anberlin - inevitable : malina, this song is soooooo wow.. :) thank u

so il be sleeping soon.. ttn was okkk.. except i felt like throwing up and dizzy..

well thank god it stopped after tking dentyne. ahahhaha..

soooooooooooo.. rush was havin a cold. n yet he came. ppl, pls b considerate. i know. mostly malaysians are not .tpi at this stage, can we just change n b like other ppl from other countries? can we?!!!! n pitee too. man he.. kna hbq bru nk pakai. tu pun kna tlg pakai kan mask for him. dang la he. i mean, if at all, love urself while u still have the tym, n pls love others too mannn.. think about other ppl. dont go infect em. dang man. dang. then uzair dpt balek his penykit lama. i thot itl go away forever. then xtau.. grr.. well sudeny ppl got friendlier. ahahahahah.. n yeah friendly n baek n tah. ahahahha.. so hes fine. he bole dok usha phne, amek lagu, send twilite stuff ,beli dentyne, gado2 sat. so dia sihat. dia gila dan geylong sat at school tdi...

aziz is ok. hes doin a seminar in blm. 29th i guess. not going. so not goin.

ohh n m so not going to schl tmrw n sat. but yeah la next week mmg kna p. i din tell my prents bout trials, but they know la kan. newspapers perhaps? or tv? shud i tell??

then aft trials, xtau p x.

dang..

dah ah..

nk tidooo..

:(

you had me at hello - adtr

I'm missing you so much,
I'll see you die tonight
Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise

I know the signs are on and I feel this too
None of that ever seems to matter when I'm holding you

And I'm wasting away, away from you
What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn
I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello.

I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by

I watch the clock to make my timing just right
Would it be okay?
Would it be okay if I took your breath away?

And I'm wasting away, away from you.
What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn
I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello

You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)

vytorin, enalapril, herbesser

soooooooooooo... since yest n i think i still m all so blurry, lets not be blurry anymore.. tho.. grr

i think kan, my dads tryna get the phrmcist tingy in me again. ahahahhaha.. no i mean its not again, i actually am addicted to drugs,myself n chemicals. just then now my dads helping me out. hes like yea u go check for this, for tht.. n bla3.. n he said.. after all u do wana be a pharmacist? so if u do, might as well u learn and know now. which i like. :) !

so aimans back to drugs, chemicals. - il get obsessed with it again veryyyyy soon. especially with tht darn plague around. grrrr..

so yeah.. its a must for a mask. ahhaha.. n2 il decorate my mask everyday. new designs evryday ppl! :D !

i actually like it. ahahhahaha.. but not tht of the wearing part of course. dang..

n my mum igt i gadoh ngn atirah since she dah dua hari xmai school together. hahahah

im digging in to a day to rmb, chiodos, chimaira, escape the fate, underoath, aiden. yeah. thts gud enuff..

n i was complaining sayin that i miss htf. wtf?! trials like next year. :)

hey.. i planned at least i did plan ahahahha.. well study at least like four or five hours today. yeah man. i didnt end up in school. :)! n so for tomorow and sat. m so just gona be at home. n yeah plan to study n i think it will work. :) its just so god darn neearrrrrrr....

so its 411pm. did mths till dad was like u missed out this n tht. so im checking bout druggs aagain. n frankly speaking, i enjoy it. n i like it. :) n kinda hyper. well not hyper, but tah la.

so hafiz is so ok. ahahhahaha.. te amo. me amour. ahahahahhaha crap. then2 yeah piteee. dang la him. m so worid. pitee is puki. he is... talking to him is like talking to a fucking wall..

then not ony pitee, now its b. yeah he is sick!!!!!!!!!!! my mums like aha, hes sick? dads like u dont stay close to him ok!!!!!! grrrr.. haaaaaaa....

so great.. hadoii.. oh n yeah.. double haix.. grrr

soooooooooooo.. seee. m like in a blurry state. ahahahaha

you had me at hello.. :) if it means a lot to you. :)

i hate missing ppl. dang

next week trials. mmg kena p skola. aft tht.. xtauuuuuuuu... idk wats apening act. grrr

so ywat. lets see. it was tuesday. ok so on mond, bakiah ckp. no more junk food. u sleep a lot coz u have lotsa toxic in ur body. drink lotsa water. exercise. sleep enuff. u have to stay healthy. dang. n yeah nowadays my snacks r well biskut dua kpg ja or like crackers n jam made to be mini sandwiches or yeah fruits. apples. i so dont feel like im eatin anything. oh well.. u have to. :)

grrr..

yeah i went to school with a mask. then took out. then pakai again. n syok ah. ahhahhaha thennn jalan2 wat keja bodo. thennnnn see eventho it was just yest, i can hardly rmb wth happened. wth is wrong with me!!!!! oh yeah. iknow where i ate last nite. ahahahhahahah.. mg!!!!!!!!

n ih yeah.. life. u hafta be patient. always. just be patient. :) justice will come one day. hahahahah

appp i dont fite for it.. i mean.. i xdk hak nk tentukan how another persons life shud be. wat tht person want to do or not to do. what tht person likes or dislikes. to say yes or no for a person. or whatever it is. its tht persons life n its up to tht person. im not a changer. or someone who idk. ahahahhaha.. im not making sense. its just so hard to say. so il b patient. :)

so m off to go dig in to drugs n chemicals n m so hitting science. n headbang. n maths. n lter ttn. huhu; i need dentyne. grr. n thts all..

kittys signing out. :)

b........... get well soon. m worried. dahla xdk phone lagi. adoi.. just tc, get well soon..

soooooooooooooo........................... ari ni.............

its al a blurr.. hahahahahha

n2... someone ajak tgk wayang. ahahahahha...

n2... dia nya org tgh p ckp.. aku ckpp.. mengarut.. n xmau. org tgh tu kan.. terok ahh..

thennnnnnnnnnnnnn...

wey.. serious.. aku dh tgh blurr..

all i knw for now.. is tc. mkn buah belambak. n jgn dok lyn perasaan as in if rasa nk dmm jgn dok wat ngada2 ckp mmg nk dmm. stay +. stay strong. :)

adoi...

aku xtau la nk kta pa.................

:(( !

no mud to blog

mcfearless, paranoid android

sooooooooooooooooo...


bgn2 tdi, for sure la kan, u dont expect me to look so bright. so dad terus ckp elo sayanggg.. y? sick ah?


i was like.. xtau la.. i wat muka pa tah.. then said throat irritation. - at last i know wats the cause of it. lst sat, i p telan a whole pack of nips in one go. smart aiman. smart. len kali telan 10 n ntg wil apen. :) grrr.. well i had to telan it coz of yea tension of sth la. so mcm tu la. huhu


then b4 anyone cud say anything, mum slike wt?! ur sick? ur havin fever? n all those sorts of things. i didnt hear it. i mean i shut myself. then she dok bla3!!! i just went away without sayin anything. i went outside to be with the cats. i prefer it tht way and enjoy it tht way. then i just while i was outside, she was stil blabbing away. til i heard daddy jerit apa i pun xtau la. then baru senyap. then he said just throat irritation...


thank u daddy..


then while i was eating, she dok ckp bout h1n1, cita la suma. siap ckp ada bdk dkt uitm yg kna ada yg dh menggl. then i was like ok! thts it! stoppppppppppppppp ittttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!! yeah i jerit cm tu. i wa slike maaaaaaaaaaaa plssssssssssss stttttttoooooooooooooooopppppppppp itttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!! plsssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stop infecting my brain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! il infect my brain myself ok?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - yeah im act gona look up bout h1n1, idk y. just to say a short research of my own. ahahhahaha


so act almost the whole day i was thinkin bou th1n1. hahahahahah.. i so have to stop it. i have to distract myself frm thinkin about death.



how?



- i need to talk3!!!!!!!!!!!! n laugh3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like how i did on sund msn. :) time yg amat bahagia. :) serious. bhgia, happy i likeeee... i think i was to noisy n too loud. hehe. :D ! n yeah all of the shits went away for a mo during tht time. thank u u guys. muah2! n2 next week kitorang jnji nk pkai bju hitam sama2. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. :)



- make me highhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! then il be fine. :)



- n2 act screamin my lungs out. heheh



so yeah.. going or mixin up with a crowd must be highly avoided.. so no more lepaking, no more malls, no more pc fairs. cn la actually.


n u knw wattttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aunty just bgi spaghety!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omfg!!!!!!!!!!!! omg! omg! omg! omg! omggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


u knw wat.. y dont we wear gloves n masks act????? gloves coz nnti u touch ur face la all. dangggggggg.. so my mums like pasepa dok pkai la ni?? ohhh tgh practise.. ang taw dak.. aku pakai xsmpai 3 minit pun dh sesak nafas, pening daaaaaaaaaaaa...


so cnna la esok nak whole day?? wey2... have to man.. life n death situatiooooonnn.. hahhaa


dang man.. danggggggggg..


so esok.. kita gabai sama2.. kita alien sama2. kita look weird sama2.. tgther we idk. ahahahha.. n2... bru dpt gamba classsssss.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. :D willl i treasure it just like how i treasured the form 2 pic?? no idea...


u knwwwwwwwwwwwwwww... i suppose tobe studyin rite now.. n2... yeah.. i really feel like cm.. idw go to school anymree.. i rather stay at home. its scry man. aahahahahha.. i told to yash.. m not cming to schl anymore. ahahhahaha..


its a plague man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - bmth ; pray for plagues. dang!