Have you ever felt the urge or the need to be somebody else just for a day, see how they see things, see how they think about a thing or an issue. I do. I would want to do that just for a day, so then I can understand more, see more, broaden my view and my perceptions.
Sad to say, I do not like nor enjoy my perceptions. What are perceptions ? I feel perception narrows my mind and my view. Does it do any good to me ? It should be actually, but no, as I see more, it aint doing me any good. If it does not suit to my eyes, then I wont touch it. Fair ? No, not at all.
I try to understand, I try to tolerate and be in it, but no, I cannot. Because by nature, that is not me and I know very well, I am not going any near to it.
Yes I am wasting my time, instead of this crappy piece, see, I cant write, I cant express well and oh gosh it saddens me veryyy badd. I need to study. I need some miracle in Chemistry, God knows how, I pray hard. I try to put things aside and set my thoughts. I want to go somewhere, where nobody knows me.
And I just want to say, do I look like a maid to you, that you can be yelling at the top of your voice at me and asking to do things for you ? No, dont treat me like that. I am no maid. And you need to learn how to talk.
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