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ok2.tau dak!!!!!!!!!!!

i jz ate cakes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no la.. jus tlike 1 n a half. hehe.. :D its uncle ibrahims bday!! n the cake. mg. my dads like u knw its sweet, not gud ok, eat as much as u can, dont let ur mum eat. ahahha.. i lagi ah, dok kata bnda tu sweet, lagi ah lantak. yeah wers d diet plan man?! pergh! xpa2. stop sat. ahahahha.. crappppppppppppppp... then aft havin it, i was like pening2, high2.. to omuch sugar intake. hikhik. :D n yeah m addicted to kiwi. i mean the fruit. weird. n2 addicted to tis smell. noooooo.. nt ttht smel. tht smel mmg. this. its this, this so not healthy, im not suppose to touch or go near to it. but i love it. it soothes me. like helllllll.. serious. its like wen i smell, its like ahh heaven. hahahaha.. this is so wrong! mind u its not the smell of our school toilet. k ok?!

yeah. m sorry. today. idk. ahahha.. m just scared to talk. co znnti yeah yaddy3. so better not. i prefer to shut myslf out n just answer with ony a cpl of words. m sorry ok. n malinas like ee m scared. yeah since shamils being such an arse. he is irritating n annoying. like hell. i wont bash him la. hes just being irritating, not crossing my life n affecting me. yeah one thing, u can disturb me or annoy or irritate me wiceva way u want in any amount but neva eva try to cross the path of my life. get wat i mean?

good.. :)

bcoz i so dont need ppl like tht..

and aziz. he x ajar pun. he just showed slideshow n vids!!!!!!!!! mepek gila. i mean funny n very bermotivasi. ahhahah.. yeah its suppose to be a motivation for us. yes pmr. trials. i have to get up. n make sure stay awake til the lst day of pmr man! n then. yezaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! il b gone so far away frm here. then aft tht. il b well high aiman!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. :D

i gz coz of aziz n too much sugar m fine now. :)

n yeah cool cat scratch. n2 its like sticky2. god. burnol is needed. hehe.. goldfish nya pasai ah ni

n u know!!!!!!!!! my god. i dah berdosa kat stocking. potong kuku la. normal thing. neva b4 apend. well happens la but not this bad. so mula2 cut her frn legs. then back. i thot back was sharp so i p potong. then wen pufff she jumped! then i tgk. shitttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

bloooooooooooodddddddddddddddddddddddddddd...

so i thot just ckit ja the nrml blood few drops n done. niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii 5 minit dok kluar g. byk gila kotttttttttt.. i was like dady!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then he came running with ubat suma. shit la man. il neva do tht again. my god. n tpi she baek tau. she din strugle or scream or wtsoeva. god. yeah dads like shes a toughy. u dont worry. yeah coz the blood wont stop n daddys like ehhh thts a lot of blood, i ws like nk nangeh kot. ahahhaha. then hes like eh2, its ok, xpa, sikit ja, nnti ok ah. hopefuly. kena ltak ubat g. scaryyyyyyyy...

yeah actually kucing i plg sayang ialah stocking. ahahha.. n she has neva scratched me at al. yg len suma tah. but dia la yg plg bek. hehe. :) i love u stocking.

i think azizs motivasis kinda working. yeah. kena study!!!! concentrate. dont waste tym. theres stil tym. just relax, put other fcking shitz aside n fill ur brain with facts just like how u used to. :) please god, i need it. for my parents. for myself. for my future. :)


- life is hard, but its harder if u dont face it.

yeah thts true. i have to grow up. accept it. that im no longer a kid. im 15. a big gal. think like an adult wil ya? maturely. smartly. n byk lgi. ahahahah..

i read from b's blog. yeah live ur life to the max. but it seems imposib coz obstacles, spoilers.
its true. coz weneva a prob is solved, comes anther one. m not surprised wen this is over, theyl b a new one next week. lets wait n see eh?

n2. yeah. thts y theres good n evil. black n wite. n so on and so forth. theres gud times, n hard n bad times. it balances ur life. n frankly speakin, ive neva thot of tht. n its brilliant actually. its true. yeah wers the fun if ur alwiz happy? how cn u be so happy wen its time to be happy but pdhl ur alwiz hepy. get wat i mean? hahahah.. m crappin. weeeeeeeeee :D

n yeah. this guy karuna. he tol dme. he said. dont waste ur tym on revision books anymre. u cnt be a bookworm n tryna kil urslef with it. go on to revision books. questions n aswers. n if u really dk wth its about hten ony u go on to details.

aziz ckp stiap org ada bkt. just we kna cungkil then if we tau we kna usaha sungguh2. m tinkin wth do i have? errhhH???

bila ckp bab potensi, bakat, keyakinan diri. il pass. hehe.. :D

yeah m kinda high. adoi. hehe


ouch!!!!!!!!!!!!! i choked on the damn water. babiiiiiii.. saket. it went thru my nose. then my throat. then attacked my head. mcm sedut air dlm swiming pool.chun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sket pala. adoi.

ok2. dah. stop crapping. done crapping.

the end.

xoxo !

:D