kl, u cant staybec anymore. u must come beck with atirah. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... y.................................. nvm..


- well.. its not tht i have a choice kan. its not tht i ever have a choice kan. its not tht i can ever say no kan. im always forced to do things. i just dont get it. so watever..

n i also have to stop eating. i tink kan. pasai tension tu m popping chocos, ice cream. then foooooooooooddddddddddd. then sleeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppppppppp.. grr

spotlited jerk.. ur getting weirder. ahahhaha

il miss being myself. n many more..

- idk la wether il really be tht way or wat. lets see either on sunday or monday..

soooooooooooooooo.. im done.. studyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..

i hate u pmr

i hate.

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