Sunday, July 5, 2009

weyyyyyyyyyyyy

:)

yeha.. moody la at school.. well wasnt tht bad.. but i wasnt the normal aiman rizal. hehe.. i knw2. im sory. agak ketaralah dilema di wajah ku. perghh.. haahahha

so this may last for a week..

but ttn tdi saved me.. hehe :)

anis, joseph, justin..infront.. bsyd me gha.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

yes.. dri dulu g.. i prefer going for ttns then school.. like damn hell shit. aku rasa p ttn dh cukup nk dpt 8a.. well kena p suma 8 la. i like it more tht wayy.. oh wat the hell rite? life will never be the way u want it to be.. :)


nmpk ketarakah dilemma diwajahku?
diluarnya tenang tpi tuhan saja tahu..

;;)

excuese me.. aiman geylong.. heheh..

soooooooo.. tym ttn. dok gila2. gelak3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! chewing gum.. mepek2.. heaven! weeeeeeee.. :D thennnnnn niii.. nseb bek suma org xusha. ony few ja.. since it was so damn noisy. ada semut ni.. on my paper.. i put anothe rpaper on the ant. n baaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmm!!!!!!!! i slamed the damn table. damnnnnnnnnn loud. haahha.. serious. then kna tmpq ngn gha coz it was too loud. ahahahha.. it was dmn loud man. but pheww.. nseb bek wasnt obvious. ehhee.

r u ok ????????????

idkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahahhaha

next weekk we all nak partay!!!!!!!!!!!! evryone bwk bubble gum n sweets. weeeeeeeeeeeee.. sugar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah man.. so desperate need of it.. tdi for lunch i usha bounty. was tinkin to eat the small bar. but byk la. im scared il be guilty aft. then thot bout it for a moment.in the end. wtf riyt?!!! guilty pun p la. mkn dah.. life is short. who cares!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah.. wat are disturbing things to me or isit for me?? idk. ahahhaha.. byk ah wey. nk list down. nnti cm. tah.. pergh.. lot la actually. later la. thtl b later. lets put it asyd for a moment.


tpi niiiiiiiiiiiiiii.. ok la.. let me go on. since m so not in a stable state. who cares..


1. org yg ganggu idup aku. canni ah cita. if i kacau, u kacau me back. if i xwat pa2 kat u, bek ang tolong fuck diri ang sniri dan blah n jgn crik pasai. ok?? meaning if u my member nk dtg tegur2, xpa, i xkisah, maybe pissed ckit ah tpi i can accept. its ok. member wat. ni stai xkenai, xpena hang out. wat cm ngn pa. wey?? ang mslh pa? xpuas ati pa? aku ada ka ckp buruk pasai ang? wey aku bkn mcm ang la xdk keja dok p korek n carik cita org n jdi internet bergerak. tolong ah wey. i dont do tht ok. fyi. so i dont get wats ur prob. i dont get pasepa la wen i moved here byk org ada mslh tu. dhla suka usha pelik. aku tau la muka aku mcm cina n comey. xpuas ati pa? stni p la kawen ngn cina then ank ang jdik cm tu. ok?! i live my life, u live urs. dont intersect or intertwine. y sud we rite? xdk keja len??? i tink ada. byk keja kot. so lantak ah aku nk wat pa, ada aku ganggu, ada aku soh ang join. x kan. aku xckp ngn ang pun. n bknnya aku ganggu. sebok arrr..


2. lgi ang wat puki, lagi aku memberontak. mau?! ang dok wat stai aku ni xtau ah. tu kira xdk pa. ang dok wat jenih cm ni. aku wat lagi terok mau? bru btui2 ang ternganga. cnni ah. if xpuas ati. skali suda. smpai skang xok g. aku tau ah ang btui, tpi sikit2 dah ar. ang nk lagi hebat eh? xpa.. ang wat cm tu g.. tunggu ah.. maki p ah. aku maki ang balek. nk carik pasal.


3. dont stop me if i wana do anythin. yes u can. but in certain stuff only. stuff that i mmg dh mcm tu. pls dont. ok? yes that anything im not. i wana be free. tho i wana be free being myself. :)
yes its hard to be urself. n aku heran ah, cm na la aku xjadi rude. kan3??? bad words, sharp pointy middle fingers, frankly speakin, i dont like to use em nor like em. coz its bad n org xhormat n al. but i wonder how i wont use it. :) i hate it wen i cant be myself. haix.


aku tau. m not perfect. at al. n i do a lot of bad things. aku sdq diri ah wey. n aku xpena ajak org wat keja jahat tgther k. unless sma pala tu dh sama. tpi nk ajak org len x ok.


ok ilang mud.. ccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccc... serious. new prob tis weekk..

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. :D

pergh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dh ah. nk blah. esok. mud teruk g. bgos!!!!!!!!!!

theres ntg more tht i want to wish for.

if im very sincere.. mmg aku xkn ada kawan. if ada pun, kira guna jari ja. yang satu kepala. well i m a gud girl. actuallyyyyyyyyy.. ahahahahha.. jgn crik pasai wit me n accept me sudah la. coz yes i tolerate, ang nk bsg ka nk bagi aku ka nak smash nk wat bsg gila2 nk wat lawak spastik yg tramt sgt bodoh berjuta kli pun xpa.apa2 pun xpa. aku layan. xpa ah kan. aku pun cm tu. tpi pls ah.

so if u really wana knw. this is wat that can disturb me. theres lots more act.

* semua di atas ni, luahan hati ok? jgn terasa. u really wana know, there it is. im telling u. thts y i dont like telling ppl bout myself. its beta u just figure out urself n shut up. tpi sedeynya xbyk manusia dlm dunia ni cm tu. yg really und me pun stkt ni.. ada ah.. dia ja.. dia ja.. hmm :) thank u :)

actually byk g. but for now. i jz igt yg tu ja. ehehe

but yeah those stuff atas tu its me being myself, wic is a kid. not using my brain. so dont worry. i wont do things so fast actually. il sit down n think. but normally i cnt coz trganggu kan. so i wont do anything. :)

- i thought over a thousand times b4 posting this. aahaaha.. actually byk g yg nk bash. i tink its my nature. bashing!

- malina, btw, its not u ok. i told u d tht day. m not mad at u. rmb the msg. yeah tht explains evrtn. so all tis. not u ok? :)

dah. i hate tis. i hate school. i hate ibrahim.

wat can be more exciting>!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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