Saturday, January 1, 2011
Peace, happy tummy.
I feel im at peace. So plainfully happy that i could cry right now. If i could, i would capture all of those moments just now n keep
it in my heart n mind for as long as i can. I may say this is one of my best moments in my life. Actually its nothing. Others will just
call it as a normal family dinner but to me its just sth really special. I know eversince i got my results, i havent been a gud girl. Especially these few days coz ive been staying at home for way toooo long. But rite now i just feel so nice. Ok so mcm biasa we ate. N yes i was super
hungry so i tambah nasik. N my bro pon kelaparan n crik nsik tp xdak dah. So we decided buat piza. Its jz nice cam my bro n dad sembang2 while me n mum buat piza. N then we waited. N then we sat down n ate together. N then we had baskin robbins together. Ok just the thing is, its just shooo nice. Mmg to others its a small thing, but its not to me. I just dont know how to describe how i feel right now. So the nicest " at peace " feeling in life to me is when u get it from ur parents, family. Its wayyy better than getting it from ur bf or gf or anybody else. N yeah so this is how i celebrated my 1.1.11 ^_^ with my family. N yeah my mlm terakhir n it saddens me that i may not be able to have this kindof thing anymore. Like dinner ngn my parents would only br weekends n stuff.
Weeeeellllllll, one thing i can assure u is that 2011 would be filled with lotsa tears. Gah!
it in my heart n mind for as long as i can. I may say this is one of my best moments in my life. Actually its nothing. Others will just
call it as a normal family dinner but to me its just sth really special. I know eversince i got my results, i havent been a gud girl. Especially these few days coz ive been staying at home for way toooo long. But rite now i just feel so nice. Ok so mcm biasa we ate. N yes i was super
hungry so i tambah nasik. N my bro pon kelaparan n crik nsik tp xdak dah. So we decided buat piza. Its jz nice cam my bro n dad sembang2 while me n mum buat piza. N then we waited. N then we sat down n ate together. N then we had baskin robbins together. Ok just the thing is, its just shooo nice. Mmg to others its a small thing, but its not to me. I just dont know how to describe how i feel right now. So the nicest " at peace " feeling in life to me is when u get it from ur parents, family. Its wayyy better than getting it from ur bf or gf or anybody else. N yeah so this is how i celebrated my 1.1.11 ^_^ with my family. N yeah my mlm terakhir n it saddens me that i may not be able to have this kindof thing anymore. Like dinner ngn my parents would only br weekends n stuff.
Weeeeellllllll, one thing i can assure u is that 2011 would be filled with lotsa tears. Gah!
Well hello there 2011 ~
nowwww, this is not from me, but it really well read it.
Now, what have I learnt about myself in 2010?
Now, what have I learnt about myself in 2010?
* I am not a patient person.
* I hate people telling me what to do, so as the consequence of that, lagi orang suruh, lagi tu aku tamau buat, just because.
* Once I am attached to a person, it’s really hard for me to let go. I read that it’s a typical Cancer trait. Although I dont really read this kinda stuff, in a way, it does make sense.
* I am a lot more emotional than what I hoped to be.
* I dont like crowds. I used to join crowds mainly because I wanted to sell things and y’know, kena la ada contact sana sini right. But at the end of the day, I actually like to be with only a very small group of people.
* Long distance relationship is hard, but it can work if you want it to be. And right now, I want it to work, so I am trying my hardest.
* I still have an immense amount of love towards shopping and money.
* I need to stop caring and thinking too much, and focus on the big picture.
* I still believe that nothing will ever last forever.
( true all thoseeee !!! )
so eyeahhh. isheee. new years resolution ? nothin. nada. malas la nak buat i even malas nak think of it coz i know it wont work. what il keep doing is well remind myself about spm. SPM CANDIDATE 2011. ( tau, poyo, haha ) my brain malas nak berfungsi.
u knowww, im just worried. ni baru 1. 1. 11. nice riteeee... hahah. pagi2 buta lagi aku nak ngeh dah. u know the feeling when u feel like bursting out into tears but u cant coz you are holding back ur tears just bcuz maybe its just not right for u to cry over it or yet or bcuz theres someone with u or anything n u have to swallow it. its so bitter n ugly n i dont like it. n the more i do it, the harder it is for me to cry. adoiiii.....
* I hate people telling me what to do, so as the consequence of that, lagi orang suruh, lagi tu aku tamau buat, just because.
* Once I am attached to a person, it’s really hard for me to let go. I read that it’s a typical Cancer trait. Although I dont really read this kinda stuff, in a way, it does make sense.
* I am a lot more emotional than what I hoped to be.
* I dont like crowds. I used to join crowds mainly because I wanted to sell things and y’know, kena la ada contact sana sini right. But at the end of the day, I actually like to be with only a very small group of people.
* Long distance relationship is hard, but it can work if you want it to be. And right now, I want it to work, so I am trying my hardest.
* I still have an immense amount of love towards shopping and money.
* I need to stop caring and thinking too much, and focus on the big picture.
* I still believe that nothing will ever last forever.
( true all thoseeee !!! )
so eyeahhh. isheee. new years resolution ? nothin. nada. malas la nak buat i even malas nak think of it coz i know it wont work. what il keep doing is well remind myself about spm. SPM CANDIDATE 2011. ( tau, poyo, haha ) my brain malas nak berfungsi.
u knowww, im just worried. ni baru 1. 1. 11. nice riteeee... hahah. pagi2 buta lagi aku nak ngeh dah. u know the feeling when u feel like bursting out into tears but u cant coz you are holding back ur tears just bcuz maybe its just not right for u to cry over it or yet or bcuz theres someone with u or anything n u have to swallow it. its so bitter n ugly n i dont like it. n the more i do it, the harder it is for me to cry. adoiiii.....
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