Now, what have I learnt about myself in 2010?
* I am not a patient person.
* I hate people telling me what to do, so as the consequence of that, lagi orang suruh, lagi tu aku tamau buat, just because.
* Once I am attached to a person, it’s really hard for me to let go. I read that it’s a typical Cancer trait. Although I dont really read this kinda stuff, in a way, it does make sense.
* I am a lot more emotional than what I hoped to be.
* I dont like crowds. I used to join crowds mainly because I wanted to sell things and y’know, kena la ada contact sana sini right. But at the end of the day, I actually like to be with only a very small group of people.
* Long distance relationship is hard, but it can work if you want it to be. And right now, I want it to work, so I am trying my hardest.
* I still have an immense amount of love towards shopping and money.
* I need to stop caring and thinking too much, and focus on the big picture.
* I still believe that nothing will ever last forever.
( true all thoseeee !!! )
so eyeahhh. isheee. new years resolution ? nothin. nada. malas la nak buat i even malas nak think of it coz i know it wont work. what il keep doing is well remind myself about spm. SPM CANDIDATE 2011. ( tau, poyo, haha ) my brain malas nak berfungsi.
u knowww, im just worried. ni baru 1. 1. 11. nice riteeee... hahah. pagi2 buta lagi aku nak ngeh dah. u know the feeling when u feel like bursting out into tears but u cant coz you are holding back ur tears just bcuz maybe its just not right for u to cry over it or yet or bcuz theres someone with u or anything n u have to swallow it. its so bitter n ugly n i dont like it. n the more i do it, the harder it is for me to cry. adoiiii.....
* I hate people telling me what to do, so as the consequence of that, lagi orang suruh, lagi tu aku tamau buat, just because.
* Once I am attached to a person, it’s really hard for me to let go. I read that it’s a typical Cancer trait. Although I dont really read this kinda stuff, in a way, it does make sense.
* I am a lot more emotional than what I hoped to be.
* I dont like crowds. I used to join crowds mainly because I wanted to sell things and y’know, kena la ada contact sana sini right. But at the end of the day, I actually like to be with only a very small group of people.
* Long distance relationship is hard, but it can work if you want it to be. And right now, I want it to work, so I am trying my hardest.
* I still have an immense amount of love towards shopping and money.
* I need to stop caring and thinking too much, and focus on the big picture.
* I still believe that nothing will ever last forever.
( true all thoseeee !!! )
so eyeahhh. isheee. new years resolution ? nothin. nada. malas la nak buat i even malas nak think of it coz i know it wont work. what il keep doing is well remind myself about spm. SPM CANDIDATE 2011. ( tau, poyo, haha ) my brain malas nak berfungsi.
u knowww, im just worried. ni baru 1. 1. 11. nice riteeee... hahah. pagi2 buta lagi aku nak ngeh dah. u know the feeling when u feel like bursting out into tears but u cant coz you are holding back ur tears just bcuz maybe its just not right for u to cry over it or yet or bcuz theres someone with u or anything n u have to swallow it. its so bitter n ugly n i dont like it. n the more i do it, the harder it is for me to cry. adoiiii.....
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