And that is how you put it ?

Man. That is all I can say. I mean, I would never say that. And as if i have to get up at 4 am right and have big things going on tomorrow right ? Yeah. Like i have to go see some big shot tomorrow so live or die I sleep right. Bullshit man bullshit. Wat penat ja. Penatttttt. I should have just threw it down the road whenever I had the chance to do so.

I hate it whenever i say sth, esp sth that is lke important, and then its just been treated as if i did not even say it even. U know what, i wana do that to. And yes, right at ur face !

Bosan. Word.

Cant help yourself, is it ? What more me ?

What if one day I will hate the path that I chose ?

I obviously possibly cant change it, I mean I can but a lotttt of complications would happen. And that it is realy out of the question to change it. So it means that em, I have to love what I chose ? Like it or not? Dang. How I wish I am a sponge. And I am still not willing to give you even a little part of my piece of cake. What more giving you half, or the whole give n take thing. I dont want to give coz i am tired of gving.

I am lazy. Yes it is difficult but I have been there and done that.

Like dude. Realy ? I mean, i mean really ? Like just follow those little stupid simple steps, u cant do it, right ? Why ? Oh i know why. You dont bloody need me so what is there to look out for. What is there for you to work or to make. What are feelings ? Something that makes well, makes me feel constipated almost all the time. And guess what, I am constipated and i dont give a shit.