0104-ppl im going weird like last time again..

i hope you're ok..

because i know im not..

but i shouldnt be..

n i must not be..

im going down..

over this stupid thing..

i hope you're just playying around..

trying to pull this stupidest trick u can ever make..

theres guilt..

theres hope..

theres sadness..

theres confusion..

i hope you're ok..

i hope whatever happened..

wont bug you..

i may cry..

maybe i just did..

invinsible tears..

deep down in my heart..

crying over..

unwanted things..

pathetic it is..

a waste of time all of this it is..

but..

i dont think i can sleep..

can this end..

soon..

i hope it does..

soon..

as i want sweet dreams..

under the stars..

where the moon hugs me..

keeps me warm..

and accompany me..

and will never leave me alone..

and as the sun rises..

a new day begins..

but shall it be coloured with rainbows..

or distorted by..

many unwanted things..

( ohh fuckk.. yes my writing is not good.. at all. it sucks.. i'll try to improve it.. n btw.. i have lost my mind!! what happened to me? but i may not wanna know. its better not to i think.. )

noooooooooooo............