you could be happy and i wont know

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way

But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

gawd..................

butterscotch

now its 1220 pm. m sweatin like hell. hawttttt.. yeah got up at 1148am.. fuhhh.. agak bahagia.. hahahha.. i dreamt bout lots of stuff.. huhu..

yeah at least fitrees going to ttn. at least i can go. yeah. the need of getting out. sudeny its killing me. hahahah.. haih.. and meeting uncle malik. i need it. :) hafiz is goneeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! sobz..

yeah.. this thing. bothers me. i miss someone. it wudnt help at al. i have to well put tht thing aside. far away. hmm.....

and im reading ps i love u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes im reading sth. reading sth tht im not suppose to read at tis tym. trials a month mayb? pmr 3 i gz.. great

i got no idea wat to write about. pergh.

yeah.. 1. wat will u do if i die.. ?
2. if u have a disease thtl kill u, wat wil u do?
n2 manymore

ohh shit......... yes. m sneezinnnnnnnnn..

n sweatin. hows tht suppose to be healthy..

esok skola. gud news. very gud news.

:)

so im alive

u know2.. cherry blossom girl. huhu.. its a stupid song. pergh.

oke2.. so arini got up 615 to wake b up.. he of coz xbgn. ahahaha.. yeah then kalot terigt pd 4 ma mum to print geo. yes. so i have lil bit more to go on 4 geo. yeha!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in one nite man. n even tonite. i shall fns my elemen 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 4 kks la. :D ngeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. so tido late lgi tnite. hopefully i can thn. i need to. i have to. for the sake of kks. pergh! i bet tdi pagi ma mum igt i baru nk tidoq. hehe..

then2 yeah on of la aft dat. pergh. then oficial 1030 i gz. mai pc dl2 songs, muvis, usha sana sini, mandi, mkn, hac!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weyyyyyyyyyy.. boring gila thp cipan! mmg sedey. mmg dok rasa xnk p. i tink ma mum yg excited n nk p terlebey. n shes like yeah gone 4 hac. m like ma idont even tel ni one. n shes yeah into it. ahahahha.. n siap nk amek gmbq dpn tu g. oh tidakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x amek la kan. thank god. phew. hahah.. my dad. nseb bek xmai. i wudnt want him to come at al in the coming years unless ibrahim ada aircond. coz 1stly org2 ternama dtg lambt, ngn weather yg snowing, n ucpn n suara yg boringgggggg gila. i ksian him. he can die there. ahahah

yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my dad just whistled at me. then ckp wana go cycling?? with muka dia n his smile. yeassssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lama gila xcycle ngn dia. was it last yer or longer than that. pergh. father daughter bonding. ahahahha.. yay! cant wait2!!!
n he ckp hopefully ul get also la next year. if not malu. i know.. hmm.. :(

so yeah i did slh la kan at hac. ahahahah. b4 going up mcm omg3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so its yashni nk terkencing, theva berak n i muntah. ahahaha.. ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww.. but yeah evrytin went well. :).. n theva was teachin me rubic. i was like uhh??!?! xphm. n he was like haiyooooooooo.. i knw. byk kali lak tu. almost all. ahahhaha.. im someone who is very hard to teacch. ahahah.. n adala part wat gedik .haahhahah.. shssssssssssssshhhhhhh...

so yeah tonite jz kks n music!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then tidoq lmbt gila lagi l akan. nvm. so esok i have to do my hmwrk n study da. i miss pg. i miss k800i. i miss bulldog. i miss going out. the end. sobz. nvm2.. :) smile2..

hopefuly diorang wat backup for my phone. if x. il b frustrated. aihh.. eeeeeeeeeee

f la.

ok2. m off..

i dont wana b down.

:)

xoxo

again

We'll wait for this moment
When our lips collide
Almost stop the Earth
Your in my arms tonight

So I've come
To Complicate the dead
Are you with me?
I've written out all my vows again

We're almost home
To see the silence break
On New Years Eve
We're only 17

So if love exists
I will fall

And we'll wait for this moment
When our lips collide
Almost stop the Earth
Your in my arms tonight

Just one more kiss
To soothe the pain
That exists in a world of lies

Misery take my shame and life
Everything fills a violent death
A smile you gave
Visit me in hell tonight

And say..and if love exists
I will fall...

And we'll wait for this moment
When our lips collide
Almost stop the Earth
Your in my arms tonight

So Im not inlove
So Im not inlove
So Im, Im not inlove
So Im, Im not inlove
I feel so alive(I feel so alive)
I feel so alive tonight
I feel so alive

I cant stop this feeling
If love existsI will fall...

And we'll wait for this moment
When our lips collide
Almost stop the Earth
Your in my arms tonight

- yeah ive actually posted this, but wth. m into it. ahahahha..

create, cognize, recognize

ok2.tau dak!!!!!!!!!!!

i jz ate cakes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no la.. jus tlike 1 n a half. hehe.. :D its uncle ibrahims bday!! n the cake. mg. my dads like u knw its sweet, not gud ok, eat as much as u can, dont let ur mum eat. ahahha.. i lagi ah, dok kata bnda tu sweet, lagi ah lantak. yeah wers d diet plan man?! pergh! xpa2. stop sat. ahahahha.. crappppppppppppppp... then aft havin it, i was like pening2, high2.. to omuch sugar intake. hikhik. :D n yeah m addicted to kiwi. i mean the fruit. weird. n2 addicted to tis smell. noooooo.. nt ttht smel. tht smel mmg. this. its this, this so not healthy, im not suppose to touch or go near to it. but i love it. it soothes me. like helllllll.. serious. its like wen i smell, its like ahh heaven. hahahaha.. this is so wrong! mind u its not the smell of our school toilet. k ok?!

yeah. m sorry. today. idk. ahahha.. m just scared to talk. co znnti yeah yaddy3. so better not. i prefer to shut myslf out n just answer with ony a cpl of words. m sorry ok. n malinas like ee m scared. yeah since shamils being such an arse. he is irritating n annoying. like hell. i wont bash him la. hes just being irritating, not crossing my life n affecting me. yeah one thing, u can disturb me or annoy or irritate me wiceva way u want in any amount but neva eva try to cross the path of my life. get wat i mean?

good.. :)

bcoz i so dont need ppl like tht..

and aziz. he x ajar pun. he just showed slideshow n vids!!!!!!!!! mepek gila. i mean funny n very bermotivasi. ahhahah.. yeah its suppose to be a motivation for us. yes pmr. trials. i have to get up. n make sure stay awake til the lst day of pmr man! n then. yezaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! il b gone so far away frm here. then aft tht. il b well high aiman!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. :D

i gz coz of aziz n too much sugar m fine now. :)

n yeah cool cat scratch. n2 its like sticky2. god. burnol is needed. hehe.. goldfish nya pasai ah ni

n u know!!!!!!!!! my god. i dah berdosa kat stocking. potong kuku la. normal thing. neva b4 apend. well happens la but not this bad. so mula2 cut her frn legs. then back. i thot back was sharp so i p potong. then wen pufff she jumped! then i tgk. shitttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

bloooooooooooodddddddddddddddddddddddddddd...

so i thot just ckit ja the nrml blood few drops n done. niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii 5 minit dok kluar g. byk gila kotttttttttt.. i was like dady!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then he came running with ubat suma. shit la man. il neva do tht again. my god. n tpi she baek tau. she din strugle or scream or wtsoeva. god. yeah dads like shes a toughy. u dont worry. yeah coz the blood wont stop n daddys like ehhh thts a lot of blood, i ws like nk nangeh kot. ahahhaha. then hes like eh2, its ok, xpa, sikit ja, nnti ok ah. hopefuly. kena ltak ubat g. scaryyyyyyyy...

yeah actually kucing i plg sayang ialah stocking. ahahha.. n she has neva scratched me at al. yg len suma tah. but dia la yg plg bek. hehe. :) i love u stocking.

i think azizs motivasis kinda working. yeah. kena study!!!! concentrate. dont waste tym. theres stil tym. just relax, put other fcking shitz aside n fill ur brain with facts just like how u used to. :) please god, i need it. for my parents. for myself. for my future. :)


- life is hard, but its harder if u dont face it.

yeah thts true. i have to grow up. accept it. that im no longer a kid. im 15. a big gal. think like an adult wil ya? maturely. smartly. n byk lgi. ahahahah..

i read from b's blog. yeah live ur life to the max. but it seems imposib coz obstacles, spoilers.
its true. coz weneva a prob is solved, comes anther one. m not surprised wen this is over, theyl b a new one next week. lets wait n see eh?

n2. yeah. thts y theres good n evil. black n wite. n so on and so forth. theres gud times, n hard n bad times. it balances ur life. n frankly speakin, ive neva thot of tht. n its brilliant actually. its true. yeah wers the fun if ur alwiz happy? how cn u be so happy wen its time to be happy but pdhl ur alwiz hepy. get wat i mean? hahahah.. m crappin. weeeeeeeeee :D

n yeah. this guy karuna. he tol dme. he said. dont waste ur tym on revision books anymre. u cnt be a bookworm n tryna kil urslef with it. go on to revision books. questions n aswers. n if u really dk wth its about hten ony u go on to details.

aziz ckp stiap org ada bkt. just we kna cungkil then if we tau we kna usaha sungguh2. m tinkin wth do i have? errhhH???

bila ckp bab potensi, bakat, keyakinan diri. il pass. hehe.. :D

yeah m kinda high. adoi. hehe


ouch!!!!!!!!!!!!! i choked on the damn water. babiiiiiii.. saket. it went thru my nose. then my throat. then attacked my head. mcm sedut air dlm swiming pool.chun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sket pala. adoi.

ok2. dah. stop crapping. done crapping.

the end.

xoxo !

:D