If you were holding the string that I have been dangling all these while, I might have been dead by now.

Might as well. For how long do i have to wait ? For how long do i need to be giving and giving ? For how long do i need to feel this ? So do i need to beg for it everytime when yours come for free ? Do i need to dread and shed tears, maybe then i would get it when yours come without any effort of yours? And you expect me to be an angel and come running all over again ? Heck who am i to u ? I am not bloody asking you to even buy me that dream car of mine, is that thattt hard ? Its free. I am not even making a fuss about u not being there. And u cant even do this right. This effin simple thing. How am i suppose to leave it all like that. Its my life you are talking about.