What ? Am I hearing it wrong ? I wonder what would you say about it if I were to say that to you. Wana try ?

I dont mean to question, but arent you tripping big time. wayyyy big. cant handle it like a pro ? then tell me about it when it was my turn. I am not always that little black n white, cuddly, fatty, lump of fur of panda that u can find in a box, unwrap that gift box and voila u see me that way. No, I am not always like that. You can sometimes use me as a stone and bash somebodys face with it. And dont use the word maybe on me, it is either u do it, or you bloody dont. And perhaps, you just dont handle pressure and stress well. I know, it is fun to feel the feeling of everything is on your shoulders, and you have to be lifting it by your own will, whether you like it or not, or whether you can do it or not. Eventhough it wasnt yours anyways. And it is all left on you, to you. And this is the result of testing ones ability to tolerate, to accept, to understand, to resist, well to whatever crap you can think of.

So what, I am at fault

Fish that shit.

Reading into every word you say. And I dont need that, though.

I think it is very mean, to set limitations. Especially to set when you are not even suppose to. Where would you want to hide your wings then ? After all, dont you realize, you might not be able to fly anymore one fine day and your beautiful wings would just go to waste just like that. And at that moment, who would you want to blame ? The person who set the limitations or yourself who chose to live by those limitations.

I think it is very mean to not consider things, or to take things into account. Or to only consider your own side without thinking of others. As you know, in anything at all, there is the black, and there is the white. Always note that in almost anything at all, there are two sides. So consider them. God did not make things to be two sided just for fun. There must be a meaning behind it.

I think it is very mean to either set your standards high or to treat somebody in some, certain way, just like how you want it. Why make people suffer or be sad or not being able to let them live and express themselves. Why the pressure ? Who do you think you are in the first place ?

I think it is very mean to not being able to express yourself freely. By all means, not only your feelings, or your words, but your actions, doings, wants. If you cant do all those, then what can you do ? Breathe and do nothing with your life ? Where is your value in your life then ?

I think it is very mean to live by the past, not because you did not wish to forget about it, but the inability to erase it from your head cause of the impact that it gave you. Or maybe because it aint the past, it is still the present and you have to be dealing with it. How unfair is that ?

I think you say so much shit. So I ask you, what are you going to do about it ?!

I think the saying of, like father like son, or like father like daughter. This is darn true. So if it is true, the hell am I here for ? If it is darn true, I dont want a life like that. Never. I dont want to live that way.

With you, talk is just talk. Sigh.

Prove me wrong.

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
Part of me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know