hey, slow it down.. whataya want from me .. ?

i m not am was chatting mcm org gila ngn nini. my maybeeeee future gf. from justin bieber to kids to my wish of have a piano to why am i named aiman to i am pretty and adorable. hahahaha she said i wont say cute coz ur not ugly. well whatever it is it started of with raf asking me to count satu jar nya duet syiling which i was on the way. and hes like wey ang ckp ngn nini wey ckp la ckp la. m like screamin rafael !!! xmooo ! yeah maloo2 kucing. and then dad kluar hes like aiman. stop counting that ! please do sth more productive. kah3. kan dh kena marah.

shrek was ok. wey i love mutant donkey-dragon. hahahaha. dpa sgtlah comel. its a nice ending. its mcm ni la. they were yes very happy. married cpl. 3lovely kids. the villagers all love em n al. he had everything.just that shrek got bored with it but not fiona. shrek went mad and wild n so he punched the bday cake n then said to fiona he wished he can turn back time and have not saved fiona. means menyesal lah met fiona. n he wished that he can be the ogre mcm dulu. yg villagers are scared of him suma. haiyo. sedeyh la uknow. ending dia happy. of coz la happily evfer after. :) ok i was a bit teary. hahahahaha ! i know. its just shrek. gime a break ! hahaha i was too emotional larrrr...

nothing happen la wey today. oh yea went to vmal like super early. i think me n bro ja ws the only one in there. hahaaha. xmaen daytona tho.

so it was daddy n rafael time just now.

- hey.. i do know how u feel. im feeling the same. well not the same. but i do get the idea of it. i know esok xdk dah cnni. rafael dh xdk. it wil last at least just few days. never a week for me in my whole 16 years la. - in my dreams - i know i shud be very grateful. at least i do have a family. not a perfect one. not a complete one of course. but i do have one. yes. i have to admit. n i did say out loud to dady tadi. i said family issue is sensitive for me. n idk whether again he thinks m joking or not. i hate wishing for something that i can never ever feel or go thru or have in my whole life. thats one of my problems. another one is yeah i want things to be just perfect but of coz it cant ! and always thinking negatve. i should really apreciate things. but geez. i hate it.. cant accept the fact pun maybe one.

ok m off.

nephew alert ~ !

dak2. haih. no one understands. neeee.

still.

just smile. :)

i used to rmb. xcomey kalo aiman xsenyum. hahaha

Shrek. Tq muhd rafael

so hes lke esok ang wt pa x. M lke pls bring me out. Gaha. Ok so i askd dad. Mula2 xbg wel i wasnt pissed but yeah things were of coz running thru my mind. A minute later he called n said yea u can go just for the muvi, no lepak-ing. Ok b thankful. But yet agsin. Things r in my mind. Hahah.

N yeah. Its so not fake but yeah. Plastic. U dont have to do it just bcx i said so or bcz whtever. Its jz no use. Its just ergh ok. Yet u can come n tell me that. - give it a break aiman. I know2. Leave it. Yeah whateverrr

yeah. To make life better. My nephew is here. Haih. Ididnt enroll for baby stting class. I at leasttt enrolled for cooking class. Whatever again.

I hve to start filling my time with stuff before i get morr crankier. Gahh.

And u dont have to care if u dont want too..!

Kuching. What wil i do three...

Ada this ting.. No im not mentioning it to anyoneee. Its oh yes me being so pathetic n not grateful again. I am very well aware of that. So please do excuese me. Im happy cox yeah la kn of dtting. But at the same time, in me, ifeel sad. Haih. Haha. Itsssss complicated

N leme watch woman for three times. Idm. But mayb thr 4th yes.

Okeh.

-.-

=.=. Malas

can i ust drag raf n just pls bring me out tnyt. Haha. In ur dreams aimann

ok i knw. I sat there. I watched d woman. Tp xabeh. Psepaaaa. Gah. Okfine. I knw at least i was let to sit on d couch in frnt of d tv to wtch d womn without any disturbance for two hrs slitely longer. Butgahhhh. Now u realy get it y i jz cant wtch anytn. Tmbh2 lagi la nk kluar. Grrrrrr!!!

Btw. Al d fullstops are actually !!!!!!

Geez. Yeah b grateful bla3. Fuck that. I just hate it.

And3 i think il blog three times a day. Hahaha.

One in the morning. D other one lunch time ka ptg the last one malam or awl pg. Haiyo. Xdk keja.