What if one day I will hate the path that I chose ?

I obviously possibly cant change it, I mean I can but a lotttt of complications would happen. And that it is realy out of the question to change it. So it means that em, I have to love what I chose ? Like it or not? Dang. How I wish I am a sponge. And I am still not willing to give you even a little part of my piece of cake. What more giving you half, or the whole give n take thing. I dont want to give coz i am tired of gving.