hence, ugh. very ugh

yes i know! ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wat hapnd to me?

shit rite?!!!

nvm bout tht..

niiiiiiii.. ho wi wish m not me. the end i hate this

dads really serious bout getting a dato-shippp... ( yeah m act like not ok. coz idk.. byk benda.. ) i was like my ass of. imagine this..

- noor aiman binti dato muhammad rizal

- dato muhammad rizal / dato robin rizal tan

- datin siti hindon che wok / datin hindon

laugh my fcking ass out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aahahahahha.. its just so omg.

so i was luffin2 then his like yeah i know m talkin as if its a joke but m not kidding. yeah dia dok tgh invvestigate how much kena bayar la n all. hes willing. for mums sake. ahahahh.. wteveler. but this. i know its not gona come true. its not. haahah

n yeah.. greattttttttttttttt.. dads not goin to pg againnnnnnnnnnnnnn.. like againnnnnnnnnnnn on friday, this is so not working.

and any news bout k800i??? nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo....


ravenous, ravenous rhinos.

off..

a very accident prone woman

thts wat my dad says. so what? yeah my breast got hit by the car door. my bad. n wat do u expect? of course it hurts! so i was like ouch. but a low ouch. not ouch!!! it was just ouch. then dia dok bla3!!! bising xpasai. it hurts ok?

hmm. tired. yeah. m suppose to be doing kkg. but i was so hoping to have the folios in my hand. so its not in my hands, so i just dont feel keen in doing it. wat wil happen to me tomorrow? idk

nowadays, i alwiz get up like 4+ or 5+. mad huh? idk y. i alwiz do.

n yeah. stinging pain in my head. it does. god it does.


simple plan - shut up, perfect, jump, crazy, when im gone, addicted, thank u.
agak layan.. :)

i want to sleep. :)

yeah tired.

so gudnyte ppl.

:)


fuuhhh.. free2 i dpt 100 bucks from muhd rizal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yezaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!

;;).. thank u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah now thts sth tht cn lighten me up. hikhik. ma mums like lama ah x tgk 100 dollar note.
tu ahh.. me too.. last tym dpt tym raya n cny yg bernilai 200 bucks dlm satu peket was well in pg. pergh!

haih. dah2..


dear spotlited jerk, i was omg-ing wen u wer singing love story. its so omg! :D

ok. bed. im coming. n i miss u.

face mask, humiliation, dont imagine it !!

for once, today, aimans shutting up her mouth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes no charp3!!! grrrrrrr3!!!!!!!!!!! no her very the very annoying voice. but3!!!!!!!!!!! guess wat?!!!!!!!



itl only be for 20 mins.. y?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

yes.. aimans doing facial!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so its homemade. ahahahha.. n yeah m not going for a date with mr lim since abang doesnt wana go. n3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u know~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

tadi abg call la kan. i jz dialled his num then he called. then helooo.. then this so damn lil cute voice toooo.. was like hellllllllllllloooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then kakak...!!! hahahaha.. it was dear muadz. then abang dok pokpek pa.. then sudeny this voice! hello.. ni kenai ak sapa ni???!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was hafiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D.. then i was like hafiz!!!!!! ahahahha..
then back to abg saying hes not going then i boley lak p kata wey2. tdi hafiz kan. wey2 nk dgr lagi wey. nk dgr suara dia llgi wey. yeah. gila apa aku. hafiz msti fkr aiman dh gila. mmg ari ni aku gila. or we say m bec to normal!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
then yeah he said heloooooooooooo again then i was like hello2!!! ok2.. dah2.. hehe.. mcm tu ja. but hafiz. heheh

so tht damn mask consists of milk powder, honey n lime. i gz so if m not mistaken. lupa dah. hehe.. yeah i look like a monster rite now with the headband n al. hehe.. n2.. my mum was like pegang muka umi. omg! its like damn smooth. unlike mine its like oily then dry n hard n kasaq. yeah whilst putting the mask, shes like my god, kasaq nya. mcm pa g. m like eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... yeah i poke her. hehe.. ish i knw la kasaq. sssssssshhhhhhhhhhh sudah..

sobz...

n u knw. now tht damn mixture is dry. on my fa ce. n its like cekang or idk wat. adoi. yeah mmg la its suppose to be tht way. but2 i cant evn open my mouth. or make facial expressions!! u know me.. i cnt have a strait face unless m devastated. no devastated pun il b like. tah. ahahha

today. agak gila. pagi2 dok bla3. then mkn. then ouch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! f la man. on a very sat morning . or we shall call it saturday fever, ahahha.. thank god aft recess it was just on n of.. but dang saket! n its gone. n u know. my tummy. shit.. last week ok ja. today its like yeah m like pregnant man. i have to stop eating! n2 yeah exrcise. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!! ari ni boley cycle!!! yes3!

then blaja ja bi. tym bi pun i was like garrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahaha then went on for two periods of geo n two bms. no tcers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yezaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love life like tht. but yeah. not healthy. xblajaq pa. but xpala. yes. m back to normal me unlike b4 tis. i scream. i shout. i annoy. i evrythin! hehe.. the normal aiman rizal. :D yeah ths me. bare with it!

so dok men phone. dok ikt rambut cm budak tdika. serious. yeah its much more comfier rather than tying it jdi ke bwh since it hawt! lagi erm2 yeah men style2 rambut. ahahha.. then yeah wile i dok men ngn my mums phone, well nk headbang chihuahua tu kan. pooffff.. terpelanting jatuh. heheh.. nseb bek xpth. if ptg. r.i.p. aiman! hehe. bye2. then2 em2. dok ats riba tan. yeah men air. ngn botol air fitree. n yeah i bgi ayq tu kena smpai bju dia bsh. my bad. but had fun. then ngn zimmy2!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... :D em lagi2. tu ja. then merayau. usha sana sini. dok lama gila kat toilet smbl wat bsg. wel me n tan. but more to me. hehe.. :D lagi2 yeah me n malina. i have to lompat evryday to smpai d dingding tu. ok aim: ahahahhaha.. wey.. kejam. what down? aiman. a ahahahahha.. god. i cant luff. then damn mask. its like doi. i have to wash now. ok then erm2 yeah the aim is b4 i leave tis school. i kena smpai gk dinding tu. ehhe.. evryday kena try. :D

ok i miss this. im typing til the keyboard cm nk rosak. ahahha.. yeah mis sbeing high. :D

idk wat apen to me today. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

yeah2.. appreciate tis k. coz idk wen il b like tis again

yeah. waaaaaaaa.. yeah rasa terang dunia. ahahha.. feel very comfy man! fresh!!!!!!!!!!!! n lite. ahahha.. yeah la penat tau bwk chiks ni. ahahahhahah.. i so have to slim down!

ha ni....... tym2 aku sket perut ah. bru umah ni nk ada mskn yg pedas2. ada tomyam n smbl telur tadi. i tgk ja la. so i jz ate nasi, aym grg n yeah raw vegy. timun, sld, carrot. tu ja. no kuah man. sobz. but thank god nsi tu x dry. its nasi pudina. so its like not dry la. pheww.. tertelan jugak. ehhe.. :) god. yeah. tingin nk minum carrot juice. isi t? m mad. hahaha

ni2..... kan ada kan appl en aloe vera. ada gak mixture cranberry n blackurrant isit? tah la. try la. sedap. hehe.. :D

yeah i have to go more to fruit juices, raw vegy, fruits. n thts al. n yeah oats. like iko n cornflakes.
n cut down my sugar n choco. n its so imposib. ok fine ice cream is stil in me. and il finish of the choco in the fridge. n i wont touch it anymre. the only thing id touch is skittles n dentyne. yes wen i mkn skittles, its like a drug. i jadi xsedaq., ahahhaha.. just leave me in one corner with skittle either its the ori or sour il b fine. :D


to all of u yg nmpk me with tht kindy hair style. pls. i beg u! pls! dont imagine it! ok?!!!!
n ssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh if u nmpk.ok?!!!

haih. omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i like tht hair tho. ahahahah. i look i forgot d how many years younger malina ckp. ahahah.. i know. budak tadika. the end.

wey. .nk mkn ice cream!!!!!!!!! hahaha.., weeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

yeah.. nnti kna wat keja. aim not gona sleep. so most prbably by 11 tonite its bye2.. hehe :D

ok. conclusion

i miss being tis way. :) i hope id b like tis forever. i hate being sickkkkkkkk

yeah miss blogging tis way.

haix.

fifteen fathoms, counting

cn u just imagine. mj died. mg.

ok2.

yes. wen i have probs. il b disturbed n al. n al. so il startt loosing control n lisening to myself n start acting like my shoe size n not my age. yes i cant think straight n il start crapping like helllll n do wateva i wana do without thinking. but mostly i wont do anything. il just sit there quietly n mourn. il shhhhhhhhhh. yeah u can see me around not smiling, shhhing myself n my voice u cud hardly hear.

n yes. after one problem comes another problem. seriously. like tis morning. one prob almost solved, now is my parents. so aft that? wic one wil it be?

n yeah. eating. i kinda refuse. n if at all im hungry, i just dont feel like eating. mg.

i have to clear my mind. sit up straight. n think maturely. wth m i sayin. haahha..

i cant wait to get away. i cant wait for pmr to finish. then m no longer tied to school til next year. i cant wait to go to au. i wana get out.

i wana go

muka monyok ...

wel.. lets see.. yeah overall today m ok la. better than the other days in this week. but2. .lama2. its like.. slowly going down. nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.. it is..


so ok2. malinas gona get married with hafiz tho i love hafiz. ahahaha.. but xpa. il get married with fittree. so we'l b biras. then live under one roof. so we wil tke turns to cook. n2.. nti ada affairla. me wit hafiz. n she ngn pite. ahahaha..


n gzwat. we kacau hafiz. i miscld him 6 tyms. he caled me 3 ka 4 tyms at school. n he jz called me again twice. for gods fcking sake, m so not gona pick it up k.


spotlited jerk wants to use my clubcard to go to the gym.


dear spotlited jerk, ur body mmg lawa. :) ahahahha.. yeah. u do have it. yeah go n just shape it up. :) lift some weights up. n cut down ur sugar. wel actaully i have to cut. then i have to stop bringing sugar to schl. so then u wont have sugar too. our plan, if hes serious. i buy 5 sour skittles he'l buy 5 normal skittles. so we'l have 10 of em. on next thurs. if hes reallly seriosu n into it. gila.


sobz. phone xtau pa jdi. n m not gona go to pg tomorw. this is so not helping.


n i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeddddddddddddddddddddddddd songsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss


so m planning to wtch well some kind of movie later. therapy i gz. haix.


yeah il do my hmwrk get it settle. l8er..................................


yes i love british accent. ahahahahah


ish2.. ish2.. sedeyhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. i cant. i have to. wtf?!


haahhha



fyi, by doing this. adala this. kan this. its so not me. n its considered lucky. i mean. nvm. xkn phm nya.


hmmmm,, :( haih...



yeah wen was the last tym i had lucnh? >>> hehe..

wen was the last tym i went to pg

wen was the last tym i met da n zati? n all?

wen was the last tym i went to the beach?

wen was the lst tym i was being normal?

wen was the last tym i studied?

wen was the last time i stopped thinking at least for a goddamn fcking moment?

n many more. hehe..

wth is happening?

can u imgine. atirahs mum just toldma mum tht ari ni aiman blek lmbt. tdi dia xbalek 2gdr so dia stay. pa kes? aku msok keta dia kan tdi. mg...........

p.s i love you. ive yet to erad the book. hehe..

ok.. done.. ifeel like crying. so gudbye.

:)