kings of leon

kings of leon - theyre very bad. hahaha.. but idk. wen i hear em, its relaxin, n i can do my work. :)


i know. its very the very unhealthy plugging my ears with songs almost 24/7. yes anything turns up, il pekakkan tlinga. the whole tym. for my health n for myself its so unhealthy. so its ok fletchers havin it. ahahha.. tho i do want it bec. hehe.. alammmmmmmmmmmmmmm... yeah il teman him to go n get it.


todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.. yeah i love malinas mrng msg. ahahha.. chun gila. very brilliant.


then2 erm. yeah actually bgn2 ja blankkkkkk o blank. since no music. pergh. went almost the whole tym of the day like tht. sobz. so in the car. nganga. tryna stay awake. hahaha.. then2 erm yeah perhimpunan. stil tryna stay alive. then scienceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... ok la ntg apen pun. then2 emm recess. yeah bertekak ngn malina. ahahah.. ive yet to make a decision. huhu. or easier n better. let it be. :) no big la..


then pastuh bash3!! no la not bash3!! its bash. eheh.. then yeah lama2 malaih xdk mud. pergh. so dok move here n there. walk here n there. sat bside theva wat keja sat. mkn mihun n donut. nganga. songs. nganga. then sat with pitee, malina, zimmy, part of azneer, then alam n syed.


yeah. dont ask me y i was luffin bout my so called lost shoe. aahhahah.. tah. i was luffin kinda hard. geylong. so saw it under alams desk.


whos brilliant idea ? - malina


who carried out the brilliant idea ? - pitee


for gods sake, i din see u guys planning it or fitree tking it away. pergh.

yeah i wass too bz writing down a list of stuff to be built in my house compund. ahahaha.. n zimmys my future architect. weeeeeeee.. byk gila. n suma mepek. yg ony posib is a mini garden or large n spacious compound n house or swimming pool yg len crapppppppp... :)

n!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sth apen bitwin me n spotlited jerk!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahahhahahahah.. la i forgot wat tym it was tho. but i shall rmb it. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D perghhh
ok it was he offered to carry me since i cudnt find my shoe. ahahahhaha :D!!!!!!!!!!!


dont be shocked if i say my lunch was snickers in the future. eheh.. tonite brong 7e!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D


m so thirsty. not hungry. well i m. but xdk mood sgt nk makan. so m jz swallowing plain cold water.. sobz. no juice. haix. i know. so no thealthy drinkin air sejuk. but i m. heeh

ok. off to do my work. so igz tu ja yg dok hapen. n i yeah yelling n screaming n luffin n all. eheh :)

rs cm da g. but xigt. n malaih nk recall bec. oh yeah. gha, deena come on!!!!

mmg u guys xbaca pun. just nk mention. ahahha

so yeah. itu saja la. peace.

:)

its a miracle

yeah. a miracle. aiman pegi on tv. hahaha.. so balek2 ngn baju pgkp ngn uncomfy nya i said lets on the tv. jom tgk hitz. just in case i get to watch riffs. hehe. dpt la. now music factory. n m still wit bju pgkp.

ketagih music. kesian2. hahaha.. wat to do. nwz di tgn fletcher. huhu. its ok. at least i knw its in safe hands. :)

alam.. im not mad at u. xrasa pa2 pun. dah kantoi, nk wat cna.

n malina. rilek ah. m fine ok. just bcuz m calm doesnt mean theres sth up. hahhah

yeah. calm. :)

so m dling stuff again. weeeeeeeeeee.. n lgu belambak.

n yeah ravenous, ravenous rhinous. m so not over it. yet. hehe

yes. i know. ive been such a idk la wat these past few weeks. even this week. again. byk org ckp pls be hepy. :) im tryin ok... well at least ok la kan. :)

i thank u god coz u chose jamil nazri to teach us. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D besssssssssssssss.. niceeeeeeeeeee... rindu sama dia. so at least il have huge luffs at school n i have sth to look forward. :)

n d lebam on my leg. frm a damn blue black n a slite scratch, nw its like damn red. hahaha.. yeah itl go away in a few days time. huhu..

il b home alone til god knows wen tonite. huhu.

i miss my phoneeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haix. pergh.

ok la m done. malaih ah. lack of mood. huhu.

RAVENOUS , RAVENOUS RHINOS !!!

CREATE, COGNIZE AND RECOGNIZE

walk away from the sun

seether.. back to em again. :D

ok2.. cut it short. i dont know who or wat is real and what is not. anymore. :)

greattttttttttt..


i could bleed for a smile
could die for a gun
walk away from the sun
and well kill everyone.
huhu..


who to trust. so for now. il only blive well 5 orang ja.

yeah. clearly. im confused. part of it. pissed.

yeah. everyone has problems.

:)

i just dont get it.

how i wish i can just walk strait to em n ask them straight at their faces.

wat do u want from me? if u dont want anything, well then pls leave. if ur just there to pretend, well get out n start being yourself. well who m i tlking about being urself, i myself m not. if ur so complicated, n cant make ur mind and live with wat uve done, then sit down n think about it. either u go on and swallow it or throw it away. its hard i know but it makes life easier dont u think? im not making any sense. like at allllllllllllllllllll...

so i have to stop. m off to sleep. with songs. thts al i want.

i want to get out.

if u ask me, m i ok.. well y dont u tell me. :)

i dont knw y m so mad and pissed about it, but i cant help it. u see.. i jz dont und. y must u.. well dot3............... when i start, then itl b wrong again. n itl take me for a while again if at all i want it. yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.............................

yeah. no one wil und wat m sayin. :)

lets just say its al in my head. :)

i wonder when il get tired. :)

tho i hope. itl b soon. :)

weyyyyyyyyyyyy

:)

yeha.. moody la at school.. well wasnt tht bad.. but i wasnt the normal aiman rizal. hehe.. i knw2. im sory. agak ketaralah dilema di wajah ku. perghh.. haahahha

so this may last for a week..

but ttn tdi saved me.. hehe :)

anis, joseph, justin..infront.. bsyd me gha.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

yes.. dri dulu g.. i prefer going for ttns then school.. like damn hell shit. aku rasa p ttn dh cukup nk dpt 8a.. well kena p suma 8 la. i like it more tht wayy.. oh wat the hell rite? life will never be the way u want it to be.. :)


nmpk ketarakah dilemma diwajahku?
diluarnya tenang tpi tuhan saja tahu..

;;)

excuese me.. aiman geylong.. heheh..

soooooooo.. tym ttn. dok gila2. gelak3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! chewing gum.. mepek2.. heaven! weeeeeeee.. :D thennnnnn niii.. nseb bek suma org xusha. ony few ja.. since it was so damn noisy. ada semut ni.. on my paper.. i put anothe rpaper on the ant. n baaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmm!!!!!!!! i slamed the damn table. damnnnnnnnnn loud. haahha.. serious. then kna tmpq ngn gha coz it was too loud. ahahahha.. it was dmn loud man. but pheww.. nseb bek wasnt obvious. ehhee.

r u ok ????????????

idkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahahhaha

next weekk we all nak partay!!!!!!!!!!!! evryone bwk bubble gum n sweets. weeeeeeeeeeeee.. sugar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah man.. so desperate need of it.. tdi for lunch i usha bounty. was tinkin to eat the small bar. but byk la. im scared il be guilty aft. then thot bout it for a moment.in the end. wtf riyt?!!! guilty pun p la. mkn dah.. life is short. who cares!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah.. wat are disturbing things to me or isit for me?? idk. ahahhaha.. byk ah wey. nk list down. nnti cm. tah.. pergh.. lot la actually. later la. thtl b later. lets put it asyd for a moment.


tpi niiiiiiiiiiiiiii.. ok la.. let me go on. since m so not in a stable state. who cares..


1. org yg ganggu idup aku. canni ah cita. if i kacau, u kacau me back. if i xwat pa2 kat u, bek ang tolong fuck diri ang sniri dan blah n jgn crik pasai. ok?? meaning if u my member nk dtg tegur2, xpa, i xkisah, maybe pissed ckit ah tpi i can accept. its ok. member wat. ni stai xkenai, xpena hang out. wat cm ngn pa. wey?? ang mslh pa? xpuas ati pa? aku ada ka ckp buruk pasai ang? wey aku bkn mcm ang la xdk keja dok p korek n carik cita org n jdi internet bergerak. tolong ah wey. i dont do tht ok. fyi. so i dont get wats ur prob. i dont get pasepa la wen i moved here byk org ada mslh tu. dhla suka usha pelik. aku tau la muka aku mcm cina n comey. xpuas ati pa? stni p la kawen ngn cina then ank ang jdik cm tu. ok?! i live my life, u live urs. dont intersect or intertwine. y sud we rite? xdk keja len??? i tink ada. byk keja kot. so lantak ah aku nk wat pa, ada aku ganggu, ada aku soh ang join. x kan. aku xckp ngn ang pun. n bknnya aku ganggu. sebok arrr..


2. lgi ang wat puki, lagi aku memberontak. mau?! ang dok wat stai aku ni xtau ah. tu kira xdk pa. ang dok wat jenih cm ni. aku wat lagi terok mau? bru btui2 ang ternganga. cnni ah. if xpuas ati. skali suda. smpai skang xok g. aku tau ah ang btui, tpi sikit2 dah ar. ang nk lagi hebat eh? xpa.. ang wat cm tu g.. tunggu ah.. maki p ah. aku maki ang balek. nk carik pasal.


3. dont stop me if i wana do anythin. yes u can. but in certain stuff only. stuff that i mmg dh mcm tu. pls dont. ok? yes that anything im not. i wana be free. tho i wana be free being myself. :)
yes its hard to be urself. n aku heran ah, cm na la aku xjadi rude. kan3??? bad words, sharp pointy middle fingers, frankly speakin, i dont like to use em nor like em. coz its bad n org xhormat n al. but i wonder how i wont use it. :) i hate it wen i cant be myself. haix.


aku tau. m not perfect. at al. n i do a lot of bad things. aku sdq diri ah wey. n aku xpena ajak org wat keja jahat tgther k. unless sma pala tu dh sama. tpi nk ajak org len x ok.


ok ilang mud.. ccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccc... serious. new prob tis weekk..

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. :D

pergh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dh ah. nk blah. esok. mud teruk g. bgos!!!!!!!!!!

theres ntg more tht i want to wish for.

if im very sincere.. mmg aku xkn ada kawan. if ada pun, kira guna jari ja. yang satu kepala. well i m a gud girl. actuallyyyyyyyyy.. ahahahahha.. jgn crik pasai wit me n accept me sudah la. coz yes i tolerate, ang nk bsg ka nk bagi aku ka nak smash nk wat bsg gila2 nk wat lawak spastik yg tramt sgt bodoh berjuta kli pun xpa.apa2 pun xpa. aku layan. xpa ah kan. aku pun cm tu. tpi pls ah.

so if u really wana knw. this is wat that can disturb me. theres lots more act.

* semua di atas ni, luahan hati ok? jgn terasa. u really wana know, there it is. im telling u. thts y i dont like telling ppl bout myself. its beta u just figure out urself n shut up. tpi sedeynya xbyk manusia dlm dunia ni cm tu. yg really und me pun stkt ni.. ada ah.. dia ja.. dia ja.. hmm :) thank u :)

actually byk g. but for now. i jz igt yg tu ja. ehehe

but yeah those stuff atas tu its me being myself, wic is a kid. not using my brain. so dont worry. i wont do things so fast actually. il sit down n think. but normally i cnt coz trganggu kan. so i wont do anything. :)

- i thought over a thousand times b4 posting this. aahaaha.. actually byk g yg nk bash. i tink its my nature. bashing!

- malina, btw, its not u ok. i told u d tht day. m not mad at u. rmb the msg. yeah tht explains evrtn. so all tis. not u ok? :)

dah. i hate tis. i hate school. i hate ibrahim.

wat can be more exciting>!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!