A conversation

It all depends. Some are the ones that can make me forget about everything. But some are the ones who make me think about everything. Then i am left with this heavy feeling of wishing that i never knew about it, that i never knew more about it, then i am actually not bothered to know about it, that i actually did not take a step further in asking about it. List goes on. I think now, why am I a part of this ? And why do I always think about this and this way only? Why is it ever an issue for me anways ? An issue that should not have arised and that this is all nonsense. But I cant seem to get over it. And til now, I cant seem to pinpoint what is the real reason to why I am feeling all of these. Erghhhh. If I ever do tell someone about this, they must think I am crazy. Well, i guess so.