There are things that I would like you to decide for me and there are things that I would like you to stay out of it. But most of the times, you always decide on things that I should be deciding for myself and not deciding or taking charge on things that I wish at times you would say something about it. I know it is great to always have a choice but dang am I the only one who wants this ? 

Would death by chocolate satisfy my hunger now ?

I hate it when I tend to say this, why is it that A cant do it but B can do it? Why is it that B can always do better than A ? And why cant A put more effort to be in line with B, or just do better ? Why ? 

Im sick to my stomach thinking where is your brain why would you do such thang u are suppose to know better yet you seem like you are trashing them. N wtf i know i am in no position to bring this matter up nor talk about it. You are suppose to know all and be the best and do the best. I cant say that i will do a better job than you but i can say that at least i wont do it like that. That i am very sure of. 

Mistakes make who we are now. Are you happy with the mistakes you did? Where did it bring you?

A conversation

It all depends. Some are the ones that can make me forget about everything. But some are the ones who make me think about everything. Then i am left with this heavy feeling of wishing that i never knew about it, that i never knew more about it, then i am actually not bothered to know about it, that i actually did not take a step further in asking about it. List goes on. I think now, why am I a part of this ? And why do I always think about this and this way only? Why is it ever an issue for me anways ? An issue that should not have arised and that this is all nonsense. But I cant seem to get over it. And til now, I cant seem to pinpoint what is the real reason to why I am feeling all of these. Erghhhh. If I ever do tell someone about this, they must think I am crazy. Well, i guess so.