epiphany..

no its not actually sudden epiphany.. it just suddenly crossed my small mind..

no matter how bad i m feeling in any condition.. i'll smile or at least get lifted up if

theres him..

even if he just passes by..

stupid..

and when im down.. babes would say.. he should be here..

and yeah in a split of a milisecond.. i could smile..

maddd..

yes.. i think im high.. since i just took cough mixture.. and im not that sure whether thats the right amount i should take.. great..

its 0028.. i hope he wont be emo.. well why should he kan.. i dont care.. i just really hope he doesnt and wouldnt affect him at all in any way..

hahaha.. see im worried about him again.. i cant even trash him.. what the hell.. i just cant.. i still consider his feelings.. how he would be like.. ohh fuck..

ohh n now.. this is the second post about him.. oh shitt....

i even asked sister.. u fikir he emo coz of wat i said to him?

she said.. yeah i guess.. and everyones pushing him.. so he's tensed up..


dang.. im becoming emo again.. and like theres this weight pressing on my heart..

why oh why..