Are you not listening to me when i am talking to you? Or you cant hear me coz I am not screaming at the top of my lungs just to make you hear me out? Or if you could actually hear me, but faintly, why on earth didnt you ask me what was it that I was talking about? Or I talk to much and so non of em makes sense to you? It does not matter, kan ?
I dont see my point and the point of me later on screaming at the top of my lungs to tell you that. Firstly, I admit, it is stupid and ridiculous. But so what? I am that. I am that for now anyways. What is my point talking or mentioning it to you if all i get is yelling, and screaming. I never thought ones reason to express to somebody is to get that sort of reaction out of that somebody. If that is so, I take it back and bloody wasted my time of trying to get myself heard or getting what we call, self pity kinda attention? Well i do that such stupid pathetic being i am. So i dont see what is the point of me talking about it if that is what i get. If i can talk to a wall, i would have.
I wish you would fall down one day right infront of me and i pretended and ignored it. I am just going to walk away. Or better. Il push you down to help you in a way.
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