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my so call diary

it was cold.. n had to strap myself so tht i dont fly off from the car.. 130-140 mph






rafaels bday.. n camwhorin with my sis.. hehe.. n b4 that she thought me hoe to strum!!! god!!! n she rawks man!! raudha rawks!!!

i was there for almost three hours then later on had to rush to buy groceries then pick up the cake for raf.chocolater indulgance is heaven baby!!! ok la.. then bythe time i reached home.. my suppose to be straight hair coz i ironed it went all curly.. again.. nice.. so not...

was goin for god knows whose wedding.. the imprtant thing is tht.. at least i had to go 4 kenduri for lucnh!! hehe..

it was just now.. at tesco.. waitin 4 the jam to ease.. my mum is tired.. as for me.. gime cash baby!!! n bring me back to gurney or queens!!! ill spend like theres no tomorrow!!! ahaks..!!

donyt ask me wat i was tryna do or say or mean or picture or wateva.. i just like tht penguin.. n was like ma3!!! iw ana take a pic wit pingu!!! ahahaha.. then the 2nd one was ma mum pickin her bju.. me bored. n epi coz just bot bday presents.. 3rd was i was bored.. again.. theres no bum watches there!!! gee!!!

again.. dont ask me.. i just like tht merc!!! haha.. saja wat gedik dgn god knows whose car!! mad3!!!

me n honey on thurs.. n rite is the kerja kayu.. the corak for the batik print.. love wor.. ahaks..

camwhoring again.. i had fun man.. but sadly it was sat ja.. only for a nite.. next day everyone went back to life.. hahaha.. n i had schooll.. arrhhg

went to v.mall man!! firstly i so cnt damn bliv it.. mkn chicken rice.. then jln2.. then pixies!!! hahahahh

this was anther trip to vmall again..

ma sis jammin with ma bro.. sis guitar.. bro untuned singer.. hahahaits my guitar tuned.. bros voice nope2... me peace coz i was the camera woman..

gambar kelasss!!!! peace!!!!

me n her..

me disturbed n bugged by so many things.. gawd.. n bored durin the pg trip.. at gurney..

saja.. hehe.. XD..

saja.. bored..

fuhh.. lama gila x update siyot.. well actually id o write.. at this notepad wic i converted to my diary.. hehe.. who will i let em read? my cyg of coz n some others ahh..

note: dari pagi, g pg.. shopping nonstop.. ni pun if ada cash n still at mall.. i kikis abes duit.. ahhaha. xpeant2.. tapi slow down gak ahh.. but still high!!! yay!!! pishh!!! so mesti byk gramatical error n short forms.. malaih ahh nk care.. coz agk byk gila kot nk write..

xmandi g.. baru smpai frm pg at 1055.. terus bgi kitties makan.. then here i m.. i stink like a pig...

my life ehh .. how is it??? ok.. im coping with it..

at least for the first time in my life since god knows when i ada usaha nk faham keja maths yg xley nk blah with my brain. ada gak usaha nk siap hmwrk. ada gak usaha nk wat folio. ada gak usaha nk study..

guitar ok la.. at least i can strum!!! tx to hamsty, raudha n hamstys metronome!!!

n usaha gak.. n go thru the pain on my left fingers!!! ahakss.. x thp kronik pown..

skang dah 1139

geee!!!

ahh at least arii ni sejak 2009, i g shopping.. ok ahh..

bought presents 4 this two imprtnt person in my life.. i like the presents.. i hope theyll like it too!!!

03.04.2009 3rd April 2009

two stuff happened..

1 bday fitree ( wic i thot it was 2mro but azim confirmed it tht its today.. )

2 ada la.. but its carved on a big tree.. gahgah..

j ckp.. its not tht im gona loose anitin.. yeap its nt tht im gona loose anitin.. i got my cyg, honey, sayang, dear, al of em.. so if i go thrui this, n it ends, n crappish n all.. its ok.. its not tht m gona loose anitin.. but if i get sth gud out of it.. thank god la.. thts 4 d beta..

i nk g straighten rambut balek!!!! sejak ptg pendek. dia jadi lebey gila dri dulu.. gawd!!

n sudeny suv msgd me.. weird.. dhla he guna celcom.. abes ahh my cred.. gawd..

n 3G!!!!!!! i love em!!!!

n i love cyg!!! kissing is a normal thing d... n to ppl yg usha pelik n ada probs.. if ur here to tell me bout my life n how to live it n how to lead it. leme tell u sth.. theres many exit doors tht u can take n get out from my life forever ok?? if u nid me to show it, ill b happy to do so.. n pleased too.. so if u ada probs.. tlg blah..

ari ni.. beli

- this thing.. (4) hahah.. 100 bucks..

- bday pressies 70 bucks... 50 my own money.. god...

- school shoes!!!! hehe..

- topup lagi!!!

- n 3g is affordable man!!! its cheap!!!


- duh.. keja sejarah.. gawd.. xpa2 wat ja 10 q.. hehe..

- lip balm n blemish stick.. lip balm tu cm menyesasl ja beli evntho dlm promotion but still.. cm

its the same... eeee...

- stuff left to buy.. socks... jam eventho tadi mmg g tgk jam.. but i still love fadeenas.. i nid to get tht.. n its bum.. its better if its black.. but if xdk pon.. its ok.. ill go pink!!!! hahah!!! pink is the new black!!! gawd #faints#

- tadi pagi, in the car.. was singing love story many tyms... hahah.. then smile3!!! till my dad turned around and looked at me.. n he smiled.. then he asked wat r u doin?? daydreamin isit?? i said no.. im just singing.. lisening to the song.. oh ur lisenin to sth isit.. ( he lowers down the radio volume.. expects me to sing.. )_ me: xnk ahh.. dn wan ahh...

- few secs later.. hows tan?? me wit a high pitch voice sed ok!!! n he sed he kesian her coz kena bgn awal just to go to school.. yeap.. my parents r actually concern bout u.. n my mum is concerned tht ur not havin anythn durin recess..

- im high people!!!

chris - forever, with u

neyo- mad

mariah - alwwiz b my baby

... - kiss me thru the phone

love story

tpain - low

grinday- wmeupwensept

hilary - wake up

CPR PPL!!!

n 143

cheet2!!!

ahaks...

mad.. man.. mad..

n my parents nk perkenalkan someone to rafael!! ahahah!!!!

n i msgd kak noran!!! i love her!!!

c jam pulak.. xdk idea nihh.. got tdi dlm keta belungguk.. tinggl nk meletup ja..

ohh yeah.. i saw my dad peeing at the public toilet..... ahahahhahahahahaha

n2 tadi...

my mum was at the cashier.. n i strait away wen to the toys section... ahahhaha

then 4 sure ma mum called me since i wasnt around.. so she was like aiman wer r u ?? im alredi done.. then i was like with a low voice.. i was lookin at the barbie... ahahahahah i'll never grow up.. im not 15 ppl!!! ( not yet tho.. gawd... )

nwdays.. ill just terjaga for god knws wat reason just like tht.. but yeah ill b lookin at ma phone seeing tht someone texted me wile i was in wonderland.. but its weird.. 2 days ago was 3 sth.. today 4 sth or 5.. this tym???

its 1159 i still feel like pourin.. ok2 ill go n get my suppose to be diary here n checked wat i can adfd to mke this entry superrr crappiiishh long.... heheh...

love story!!!

n2.. the hairdresser.. bi ling.. thinks im on finess prog or sth.. ahahhaah... no its not fitness prog.. its called not eatin.. i still do tho..

i swallowed nearly half of the big tupperware of smarties icecream 4 lunch yest..

i tink im gona stay up till late.. hehe i suppose to stay up till 4am today.. but fell asleep rround 12+ ccoz i was all gedik n smily n comfy on my bed..gee

she wants me to go n bathe.. but im like blogspot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wana change ma phone.. i wana phone tht can blah mms!!! gawd!!!

im so mad.. that i pakai this pinky baju with a wite flower on it.. aka i wore it in a pic wic is wit some1 rite now..

jam b4 reachin ma dads office.. ma mum was like how the hell r we gona go there.. m like its not tht ur husband is so rich or a millionaire tht we can go there with a chopper.. ma mum said.. sadly my husband is not.. gahgah..

n2.. this couple.. old couple.. theyre in 70s.. i didnt hear wt hapened bitwin em.. but dad told dt the lady was talkin so loud.. grumpy la kot kan to d husband.. then the husbnd said donla tok so loud n wat not n watsoever.. so a small fite la kan.. ni cinese couple ahh.. then the lady p la sit at tis table wile husband li mknn.. then boh la mknn on d table.. then both em mkn ja.. muka pun x tgk lgsung.. patah lagi nk ckp.. i was like.. yeap ppl!!! i mcm sedey n nk cry.. gawd.. apa kes!!!?? cm sad u know tgk diorang cm tu.. xtgk pon muka.. just mkn n wat muka bodo.. eeeeee!!!!

then ma mum ckp.. lfe mmg cm tu.. i sed its so unfair. she said fair ka xfair.. its going to be tht way.. sadly its a fact of life n u have to accept it.. she sed.. c if mula2 x kawen p la usha muka hold hands.. skang mana da.. ( my dad mmg dok kat citu ) then i was like d couple x tgk pun muka each other.. ma mums like apa yg nk tgk.. everyday dok tgk lama dh.. ma dads like yeah 60 bloody damn years!! 60 bloody damn years.. (hahahah.. ni x serious.. i mean it din go to a fite.. it was sth tht i learn.. n my parents dok gelak since its like 60 bloody damn years!! hahaha )

n i chilled at tesco pg with my dad wile tunggu jam reda.. cool ahh.. g li kasut ngn dia.. mintak duit nk topup.. ahahahha.. getaq gak ahha.. tapi cool.. heheh.. pastuh pusing2 g carik biskut.. carik milo 3in 1.. pastuh battery.. sometyms ill sob like really sob coz i know.. im the youngest n tht hes old.. so i really have to spend double big tym with him.. n never tke anythin frm him like for free.. i shall use it n treasure it.. coz.. dang.. i dont wana say it.. faham2 je la.. hes not young.. i want him around 4eva!!!

bes ahh hang out wit him.. hehe.. hmm...

ari ni suma chunn... thank god.. xdk prob... thank god..

lunch time mkn mcd.. tea mkn a&w.. telan je.. hehe.. mkn wile massih boley..

gahgah..

i bet the earliest i sleep is 2...

nk wrap bday present den sej stuff then bit of this n tht.. n blogging la kan.. so yeap.. itll b kinda late.. ohh n yeah!!! cyg!!! the pixies!!! hehe.. ( i segan gila ok??!! )

and2 this two persons.. said to me .. to take care of myself.. in less thn 3 hours.. gawd. i will man.. siap antar mcm poster to me.. be careful!!!.. hahah... yeah i will...

my mum ckp i look like hantu in pix.. gawd.. n s 4 me.. my eyebags r bad.. n i look like a person hu menghidap penyakit... god. pls.. i hope thts nt true..

so results: din do sej n wrap the presents.. just blogged..

after bathing.. felt so damn fcking down. idk y!!!!

then slept at 330.. down.. gee..

n ill just blog... gawd.. exams.. shits.. i have to get out!!!

{ this is a total mess }