What ? Am I hearing it wrong ? I wonder what would you say about it if I were to say that to you. Wana try ?

I dont mean to question, but arent you tripping big time. wayyyy big. cant handle it like a pro ? then tell me about it when it was my turn. I am not always that little black n white, cuddly, fatty, lump of fur of panda that u can find in a box, unwrap that gift box and voila u see me that way. No, I am not always like that. You can sometimes use me as a stone and bash somebodys face with it. And dont use the word maybe on me, it is either u do it, or you bloody dont. And perhaps, you just dont handle pressure and stress well. I know, it is fun to feel the feeling of everything is on your shoulders, and you have to be lifting it by your own will, whether you like it or not, or whether you can do it or not. Eventhough it wasnt yours anyways. And it is all left on you, to you. And this is the result of testing ones ability to tolerate, to accept, to understand, to resist, well to whatever crap you can think of.